"The world is really boring. ”

"It's so boring to be alive......"

"Nothing is interesting. ”

…………

Many times, the person who says such things often wants to seek a path that he or she has never taken.

That road, unstoppable, never returned.

It was a road of no return......

Some people say that if you see through life and death, you will ignore life and death, and you will choose to give up this world.

Some people also say that giving up this world is not to see through life and death, but to escape. If you are no longer afraid of death, why should you be afraid of the suffering of reality?

It is also said that reality is actually more terrible than death, and that death is only sleeping, sleeping forever, losing body and mind, losing soul, and returning to nothingness forever. The reality is to endure pain, to endure all kinds of pain and suffering forever, bloody, fleshy and blurred, miserable, and pain and suffering that never ends.

Since ancient times, people have been extremely polarized in their evaluation of those who choose to die or endure humiliation and steal life in the face of great suffering or unbearable events.

The argument is endless.

The brave or the cowardly, the righteous or the informal, no one can get unanimous praise. Later generations always have mixed opinions about the actions and choices of their predecessors.

At this moment, like many predecessors, in the face of the pressure of life, in the face of those dirty and ugly, the girl also has the idea of giving up this world. She didn't want to live like this anymore.

She had the urge to die in her heart.

Her eyes darkened as she thought about this. Discouraged, the aura of decadence emanated from her.

Su Yang could clearly feel the emotions in her heart.

Because she clearly showed her mood on top of her expression.

Su Yang thought to himself: How similar is that depression, that loss, to himself some time ago?

Looking at the girl in front of him, he seemed to see himself at that time. The self that seems to be incompatible with heaven and earth, isolated from all things, and full of gray colors.

The persuasion was not successful, but it made the girl more and more negative and depressed.

Su Yang couldn't help but feel a trace of guilt in her heart, because of her own words, which stimulated her. At the same time, he became more and more sympathetic to the girl in front of him.

Because he felt that they were similar people, both with sad pasts, and with sad old things.

Therefore, he is more determined to help her and wants to take her out of the predicament.

Everyone has a river and lake in their hearts. Swords and swords, children's love, heroes and chivalry.

It is no exaggeration to say that at this time, in Su Yang's body, there is also a chivalrous heart "making trouble".

When the road is uneven, draw a knife to help, that's it.

However, the girl had no intention of giving him a chance at all.

Looking at Su Yang, who was with delicate eyebrows under the light, she smiled slightly and said, "Thank you, I'm fine." ”

With that, she got up from the bench, walked in front of Su Yang, and left here directly, in a certain direction, into the depths of the night.

As she grew farther and farther away, a thick darkness rolled and poured towards her, as if a terrible beast lurked in the darkness, ready to strike and devour the girl completely.

Looking at the girl's back as she walked away and faded away, Su Yang felt a strong sense of depression.

It was the autumn leaves, the withered and ruined lotus flowers.

It was also the chirping of geese, the empty and uninhabited wilderness.

Depressed, lifeless, twilight, desolate.

Looking at the girl's distant back, Su Yang stood stunned for a while.

Suddenly, a very bad feeling arose in his heart inexplicably. Thinking of the girl's possible behavior, he felt a chill down his spine and couldn't help but break out in a cold sweat.

His heart was filled with uneasiness and fear.

Then, he chased after him urgently, not daring to stop for a moment.

Because, he was afraid that she would have an accident, and he was afraid that she would not be able to think about it.

…………

In the villa area of "Tianxiang Huating", there is a small lake, the lake water is very clear, all kinds of trees and flowers are planted around the lake, and there are also several antique pavilions with their own characteristics, the lake is several meters deep, and all kinds of fish fry are also put in the lake. In normal times, it is a good place for people to rest and have fun. There are often people playing chess, cards or fishing.

However, in the dark of the night, a young girl jumped into its arms after a moment of silence.

In an instant, countless splashes of water splashed and waves surged. The waves are blooming, like cheerful jumping elves welcoming the arrival of the girl.

And with a leap, the lake soon flooded the girl's body, wetting her clothes, her beautiful eyebrows, and her long, silky black hair.

Then, an endless stream of water squeezed into her body, as if it was about to burst her body completely. That kind of pressure, that feeling of suffocation, is really unimaginable.

Painful, incomparably painful! Heart-rending, slashing with a knife and axe!

However, in the face of such pain, the girl did not struggle too much.

She tried to calm herself, gladly accepting death, gladly accepting the invitation of the Grim Reaper.

Originally, above the sky, the clouds covered all directions, and the bright moonlight could not be sprinkled on the ground at all, but at this moment, the moon secretly drilled out of the clouds.

The moonlight was like water, making the whole lake much brighter. It is like being inlaid with a faint layer of silver.

It seems that the bright moon in the sky feels that the girl is delicate and pitiful, and she appears at this time, just to see her last time and say goodbye to her.

Pathetic, pitiful, and lamentable.

The cold pond crosses the crane shadow, and the cold moon buries the flower soul.

This scene is really sad!

Youth is in its prime, its prosperity is in its prime, why do you want to die?

At the moment when the girl threw herself in, Su Yang just arrived and saw this extremely shocking scene. He was stunned, what kind of experience could make a girl who was about the same age as himself seek a dead end?

Stunned for a moment, he rushed forward with all his might.

didn't have time to think about it at all, rushed to the lake, and he jumped without hesitation.

Of course, he didn't think about it like the girl, and he was ready to die. He's only here to save people!

The life of floating flowers and waves, where is it so easy to say and break it like this?!

Fortunately, he learned to swim when he was a child, and his technique was okay, otherwise, he really didn't have the courage to jump when he said it.

Saving people's lives is naturally a good thing, and it is right, but at least you can't put your own life into it, right?

The water is rippling, the lake is constantly rippling, in order to save the sinking girl, Su Yang really tried his best, and the process was difficult. Because even if the girl is unconscious, she is still resisting and does not want him to save her.

He swore in his heart that after successfully rescuing the girl ashore, he would definitely slap her hard and "educate" her well!

At the same time, he also uses it to motivate himself and let himself burst into full potential.

He is struggling with the Grim Reaper to pull the girl back from the arms of the Grim Reaper!

In fact, each of us, in this universe, is as small as mayflies and ants.

Even if the mayfly ants die, they will die, because they cannot feel pain, and they cannot feel the subtle feelings between people, between people and the nature of heaven and earth, and between people and themselves.

To them, nothing is nothing. Even if you are alive, you can't perceive anything.

Of course, this is unfortunate and sad.

However, isn't it sad that we who have our own feelings and have our own self-perception of everything in heaven and earth?

In fact, to put it another way, we are worse than them.

We can have it, we can feel it, we can experience it, but in the end, those feelings, those feelings, no matter how unforgettable, no matter how unforgettable, will eventually be lost and cannot be taken away.

Because after all, you have to die. No one can live forever in this world, with the green mountains without changing, with the green water and flowing forever.

There are many things, we are reluctant, we are persistent, we are nostalgic.

There are so many people, so many feelings, we have them, we protect them, we treasure them with our hearts, but in the end, there is still nothing.

Life does not bring, death does not take away, this phrase is used to describe things outside the body. But who can say that all feelings, all pain, are not "things outside the body"?

My second uncle once sighed and told me that people are just boring to live.

Yes, it does.

The past has become a thing of the past.

The future is unpredictable. Tomorrow's life and death, no matter how hard you try to predict it, it will only be in vain.

Live in the present, try to live in the moment.

Cherish the people in front of you and live the life you want to live.

- Xu Bingbin