Life is like a glass of boiled water, bland and tasteless.

As an ordinary office worker, I believe that most people live a copy-and-paste life every day like me, and this is life.

The days are the same, my life is the same every day, the only difference is that I recently liked WeChat chat, and the object of the chat is, of course, Li Xiaoxiao.

Her appearance has added a little color to my ordinary life.

I talked a lot with her, about our respective jobs, our lives, our hobbies, and in short, when we talked to her, we always found a topic, not like other people say awkward conversations.

Li Xiaoxiao is two years younger than me, and she joined the work a year after graduating from university. Her hometown is Xinxiang, fate is really delicate, a good friend of mine Zhang Heng is from Xinxiang, I once went to play with him once, and I was very impressed.

Perhaps, as Zhang Yanna said, if I fall in love with her, we may be the most suitable lovers.

But only if, because of my past, I have low self-esteem, it is better for me and Li Xiaoxiao to be friends.

And now, I find that I have gradually become friends with her.

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After work that night, the dormitory was still relatively deserted, and I lay on the bed again, ready to chat with Li Xiaoxiao for a while and then get ready to sleep.

Hehe, as soon as I said that I was going to send her a message, she sent me a message first.

Her: "Big brother, are you off work?"

Me: "Lie down on the bed." ”

Her: "Can I ask you a question?"

Me: "Okay!"

I was a little confused about what exactly I needed to ask. After a while, she sent another message.

She: "Big brother, what do you mean by love?"

What is love? This question is not difficult to say, it is not easy to say that it is simple, the main word love is too dreamy.

After thinking about it for a while, I replied, "Love may be when two people are together, and then separated for a period of time, you can't stand the days without him (her), and you think about him (her) all the time, I think this is love." Or when you meet someone who is better and more perfect than him or her in all aspects, that person loves you very much, and you can get it at your fingertips at any time. If you can still stick to your heart and not be moved. Maybe it's love too!

It took about five minutes for Li Xiaoxiao to send me a message back.

She said, "Big brother, why do I feel that what you said is particularly reasonable and valuable, could it be that you are really a master of love, are these words summarized by your personal experience?"

How is it possible, I have only been in love once in my life, and that is Chen Yin.

I think of Chen Yin again, right? Is what I'm talking about really the perception of my experience with Chen Yin?

Of course not, although there is a little bit of connection, but more than that, I have seen too much of the "discrete" that happened to my friends around me. In this society of desire, human nature cannot stand the test, so it leads to too many joys and sorrows.

Thinking of this, I smiled heartily, and was not ready to explain too much to Li Xiaoxiao, but just replied to her, "I said it casually." ”

Needless to say, Li Xiaoxiao definitely didn't believe it, she replied directly to me in seconds, "I don't believe it." ”

I said, "Believe it or not, I really said it casually".

I don't want to dwell too much on this issue, not to mention that it is very troublesome to explain, and love itself is unsolvable.

Without waiting for her reply, I messaged her again.

I said, "Can I ask you a question too?"

On the one hand, I wanted to try to change the subject, and on the other hand, this question has been bothering me for too long.

I don't know why I asked Li Xiaoxiao this question.

After a while, Li Xiaoxiao sent a message, and sure enough, he no longer dwelled on the previous question, but asked me, "What questions do you want to ask?"

After thinking about it again and again, I asked, "Is a person who has made a mistake and has lost everyone's trust in him, and now that he has reformed himself, is such a person still worthy of trust, or is he still worthy of being loved and loved?"

After sending this message, my body couldn't help but shudder.

A minute passed, five minutes passed......

Finally, fifteen minutes later, Li Xiaoxiao sent me a message, and I understood why it took so long to come back with me, because it really takes time, this is a long article of about 300 words. And when I finished reading it, in addition to the shock at the beginning, there was only wordless moving and deeply touched.

She said, "I don't know why you suddenly ask such a question, but since you have asked, let me tell you what I think! No one in this world is evil from birth, on the contrary, everyone is good and pure at birth." It's just that everyone's experiences and circumstances have changed him. No one is perfect, everyone will make mistakes on the road of life growth, it is not terrible to make mistakes, and it is difficult to turn back, as long as you are willing to turn back, and the person you are talking about has already reformed himself, let the past pass! Trust itself is obtained by time, and the trust that was once established is lost, so why not use time to prove trust again! When trust is proven, love and being loved can also be felt. So the problem is not with anyone at all, but with your own beliefs!"

I can't imagine that a girl younger than me would have such an opinion, is this a recent college graduate?

I didn't expect that a girl I had never met would understand my heart so well, and my best friends or even family members might not understand me that way.

Everything was given to me by a girl named Li Xiaoxiao.

At this point, Li Xiaoxiao's favorability in my heart has deepened a little.

I couldn't help but reply, "Thank you!"

Maybe I'm still in a world of touching the scene, and I instinctively say what I want to say.

But Li Xiaoxiao replied to me, "Thank you, what? Just asked me a question, didn't you also answer my question? Or what you said can't be you?"

"It's not me, how can it be me? I just thank you for answering my question!"

I was a little flustered, and hurriedly went back to her past, although Li Xiaoxiao's words had relieved me, and I didn't intend to let others know about my past, but for some reason, I chose to hide it at this moment, I didn't want Li Xiaoxiao to know about my past.

Again, she messaged, "Is it true?"

I said, "Of course it's true!"

After that, I briefly chatted with her about our mutual work, and ended the chat because Li Xiaoxiao had to get up early to go to work tomorrow.

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It's strange to say, I've been chatting with Li Xiaoxiao for more than a month, and I'm not too familiar, and I'm not unfamiliar. But we have never had a video chat with each other, nor have we ever had a voice chat, only the most basic "typing chat". As a result, I don't even know what she looks like until now, during which I have also seen her circle of friends, and I have also asked Zhang Yanna for her photos, but in the end, she still hasn't revealed her true face of Lushan!

In the words of Yanna Zhang. "Love is pure and broken, everything falls into place." ”

I just wanted to see what she looked like, but Zhang Yanna was so profound. As for it?

But why do I have this thought, didn't I say that I should be friends?

Could it be that I already like her? No way, I've only been talking to her on WeChat for a month, it's so unrealistic!

But love has never been in love.

It was another night after work, and there was no one in the dormitory again, and I was lying in bed again, and when I was about to send a message to Li Xiaoxiao again, she greeted me again first.

This kind of situation can probably only appear in the plot of idol dramas, but it happened to me.

The only possibility is that she already knows my schedule for this to happen.

I can't help but feel that this is really a careful girl.

But I have a little more warmth in my heart, because this is also a kind of "concern", and this feeling has not been touched for a long time.

She said, "Big brother, are you lying in bed again at this moment?"

I said, "You know me!"

It seems that as I thought, she already knows me so well.

Why do you know me so well? Is she already in love with me?

Wait, although I have always told Zhang Yanna that I just want to be friends with Li Xiaoxiao, but in Li Xiaoxiao's consciousness, I am the object of Zhang Yanna's introduction, so in a certain way, I am now Li Xiaoxiao's "object".

No wonder it made me feel that she might like me, it turned out that she was really ready to treat me as her object!

OMG!!!

She sent a message again: "Big brother, I have to take five or six days off next week, I just went home last month, and I don't want to go back this time! I heard Sister Nana say that you have been in Zhengzhou for several years before, and you must know a lot of fun things in Zhengzhou, can you recommend a few to me?"

Routines, my first instinct tells me that they are routines! This is the legendary "want to capture and indulge", because similar words, I also said to Chen Yin.

She told me all this just to show that she had five or six days and that she wasn't going home, and then to show that she was alone!

However, is Li Xiaoxiao such a person?