Apparently not.

Through more than a month of chatting, Li Xiaoxiao is a reserved girl in my eyes, and when I chatted with her for the first time, I was called a scumbag by her just by calling her "Xiaoxiao". Besides, what reason do I have to doubt someone who resonates with the depths of my soul?

The only thing that turned out was that she was really asking me.

So I replied to her, "Xiaoxiao, although I have been in Zhengzhou for several years, I don't know much, if you don't have a place to go, go to Century Amusement Park and Fangte!"

I really don't know what's interesting in Zhengzhou, Century Paradise and Fangte still took me there when I was with Chen Yin.

After a while, she sent a message saying, "You're not mistaken! Big brother, isn't it embarrassing for me to go to that kind of place alone?"

Hehe, these two places are generally only for couples, or with friends, and it's extremely boring to go alone.

I said, "Aren't you going to find a companion, or go with your friends and colleagues?"

However, Li Xiaoxiao replied to the message, "Looking for a partner? Looking for you? I have only been working here in Zhengzhou for three months, and I have no friends, and my only friend is Sister Nana, but Sister Nana has to go to work next week! Even if she doesn't go to work, she has a partner and her own life! And colleagues and friends are two different concepts! They cannot be confused!"

Li Xiaoxiao's words resonated with me again. It sounds like she's talking about her, but it sounds like it's my truest portrayal.

Like her, in Cixi, I have no friends, only colleagues! And colleagues and friends are indeed two different concepts, as Li Xiaoxiao said! Because you will only understand if you experience it yourself!

Maybe it resonated with me, or maybe I felt the same way, and I just replied, "Why can't you find me?"

Why do you say that all of a sudden? Not for anything else, just for resonance.

In reality, Li Xiaoxiao is the same as a normal person, she said, "You are in Cixi, I am in Zhengzhou, how is it possible?"

Yes, how is it possible! Although I have the heart, the reality does not agree! So I couldn't help but joke, "How is it impossible, can't I just go to you?"

Li Xiaoxiao replied: "Okay! Then you come to me! I'll wait for you in Zhengzhou!"

I found myself digging a hole, and Li Xiaoxiao was too unreasonable to play her cards, she should have known that it was just a joke, but she followed my words and joked again.

I could only follow the joke and continue, "Okay, you can stay in Zhengzhou, don't I can't find you then!"

She said, "That's settled!" and put on a mischievous expression.

I really didn't expect Li Xiaoxiao to make such a joke with me. Although I knew she was talking with a bit of humor, I didn't expect it to be so humorous!

―― ――

If that's the case, there's no story to follow.

Therefore, people must not be self-righteous, especially when it comes to women. Don't speculate on a woman's mind, or you'll only suffer from it.

Because at noon the second day after I finished the joke with Li Xiaoxiao, I received a call from Zhang Yanna again.

The moment I connected the phone, I heard Zhang Yanna's excited tone: "Wang Quan, you can't see it! Strange speed, I'm going to come to Zhengzhou next week to find Xiaoxiao!"

what？？？？

I was a little confused and asked, "When did I say that I was going to Zhengzhou next week to find Li Xiaoxiao?"

Zhang Yanna smiled again and said, "Don't pretend! This is not ashamed! Why are you shy? Xiaoxiao told me that you are going to come to Zhengzhou next week to find her!"

I'll go, and when I said this, I thought of the "joke" I made with Li Xiaoxiao last night.

I hurriedly said, "Sister Na, you have misunderstood this! I told Xiaoxiao about going to Zhengzhou to find her! This is actually a joke we made! Xiaoxiao also knows!"

The tone on the other end of the phone suddenly changed, from the pleasure just now to gloomy: "Wang Quan! What do you mean! Are you cheating? When Xiaoxiao told me about this at work today, I didn't believe it, but I confirmed it several times, Li Xiaoxiao was not joking!"

I still want to explain something, but from Zhang Yanna's tone, I already feel that this matter is not so simple.

After a few simple chats, I hung up the phone, because in the final analysis, this matter is still a matter between me and Li Xiaoxiao, and I can't understand it with Zhang Yanna, and if I continue to talk about it, it will only be a little more scolded.

I wanted to call Li Xiaoxiao to ask for clarification, but I found that her phone number was not in the address book.

I thought of sending her a WeChat message again, looked at the time, or forget it, Li Xiaoxiao hasn't gotten off work at the moment, so don't bother her.

Actually, it's not too much, and it's never too late to talk about it in the evening. I thought to myself.

――

Today, Saturday, business was good in the evening, and from the beginning of work in the afternoon to the end of work in the evening, there was no time to rest at all. So when I returned to the dormitory, I lay directly on the bed, and I didn't even bother to wash.

Although I was a little tired, I still picked up my phone and wanted to ask Li Xiaoxiao for an understanding.

I said, "Are you there?"

After a while, she came back and said, "Yes, yes, what's wrong, big brother!"

I was a little embarrassed, and I hadn't figured out how to ask, alas, I was still too impulsive, and after hesitating for a while, I still asked tactfully, "You told Sister Na that I was going to Zhengzhou?"

She said, "Yes, I met her today and just talked about you, so I told her that you are coming to Zhengzhou next week!"

I really don't believe that Li Xiaoxiao can't see that yesterday's incident was clearly a "joke", especially since she is still a careful person. But why did she do it?

I said, "Xiaoxiao! You won't take it seriously when you said I went to Zhengzhou to find you last night!"

I regret it a little after sending this, if she thought it was a joke, of course nothing. But if she takes it seriously, then I am flirting and deceiving, and I am an untrustworthy person in her eyes.

I can only hope that she will treat this incident as a joke from beginning to end! But in reality, ten minutes after my message was sent, Li Xiaoxiao did not reply to my message.

She took it seriously, and I deceived her.

It's not about whether she took it seriously or not, and I did!

I remembered what Li Xiaoxiao said to me again, and I was even more ashamed. Because I don't deserve what she said to me.

At the moment, all that comes to my mind is how to deceive my friends in Zhengzhou to deceive their trust.

And deep down in my soul there has always been a voice telling me "King, you should be the best version of yourself." ”

I wandered around all kinds of beliefs, in short, it was very messy.

What I need at the moment is calm.

Slowly, I relaxed myself and let my body empty. And I've come to understand what to do.

I opened WeChat again and sent Li Xiaoxiao, "Xiaoxiao, I will definitely go to you next week." ”

Yes, I decided, I want to go to Zhengzhou, just to find a girl named Li Xiaoxiao.

Sure enough, she messaged me back after a while, but when I saw the message, I doubted my life.

She said, "I'm sorry, I was doing laundry just now, and I didn't see the news." I didn't take it seriously! I don't deserve your deliberate coming to Zhengzhou to find me!"

I rub it, what the hell? I can't tell which of her words is true!

Subconsciously, I had a terrible thought: Is Li Xiaoxiao a person who is deeply hidden, or is he scheming.

Of course, this thought only stayed in my mind for a moment.

Now that it's been decided, I don't want to think about it so much. Otherwise, I'm a really failure, and I won't be able to open myself.

I replied to her, "Of course it's worth it, because you are Li Xiaoxiao!"

She said, "I'm honored to have your words!"

"Same luck!"

――――

I decided to go back to Zhengzhou, and I definitely took a few days off. After all, the journey is far away, but fortunately, I don't usually take many vacations, and I still have five or six days of vacation, which is enough to go to Zhengzhou.

Of course, the news that I went to Zhengzhou was also confirmed with Zhang Yanna. Yang Ke also knew, and he was also happy that I could return to Zhengzhou. Although time is scarce. But after all, I haven't seen each other in a long time.

And Yang Ke also gave me a few special words. He said that when he came, he brought his ID card, and if he didn't have enough money, he must coax the girl well, and when it is time to make a move, he will try to get the "thing" done. However, what he said still let Zhang Yanna know, and Zhang Yanna scolded her.

Hehe, I just smiled at what he confessed, how could he be so dirty as he thought. Li Xiaoxiao is not such a casual person.

In fact, on the one hand, the decision to return to Zhengzhou this time is indeed to fulfill the promise. On the other hand, I really want to unveil Li Xiaoxiao and see her face. Of course, it's not mainly about her appearance, her personality makes me even more unpredictable and feels very complicated.

Because she gave me the impression of being reserved with a little humor, mature with a little naïve, rational with a little sensual, but what impressed me the most was of course the truth and my resonance with her.

I think this should be the root cause of me crossing more than a thousand kilometers to find her!

――

On the day I left Cixi, I looked at the date, and it happened to be the winter solstice!

The winter solstice is the longest night of the year in the Northern Hemisphere, and I hope that the people you want to see on the night of the winter solstice will come to see you in your dreams......

But I crossed the dream and ran to reality.