Chapter 36: A Brief Separation
The next day, Bai Yi went to work as usual, Xu Ling went to the company as usual, and the two of them were busy with their own work. At noon, Xu Ling went downstairs to Bai Yi's company to wait for her to eat, the two had a tacit understanding, and no one had anything to do one night in advance. Xu Ling specifically didn't mention it, and Bai Yi didn't dare to mention it. The two of them are still the same as before, Bai Yi still eats regardless of his image, and Xu Ling is still considerate to Bai Yi. The two of them pretended to be very good, but in fact, there was an undercurrent surging in their hearts.
In the afternoon, Xu Ling went to shoot the show again. It's three days in a row, and I'm very busy, although I can't eat with Bai Yi, but I still keep in touch with Bai Yi, WeChat, phone, as long as I have time, I will start a loving bombardment war against Bai Yi, but Bai Yi has gradually become accustomed to this bombardment mode. Even if Xu Ling is busy, he will ask the assistant to deliver food to Bai Yi on time. Xu Ling has put a lot of thought into delivering food to Bai Yi, it is not the same every day, it is nutritious and delicious, and occasionally she will give Bai Yi a meal with a heavy taste to satisfy Bai Yi's appetite.
In the past three days, Bai Yi didn't see Xu Ling, and the company was too busy to go to the program recording site. To be honest, Bai Yi missed Xu Ling a little.
I thought that Xu Ling would be fine when she came back three days later. Bai Yi thought about cooking a meal for Xu Ling, because Xu Ling often complained to her about the food here in the past few days! Bai Yi also accepted it calmly.
After thinking about it all night that day, Bai Yi thought that he would just let it be! Anyway, Xu Ling didn't force her to make any promises, and no one said anything about establishing a relationship. Just keep your feelings in check!
Now that I have a gap in my relationship, there is nothing wrong with having a little relationship and having someone to accompany me! After a long time, everyone has no sense of freshness, and it will slowly fade! Moreover, Bai Yi has no plans to find someone to remarry for the time being. She doesn't have the heart to marry a man who recognizes people, and she is actually too lazy to get to know someone again, understand that person, cultivate feelings, and then adapt to it. Really, after so much, Bai Yi has long lost that mental strength!
In the past few days, the weather in Beijing has been particularly good! Especially at night, when the breeze blows, it feels very good. Bai Yi likes this kind of weather, just right, neither hot nor cold, no strong winds, and not like midsummer. Just right. Just like at this time, the relationship between her and Xu Ling is not far or close, just right!
Every time at this time, Bai Yi couldn't help but think of the good things before, recalled the innocence of his student days, recalled the time when his mother was still there, and recalled his poor happy times. Bai Yi enjoyed this feeling very much. Those memories are precious to her. Bai Yi wanted to hold the treasure in his hand and carefully put these memories in his heart.
Therefore, Bai Yi's mood is very beautiful these days. Don't worry about the relationship with Xu Ling, don't worry about how to develop, everything has the mentality of going with the flow, anyway, she is single now, and she has not done anything that violates morality and ethics, nor has she violated her conscience and principles. Men are unmarried, women are unmarried, and there is nothing wrong with getting along like this.
Bai Yi suddenly remembered what the boss said when he was in Water Town, if it is really a match, then you might as well give it a try! However, the matter of fate is really not something that can be dominated by man, know the will of heaven and follow the destiny of heaven! There are many obstacles and troubles, but if the ending is good, Bai Yi wants to gladly accept the fate arranged for her by God! However, it is still early, I can't get to that step, I think too much, I am really tired!
Let it be! Bai Yidu wondered how his mentality had changed?
Bai Yi sent a WeChat message to Xu Ling before getting off work, telling him to cook for him at night. I waited for a long time, but I didn't see Xu Ling's reply. Bai Yi didn't care, so he drove to the supermarket. When he went to the cashier to check out, Xu Ling's phone called, and Bai Yi was very happy.
"Are you done?"
Xu Ling was silent for a long time, "I'm sorry, Chan'er, I... I'm going to fly to London right now! I'm going to shoot a music video, so I decided to shoot there on the fly. Xu Ling felt very sorry.
"Oh, then you go! Work is important! Pay attention to safety!" Bai Yi's heart was lost all of a sudden.
"I'm sorry! The company decided temporarily, and I have been talking about this matter just now, and I didn't bother to look at my phone! You... Are you mad at me?"
"No, how can I be so angry!" In fact, Bai Yi was very well disguised, and his true thoughts in his heart were not anger, but loss, and his nose suddenly became sour.
"Time is tight,... Wait until I get back!"
Xu Ling walked for more than a month. For more than a month, Bai Yi has been eating what he bought in the supermarket that night. She bought a lot, ate less alone, and ate it for a long time to finish. Xu Ling is a young and strong man in the end, but he can eat a lot more than her. And a person who eats less also eats unhappily.
During this time, I have become accustomed to eating with Xu Ling. Basically, I eat every day, every meal. Bai Yi felt as if he had gained weight, and when he returned to a person, Bai Yi felt that the food was tasteless, and he had no appetite, and he was not as good as when he ate with Xu Ling.
In order not to always think about Xu Ling, Bai Yi deliberately went to find something to do, in addition to going to work, Bai Yi stayed in the gym more, and sometimes he really wanted Xu Ling, either taking out all the clothes in the wardrobe to wash, or taking out the ingredients in the refrigerator to do it in a different way.
And Bai Yi doesn't know what kind of mentality she is now, as soon as Xu Ling leaves, she really wants to mess up her previous heart! And sometimes she would do a lot at once, thinking that when she was done eating, Xu Ling should come back! But when she finished eating, Xu Ling had not come back. She went to the supermarket to buy a lot of things, came back and waited, and then did it, pretending that it was the same as the last time, and pretending that the days had not been long.
After walking for more than a month, Xu Ling had less contact with her. But every morning when Bai Yi gets up, he can see Xu Ling's message. I feel my heart warm. On the one hand, due to the time difference, on the other hand, Bai Yi and Xu Ling have a lot of work to do. During these days, the two of them tacitly agreed not to disturb each other's work, although they were quiet, but they missed each other more and more.
Bai Yi actually wanted to ask Xu Ling for a while before he could come back, but Bai Yi felt that asking like this would make Xu Ling feel uneasy, and it was a little too obvious, as if he was counting the days and waiting for Xu Ling to come back. Even if Bai Yi really counted the days and waited for Xu Ling, he couldn't let Xu Ling know that this kind of expression would give Xu Ling hope, and it also implied that he had a lot of hope. Bai Yi felt that if she wanted to stay by Xu Ling's side for a long time, she first had to control her feelings.