Chapter 195: Love in the heart, live up to it in life
The memories of last night came back to my mind little by little as the night wore on.
He talked about things with the old man in the study, and the old man also heard the news about the affairs in the United States, but because there were too many things recently, Du Shiyan never had time to report to the old man.
At this time, Sigege knocked on the door, and the old lady asked to come in and bring some tea.
He took a sip of water, and after a while he felt as if there was a fire burning in his stomach, and a bad expectation spread in his heart, and just as he was about to go back to his room to take a cold shower, he almost didn't stand still as soon as he went out.
Then a faint fragrance wafted into the wings of the nose.
It was the fragrance on Gu Xiaoman's body, that kind of fragrance, elegant and quiet, which made the whole person's heart and lungs clear together.
Was it his little wife who came to pick him up?
He tried to open his eyes, but there seemed to be a layer of fog in front of him, and in the haze it seemed to be the outline of his little wife.
"Manman, you're coming to pick me up?"
After speaking, the person was supported by the little girl in front of him and walked towards the guest room.
The body was placed on the soft bed, and then a pair of gentle fingers gently stroked his cheeks, as if it was a spring breeze, and the whole person was lightly raised.
Thinking of the girl's fine and smooth skin, the small waist that Ying Ying held in his hand, and the recent slight fat on his waist made him feel that he really existed.
Just when he wanted to reach out and touch, but the strength of his whole body was removed little by little, and he wanted to struggle to get up, but his limbs were frozen, and he couldn't break free no matter how he struggled.
In the confusion, a pair of hands were roaming around his body, if the previous taste and feeling were familiar, but the seductive touch at this moment was not Gu Xiaoman.
His little wife is very shy and thin-skinned, how could she do such an active seduction.
The tip of his tongue tingled, and his reason slowly returned, and Du Shiyan finally saw the person in front of him clearly.
Sure enough, it wasn't Gu Xiaoman, it turned out to be Xi Gege!
This girl is so bold! How dare she attack him!
Struggling to get up, the hands and feet that he felt fixed before were really tied to the bed, and he turned out to be like a cup of fish waiting to be stabbed!
I don't know what medicine Sigege gave him, and the strength of his whole body is not used at all, as if it is sealed.
I just relied on a little agreement on the tip of my tongue to change my sanity, but after a while, people were once again trapped in illusion by the drug and the stimulation of Sigege.
All that lingered in front of him was a vague figure, obviously in his memory was the appearance of a little girl, but every time, he desperately chased after it, but it was not the girl's face that caught up.
It's like falling into another world, the whole world is haunted by pure white, surrounded by a white mist, and all you can see is a small range.
The only thing in his ears was the sound of his own heartbeat, and a vague shadow in his vision was constantly running, and he kept chasing after him.
No matter how much he chased, the shadow kept running.
He chases, she runs.
The sound of his breathing and heartbeat sounded in his ears, but other than that, he couldn't hear anything at all, as if the only way out of this predicament was to chase him.
Suddenly, there was a loud bang, as if someone had smashed open the illusion with a stone.
When he opened his eyes in a trance, he saw a familiar figure, and the back that he had been chasing in his dream just now turned out to be Xi Gege!
suddenly came back to her senses and wanted to beg Gu Xiaoman for mercy, but she glanced at him coldly, and then quarreled with Xi Gege.
This time the medicine came too violently, and he who had been trained in this medicine was still on the way, and even almost made all the irreparable mistakes.
After a while, a group of people seemed to rush into the room, the noise became noisy, and everything around was gradually blurred again, Gu Xiaoman's voice was crying, his heart was pinched, and he subconsciously muttered: "Girl~"
The noise disappeared, and the space fell silent again, and a hot eye seemed to lock on him, with resentment, it was Gu Xiaoman's voice.
"Look at how you explain this time!"
Interpretation?
He immediately wanted to explain, he didn't do anything.
was full of concern for her, thinking of the way she ran away alone in the middle of the night because of Ye Siruo, and then treated him with a cold face, his heart ached.
Girl, I didn't do anything, don't be angry.
Even if you are angry, you can take revenge on me, but you must not be angry and hurt, you are not alone now, even if it is for the sake of children.
Obviously, he wanted to say countless words in his heart, but when he opened his mouth, he couldn't make a sound at all except for the low gasp that made people reverie.
Later, he saw her back, lingering in a soft aperture, and he subconsciously approached, closer, wanting to occupy all of her.
There seemed to be her crying, she was begging for mercy, she was screaming, she was pleading, but he couldn't care about that, he just wanted to taste all she had.
He can't remember what happened next.
It was already the next morning when he woke up again, his whole body was weak, and the breath in the air, he immediately understood, and the smell of blood in the air.
When he turned his head, he saw Gu Xiaoman, who was scarred all over her body, and the blood that had dried up under her, and she had passed out in a pool of blood.
At that moment, his heart seemed to be pierced deep into his heart by a knife, and he couldn't see the bottom until he was stirred, and he didn't even call for help.
got up quickly, didn't have time to take care of his mess, rolled up Gu Xiaoman with a sheet, and rushed out of the Du family.
Lin Yanzhi had been waiting at the door for a long time, speeding all the way and sending him directly to the hospital, but fortunately, Tang Qing had already prepared everything and sent Gu Xiaoman directly to the operating room.
After more than four hours of surgery, he stood at the window with trembling hands, and his body seemed to be stained with her blood, which was hot and gradually turned cold.
The pain in my heart was numb, and I could barely breathe, like a fish out of water, desperately looking at the sky that was gradually fainting.
He doesn't believe in God or Buddha, this time he only asks her to live in peace, and only asks the gods and Buddhas to put all her pain on her.
At the end of the operation, there were multiple contusions on the body, these were minor injuries, and ...... And the child is gone.
His first child, at first he thought that if they had a child, he mentioned it once, but he didn't expect that when he was facing a life and death, she was pregnant, like a light suddenly shining in the darkness, illuminating his way.
He was looking forward to the arrival of this child, and in the company, he subconsciously asked Lin Yanzhi to buy some books on prenatal education, and even Lin Yanzhi was stunned for a while before he reacted when he received the order.
Even he had already chosen a name for the child, taken from the combination of the two of them, Du Zhongyi.
Love in the heart, life to live up.
But in the end, the child was destroyed by him himself.
Taking a deep breath, his mouth was full of cold, the snow outside the window had fallen all night, and his heart was slowly frozen together.