Chapter 35: Struggle

Bai Yi's flustered heart struggled, and she almost fell into Xu Ling's kiss. It's been a long time since I've felt such a strong feeling. But this feeling of struggle makes Bai Yi even more crazy!

She really wanted to return to Xu Ling's side now, attach that piece of cold and wet, ruthless plunder, and use the tip of her sensitive tongue to take a good look at Xu Ling's big white teeth. Bai Yi's nerves all over his body were stirring, he couldn't think about it, he couldn't think about Xu Ling, let alone the kiss just now, Bai Yi felt that when he thought of it, he couldn't help but tremble and breathe heavily.

Bai Yi forced himself to calm down, but Xu Ling's face always appeared in his mind. Even when he thought of Xu Ling's masculine breath spraying on his face, Bai Yi's pores opened wide, and his face was damp. What's more important is that the white and sticky heart is tightly attracted by Xu Ling's heart that has been soaked in honey.

Bai Yi is still struggling here, but Xu Ling over there can't have enough aftertaste.

Xu Ling watched Bai Yi's flustered figure disappear at the intersection as if fleeing. With his tongue, he used his tongue to make the gap between his teeth that Bai Yi had inadvertently hooked just now. I feel like I'm having an aftertaste. In fact, Xu Ling wanted to send Bai Yi home, but now in this situation, Xu Ling couldn't be too aggressive, he wanted to give Bai Yi enough space and let Bai Yi sort out his mood.

Bai Yi is not a young girl, she doesn't understand anything, and she will stick it firmly once she is quoted. He knew that Bai Yi had a hurdle in his heart, if he was too tight, Bai Yi would easily retreat. This hurdle must be taken by Bai Yi herself, Bai Yi is the easiest person to be more serious with herself, only she has figured it out by herself. Xu Ling can really have her.

Xu Ling went back to lie on the sofa, holding the mobile phone in her hand and turning it, but she was thinking about something. The powerful arm rests under the head, and from time to time Tiantian lips. Thinking about it, I was stupidly happy.

Bai Yi's lips are very soft, his tongue is very smart, and his teeth are firm and full. Xu Ling imagined the scene in Bai Yi's mouth, imagined the pink rou color, and the Adam's apple couldn't help rolling. No, I can't think about it, I'm going to have an accident if I think about it!

Xu Ling sat up suddenly, suddenly thought of something, picked up his mobile phone and looked at his watch, and went to take a shower first.

Bai Yi returned home and calmed down a lot. Just now, I stood outside for a while, blowing the night breeze, so that I could sober up. Now lying in bed, I suddenly feel so quiet, the house is empty and only her, but after all these years, she has been like this, what's wrong now, why does this quiet make her afraid. I couldn't hear anything in my ears, only my own breathing.

This kind of quietness has always been compared with the warmth in Xu Ling's house before, which has always been compared in Bai Yi's heart. Bai Yi couldn't help but think about Xu Ling. Suddenly, a thought popped up, it's really good to have a man like Xu Ling by his side! Bai Yi didn't realize how much he wanted to be with Xu Ling, and this kind of thought suddenly popped up, which made Bai Yi's heart startle.

Why do I have this kind of thought? I can't be with him, seven years old! This age span is very large! When the time comes, I will be old, and he is still in his Zhuang years! Besides, Bai Yi feels that he is a divorced woman who has also given birth to children, Xu Ling may just play with her heart, and will not have deep feelings for her. It's just that I'm interested in her now, and after I get it, I feel that that's what it's all about.

She Bai Yi is not any different from other women! What kind of woman does Xu Dagongzi want? At the age of twenty-three or four, he may not have had a few serious relationships, and the current Bai Yi may have attracted Xu Ling in some aspects, but after all, it is impossible for a person like Xu Ling to choose Bai Yi. With a family background like Xu Ling, it is impossible to accept a woman like Bai Yi.

Bai Yi thought about it, and the agitation in his heart receded, leaving only a sense of loss. What am I thinking? What am I doing? Have I not been hurt enough? After so many years of calm, I have nothing to do, and I am looking for some abuse?

Don't give emotion. Although I am single now, I have just divorced and I don't want to be in another relationship right away. Bai Yi didn't want to give her feelings easily! She was no longer young and frivolous, and she was no longer ignorant.

Cheng Qing was the right person she met at the right time, she thought so at that time, if it was Li Qing or Wang Qing at that time, as long as this person was not bad, she would choose to get married. Because of the situation she was in at home at the time, it was not allowed to drag on any longer!

Bai Yi thought of what happened before, and his heart was much more stable! People, you really can't live too well, immersed in happiness, your mind will languish. I forgot the pain I had before, and I just wanted to sink into the sweetness of the moment.

People can't be accustomed to others, and if they get used to it, they will let themselves not know why, forget their identity, and forget their own situation. Bai Yi couldn't understand this truth better.

However, she also knows that she is used to being hurt and suffering a lot, and she actually yearns for the feeling of sweetness and happiness in her heart, and wants to be loved and spoiled. Bai Yi hadn't enjoyed such a feeling for too long. She longs to be loved!

Xu Ling didn't sleep in bed after taking a shower, she kept looking at the phone screen, it's eleven o'clock now, wait, why is time passing so slowly? Xu Ling didn't feel sleepy, but she was eager to send Bai Yi a WeChat message, but the time was not ripe.

Xu Ling found that he didn't have so many eyes before, since he met Bai Yi, why did he have more eyes? Maybe he has lived for more than 20 years, there is nothing worth making his eldest son Xu happy, let alone someone worthy of making him happy! In Xu Ling's opinion, everything doesn't matter, it's not worth his eyes, only this time, only Bai Yi, let him be willing to be tempted by her, because Xu Ling wants to have Bai Yi too much! Not only people, but also Bai Yi's heart. It seems to be a light heart.

Bai Yi thought about so many things that made him lose here, and he no longer had that kind of exciting fantasy about Xu Ling. Lying quietly in the dark, digesting the bitterness of not being able to be with Xu Ling. This kind of suffering is only known to herself, her temptation for Xu Ling is unexpected by herself, and it is unrealistic for her to want to be with Xu Ling. She wanted to sink, but reason told her she couldn't. Once she has true feelings, then she must be the one who is hurt. She didn't want to get hurt, she was afraid of getting hurt. But she also wants to get love, she lacks love, and she lacks Xu Ling's love for her. However, for so many years, she just wants to break off her love, so that she can really keep herself from being hurt! If one day, Xu Ling no longer wants to treat her like this, then the person who loses will only be her Bai Yi. This contradictory thought had been grinding her sanity.

At this time, the mobile phone rang suddenly.

Xu Ling, Chan'er, I'm sorry! I was impulsive just now. I've done you wrong! I'm so sorry and annoyed now. You are the goddess of the moonlight in my heart, very pure, very beautiful! I can't control myself for a while! Can you forgive me? Don't ignore me! I'm afraid that you will be angry, I'm afraid that you will ignore me! I promise that I will not do such a thing to you in the future! (aggrieved expression) Kneel down and beg for forgiveness!

Bai Yi saw Xu Ling's information, closed his eyes and took a deep breath. She seemed to be able to think of Xu Ling's aggrieved expression. This little scoundrel is actually the most scheming, and he is cheap and obedient. And I still say such sour words. But Bai Yi still eats this set!

What kind of pretentiousness do you say you are a divorced woman? No one dislikes you unmarried Xiao Xianrou, and they are very attentive to you, and they want to wen you only if they like you! I am so flustered, pretending to be a big girl with a yellow flower, as if I have not gone through any trouble! Don't you want to? Xu Ling couldn't sleep so late, and apologized to herself. He must have been very entangled in his heart, or why hadn't he slept so late! Hey, didn't he just pick up a wen?

Bai Yi was also annoyed! If he hadn't been so flustered just now, he didn't care so much, and he generously answered Wen and said goodbye generously, in fact, it wouldn't be a big deal. Now Xu Ling must feel that Bai Yi is also interesting to him. She's too weak!

Before Bai Yi could finish thinking about it, another WeChat message was sent,

Xu Ling: Chan'er, to be honest, don't be angry! It feels so good to pick up with you! You are so sweet!

Bai Yi slammed his phone on the bed. sulking and wrapping himself under the covers. She wasn't angry with Xu Ling! She was angry with herself! After just two WeChat calls, her heart collapsed!