Chapter 9 Youth is an insincere wound (9) The world is thin, people are evil, and the rain sends dusk flowers to fall
Listening to Lin Bin's description, I was really surprised, I didn't expect the squad leader to be like that now, lying on the bed, pale as white paper, so haggard, so pitiful.
You know, she used to be so beautiful and beautiful, so gentle and kind, so brilliant and perfect.
I still remember the feeling she gave me before, as if there was nothing in the world that she couldn't do.
The word God and Man is not just a word.
"What is wrong with her?" I asked, looking into his blood-red eyes.
He drank another glass of wine, was silent for a while, sighed, and then said bitterly: "Leukemia ......"
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After returning home from the hospital that day, he thought about it for a long time, and finally took out the business card and called her brother. Then, he heard those three words on the other end of the phone.
He heard it clearly, and as he said these three words, her brother's voice trembled visibly, and in addition to sadness and gloom, there was also powerlessness and helplessness.
After careful questioning, he learned a lot of things, and learned a lot of truths that he couldn't have known before......
It turned out that the night he wrote her a love letter, she suddenly had a high fever and even fell into a coma and had to be taken to the hospital.
It turned out that in the days when he was nervous because of his love letters, lying in bed tossing and turning and unable to sleep, she had been suffering physically and mentally, and was fighting stubbornly against the disease.
He only now understands that it was not that she was unwilling to respond to him in those days, but that she was unable to respond to him at all!
It turned out that it was the night when he stayed awake all night, once he closed his eyes, whether in his eyes or in his heart, her figure always lingered, but at the age of sixteen, she was still in the best years of her life, but she was ruthlessly told that she might be suffering from an incurable disease.
It's really hard to imagine what a heavy blow it will be for a girl who is in her flowering season.
It's like a bolt from the blue!
He also understands why after every big exam, her grades are gradually derailed, and the ranking of the year will be further and lower.
Where is the lust that he used to think of, where is the woman in love that others say has completely lost her mind and become stupid like a pig because of her passion. It's all because of her health!
Listening to the man on the other end of the phone sadly recounting some things about her, his mood was as uncomfortable and painful as when he saw her in the hospital.
But at this time, he didn't need to endure it anymore, because this was not a hospital, and there was no her mother here, let alone her. He can vent the emotions in his heart to his heart's content, and he can cry to his heart's content......
At this moment, he also understood that she was unusually that afternoon, so indifferent and so desperate to say those chilling words, which was also deliberate, with her own intentions.
And when he was crying silently because of the complex and sad emotions in his heart, on the other end of the phone, her brother suddenly asked him: "Two days ago, before the operation, I saw that Ah Ke had been reading a note with a lot of words written on it, and I asked her what it was, but she just smiled slightly and didn't tell me." Last night, I stumbled upon it and found a couple of love poems written on it, which should have been written by someone to her. Did you write that? Because I remember you nodding when I asked you if you ever liked her. ”
He didn't speak.
There is no voluntary admittion, but there is no denial.
And many times, silence and silence are tacit.
"I got it......"
Her brother was silent for a moment, then said lightly. "I also asked her if she had someone she liked, and she nodded, and I asked her who that person was, but she didn't answer me immediately, and after a long silence, she looked out the window and said lightly, 'He must still hate me now, but that's enough...... 'I don't know what happened to you, but I want you to meet her.' Over the years, she has been really bitter, really not easy, and really lonely. Recently, her physical condition has been getting worse and worse......"
Then the phone hung up.
And her brother's words still lingered in Lin Bin's ears and kept echoing in his mind.
On this day, he has been at home, lying in his bed all the time, without going out a single step. He was digesting everything he had heard from her brother, and it was too much for him.
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Listening to Lin Bin's words, I was surprised, and I didn't expect things to be like this, far beyond our expectations.
"You're going to meet her?" I said, taking a sip of my wine.
By this time, both of us had already drunk a lot, and both of us were already drunk.
He didn't speak, just drank vigorously. It was only after five glasses of wine that he opened his mouth, wanting to continue.
The next thing seemed to be too heavy, which made him very sad, and hit him too hard, so that he completely lost control of his emotions when he wanted to speak. It's like a raging flood that breaks through a levee, like rolling magma after a volcanic eruption!
His eyes, which were already bright red as blood, suddenly became a little redder, and he choked up, tears rolling out of his eyes.
Bean-sized tears kept sliding down his cheeks, and he cried so sadly, so painfully.
Tears flowed first.
The deep sadness that had been suppressed in the depths of his heart was completely released at this time.
Watching him cry uncontrollably, I didn't say a word, didn't offer any comfort. Because I know that it is good to let him cry, and only by crying happily can the sadness in his heart be completely released.
Lin Bin's reckless crying attracted the attention of other people around him, whether it was the bar service staff or other customers, they looked at us from time to time, and some even whispered, but we didn't pay any attention.
People are always born to like to watch the excitement, so let them watch it.
Lin Bin cried for a long time, and his depressed mood was released a lot, and after he got better, he continued to talk about the rest of the story.
After spending all day in his house and thinking about it all day, he was going to see her the next morning and see her in the truest sense of the word.
However, there are unforeseen circumstances in the sky, and people have good and bad luck.
On the morning of his visit, her condition suddenly deteriorated.