Chapter 24 Feeling sorry for your past (3) If loving someone is destined to suffer, this first lesson is in a dilemma

Of course, Zhu Ying didn't know about Su Yang's sudden behavior.

Su Yang waited and waited, and suddenly, a continuous long bell sound sounded from the radio of Zhu Ying's school, spread around, and clearly entered Su Yang's ears.

Hearing this voice, Su Yang's face was overjoyed.

Because it's the bell for the end of school.

It's time for her to get out of school.

She's coming out.

He was looking forward to it.

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Not long after the school bell rang, people walked out of the school building with schoolbags one after another.

Among them were men and women, some walked unhurriedly, looking leisurely and calm, while others trotted all the way, looking rather eager.

Su Yang looked at these people who came out of the campus very intently.

His gaze swept over everyone.

He was afraid that he didn't see her, and at the same time she didn't see him, so wouldn't the two of them miss each other?

If that was the case, then he would have undoubtedly come here in vain, waiting outside her school for so long.

Suddenly, a familiar figure came into Su Yang's eyes.

Although it was still a little far away, he couldn't see the person's face clearly, and he could only see a general outline, but Su Yang still knew who that person was.

It was Zhu Ying, who he had been waiting for for a long time.

He won't admit it.

The next moment, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, drawing an elegant arc, and the corners of Su Yang's mouth showed a faint and good-looking smile.

It's just that suddenly, a person appeared next to Zhu Ying, making his gaze froze for a moment, and the smile on his face froze immediately.

It was a boy.

A very tall, handsome and handsome boy.

That boy, Su Yang once had a relationship.

Just a week ago, outside that coffee shop near Xinhua Bookstore in the center of the city.

The two of them walked out together. Shoulder to shoulder, talking and laughing, it looks very intimate and close.

What others don't know, at first glance, they will definitely think that they are a couple in love.

It was Su Yang, looking at their intimate appearance, and almost thought that they were a couple.

And clearly, he and Zhu Ying are the real boyfriend and girlfriend relationship, and he and Zhu Ying are the real couple!

Bitter, really bitter.

The corners of the eyes suddenly sore.

Su Yang's eyes suddenly moistened a little, and he wanted to cry.

Teeth biting his lip, he smiled wryly, bitterly desolately......

Subsequently, without hesitation.

Subsequently, there is no nostalgia.

Taking advantage of the fact that Zhu Ying hadn't seen him yet, Su Yang turned around and walked towards the station where he came alone.

He didn't want her to see him.

He didn't want her to see himself like this.

He was even more reluctant to let her know that he saw her like this.

At this time, he had mixed feelings.

At this time, he just wanted to escape, he just wanted to hide.

However, just as he was bent on escaping here as fast as possible, the sound of hurried footsteps suddenly sounded behind him.

Someone chased after him.

At the same time, a woman's call came from behind his head and sounded in his ears.

The sound is crisp and crisp, like a wind chime, and it is very beautiful.

"Su Yang, is that you?!"

He didn't say anything to answer, and he didn't turn to look at her.

Quickening his pace, he walked forward more quickly without looking back.

She couldn't catch up, so she didn't continue to chase again.

She stood still, quietly watching his figure fade away and disappear into sight.

The boy stood not far behind her with a look of astonishment.

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Su Yang walked briskly towards the bus stop.

Along the way, Su Yang's heart was very painful, and his chest was very stuffy, which was an extremely uncomfortable feeling. Tears swirled in his eyes, almost bursting out of his eyes.

Since it was a Friday school day, there were many peers along the way who walked to the station like Su Yang.

Some talk and laugh, and some fight and laugh.

The joy of getting out of school, the excitement of regaining freedom...... The smiles and vitality are all reflected in the expressions and behaviors of these people.

And among these people, Suyang is like a different kind of scenery, different.

Even if you don't pay special attention to him, as long as you see him, you can see that he is in a bad mood and in a bad mood.

At this time, Su Yang looked extremely embarrassed, and he was as depressed as a lost dog that had lost everything.

When Su Yang came to the bus station, the car he was going to take happened to be slowly coming from not far away, and he had to say that he was lucky.

If he waited here for too long, he was afraid that he would meet Zhu Ying, who came later.

At that time, the scene must have been very embarrassing.

At this moment, he really didn't want to see her, he didn't want to see her.

Then, in the midst of a crowd, he got on a bus bound for his home and left the place where he was so uncomfortable.

The bus was crowded, just like his stuffy chest.

Along the way, Su Yang remained silent and did not speak.

His mind was in turmoil and messed up.

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After returning home, Su Yang locked himself directly in the room.

Entering the room, Su Yang lay directly on the bed motionless, like a cold stone that did not breathe.

Because the curtains were drawn, the whole room was dim.

Just like Su Yang's inner world at the moment.

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Suddenly, the mobile phone in Su Yang's pants pocket rang and vibrated "buzzing".

Listening to this ringtone, someone called over.

Su Yang roughly guessed who was calling.

He didn't want to take it.

He didn't want to hear that.

So, he didn't answer.

He lay motionless on the bed, letting his phone vibrate and ring.

As the phone was never answered, the ringing and vibration finally disappeared completely, and the dark room returned to its original appearance.

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Time is ticking out.

I don't know how long it has been, but Su Yang, who was lying on the bed, finally moved.

He got up from the bed again.

Then, he reached out and took the phone out of his trouser pocket and held it in his hand.

As soon as you turn on your phone, a missed call suddenly appears on the screen.

As he thought, it was Zhu Ying who brought it.

Subsequently, he saw several text messages from her, as well as messages she sent through QQ. And the content of the two is the same.

"Su Yang, it was you just now, right?"

"Why did you come to my school all of a sudden?"

“…… Is it because you doubt me?"

"You don't trust me anymore, do you?"

"I'm really sad and really disappointed. Since you don't believe me like that, let's break up. You know, the last thing I like is that someone doesn't trust me......"

There were not many messages sent, only a few short ones, but just these few pieces of information made Su Yang stunned for a while.

Especially the last message sent by Zhu Ying.

Su Yang saw that his heart was blocked, and his heart ached.

Because, for him, these words are too cruel.

After taking a deep breath, he pressed a series of keys on his phone.

He dialed her.

She answered his call.

The moment the phone was connected, neither of them spoke immediately. The masks on each other's phones were silent, and the pins could be heard.

"Why?" took a deep breath, and Su Yang was the first to speak.

He struggled to control his emotions and uttered those three words calmly.

Still, as he said this, his voice trembled slightly.

He wasn't asking about her and the boy, he was asking about her breaking up.

Before she could answer, Su Yang continued in a trembling voice: "Why did you say those two words so easily?"

"Because I know we can't do it anymore. There was a slight silence for a while, and on the other end of the phone, she said lightly.

"Why?" Su Yang bit his lip lightly and said in a low voice.

Zhu Ying sighed lightly and said, "It's boring." A lot of things are boring......"

After a pause, she continued: "I need someone to be there for me at all times, even during school. But you can't do it......"

When Su Yang heard this, he smiled bitterly and said, "So, it's not that I don't trust you, it's just that you have changed your mind." ”

"Do you know why I was different from me on the Saturday I was asked to visit?" he asked bitterly.

She didn't speak.

Su Yang continued to himself: "Because that day, I saw the glass window of the coffee shop, and I saw you and him. Actually, for a moment, I was devastated. But I don't want to believe what comes to mind at that time, I don't want to think about it, because I like you so much, I trust you so much. Throughout the day, I struggled to hide my true emotions deep inside. I believe in you who said you would be with me forever. ”

Taking a deep breath, he said again with some pain: "In the days that followed, I knew that you lied to me about many things, maybe you thought you really succeeded in hiding from me, but in fact you didn't ......"

Then, Su Yang's voice trembled significantly. He continued: "I haven't complained about you, I've always been pretending to be confused because I don't want to get to know you so clearly. I'd rather be 'confused' myself, and if I debunk you, it will be too embarrassing for you. You don't know, I've been hoping that you'll change your mind. ”

If loving someone is destined to suffer, then perhaps the first lesson is a dilemma.

Sometimes, seeing flowers in the fog is also a kind of happiness.

This is the words that Su Yang saw in a certain book, and since he found out that Zhu Ying's abnormality was abnormal, he has been forbearing.

I can't say what I want to say, and I suppress it in my heart, and sometimes, that feeling is really uncomfortable. And at this moment, he finally told the grievances buried deep in his stomach one by one.

This time, he went to Zhu Ying's school, and saw Zhu Ying and the boy talking and laughing so much, and their words and deeds were intimate, and he couldn't hold back it well. After all, he, Su Yang, is just a young man.

On the other end of the phone, Zhu Ying quietly listened to what Su Yang said.

She was silent, never uttered. No one knows what she is thinking at this moment.