Chapter 74
As soon as Song Juan's words fell, the room was as silent as death.
Lu Bochuan's thin lips were almost pursed into a straight line, he frowned, and said in a deep voice: "Wanwan, this is only temporary, and if you get through this stage, you will get better." ”
Song Juan was in tears, she didn't want to say anything, stood up, stumbled to the balcony, took out a cigarette, hung her head and wanted to light the cigarette, but she didn't light the fire after hitting it a few times.
Song Juan wanted to smash her phone, but she held back.
Song Juan held the lighter in one hand and the cigarette in the other, and couldn't stop her tears.
She wanted to suppress the anger in her heart, but she couldn't suppress it no matter what, she turned her head sharply and roared at Lu Bochuan: "You promised me that I don't want to take medicine, so you can stop taking it! Lu Bochuan, you obviously promised me!"
He obviously promised her, and she said that she couldn't stand the side effects of this drug.
But Lu Bochuan actually used this way to make her take medicine.
Did he know that after she took this medicine, her sleep that was already extremely poor became even worse?
Did he know that she would not be able to control her physical reactions, and that she would go insane?
She became sleepless and irritable.
But even so, Song Juan couldn't help but think over and over again, she killed her father and second brother, these are all deserving of her, and she is not qualified to ask for anything.
She didn't even lose her temper and didn't have any position.
Because of her worst disease, because she has a femme fatale, she can only endure it again and again.
Song Juan gasped.
Lu Bochuan felt as if he had been hit by something, when he put the medicine into the meal, he didn't think that he could hide it from Song Juan, Song Juan is so smart, under Lu Bochuan's nose, he can find relationships and build his own relationship network.
She coaxed Zhong Lao so happily, Zhong Lao and his wife had no children and no daughters in their lives, but they never had the idea of recognizing their godson as their daughter.
But how many times has Song Juan appeared in front of Zhong Lao?
The last time he met Zhong Lao, Zhong Lao said that he liked Song Juan very much and wanted to recognize her as his daughter.
and Jiang Xi, obviously Song Juan has married him, but Jiang Xi still thinks about her for so many years.
Lu Bochuan breathed heavily, and he said for a long time: "What do you want to do before you are willing to cooperate with the treatment?"
Song Xuan's heart hurt.
She pursed her lips tightly and suppressed the emotions in her heart: "Lu Bochuan, can't you just let me fend for myself? What you want is nothing more than letting me stay by your side and make me miserable, isn't it very good that this result is now? I owe my father and second brother, and I don't seem to have anything to pay back, I am like this, it is considered to be atonement for the two of them, I promise you, I will not leave you, and I will not commit suicide, so that you can rest assured?"
Lin Ya said that if she continues like this, her mental state will get worse and worse.
Lu Bochuan sometimes really wants Song Juan to stay by his side for the rest of his life.
But he knew the dangers.
"Dad and second brother don't want you to atone for their sins like this. Lu Bochuan looked at Song Juan: "Song Juan, the second brother is a doctor, do you think he will like to see you become like this?"
Song Juan's heart seemed to be dragged.
She remembered what Lu Bochuan had told her again.
He said: "Song Juan, my father and second brother also hurt you. ”
At that time, Lu Hongye really treated her as a daughter, she was the youngest in the Lu family, whether it was the eldest brother or the second brother, she was very good to her at that time.
Song Juan still remembers that once, she had a stomachache in the middle of the night and couldn't stand it, Lu Jingyan suspected that she was appendicitis, and contacted Lu Bochuan while carrying her to the hospital.
His voice was so gentle, he said, "Wanwan, you hold on, I have contacted Bo Chuan, and he will be coming soon." ”
At that time, Lu Jingyan was really good to her, she only hung the needle after going to the hospital for examination, and before Lu Bochuan came over, Song Juan was already asleep.
Later, when he woke up, Song Juan couldn't find Lu Bochuan, and asked Lu Jingyan in disappointment: "What about Bo Chuan? Didn't you say that he would come over soon? Why didn't I see him?"
Lu Jingyan held a thermos cup for the elderly, half leaned against the door, and said with a smile: "I like him so much?"
Song Juan nodded seriously: "I like it." ”
She asked, "Didn't he come?"
"Hmm. Lu Jing said: "I came to see that you left again without surgery." ”
Song Juan was stunned for a moment, and she asked, "Then why don't you operate on me?"
Lu Jingyan suddenly laughed.
"Lie to you, he's here, he stayed here all night last night, just went to take a shower, let me come and see you. Lu Jingyan said: "Don't worry, he doesn't dare not come, if he treats you badly, I will help you beat him." ”
Lu Jingyan was only four years older than Lu Bochuan, and Song Juan didn't dare to imagine that such a Lu Jingyan was crushed by a big truck into a blurred flesh and blood.
Song Juan began to hang her head again, trembling her fingers and lighting a cigarette.
But the cigarette lighter seemed to be against her, and it couldn't be lit.
Lu Bochuan stood up and grabbed Song Xuan's trembling hand hard.
Song Juan's heart tightened.
Lu Bochuan's softened voice came from above his head: "Wanwan, I will accompany you, this process will not be too long." ”
Song Juan was a little broken and wanted to cry.
But her tears never stopped.
She didn't know if the process would be too long, but she couldn't stand it now.
Lu Bochuan lowered his eyes to see the cigarette in Song Juan's hand that was almost deformed by her, he stretched out his hand and firmly took the cigarette in Song Juan's hand.
Song Juan has always been very afraid of him, whether it was in the past or now, when she was released from prison, Lu Bochuan kept forcing her, and Song Juan's fear was almost implanted in the bone marrow.
Song Juan only held on for a short while, and then let go of his hand.
She can lose her temper at him, but she can't disobey him.
She had a clear distinction in her heart.
Lu Bochuan threw the cigarette into the trash.
"It's not a good sign to smoke less and rely too much on it in the future. Lu Bochuan's deep and sharp eyes locked on Song Juan's thin body, and he stretched out his hand to lift Song Juan's face.
Song Juan's sickly pale little face was revealed, and Lu Bochuan's slender and beautiful fingertips wiped under Song Juan's eyes to help Song Juan's tears be wiped.
Song Xuan's gaze crashed into Lu Bochuan's gloomy eyes, and Lu Bochuan looked at her gloomily.
Song Juan was a little frightened, so he heard Lu Bochuan say: "If I see you smoking a cigarette again in the future, I will do it with you once until you quit smoking, you know I can do it." ”
Song Juan stood in place for a long time, looking away.
She couldn't stand Lu Bochuan's eyes: "What are you doing standing here, aren't you going to eat?"
Song Juan took the lead in sitting at the dining table.
Her ears burned a little badly.
Lu Bochuan's thin lips curled.
He sat opposite Song Juan, Song Juan ate two bites, but still couldn't eat, her appetite is really bad now.
But Lu Bochuan was sitting opposite, looking at her, and Song Juan forcibly changed the topic: "That piece of land in Hongchang City, will Zhao Han be implicated?"
"If you don't want to be implicated, you won't. ”
Song Juan paused for a moment and said, "You said that I still want to run this project, you will find a way." ”
Lu Bochuan frowned: "You also said that you don't want to go again, and your current state is not suitable to go over there." ”
"As long as I don't stay with you, I'll be in a lot better. ”
Although this is a fact, Lu Bochuan's face still sank, and it was because it was a fact that it made people feel even more dull.
No one likes the actions of the people around them who always want to avoid themselves, but the tense relationship between the two has finally calmed down a little, and Lu Bochuan doesn't want to say anything to stimulate Song Juan, he said: "Song Juan, don't think about running away from me, you know it's impossible." ”
Just like he said to Lu Zhuoming, he lives in hell in this life, and it is impossible to let Song Juan return to the world.
Receiving such a response, Song Juan was not surprised.
Ji Shennian once said that Lu Bochuan's possessiveness towards Song Juan has reached the point of pathology, but this may not be love, maybe it's just because Song Juan owes him too much, in the past few years that Song Juan was in prison, he thought of too many ways to torture her, and finally these thoughts became obsessions for Song Juan to live by his side after four years of brewing.
If he could let go of Song Juan, he wouldn't have waited until now.
Song Juan fell silent.
When Lu Bochuan went to work, he began to take Song Juan with him, and he didn't worry about letting Song Juan be at home alone.
Lu's Group headquarters building, Song Juan is not the first time to stay here, when she talked about the project in Area A before, she was at the headquarters, but it was not on the same floor as Lu Bochuan's.
In the past, when Song Juan accepted Area A, she had heard too many rumors, and now she followed Lu Bochuan to the company, and the people in the company still don't know what the discussion has become.
Song Juan doesn't have to think about it to know.
When Song Juan was about to take her to the office, Song Juan suddenly became irritable, and she said, "I don't want to go to your office." ”
This Lu family's headquarters building, including the villa of the Lu family, was bought back by Lu Bochuan at a large price after Lu Bochuan's company was established.
The layout inside is very different from before, and Lu Bochuan's current office may be the same as Lu Hongye's previous office.
When Song Juan worked in the headquarters building before, he had never been up.
She didn't dare to step into it before when she didn't remember it.
Now that I think about it, I don't dare to step into it.
Lu Bochuan stared at her with black eyes, and he said: "You are so afraid to come here, when you stole the information, you were very calm, and you knew that you had to break up the secretary." ”
Song Juan's lips were pale, and Song Juan told Lu Bochuan these things as if masochistic the day after he remembered them.
But Lu Bochuan should not have known the truth of the matter that day.
He should have found out four years ago, after all, there were only a few secretaries in Lu Hongye's office at that time.
When Lu Bochuan was checking Song Juan, it was impossible not to ask the secretary.
The documents of Lu Hongye's president's office were lost, and the amount involved was as high as 10 billion, such a large number, everyone who went to Lu Hongye's office at that time would be checked one by one, and even invited to the patrol bureau for tea.
At that time, everyone who could come into contact with this place had the possibility of eating prison food.
In order to clear up the relationship, the secretary will only explain everything to him.
Maybe you can't even see the punctuation marks.
Song Juan didn't know what kind of expression Lu Bochuan would have when he heard the secretary explain those things, but it must not be very good.
He never told her about it.
Song Juan was scared and irritable in her heart, she wanted to smoke a little again, and subconsciously touched her body.
Lu Bochuan saw her movements, and his tone was full of dangerous warnings: "I have cigarettes here, do you want to bring one out for you?"
Song Huang stiffened.
Lu Bochuan's voice was as cold as his tone: "I don't mind doing it with you here." ”
Lu Bochuan forced Song Juan like this, Song Juan's eyes turned red all of a sudden, and she suppressed the emotions in her heart: "I don't go up, you have to go up yourself, I'm just afraid to go up, I'm just afraid to go to his office, Lu Bochuan, you don't have to be so sneering, what answer do you want to get? I said, I can't remember many things anymore." ”
This document is the origin of everything, if Song Juan hadn't stolen this document, the Lu family would not have become what it is now, and Lu Hongye might not have died.
Lu Bochuan felt that he was so cheap, he couldn't help but stab Song Juan a few words, he was too stimulated, and he had to coax him.
Lu Bochuan said: "I didn't force you to go if you didn't want to go, you like to sit in my father's office, face his things every day, and then think about how my wife came here to get documents for other men, and how she ruined the Lu family?"
There was no trace of blood on Song Juan's porcelain-white face.
She still didn't dare to ask where Lu Bochuan's father and second brother were buried.
She didn't have the courage to look at it, and she knew that Lu Bochuan wouldn't allow her to see it.
She was suffocating with discomfort, and her eyes were scarlet.
Song Juan said, "I'm sorry. ”
"Now that you know you're sorry, let's do something practical. ”
Lu Bochuan said, pressed the floor, Song Juan saw the floor that Lu Bochuan pressed, and then he breathed a sigh of relief.
It's not that she is hypocritical, she can come to the Lu Group under great pressure, and she is already under pressure that others can't bear.
Not long after Lu Bochuan went to the office, he went to the conference room for a meeting.
Song Juan can't stand it here, this office is similar to Lu Hongye's original office, and the entire floor is the president's office area.
Except for a few secretaries, there were hardly any people here.
Lu Bochuan's secretary should be professionally trained and will not say more.
But Song Juan knew that under this floor, I don't know how many employees were discussing her.
It's not that Song Juan hasn't seen it before.
Song Juan said: "If you leave me here, aren't you afraid that what happened back then will happen again?"
Lu Bochuan was about to go out, when he heard the words, he turned around and looked at Song Xuan, his eyes were very sharp and deep, as if he could penetrate people's backbones.
Song Xuan's nerves tensed.
The surroundings became a little terrifyingly silent, and Song Juan suddenly regretted it, just when Song Juan's mind was almost tense to the extreme, Lu Bochuan's thin lips were like blades: "I won't be as stupid as my father, casually tell others the password of such an important document, such a lesson is enough once." ”
With that, he strode towards the door.
Song Juan stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window of Lu Bochuan's office and did not move for a long time.
She didn't think about it, when she took Lu Hongye to the suburban villa, would it be just to force him to tell him the password of the safe?
But how could he die there?
Even if Lu Zhuoming hypnotized her, why should she forget everything? Wouldn't it be better to let her remember that she took her father to the villa and let her remember that she stole the documents?
Song Huang was cold.
She just stood motionless in place, and it took a long time to recover her strength, and Song Juan took a breath and looked at the reinforced concrete city downstairs.
This commercial building of Lu's Group is located in the most prosperous area of Haicheng, and opposite this building, the huge LED lights are advertised for Lu's Group's home.
Lu's Group used to be the largest real estate developer in Haicheng, and Song Juan's dream was to let the house he designed rise from the ground in a wasteland, and it would be different from all the houses, just like Jingjiang.
Lu Hongye also said at that time: "You study hard, take the certificate exam, and design it when the time comes, it belongs to your own name, and Dad will find someone to build it for you." ”
The process of building a house is very cumbersome, you have to take the land first, take a loan, take the land after the construction permit, the drawings will be reviewed, the plan will be reviewed, the land will be explored, and there are various safety hazards in the construction process.
Among them, just acquiring land is already a difficult thing.
Song Juan didn't know if Lu Hongye knew underground and knew what she had done, would he regret making such a promise to her.
Song Juan's eyes hurt when he saw it.
At this time, there was a noise outside, Song Juan frowned, and the secretary hurried over, looking at Song Juan with some embarrassment.
"What's wrong?" Song Qian asked.
"Mr. Xia and his daughter came over. "The secretary is a little jealous of Song Juan, Song Juan is very famous in the whole Haicheng, she was able to steal the documents of Lu Hongye's office at the beginning, but now she is by Lu Bochuan's side, and I don't know if she will do anything else.
The land in Area A only came out of the ghost some time ago, and there was a low pressure in the company for a long time, and the secretary really didn't worry about Song Juan, if something really happened to them at that time, none of them would be able to escape, but the people Lu Bochuan explained, they didn't dare not disobey.
The secretary said: "Mr. Xia said that he had something to talk about with Mr. Lu, but Mr. Lu was still in a meeting, and Mr. Xia wanted to bring people into Mr. Lu's office, and we couldn't stop it." ”
Maybe it's not that you can't stop it, but you don't dare to stop it.
No one in the Lu Group doesn't know who Xia Qinghe is from Lu Bochuan.
Song Juan knew in her heart that although the secretary was respectful to her, she couldn't tell her what to say about her and how to guard against her.
Song Juan said: "Yes, but what's the use of telling me? Mr. Lu may not have told you when he left, can you let people in this office, are you right?"
However, as soon as Song Xuan's words fell, he saw that not far away, Xia Jianxun had already taken Xia Qinghe into the door of the office.