Chapter 47 I feel sorry for your past (26) Hospital, when half of my life ends, metamorphosis, spilling a pool of debris
The vast world, the heaven and the earth are magnificent, the injustices of the poor world, the heartache, the sorrow, and the countless sadness.
Yue'er couldn't bear to look at it anymore, and quietly hid in the clouds again, the stars also closed their eyes, the sky and the earth were in a bleak darkness, and the night was deep.
Su Yang tried his best to save the girl, and after hard work, he finally succeeded in saving the girl ashore.
Although it was not too long since the girl threw herself into the river when he rescued the girl, he felt that a long, long time had passed, and the process in between could be described as extraordinarily long for Su Yang.
Thanks to this, a middle-aged uncle passed by and found them in the water, and then helped him take the girl to the shore of the lake.
After going ashore, Su Yang's whole person was close to collapse, and his strength was greatly consumed.
As for the maiden, it was even worse than him. She was seriously drowned, completely passed out, and her condition was serious and not optimistic.
After a moment of rest, after finding that the girl's condition was very bad, Su Yang and the middle-aged uncle who passed by sent the girl to the hospital as soon as possible.
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The ward, the eyes are white.
It was a miserable forest white, a cold white without any warm color.
On the same white hospital bed, there was a pale girl, but with a very delicate face.
It is the girl who jumped into the lake decisively before, wanting to leave this troubled, complicated, sad, painful, and dirty world.
One is dead.
I want to let go of everything, I want to abandon everything, and I don't have to worry about it anymore.
It's just that at this time she is still alive.
Under the rescue and intervention of Su Yang and a strange middle-aged man, she was finally unable to die.
I don't know what kind of mood and reaction she will have when she wakes up.
Maybe once she dies, she will choose a second time, or even a third time.
Perhaps, the experience of near-death will make her think more clearly and make her want to open. It is not easy for people to live, and they only have one life, so why should they give up their lives so hastily?
Anything, it's possible.
Anything can happen under unknown circumstances.
Next to the girl, a boy fell asleep on her bedside.
Maybe he was really tired, and he slept a little deeply. Only occasionally, the corners of the mouth will be slightly raised, and a faint smile will be hooked. It looks very sweet, as if dreaming of something to be happy or fun.
Although he slept in his clothes, his clothes had been changed, and the original clothes were wet to save the girl, and he could no longer wear them. After the garment was washed, it was sent to dry.
The boy who fell asleep beside the girl's bed was naturally Su Yang.
He didn't come back all night and stayed with her in the hospital. Accompanied by her who had just met yesterday and was a complete stranger before.
If life is full of fate, then this paragraph is obviously not shallow.
Perhaps, I was born to meet you.
It's not impossible.
It's not impossible.
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In the early morning, everything is silent, and the eastern horizon glows with a faint morning light, carefully soaking the light blue sky. The new day begins slowly, the leaves are bathed in the morning dew, the flowers are fragrant, the heaven and the earth are clear, and everywhere there is vitality and vigor, like a baby who wakes up after a night's sleep. Nothing is mixed with the smell of animals, everything is so pure that it makes people feel refreshed, like a faint ink painting, and the ink painting is filled with the fragrance of good grass.
And when the morning light shone into the hospital room through the glass, the eyelashes of the girl who fell into a coma and fell into a deep sleep trembled slightly, and she slowly opened her eyes.
When she opened her eyes, her eyes were empty, her gaze was blank, and her face was full of confusion.
She didn't know where she was or why she was here. She forgot everything, and couldn't think of anything for a moment.
It wasn't until she was stunned for a moment that one picture after another began to appear in her mind like film. Those pictures made her extremely sad, made her extremely sad, and made her extremely painful......
As those images emerged, it was as if a sharp blade had slashed through her heart. If the blade passes, it is scarred and bloody!
It's nothing more than that!
There is only pain but pain!
In an instant, tears kept sliding down the corners of her eyes.
Tears sparkled and moistened the pillow, but they also moistened her heart......
Desperate for death, but unsuccessful.
Even if you want to give up this world, you can't do it.
She really felt helpless, as if she had fallen into a deep pool, deeply helpless......
Lying on the bed, her empty eyes kept looking at the ceiling above her head, and tears kept flowing from the corners of her eyes.
No one knows what she was thinking about at this time when she was looking at the ceiling in a daze.
But one way or another, it must be sad, bleak, and painful.
It must be the autumn wind sweeping away the fallen leaves, and the endless sentimentality that cannot be swept away.
It must also be a wind and clouds, and it will not blow away the sorrowful knots.
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The sun appears from the east and gradually rises, bringing warmth and light to all things in heaven and earth.
The warm sun shone on his body, and at three o'clock in the sun, Su Yang, who was asleep due to fatigue, slowly opened his eyes and finally woke up.
After yawning, and then stretching comfortably, he looked at the girl who was still lying on the bed.
Some people stand out from the crowd.
Su Yang felt that this sentence was really suitable to describe the girl in front of him.
Although she was haggard and pale because of last night's incident, she was still beautiful and lovely.
is as sick as Xizi, and the weak willow supports the wind, which is even more pitiful.
And looking at the little tears in the corners of the girl's eyes that were still not dry, Su Yang unconsciously felt a pain in his heart.
Even if he is unconscious, even in his sleep, he is still sad and crying.
What is it that makes a girl like this? Even if she does not hesitate to throw herself into the lake, she will die to forget her pain and leave her troubles behind!
Inexplicably, he was so distressed.
This feeling is exactly the same as the feeling he felt when he heard Liu Yue's sad past from Liu Yue's mouth.
It is compassion, it is pity, it is pity.
That is also love, the care and love between people.
Looking at the girl's beautiful and delicate but pale and haggard face, he sighed slightly in his heart.
At first, he guessed that the reason why the girl would do such a stupid thing and give up her life at the expense of her life was related to feelings.
Because he was like this some time ago, tormented and pained by feelings, depressed, decadent and frustrated, and even had the urge to die.
But now, he suddenly felt that everything was not as simple as he imagined.
He didn't know why, and he couldn't say what the basis was, he just thought so, based on his intuition.
Suddenly, at this moment, the door of the ward was pushed open.
Then, a young and beautiful nurse walked in.
Looking at Su Yang, who was looking at the girl who was asleep on the hospital bed in a daze, she smiled lightly and said, "Wake up." ”
At the same time as saying hello, she came to the girl's bedside, looked at the various instruments beside the girl's bedside, and recorded the data, and said to Su Yang: "Don't worry, she is fine, she should be able to wake up soon." ”
When Su Yang heard this, a touch of joy appeared on his face, nodded, and expressed his gratitude to the young female nurse.
Looking at the girl on the bed, he thought to himself: No matter what, it's okay.
"But there's one thing I feel I have to tell you. ”
At this time, the young female nurse spoke again.
Her voice was still good, but the expression on her face was quite solemn.
Su Yang's expression froze, and he was a little serious about what she was going to say next.
"Do you know why she committed suicide by throwing herself into the lake?" asked the young female nurse, with some seriousness.
In this regard, Su Yang shook his head.
He knew she was in pain, but he didn't know where the pain came from.
"I think she should have known she was pregnant. I can't accept it when I'm young......" said the young female nurse with a slight sigh.
Then, she looked at Su Yang and glanced at him with a complicated expression, with obvious mockery in her tone, and said meaningfully: "Young people nowadays really like to mess around." ”
When Su Yang heard this, he was stunned for a moment.
At the same time, the girl sleeping on the hospital bed had a line of crystal tears flowing from the corners of her eyes.
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He never imagined that the word "abortion" would one day be so close to him. He also knew why the girl was so impulsive and wanted to die. At her age, pregnant...... It's incredible, it's unimaginable!
Also when Su Yang was distracted, the young female nurse did not stop talking, she was still speaking: "According to the current situation, even if you are pregnant, it is impossible for the child to be born safely, the only thing you can do is to have a miscarriage and kill it, a good life, alas, what a sin!"
On the hospital bed, the girl's ten slender jade-like fingers slowly clenched into fists and trembled slightly.
Do you create iniquity?......
Yes.
Indeed, iniquity......
She whispered to herself in an inaudible voice, tears dripping from the corners of her eyes and blood dripping from her heart.
A few maple leaves from Songdao, stacked with a charming blood-red feeling,
Teenager, start a new experience here. Finally, iniquity was created......
The raindrops in early summer fall too perfunctory, and I am used to being casual;
The night that was laissez-faire, the laissez-faire was reluctant, and it was blamed for instigating the zipper.
It's tireless......