If you love, please love deeply, but many things are not made by people.

You smiled and asked me if the ending would have been different if we had done it all over again, and I was in a trance, wandering on the morning of the first meeting......

—Epigraph

Since the autumn equinox, the days have become shorter and the nights have longer, and now at the winter solstice, the change of day and night is more and more obvious, and the weather is much colder than usual.

In the morning, the sky was overcast and covered with thick clouds. By noon, it was getting darker.

In the afternoon, the sky suddenly began to snow, and one after another pure white snowflakes, like catkins, like reed flowers, like dandelion fluffy seeds, flew all over the sky.

It's been a long time since I've seen snow.

It's been a long time since I've seen the snow properly.

Looking out the window at the snow fluttering in the wind, I didn't feel very excited, on the contrary, I felt very calm.

It's like reuniting with an old friend who is very familiar after a long absence, and looking at each other and smiling indifferently, that's enough.

I'm just suddenly feeling a little nostalgic.

I just miss it all of a sudden.

I'm just a little nostalgic.

I miss the scenery that has passed away, I miss the old people who have gone away, and I miss the old feelings that have been lost......

The snow is getting heavier and heavier, and the snow is so white that it covers the sky and the earth, which can be described as spectacular.

The wind was cold, the snow was flying all over the sky, fluttering like flowers, and my thoughts were slightly undulating like these flying snowflakes.

In the depths of my dusty memory, I remember the first time I met her that year, and it was also on a snowy day.

The snowflakes are crystal clear, pure white and flawless, like a flying butterfly, the continuous white snow decorates everything between heaven and earth, Qiongzhi jade leaves, pink carved jade masonry, a bright color.

It was a beautiful first meeting, a dream-like and unforgettable acquaintance.

In the evening, the snow had stopped, and everything in heaven and earth was covered with a thick layer of white.

The neon flashes, the snow flutters, and the bustling and noisy city streets also have a different charm.

Suddenly, the phone vibrated and a familiar ringtone rang in my ears.

I picked up my phone and looked at it, and I was surprised to find a number that was both strange and familiar flashing.

Because since that day all those years ago, I never expected that the owner of this mobile phone number would call me again one day.

For a moment, I couldn't help but think of that person again. Fresh as snow, pure white as jade, smiling brightly.

My thoughts fluctuated, and my mind went blank for a while before I answered the call from afar.

"Long time no see. ”

As soon as it was connected, a young and gentle voice came from the other end of the phone.

As always.

It's still like that.

No change.

"Hmm. Looking out the window at the night scene, I said with great calm.

"I'll go back tomorrow, do you want to see you again at the old place?" said the person on the other end of the line, smiling and her voice very gentle.

I didn't speak, I hesitated.

It didn't take long for her voice to come from the other end of the phone again.

"The day after tomorrow, I will go abroad and immigrate overseas. ”

I heard that I was about to say something to congratulate her and wish her a happy life overseas, but before I could say this, I was interrupted by her voice.

"Maybe after this meeting, we won't see each other again......"

This time, she didn't laugh again, and her voice became slightly muffled.

Listening to her voice, I can't help but imagine that on the other end of the phone, is her eyes a little gloomy at this time?

"Really......" I said, taking a slight breath.

My chest suddenly felt a little stuffy, and my mood became a little complicated for a moment.

Suddenly, there was a longing in the depths of my heart, a strong longing.

Affectionate parting since ancient times, even more so Kan and snub the Qingqiu Festival!

I suddenly wanted to see her.

I suddenly wanted to see her one last time!

It's just that time has passed, what can you say after you really see her?

Even if we meet again at the last time, what can we do?

There's no going back.

In a short sentence, the vicissitudes of the world have been exhausted.

One of the cruelest things in the world is that the years cannot be reversed, time cannot be reversed, and all the touches of the past will eventually disappear one day.

"Finally...... See you again, shall we?" she sighed and said with a smile.

I could hear her voice trembling slightly as she said this.

"Forget it, there are some important things tomorrow that I can't pass. I said in a low voice, slightly apologetic.

Then, I smiled and said in a seemingly free and hearty manner: "I wish you a happy time over there, and I will always bless you on the far other side." ”

Having said that, my heart ached inexplicably.

There was no sound on the other end of the phone.

After a while, a gentle and beautiful voice appeared in my ears.

"Thank you. She said with a smile.

Although she disguised it well, I could faintly hear a hint of trembling and a hint of crying from her gentle voice.

Maybe when she smiled and said these three words, the corners of her eyes were already full of tears, and a line of tears slipped down, right?

I do not know.

I don't want to know either......

Then, she hung up.

After many years, after just a few minutes of calling, she disappeared into my world again.

And this time it disappears, maybe it will really be forever......

After hanging up the phone, I looked out the window at the neon-lit city and stared blankly at it for a long, long time.

It is said that the weather is capricious in autumn and winter, and it seems to be true. Because at this moment, the snow that had been gradually falling again, and it was getting heavier and heavier......

The night lights flickered, and the sky was full of snow, just like it was back then......

Looking at all this, my heart is very complicated and sad, I have a lot of things to say in my heart, but in the end, I can't say anything.

It's not that I don't want to see her, it's just that once I see her, I'm bound to be even more sad. It's just that once I see her, that scene will definitely be sensational, and I will let go of grievances again......

"If I see you, I'm afraid I'll be uncontrollably inciting. I'm sorry, forgive me for being cruel for the last time. If the story is over, why bother......"

Looking out into the distant night sky, I muttered to myself, my eyes filled with a sad glow.

It was night, and I had a dream, a dream that made people cry......

The universe is unfathomable and the stars are dazzling.

I dreamed that I was flying lightly and freely into the starry sky.

And on my back, she smiled happily, like a child, innocent, innocent and beautiful, her dark and bright eyes full of starlight.

Then, I dreamed of the snow that was in the deepest part of my memory.

It was a gentle, romantic, unforgettable snow.