Chapter 164: Dreams, reluctant to wither
The two of them had lunch at the Yiyuan Hotel next to the park, and Lin Wei took Qian Xiaoxian to the KTV next door, he said, I like to sing and often come here.
Qian Xiaoxian remembered the song she had just listened to and said, "Are you singing all the songs in the car?"
"Well, you think I'm not narcissistic. ”
"No, it should be self-confidence. Qian Xiaoxian said with a smile: "Because I sing well, I dare to be confident." ”
"I don't have any formal training, so I'm not really confident. Lin Wei said a little shyly: "It's narcissism, I like to listen to the songs I sing." ”
It wasn't until more than 4 o'clock in the afternoon that the two came out of the KTV.
Lin Wei sang really well, Qian Xiaoxian always praised him in her heart for really having talent in this area, she suddenly remembered the songs in the car, it seemed that some of them had never been heard.
Lin Wei told him that he had written and recorded the lyrics and music himself.
Qian Xiaoxian said: "Brother Lin, you are really talented, you can be admitted to the Conservatory of Music, the Film Academy is fine, you are handsome, you will definitely be admitted." ”
"Can you perform if you're handsome?"
"Try it, how do you know if you don't try?"
Lin Wei said: "I really thought about it at the beginning, but Wu Hui strongly opposed it at that time, so forget it." ”
"Huh?" Qian Xiaoxian didn't expect Lin Wei to suddenly mention Wu Hui, and he didn't mention this name these days.
"After returning from the demobilization of the army, I was lost for a while, in fact, I really don't like the current way of life, I feel that it is not suitable for me, but Wu Hui disagrees, and my parents also said that they are just one child, so let me start a family and start a business by their side. ”
"Then why didn't Wu Hui agree?"
After Qian Xiaoxian finished speaking, she immediately realized and said, "Is she afraid that you will become famous and don't want her?"
That's what she said. ”
Qian Xiaoxian felt that Wu Hui's worries were normal, and anyone would think like this.
"Actually, her worries are unnecessary, is it so easy to become famous?"
Qian Xiaoxian asked with a smile: "Brother Lin, if you really become famous, will you change your mind?"
"What do you want me to answer?" Lin Wei looked at the scenery around him and said: "Because she is against it, I never sing in front of her, I always quietly come to KTV to sing to myself." ”
When Qian Xiaoxian listened to Lin Wei singing in KTV just now, she still thought like this, he must have brought Wu Hui here many times, and he must have recalled their past in the song.
And now, he said, he came all by himself, that is, did he only take himself back and forth?
Thinking of this, Qian Xiaoxian thought of Gao Jian again.
It's already late autumn, and the forest park is even more deserted this season.
The two of them walked silently on the path of the park, it was autumn, but the danfeng in the park was extremely beautiful.
The canopy of the trees seems to be painted with a hazy and mysterious color, most of the leaves have turned green to golden yellow, some have turned orange and red, the wind is a little strong, and the leaves of various colors are swaying and flying in the wind.
Some of the withered red leaves could not resist the strength of the autumn wind, and were torn off one by one, and the red leaves struggled in the air a few times with infinite nostalgia for the trees, and then the yellow, red and green leaves that had been blown off earlier on the ground by the autumn wind whirled, whirling, and the low shrubs in front of them rushed past gorgeously.
Because of the injury on her foot, there was still a faint pain, and after walking for a long time, Qian Xiaoxian saw a bench on the side of the road, she sat down and picked up a red leaf and shone it in front of the sun.
"Brother Lin, you are not allowed to laugh at me. ”
Lin Wei had been walking beside her silently, and when he saw her say this, he asked puzzledly, "What did you say?"
"I feel sad when I see fallen leaves. ”
"There are emotions in the autumn season, especially when you are depressed. ”
Qian Xiaoxian's heart was suddenly touched, she revisited the old land, the people around her were no longer Gao Jian, her heart was really like a falling leaf, she was once lush and green, reluctant to wither, reluctant to wither.
"Sit down. Lin Wei sat on a seat under a maple tree.
Qian Xiaoxian sat next to him with a smile, and she raised her head.
Above her head, the canopy of red, yellow and green maple leaves swayed in the wind, and the leaves of various colors jumped under the sunlight, flickering with a blurry halo, a little dazzling.
Qian Xiaoxian's face was a little pale, and a few shallow scars broke the softness and tranquility of her face.
Lin Wei suddenly reached out and pulled a strand of her hair behind her ear.
"Hehe, Brother Lin. ”
Qian Xiaoxian was embarrassed to smile back at him, the long eyelashes under her eyes flickered, and her black and translucent pupils smiled smartly, and the moment she looked at Lin Wei, she bit her round little mouth, and moved the current forward in a little panic.
Lin Wei's eyes were full of pity, and he suddenly asked, "When you were old, your father left." ”
"5 years old. ”
Qian Xiaoxian didn't know why Lin Wei suddenly asked this question, could it be that he was holding a leaf and saying sad just now, which reminded him of his life experience?
Although Qian Xiaoxian didn't like to think of those sad things, she still told Lin Wei in detail.
"Actually, I don't remember much of his chance. In my childhood memories, I was full of busy mothers, tired mothers. ”
Lin Wei didn't expect that she, who has a lively and funny personality and loves to laugh, would have a gray childhood.
Lin Wei, who has been living in a happy family, can't understand this.
At this moment, Qian Xiaoxian in his eyes was weak and slender, pitiful, especially the sadness in her eyes, which made Lin Wei eager to protect her, but he didn't know what to do.
Indeed, he heard the phone call between Qian Xiaoxian and Fang Yuan, he knew that Qian Xiaoxian minded his 5-year love history, he knew that he was imperfect in her eyes, and he was not worthy of her.
Qian Xiaoxian saw that Lin Wei had been silent, and she suddenly felt that she was talking too much.
She doesn't know why, except for when she was with Gao Jian, she really didn't have a vulnerable side with anyone.
Seeing him, Qian Xiaoxian always had a sense of security in her heart, as if Gao Jian was still there, and this feeling made her inexplicably dependent.
Lin Wei sat very close to her, and the distance between the two of them was only three centimeters, his broad shoulders, long arms, and long legs.
He is so handsome, in the past, he could only have a pleasant face in film and television dramas, but he was actually in front of his eyes, smiling warmly at himself.
His clear black eyes, quiet and profound, with a sense of confidence and wisdom, are so similar to Gao Jian.
"What's wrong?"
Lin Wei was a little unnatural by her, he covered his cheek with his hand and said, "Is the scar on my face still scary?"
"Brother Lin, I'm sorry. ”
The wounds on Qian Xiaoxian's face can be covered with cream, but Lin Wei can't, so the injuries on his face are still very clear when you look closely, especially the bite under the ear.
"Here it is again, don't always think that all this is because of you, it's really not like this, but I think that you were innocently involved, if, Sister Yang Hong didn't know you at the beginning, she introduced other girls to my mother, maybe ......"
"Maybe it's another girl sitting with you right now?"
Qian Xiaoxian didn't wait for him to finish, and immediately deepened the topic.
"What do you want me to say?"
Lin Wei didn't answer positively, but threw her into a difficult situation again.
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