Song Juan was stunned for a moment, and the heat suddenly rushed into his eyes.

Song Juan stood in place, took a deep breath, I don't know if it was because of the relationship with the psychiatrist, she has been a little irritable recently, and she always can't help but confront Lu Bochuan when she talks to him.

Song Wan pursed her lips, her tears had not stopped, when she said that, although her voice was not loud, with a hint of hatred, but more hysteria with a thorn in her heart.

She didn't expect to get such a result.

Song Juan lowered her eyelashes: "Really, thank you then." ”

Lu Bochuan's eyes sank.

It's not comfortable.

Lu Bochuan said: "No, after all, whether to buy a wedding house here or not does not have a big impact on me." ”

Song Wan's heart had a heavy bloody breath in her mouth, she turned her head to look at Lu Bochuan, pursed her lips and smiled: "I still want to thank you, I just want to trouble Mr. Lu to run away at that time." ”

Lin Ya came over a few more times, and every time the two finished talking, Song Juan was in a cold sweat, and Song Juan couldn't stand it.

At Lin Ya's suggestion, Song Juan's cigarettes were all replaced with mint-flavored cigarettes, which had a very light smoke taste, and they were cold and cold until they reached their lungs.

The taste is even worse in winter.

Song Juan didn't like this taste very much, but there was no other way, Lu Bochuan didn't let her smoke other cigarettes.

Lin Ya prescribed medicine to Song Juan, and after Song Juan ate it for a few days, the whole person was a little irritable, and a little numb, sometimes even nauseous and wanted to vomit, her whole body was weak, and she couldn't even walk steadily.

When she and Lu Bochuan were walking, they couldn't feel the surrounding atmosphere.

On the third day, when Song Juan and Lu Bochuan were walking on the street, they still had hallucinations, and when they woke up, they were already sweating profusely.

Such a side effect was something that Song Juan had not thought about.

She sometimes stood on the balcony and did nothing, sweating.

For the first time, she really felt that her mind was not normal.

She thought, no wonder there are so many people in this world who commit suicide because of depression, it turns out that in this world, the medicine for treating mental diseases will be more painful and frightening than the disease itself.

On the fourth day, she stood in the bedroom, looked down at the medicine for a long time, and poured it into the bathroom at home.

After the drug is stopped, her condition will gradually ease somewhat, but she will still be irritable.

Song Juan and Lu Bochuan stayed at home like this for a few days.

Walking during the day and eating three meals a day on time, Song Juan couldn't sleep at night, so he got up and kissed Lu Bochuan.

She has done it with Lu Bochuan, and she will sleep for a short time.

But even so, she stayed with Lu Bochuan, and became more and more irritable, when Lu Bochuan reminded her to take medicine again, her irritability had reached a peak value, she stood in the bedroom, holding a cigarette between her fingers, and said: "Don't you go to Xia Qinghe's place? Accompany me every day, it will make me misunderstand, you really love me so much that I can't live without it." ”

Since Lin Ya came over, the atmosphere at home has been a little tense, as if a storm could be ushered in in the next second.

Lu Bochuan's expression was gloomy, his black eyes stared at Song Juan, and he said coldly: "Don't worry about it." ”

Song Juan's fingers holding the cigarette trembled a little.

She's been out of control lately.

Song Juan took another puff of cigarette, her eyes were dry and unbearable, and she forcibly suppressed the emotions in her heart.

She didn't want to quarrel with Lu Bochuan, he knew how to stimulate her heart too well.

In the afternoon, the doorbell rang at home, Lu Bochuan went to open the door, and when the door opened, he was stunned for a moment: "Big brother, sister-in-law." ”

"Is Wanwan okay?" Lu Zhuoming said: "Let's take a look at her, does she have any misunderstanding about me?"

Lu Bochuan didn't want Lu Zhuoming to contact Song Juan at this time, but Lu Zhuoming had already come to the door, and he had no reason to refuse.

Lu Bochuan turned sideways and let Lu Zhuoming and Shu Yi in.

As soon as Song Juan turned her head and saw Lu Zhuoming and Shu Yi, her face changed suddenly, and Song Juan raised her eyes to look at Lu Bochuan: "What do you mean?"

Lu Bochuan looked at Song Juan: "Big brother came over and said that he wanted to talk to you, if you have any misunderstanding with him, it's okay to spread it out, big brother loves you very much, if you misunderstand him like this, it's not good after all." ”

Song Juan couldn't calm down in her heart, she sneered: "I don't want to talk to him!"

"Song Xuan!" Lu Bochuan's voice sank, and he said: "I found someone to check, the doctor you mentioned, called Cheng Cheng, was a help for your surgery when you had a car accident, so it is normal for you to have an impression of him!"

Song Juan gritted her teeth, she wanted to smash things a little.

Song Juan said: "At that time, the one who operated on me was not only one helper, but also two helpers! In addition to one assistant and two helpers, there was also the chief surgeon! Nurse! There were so many people! Why did I only have an impression of him?"

"Because you're meeting him. Lu Bochuan frowned.

Song Juan felt that her heart was about to explode.

When Lin Ya talked to her, Song Juan took her to Lu Hongye's suburban villa, stole information about herself, and told Lin Yahe all the things she remembered that she was hypnotized by Lu Zhuoming.

These things have already been in a uproar on the Internet, and Song Juan has nothing to say to Lin Ya.

After finishing speaking, she asked Lin Ya if she would hallucinate in her current mental state?

Lin Ya said that it is not easy to say now, because there is no way to talk to her in depth, many of her things are illogical, and she needs more information.

But Song Juan couldn't give it.

Once Lin Ya talked to her about the past and wanted to dig something deeper, Song Juan couldn't bear it, as long as she thought about it deeply, her head would feel like an axe was being chiseled.

Ke Linya also said: "Wanwan, you don't have to be entangled in this all the time, you are so obsessed with this matter, and you can't be 100% guaranteed that it really hasn't happened." ”

That is to say, there is a 1 in 10 or 1 in 10,000 chance that these things have actually happened.

Song Juan took a breath, her fingers trembled a little, and it took a long time for her to slowly calm down a little, she looked at Lu Zhuoming: "Okay, what do you want to talk about?"

"Shall we go to the study and talk?"

Lu Bochuan's dark eyes shrank, and he was about to refuse, but Song Juan had already nodded and walked towards the study.

Lu Zhuoming and Song Juan entered the study together.

Lu Zhuoming said: "Wanwan, what do you mean by what you said during the Chinese New Year? I heard Bo Chuan say that your current state is very bad, and you have also hired a psychiatrist, is it very serious?"

Song Juan will be in a mood when she sees Lu Zhuoming now, she said, "Lu Zhuoming, what are you pretending?"

Although she also knew that those things might really be her hallucinations, but whenever there was one in ten thousand hopes, Song Juan couldn't help but think about it.

But when she thought about it, her heart was as if she was pinning a knife.

After she was released from prison, only her eldest brother was kind to her, and he treated her as a family member and gave her a little warmth.

Song Juan didn't want to doubt anyone who doubted him.

Song Juan pursed her lips tightly, she didn't want to cry in front of Lu Zhuoming, but tears still flowed down her porcelain white face, she said: "You and that doctor, locked me up in the inpatient department of Jiangya Hospital, hypnotized me, and made me forget those things, do you want me to remind you?"

Lu Zhuoming was stunned for a moment: "I didn't understand what you meant, you mean that I hypnotized you? Wanwan, are you mistaken? Why did I do this? I thought that you had a misunderstanding about me, but I didn't expect that you would say such a thing." ”

Why?

Everyone had to ask her why.

Song Juan looked at Lu Zhuoming's gentle face, although he was not good at walking, the children of the Lu family were all good-looking.

Coupled with Lu Zhuoming's temperament, he has always been a gentle and elegant existence, because he is doing scientific research work, even if he is in his thirties, he still has a clean temperament of a scholar.

Song Juan felt her heart tumbling violently: "Big brother, aren't you afraid? Why did you keep me back then? Since you want to blame me for the matter, why did you leave me behind? Isn't it a hundred to let me die?"

"Wanwan, do you mean that I instructed you to take your father to a suburban villa, and I instructed you to steal the documents and then give them to the Ji family?" The disappointment in Lu Bochuan's eyes stung Song Juan's eyes, and he said in disbelief: "I didn't expect you to think like this, what reason do you think I have to do this? Who would leave a good home and ruin the family?"

Song Wan's fine white fingers trembled.

Lu Zhuoming said: "Wanwan, I know you are very painful, for the things of the year, your pain may not be inferior to ours, I don't blame you, I just hope that the current Lu family can be safe, such a blow back then, whether it is me or Bo Chuan, there is no way to experience it again." ”

Song Juan turned his head.

Lu Zhuoming's voice softened: "Wanwan, I heard Bo Chuan say that you have a mental problem, I don't know how Bo Chuan stimulated you behind his back, if you want to leave him, I will find a way for you." ”

"Thank you. Song Juan said: "I understand the kindness of the eldest brother, and the eldest brother should not be so good to me in the future, I am not worthy of it." ”

She still can't control it and thinks about Lu Zhuoming.

Lu Zhuoming moved his lips, and wanted to say something, Song Juan said: "Big brother, you go out first, I want to be alone." ”

As soon as Lu Zhuoming came out of the door of the study, Song Juan swept his hands towards the documents piled up on the desk in the study.

"Bump!", a table of documents was swept to the ground, Song Juan was so angry that she was trembling all over, she didn't hold back, and lit a cigarette.

Before the cigarette was finished, the door of the room was opened, Song Juan knew who it was, she stood by the window, and did not look back,

Lu Bochuan lowered his eyes and looked at the documents scattered all over the place in the study, his eyes were heavy, as if he was suppressing a surging emotion.

Song Juan clenched her teeth, and her tears couldn't stop falling while smoking.

Lu Bochuan walked in, he reached out and grabbed Song Juan's hand, and forcibly turned her around, her face covered with a layer of frost: "Song Juan, if you don't toss all the people of the Lu family to death, you won't give up?"

Song Juan's tears flowed more fiercely, but she didn't say anything.

When Lu Zhuoming and Shu Yi went back, Song Juan didn't know.

The door of the study was opened again, and Song Juan's mood had calmed down a lot, but she still didn't look back.

Lu Bochuan walked in and turned her body around, Song Juan was forced to look at him, his gaze was hidden in a terrifying heaviness, and Song Juan was a little frightened.

Song Juan felt that Lu Bochuan should have something to say to her, but he was silent for a while, but what he said was: "It's almost time for a walk, let's go down for a walk." ”

Song Juan did not object.

The two of them were not in a good state, Song Juan came back from a walk, went to the bathroom to take a shower, and Lu Bochuan took medicine to Song Juan.

All kinds of medicines, a handful, Song Juan took it, turned his head and threw it into the bathroom.

But when he entered the bathroom, Song Juan's legs were a little weak, and the whole person almost tripped over, and the pills in his hand were scattered on the ground, Song Juan quickly picked up all the medicines, threw them in the toilet, and flushed them away with water.

After coming out, Song Juan went to sleep directly, Lu Bochuan took his clothes and went to take a bath, and before Song Juan could cover the quilt, he felt the difference in the atmosphere in the room.

A chill went straight up from the vertebrae, and Song Wan turned his head suddenly, and saw Lu Bochuan coming out of the bathroom at a glance.

Lu Bochuan's eyes sank terrifyingly, Song Juan was shocked, and a bad premonition arose.

I saw Lu Bochuan stretch his hand forward, looked at Song Juan in a heavy voice, and said in a cold tone: "What is this?"

Song Juan's eyes looked towards the medicine in Lu Bochuan's hand, between his slender and beautiful fingers, there was a white pill lying on it, Song Juan stared straight at the medicine, she didn't know whether she was relieved or tighter in her heart.

Song Juan looked at the medicine for a long time and said, "I don't know, where did you get it?"

"Washroom. Lu Bochuan's tone was very deep, and he suppressed his anger: "What do you have to explain?"

Song Juan had nothing to explain, she pursed her lips, her heartstrings were almost tense to the extreme, and she met Lu Bo Chuan's high-pressure gaze, and said, "I didn't expect to hide it from you for long, now that you found out, it's just right." ”

"Reason. ”

Lu Bochuan Road.

I don't know if it was discovered by Lu Bochuan, Song Juan felt a sense of relief, and the irritability of the past few days has dissipated a lot.

Song Juan raised his head and looked at Lu Bochuan: "Lu Bochuan, have you ever checked the side effects of taking these drugs to treat psychology?"

Lu Bochuan's eyes were firmly fixed on Song Xuan: "What's the matter?"

Song Juan said: "It's nothing, I don't want to take medicine." ”

Lu Bochuan took advantage of Song Juan's sleep to check on the Internet, and he looked at the information displayed on the Internet, and the whole person was gloomy to the extreme.

Lu Bochuan smoked all night in the study, and he called Lin Ya: "Why didn't you tell me that this would cause such a big side effect on the body?"

Lin Ya was woken up from his dream and said, "What's wrong?

It was only after Lu Bochuan saw the information on the Internet that he realized that Song Huang was unusual in those days.

She had no appetite at all, and once in the shower, she fell in the bathroom and smoked non-stop.

She didn't know how much effort it took to be able to do nothing in front of him, and Lu Bochuan had already burned the anger in his heart just thinking about it.

He suppressed his temper: "Lin Ya, I asked you to treat her, not to ask you to prescribe these torture medicines to her!"

Lin Ya was shocked by the gloom in his voice, she said: "Mr. Lu, don't be so angry first, the medicine for the treatment of the heart, there will be a process, some people will have obvious side effects, some people will not appear, even if it appears, it doesn't matter, there will be a stage, and when this stage passes, the situation will slowly improve, Miss Song has been suppressed for too long, there is already something wrong with her heart, just relying on simple mental counseling will not work, I suggest that it is to cooperate with drug treatment." ”

After Lu Bochuan hung up the phone, he slammed the phone against the wall.

And this night, Song Juan didn't know if it was because she had been tense for several days, and she was slightly relaxed, and without Lu Bochuan's company, she actually fell asleep deeply.

The next day, Lu Bochuan contacted Zheng Ze and asked Zheng Ze to come to his house to get the documents.

The employees of Lu's Group have been going to work one after another, and Lu Bochuan has been pressuring and not going.

When Zheng Ze knocked on the door, Song Juan heard it, but he didn't get up, Lu Bochuan came out of the study and opened the door for Zheng Ze.

As soon as Zheng Ze entered, he was choked by the strong smell of smoke, he looked at Lu Bochuan in some surprise, and saw his gloomy face at a glance.

Zheng Ze didn't dare to speak, took the information and asked cautiously: "Mr. Lu, there was originally a meeting today, it was at half past ten in the morning, do you need to postpone it?"

"No, I don't. Lu Bochuan said: "You go down first, I'll change my clothes and come down." ”

Lu Bochuan pinched the cigarette in his hand, he changed his clothes, asked someone to bring breakfast, and entered Song Juan's room.

Song Qian closed his eyes and didn't speak.

Lu Bochuan looked at her for a long time and said, "I've made people relieved for breakfast, you wait for me here, I'll come back at noon, and take you to the hospital in the afternoon after eating." ”

Song Juan didn't say anything.

Lu Bochuan was depressed all night, and when he saw that Song Juan had not spoken, he lowered his voice: "Song Juan." ”

Song Juan was startled by his voice, she couldn't resist the low pressure from Lu Bochuan's body, she moved her lips and said, "Whatever you want." ”

Lu Bochuan went out, Zheng Ze was already waiting for him downstairs, the car drove all the way to the Lu Group headquarters building, the atmosphere in the car was low and depressing, Zheng Ze's palms holding the steering wheel gradually oozed sweat, and I didn't know what Lu Bochuan was for, the air pressure was so low.

As the saying goes, a companion is like a companion, except for when the Lu family had an accident four years ago, Zheng Ze has not seen such a Lu Bochuan for a long time.

Lu Bochuan returned to Jingjiang after a meeting in the company, Song Juan was on the phone, and it was Ji Shennian on the other end of the phone.

Song Juan didn't find that Lu Bochuan came back, she just listened to Ji Shennian opposite and said to her: "Wanwan, I've checked, the document back then was the day after you had a car accident, and you arrived at Ji's house the day after you had a car accident, that is to say, that document may not have been given by you personally, think about it, how did you get into a car accident at that time?"

Song Xuan's heart was shocked, and his blood was boiling: "Ji Shennian, did you make a mistake in the investigation?"

However, as soon as her words fell, a voice sounded from behind her, and her voice was cold and low: "Who are you talking to?"

Song Juan was shocked, turned his head suddenly, and saw Lu Bochuan with an extremely cold face at a glance.