Chapter 23 I feel sorry for your past (2) The past is empty, and it is still like a dream
Su Yang was stunned.
The drizzle was pouring and falling on his hair and body from time to time.
His black hair and clothes were getting wet, but he didn't notice it.
He stood stunned for a moment.
It took several minutes before he moved back to the door of Xinhua Bookstore.
There was no sadness or joy on his face, and he continued to wait patiently for her at the door of the bookstore, as before.
It didn't take long for the drizzle to stop completely.
Also when the rain had just stopped, Su Yang saw that she was walking briskly towards the bookstore from the direction where the supermarket was located.
Su Yang smiled slightly.
The smile is sunny and naturally bright.
He still has the same warm and bright feeling as before.
"I'm sorry Su Yang, I got up late in the morning, and because I wanted to see you, I dressed up carefully, so I didn't arrive now. After coming to the door of the bookstore, she said to Su Yang apologetically. After saying that, he stuck out his tongue mischievously, which was very cute.
To be honest, this is definitely a girl who makes people feel endless love and pity in their hearts.
"It's okay, I just arrived, and I didn't have to wait too long. Su Yang replied with a smile, his voice was very gentle.
Holding the exquisite gift box in his hand in front of her, he looked at her and said with a smile: "A gift for you~"
She was a little surprised, but also a little surprised, and her dark eyes shone brightly.
It's just that, thinking of something, her delicate and delicate face suddenly couldn't help but have a trace of embarrassment.
Although her embarrassment was not very obvious, she was still seen by Su Yang.
"Thank you, Su Yang. Receiving the exquisitely packaged gift box from Su Yang's hand, she showed a bright and sweet smile.
Like the crescent moon is clear, if the flowers and trees pile up snow.
She looked so beautiful, fresh, and lovely.
She still seems to be the same as before.
Zhu Ying didn't open the gift box immediately, didn't see what Su Yang gave her for the first time, and carried the beautifully decorated gift box in one hand, she took Su Yang's hand with one hand and pulled him out of here.
They were as happy as ever.
It's just that they all know very well in their hearts that this time shopping is different from the past.
Because their hearts have changed.
Cracks began to appear in the relationship between them, and crises began to appear.
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The rain did not fall again, and the sky was clear again.
They spent hours happily and happily in the city, cinemas, libraries, museums, game halls...... Almost every couple date place they can think of, they go to.
During this period, I bought a lot of snacks and snacks.
It wasn't until the red sun set in the west, and the beautiful sunset was like a ribbon on the horizon, that it was not too early to see the sky, and they decided to go home.
On the way to the station, the two people surprisingly neither of them spoke, and remained silent all the time.
They are caught in some kind of special tacit understanding.
It's as if you had agreed beforehand......
They arrived at the station, smiled goodbye to each other, and then they each got on the bus they were going to take.
This time, there is no attachment to the past, reluctance, and no passers-by are fed with dog food, which seems very plain and ordinary.
"Tell me when you get home. ”
After getting in the car, Su Yang sent her a message on QQ on his mobile phone.
"Well, good. ”
She replied quickly.
Then, again, silence spread like overflowing water.
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The sun is thin, and the clouds on the horizon are as red as if they were burning, which is really gorgeous and beautiful.
Since getting into the car, Su Yang's eyes have been projecting out of the window.
It's just that although he looked at the scenery flying away like the wind outside the window, his eyes were always empty and without any brilliance.
He was in a daze.
got on the bus, found a window seat and sat down, and then sent her the previous QQ message, and he kept being in a daze.
His heart was a little blocked.
He was a little sad.
He was in some pain.
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When Su Yang returned home, the sun was close to setting in the west.
The twilight was four, and the whole sky was completely darkened, and only the end of the western sky still had a trace of sunset.
The cold wind blew gently, and the village began to become silent, except for the occasional dog barking or two, and the fields were even more deserted.
In the silence of heaven and earth, one after another street lamps began to slowly light up. They emit a soft yellow glow that illuminates the darkness around them, giving a feeling of warmth and coldness.
When Su Yang just returned home, his mobile phone suddenly made a "Dididi" sound, accompanied by a vibration.
He turned on his mobile phone and logged in to QQ to take a look, and he could see that a person's avatar was constantly flashing.
Someone sent him a message.
Two in a row.
"I'm home, how about you?
"I opened the gift, MP4 I like it very much, thank you. ”
This is the content in two messages.
Sending such a message, this person is naturally Zhu Ying.
"I've arrived, too. ”
"Just arrived. ”
"It's good if you like something. ”
Su Yang replied.
She replied with an "um" word.
After a while, she messaged again.
"Su Yang, I feel that you today seem to be a little different from the past. ”
Then, before Su Yang could reply, her lit QQ avatar suddenly turned gray.
Subsequently, her QQ was completely silent.
Looking at the words she sent, Su Yang's expression was calm, and there was no change in expression on his face.
No one knew what was going on in his mind at the moment.
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Day after day passed, and in the blink of an eye, it was a week.
In this world, there are things that are broken, cracked, broken, and can be repaired.
But feelings are different, once there is a crack in gratitude between people, it is very difficult to repair it and restore it to its original state.
This week has passed, and Su Yang always feels that there is always something missing between him and her.
He always felt that there was an invisible barrier between him and her. This diaphragm cannot be touched with the hand, but it can be clearly felt.
Just like the sunshine, although people can't hold it in the palm of their hands, it really exists, giving people warmth and light.
Just like rain and dew, even if it can't be condensed in the palm of its hand, it really flows, nourishing the earth and nourishing all souls.
Just like the breeze, although it is formless and has no physical form, it can still make people feel the breeze, and feel cool when the breeze blows.
During this time, there was a lot less QQ contact between them than in the past, and more importantly, the conversation between them obviously lacked the sweetness of the past.
Su Yang gradually began to realize that the love in this world seems to be as stated in those books and TV series, there is no eternity.
These days, seeing that each other is gradually becoming alienated, he is really panicked.
However, he was not willing to give up just like that.
Because he still likes her, because he still has hope. Because he wanted to be able to erase everything and repeat those days with her.
He wants to try to maintain this relationship with her, to maintain his first love.
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For some reason, the last two classes on Friday afternoon were self-suspended, and no teacher would come.
Seizing this great opportunity, he "dismissed" two classes early and sneaked out of the school.
He went to her school.
He stood at the gate of her school, waiting for her to come out of school.
He was going home with her.
He's going to take her home.