Then when I decided to continue to stay in the basement, a phone call called me to let me go to the interview, at that time the interview was Du Kang, we entered the same company, fortunately my own conditions are relatively good, slowly, climbed to a small department manager, and then Du Kang's upright character in the management of personnel offended a lot of people, coincidentally at that time there was a project to bid for, the company gave the project to our department, I took someone to complete the project very well, attracted the attention of another company, they also looked for me before, let the headhunter find me, I did not agree, Du Kang quarreled with a few little bosses at his head and asked me for a drink, there should not be many people in the company who are willing to deal with him, or he is not willing to deal with other people, he said that he wants to change companies.

So I agreed to the headhunter that I could go, but only if Du Kang also went with me. You know what happened after that, I stayed in Beijing for more than ten years, during which I went to find the person who ruined my "happy" "home", that is, my father, I tried to find it, but there were no clues, I would occasionally go back to see my grandmother, but I also secretly went back without everyone.

At that time, I was similar to Lao Liangtou's son, and I thought to myself: no matter what, he is my father. Every time I secretly went back to see my grandmother, my grandmother would have tears in the corners of her eyes: "I haven't seen him for so long, and I don't know if he is alive or dead." I always smiled and said, "He's so good, he must be doing well." Actually, I don't believe it myself, but what can I do?

My mother went to the court to sue for divorce, but she was still burdened with half of the debt, and after the mortgage was deducted by the court, she still owed more than one million, and I have been sending money to the family one after another in recent years, I heard that it has been paid off, and I don't know, but I still send money to the family, in addition to my mother's, there is also a call to my aunt, let her tell her grandmother, this is my father gave her.

Luo Luo looked at me a little sadly: "Then you, haven't you found him yet?" I smiled and shook my head: "I've heard about him." She looked at my smiling expression a little confused, and I added, "If a person is really determined to avoid you, he won't let you find it anyway." She held my hand tightly, and I continued: "I heard his clues, I want to go to him, but after thinking about it, I can't go to him now, so why bother?"

Rollo asked, "How can you be considered capable? You are great now! My Li Li is the best! In my eyes, she is simply omnipotent!" I smiled and touched her head, and shook my head helplessly.

I talked to Rollo all night, and the fire in front of me was only a little black charcoal with spark remaining, and the sky was a little gray, and we were silent, just back to back, looking at the gray sky.

Through a glimmer of light in the mountains, Luo Luo smiled at the glimmer of light and smiled: "Look, the sun will eventually appear again between the mountains and the sea." I turned my head to follow her gaze and replied with a smile, "But an hour ago, I couldn't see my fingers outside the camp. She looked at me, "Well, there is still a fire in our camp." I looked at the black charcoal that remained of sparks, and poked it with a branch: "But this fire will eventually be extinguished, and if the sun does not rise before it is extinguished, the frost and the morning wind will engulf those who are still in the dark." Rollo turned his head to look at me, "But, the sun has risen, hasn't it?"

The outline of the morning sun was revealed in the mountains, a little gentle, there was too much shade in the forest, and the sunlight could only pass through the gaps, Luo Luo smiled and sighed: "It would be nice to be able to see the rising sun." I stood up suddenly, she looked at me in surprise, I smiled and held out my hand to her, she grabbed my hand and stood up, I took her by the hand and ran forward, she panted behind her and asked, "What's wrong?" I turned back and gave her a reassuring smile, and she ran after me.

After running for more than half an hour, we came to a stone staircase, which led to nowhere and was already covered with weeds and fallen leaves, I removed the wooden fence in front of me and helped her up the stairs, she followed me, I took her, and walked up quickly.

After walking for about ten minutes, a huge platform came into view, facing the rising sun that had risen from a distance. It's languid, it's soft, and you'd never think it would make you sweat after another five or six hours. The moment Luo Luo saw it, she slowly walked up to the platform, towards the railing, she held on to the railing, closed her eyes, and breathed in the sunny air in the forest, I was on the side, quietly looking at this girl in the sun, her eyelashes were very long, the morning sun made it spiritual, the morning breeze of the autumn tiger was a boning knife, I gently took off my coat and put it on her, she gave me a happy smile in return, I stretched out my hand and gently touched her face, she did not react, still smiling at me, I stretched out my other hand and stroked her face, she closed her eyes gently, I took half a step forward, closer to her, I also closed my eyes, Kiss her lips gently, the morning sun is soft, and so is our kiss, for fear that if we are a little frivolous, we will defile this mountain and jungle, and we will defile this newborn sun.

The sun was getting a little harsh, we went back to the camp, cleaned up and took all the garbage to the farm, and Rollo asked, "Are you back? I shook my head: "I'm not sleepy yet, I'll stop and rest when I'm sleepy." "Back in the city, we had breakfast, then we took a shower and lay down when we got home.

Rollo and I were both lying flat looking at the ceiling, neither of us closed our eyes, we didn't speak, I suddenly turned my head and looked at Rollo, and Rollo saw me turn around and followed, I looked at her, she looked at me, and I said, "Actually, I don't like people." She asked, a little confused, "What do you mean?" and I shrugged, "Literally." Then she asked, "Then I'm not human." I thought for a moment: "It's different. She smiled: "It's not that I'm not a human being." I shook my head: "Actually, I don't like to come into contact with people, and I, the landlord and Lin are all like this, so it's only the three of us for so long." Luo Luo also thought for a while: "Isn't that good, the friendship between gentlemen is as light as water." I shook my head again: "No, it's not, it's that I have a resistance to other people, or let's put it this way, I don't have that much affection for humans, and even, your appearance is just an accident." Luo Luo was puzzled: "I still don't understand." I thought about it, shook my head again, didn't speak, and turned to lie flat.

Luo Luo's hand was on my stomach, I was a little nervous, I quickly closed my eyes, my heart was beating a little fast, she smiled, "Why are you so nervous." I didn't open my eyes and didn't answer her. She also turned her head and lay down: "The heart can't deceive people." I suddenly opened my eyes: "It's good to fool yourself." She turned around and put her hands on my ears, her hair hung down, caressing my face, my breathing was a little short, she looked at me with a smile and said, "Can you deceive yourself......?"

I don't know when I fell asleep, I don't know when she fell asleep, when I woke up, I opened my eyes, I looked at her, I didn't speak, she didn't speak, she just smiled at me, I asked, "When did you wake up?" Her voice was gentle: "I woke up at the same time as you." I turned my head to look at the gap in the curtains, the sunlight was still not so strong, I took my phone and looked at the time, it was half past four, I sat up from the bed: "It's half past four, are you hungry?" She still lay down and looked at me with a smile: "Not hungry." I rubbed my face: "Then I'll go take a shower first, and I'll go out later." She didn't answer me, and I got out of the covers and walked to the bathroom. I finished undressing and was adjusting the water temperature, the bathroom door was opened, I quickly turned around, Rollo appeared at the door, I asked a little nervously, "Well, why don't you go out first." She didn't answer me, gently took off her pajamas, hugged me from behind, her body pressed against my back, I was overwhelmed, I said a little nervously, "What's wrong?" she shook her head and rested her head on my back again. I asked, "Why don't you go out first, I'll take a shower first, and we'll go out for dinner later." ”

She swiped her fingers across my back: "You say, is there a sun that doesn't set?" I bowed my head and replied, "The sunset is beautiful." Her fingers still didn't let go of my back: "But it will bring darkness." I took a deep breath: "Darkness is not bad, only with darkness can we know the beauty of the rising sun." Her breath on my back made me even more nervous, and her hand touched the two tooth marks: "Why are the tooth marks still there?" I turned my head to look at my shoulder: "I'm a scar constitution, and the slightest injury will leave a mark, just like the one on my hand." Her hand touched mine again: "You said that when you were a child, you were naughty and were inserted into the blackboard slot." I said softly, "Hmm," and she added, "What do you think if after darkness comes a sun that doesn't set?" I shook my head: "If there is no darkness, then the meaning of the existence of light is gone." She patted me on the back angrily: "I don't understand the amorous feelings." ”

With that, she let go of me and walked alone under the shower, her head tilted back to meet the splash of water scattered in the shower with her face. Still with my back to her, I didn't dare to turn around, she came out of the water and said, "You can't wash yet, I'm hungry." I was a little flustered and said, "Ah, that, I'll wait for you to wash it." She grabbed my hand and stood in front of me, I turned my face over and she hugged me: "If I could, I wouldn't want to plunge you into darkness again." I didn't know how to answer, I didn't know what to do at this time, just let her hold me, she gently pushed me into the water, I opened my eyes and looked at her face, her hand took the bath bomb, squeezed the shower gel, gently wiped me, she was very serious with the bath bomb on me, as her movements became lower and lower, I became more and more nervous, she looked at the desire I couldn't hide, raised her head and smiled at me: "If you want, we will always be together." ”