Song Juan pinched the fingers of the mobile phone and subconsciously clenched the mobile phone, her heartbeat was a little too fast, but even so, she still calmly said to the person on the other end of the phone: "I have something to do now, I'll talk to you later." ”

After Song Juan finished speaking, he hung up the phone.

Lu Bochuan's face sank violently, and he said, "You are really affectionate to him. ”

Ji Shennian is a thorn stuck in Lu Bochuan's heart, and Song Juan's ability to steal information from Lu Hongye's office for him has already made Lu Bochuan's heart angry.

"You don't have to irritate me so much. Song Xuan's heart was still stuck in Ji Shennian's sentence "The document arrived at Ji's house the day after you had a car accident", and her heart was a little uneasy: "Lu Bochuan, what happened back then may not be what you think." ”

Lu Bochuan's breathing sank, there was a dark color hidden in his eyes, Lin Ya said, let him not push her too quickly.

Lu Bochuan said: "What do I think? Song Xuan, I used to think that you were just a smart, but simple-minded little girl, but it was because I believed in you too much that the Lu family became what it is now." ”

Song Huang was stabbed in her heart, she felt her blood boiling because of Ji Shennian's words, and on the other hand, she felt cold because of Lu Bochuan's words, Lu Bochuan could always stab her deepest heart.

Song Juan lit a cigarette to smoke, she suppressed the emotions in her heart, and said with red eyes: "Lu Bochuan, sometimes I think that you might as well let me pay for my father's life, at least I won't live so painfully." ”

But after saying that, Song Juan laughed self-deprecatingly, he just wanted her to live by his side and make her miserable, how could he give her a good time.

Song Juan said: "When I didn't say anything, didn't the Lu Group have to go to work? What are you doing when you come back at noon?"

"Take you to Lin Ya's office. ”

Song Juan was a little irritable: "I don't want to go." ”

"I can't help you. ”

Song Juan turned his head to look at Lu Bochuan: "Lu Bochuan, I said I don't want to be treated." ”

Lu Bochuan twisted his eyebrows, his eyes were like blades: "Don't lose your temper." ”

"What's the use of being treated?" Song Juan wanted to smash something, but she endured it alive, she gritted her teeth and said, "Lu Bochuan, did you let me go after the treatment?"

Lu Bochuan's voice sank.

"You're dreaming. ”

Song Juan's eyes were full of red bloodshots: "Then don't treat it, even if I am cured, you still won't let me go, we will still come to this point, over and over again, what's the point? Anyway, the result you want is just that I live by your side, as for whether my spirit is good or not, what does it matter?"

Lu Bochuan was a little irritable, his slender and powerful fingers grabbed Song Juan's arm, forcing Song Juan to face him, he said: "In your situation, if it takes a long time, maybe you don't want to live, you want to commit suicide, Song Juan, I told you, I don't want your life, if I wanted your life, I wouldn't let you live in the first place! Since I want to keep you, how can I let you commit suicide?"

Song Xuan's heart was so uncomfortable that she was about to suffocate, she lowered her eyelashes, she thought, if she didn't like Lu Bochuan, it would be good if she didn't like Lu Bochuan, her heart wouldn't hurt so much.

Obviously, after taking the medicine, her feelings have been a little numb, and she has lost a large part of the ability to perceive the things around her, which is not psychological, but the real physiological feeling, but in the face of Lu Bochuan, the pain still twisted her internal organs and almost displaced.

Song Juan pursed her lips tightly, and her tears fell.

Her body was thin, her face was sickly white, as if she could break when the wind blew, Lu Bochuan said: "You change your clothes and follow me to the hospital." ”

After he finished the meeting at noon, he called Lin Ya again, and Lin Ya told him that he must not indulge Song Juan.

Song Juan's state is very dangerous, Lu Bochuan has not found out that Song Juan has committed suicide, but Song Juan's depression is in his eyes, especially since she went to the Lu family villa during the Chinese New Year, her whole person is wrong.

Song Juan bit her cigarette tightly, and it took her a long time to slowly calm down, she said, "Whatever you want, if you want me to be treated, go for treatment." ”

Lu Bochuan still took Song Juan to Lin Ya's office, Lin Ya asked Lu Bochuan to wait outside, Lu Bochuan's face was not good, he looked at Song Juan.

Song Juan said: "If you are so worried, we can go back directly." ”

"Song Xuan!" Lu Bochuan's face turned pale.

Song Juan said goodbye: "Anyway, what I talk to Lin Ya about, she will tell you in the end, I don't think you want to hear me say about my eldest brother in person, you wait here." ”

Song Juan turned her head and followed Lin Ya into the office.

Lu Bochuan couldn't help but light a cigarette to smoke, his mood was not calmer than Song Xuan.

Before Lu Bochuan finished smoking a cigarette, the phone rang, Lu Bochuan picked it up and took a look, it was Xia Qinghe.

Since the New Year, he and Xia Qinghe had a meal, because Song Juan went to Lu's house, after he rushed back, the two have not been in touch, Lu Bochuan answered the phone: "Qinghe?"

"Bo Chuan?" Xia Qinghe's voice was a little aggrieved, and she said, "Is it that if I don't contact you, you will never contact me?"

Lu Bochuan twisted his eyebrows, and he said, "Qinghe, I have something to do." ”

"It's a matter of Wanwan, right?" Xia Qinghe felt a little hopeless, even if Song Juan caused Lu Bochuan's family to be ruined, but Lu Bochuan could still stay by Song Juan's side, even if it was painful for each other, but as long as Song Juan was a little bit windy, he usually looked like a man without temperature, he would not be calm, Xia Qinghe said: "For so long, you have been with her, haven't you?"

"Something happened to her. ”

"Bo Chuan, something happened to her, what do you care about? Isn't it enough for her to harm your family?" Xia Qinghe cried, she said, "Then do you still remember, today is my birthday?"

Lu Bochuan was silent: "I've been a little busy lately, I'm sorry." ”

Xia Qinghe laughed bitterly, he was just busy accompanying Song Juan, Xia Qinghe tightened his heart: "Bo Chuan, will you be together?"

Lu Bochuan didn't like others to ask him this question, but he still said firmly: "No." ”

But really, not?

Xia Qinghe stayed by this man's side for four years, she witnessed how this man handed the bloody corpse of Song Juan's child to Song Juan, she thought that the two would never come together again in this life, and later Song Juan was discharged from the hospital, and she watched Lu Bochuan force her into a corner step by step.

But as long as she begged him, no matter how angry this man was, she would still meet Song Juan's request.

Xia Qinghe couldn't think deeply, she said: "Bo Chuan, our wedding date will be held truthfully, right?"

No matter what, this is the only opportunity she can seize, as long as they can get married, the days ahead are still very long, and she believes that she can erase Song Xuan's position in Lu Bochuan's heart.

When Lu Bochuan heard this question, he was silent for a while, he smoked a heavy cigarette, and was about to speak, but Xia Qinghe cut off Lu Bochuan's words as if he was afraid of something: "Bo Chuan, will you come over today?"

"Not sure yet. Lu Bochuan said: "Don't wait for me, live well with your family." ”

Xia Qinghe sat in the bedroom, after hanging up the phone, her fingers clutched the phone tightly, she looked at the cake on the table that she had spent half a day making by herself, and swept it to the ground with one hand.

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On the other side, Lu Bochuan smoked a whole cigarette outside the door of Lin Ya's office, and Lin Ya's office had no sign of opening, and he began to become more and more irritable in his heart.

When Lu Bochuan drew the third branch, the door of Lin Ya's office was opened.

Lu Bochuan immediately turned his head and looked towards the office, but he didn't see Song Xuan, Lu Bochuan looked at Lin Ya: "What about people?"

Lin Ya said: "She's inside, I want to talk to you alone." ”

Lu Bochuan frowned.

Lin Ya said: "She doesn't want to take medicine, you know this thing, right?"

"Hmm. Lu Bochuan smoked a cigarette heavily: "The pills I found in the bathroom, she threw all the pills into the bathroom." ”

"I still recommend using medication with psychological counseling, some people will have side effects when taking medicine, there will be temporary nausea, irritability, loss of appetite, and even delirium, but these are normal phenomena of medication, which will be extended according to the time of medication, and these side effects will gradually reduce, as long as you get through this stage, it will be much better later." ”

Lu Bochuan had found these side effects on the Internet, but the real contact still made his heart sink to the bottom.

"How long will it take?"

The man's face looked like he was wrapped in ice.

There is an undercurrent surging under the eyes.

No matter what situation this man faces, it seems that he will always be able to stand.

When the Lu family had an accident, everyone thought that the Lu family would disappear completely in Haicheng, but it was beyond everyone's expectations.

Nowadays, when you drive your car to Haicheng, almost every commercial street has this man's industry.

This man, whether in the mall or elsewhere, is admired to the point of admiration.

In this world, there are many attractive people, but there are very few people like Lu Bochuan, who are both handsome and dazzling, and have the means.

Lin Ya didn't expect that such a man would also get out of control.

Lin Ya said: "It varies from person to person, and I can't give you a specific time for how long." ”

Lu Bochuan's face was ugly, Lin Ya was a little afraid of him, but she still said: "Also, her current state, it is best not to stimulate her, what happened back then hit her very hard, almost rooted in her heart, at this time, what she needs most is care and love, as well as the company of her family, but she told me that she has no family in this world, and she has been obsessed with this matter to the point of obsession, I still hope that you have time to spend more time with her, don't push her too hard." ”

Lu Bochuan smoked with a gloomy face.

Song Xianzhang's matter had a really big impact on Song Juan.

When he entered, Song Juan was standing by the window, with a cigarette between his fingers and his back to him.

Her back is thin, as if it can be broken with a little force, which makes people feel distressed.

Lu Bochuan walked over: "Let's go back first." ”

Song Juan said: "I don't want to take medicine. ”

"If you don't want to eat, don't eat. Lu Bochuan said: "I won't force you." ”

Song Juan breathed a sigh of relief.

Lu Bochuan brought Song Juan back to Jingjiang, and Lu Bochuan asked Song Juan to sit on the sofa and cook by himself.

During the time I was with Song Juan, I basically cooked by Lu Bochuan, and the food he cooked was very light, but the taste was delicious, delicious and delicious.

But Song Juan still didn't have much appetite.

She took a few bites and refused to eat again.

In the days when Song Juan took medicine before, even if she lost her appetite, was nauseous and wanted to vomit, and was in a trance, she still tried to pretend to be calm in front of Lu Bochuan, not wanting Lu Bochuan to see the slightest flaw, even if she didn't want to eat again, Lu Bochuan would force herself to finish the meal she served.

But since the two of them exposed, Song Juan refused to pretend anymore.

Lu Bochuan glanced at her, he was silent and didn't speak.

Song Juan could feel the low pressure of the air around him.

Both of them were suppressing their tempers, and Song Juan always felt that there might be a storm in the next moment, but Lu Bochuan was always silent.

Song Juan said: "You don't have to accompany me like this, if I'm not mistaken, today is Xia Qinghe's birthday, don't you have to accompany him?"

She would never have said such a thing before, and Lu Bochuan's face was clouded: "I don't need you to worry about it." ”

Song Juan pressed her lips, but finally didn't speak.

Lu Bochuan took her for a walk at night, came back from the walk, Song Juan went to take a bath, and when he came out of the bathroom, Lu Bochuan was standing by the window smoking, probably feeling Song Juan's breath, Lu Bochuan turned his head, his dark eyes stared at Song Juan tightly, and said, "I'll bring the award over to live with you for a while, right?"

Since the last time the award lost his temper, Lu Bochuan told the award that Song Juan is sick now, so let the award be well-behaved and don't bother Song Juan, the award is very sensible, except for occasionally sending a voice or two to Song Juan, he rarely sends a video to Song Juan.

Song Juan never clicked on the listen, nor did she return the award.

The award called Lu Bochuan several times, and he said: "My sister doesn't reply to my messages!

Lu Bochuan replied to him: "It's a little." ”

The award said: "Then I must go and see, why do I know how to call (zhao) Gu Yin (person), my sister will definitely be very happy to see me!"

Lu Bochuan has always refused thoroughly.

Of course, Song Juan didn't know the conversation between the two.

For Song Juan, it is already a thing that even she is surprised that she can like the award.

But she would never be able to take the award as her own.

Song Juan really didn't expect Lu Bochuan to put forward such a ridiculous opinion, she endured it, but she still couldn't hold back, looking at Lu Bochuan, her pale lips with a mocking and sharp smile: "Bring me over to live with me for a while?" Lu Bochuan, what do you think? What gives you the illusion that I will like to live with you and Xia Qinghe's son?"

For a moment, Lu Bochuan's face was so gloomy that it seemed to be dripping water.

Song Juan felt that it was not enough, she was simply irritable and irritable recently, Lu Bochuan didn't stimulate her, she couldn't help but speak with prickliness, not to mention that Lu Bochuan used such words to stimulate her.

Song Juan said: "You called him over, do you want me to face him with what kind of identity? Let me treat him as a substitute for my child who is no longer there? Lu Bochuan, you and Xia Qinghe's son is a thorn in my heart to me, I want to pull him out every day, and you even let him accompany me?"

Lu Bochuan's face turned pale!

"Song Juan!"

Song Juan gasped, there were droplets of water on her eyelashes, and her tears couldn't stop falling, she felt that her heart was still filled with a thick bloody breath in the hospital.

Song Juan covered her eyes with her hand, but she still couldn't hold back, and kicked the chair.

A piercing scraping sound finally broke the precarious peace between the two, and Song Juan said: "Don't use him to disgust me! How old is the award this year? Two years old? Or three years old? When you hold him, do you think of the child in my belly, will your heart hurt?"

Because she owes him, she never takes that child to talk about things in front of Lu Bochuan, she knows that she owes him two lives, he refuses to have her child, no matter how painful she is, she never talks about that child.

Just because she doesn't say it doesn't mean she doesn't care.

Lu Bochuan smoked a cigarette heavily, and a fire burned in his heart, almost scorching him.

Lu Bochuan took a deep breath, his face was gloomy as if it was a cold day outside, and he didn't know how long it took before he suppressed the anger in his heart.

He said: "I like you very much, even if you don't like him, don't use the word disgusting to describe him, you don't want him to come, I don't call him over, you don't have to lose your temper so much." ”

Song Juan opened her eyes, her tears couldn't be controlled, she didn't dislike the award, a child like the award, no matter who sees it, will love it, but love and mind are two feelings.

"I'm sorry. Song Juan said: "I can't control it." ”

Lu Bochuan finished smoking a cigarette, and the anger in his heart could be suppressed, he came to Song Juan and helped Song Juan wipe his tears, but Song Juan's tears were wiped more and more.

Lu Bochuan took her into his arms: "I'm still crying after losing my temper, and I don't know that I thought I killed you." ”

Song Xuan's face was buried in his neck, and his hands hugged Lu Bochuan's waist tightly, she said: "Recently, I have always been unable to control my temper, Lu Bochuan, will I be like this in the future?"

Lu Bochuan said: "No, you will be fine." ”

That night, Lu Bochuan called Lin Ya, and he asked people to re-prescribe the medicine.

Just after the Chinese New Year, Lu Bochuan's work was not so busy, and he moved a lot of work back to Jingjiang to deal with it.

Song Juan's three meals a day are all done by him.

Song Juan ate until the fourth day, and finally gradually realized that something was wrong, Song Juan said: "I don't want to eat." ”

"What's wrong, unappetizing?" Lu Bochuan put down the dishes and chopsticks.

Song Juan looked at her fingers that were holding chopsticks and trembling a little, she lowered her eyelashes, she felt more and more that she was an abnormal person, Song Juan said, "Lu Bochuan, do you treat me as a fool?"

Song Juan was almost a little hysterical: "I said I don't want to take medicine, I don't want to take medicine!