She turned on the computer and pretended to start writing by heart, but her mind was a mess.

Thinking of the warm scenes behind Lin Wei's house, she wanted to get along with Lin Wei like this, it seemed that it had nothing to do with love.

However, they live together sweetly, can see him every day, can feel his warmth, and she feels that this recent period is really beautiful.

She's really nostalgic.

Lin Wei just said that he would let her go when she was well, what did Lin Wei mean? Did he get angry and want to let her go?

He must be angry!

Thinking of the content of her call with Fang Yuan, her face was on fire, how could she say that, she disliked Lin Wei's 5-year love history, and Lin Wei didn't officially pursue herself, so why do you say that she dislikes others?

However, after thinking about it, although he did not confess, his mother first rushed over and arranged for them to go on a blind date, and later his cousin arranged for them to go on a blind date.

The first time he released her pigeons, the second time she released his pigeons, these can prove that she is not disgusted for no reason.

Qian Xiaoxian had to admit that she felt shameless, so she desperately found a reason to step down for herself.

Originally, I enjoyed the mode of being not lovers with Lin Wei, but being able to live together in harmony, but now, I was disrupted by myself.

Especially, her words just now were too hurtful, she must have hurt Lin Wei, she is not stupid, she can feel Lin Wei's thoughts about herself recently.

He didn't say, she didn't ask, but she guessed, and she was confused.

She doesn't want the result and is afraid of the result, but she doesn't want to lose the result, and sometimes, she suddenly calls this feeling ambiguous.

Now, Wu Hui has argued with others, Gao Jian is also engaged to others, she and Lin Wei are completely free, and they can develop into a relationship that they couldn't develop before.

However, she actually came up with this reason again, although she was haunted by this reason before the first blind date.

At that time, she told her mother that she was not looking for a complicated relationship like Lin Wei, what she said was complicated, which was the five-year relationship between Lin Wei and Wu Hui.

She was embarrassed to think of this, she was like a bull's horn.

Lin Wei and Wu Hui have been together for five years, what have they been doing together in the past five years?

What have you been doing in the past five years?

In the first three years, she studied at school, ate and slept, and lived a simple life that could no longer be simple.

In the past two years, she has been in contact with passers-by at the B&B, and she has said a few things, and in a blink of an eye, each other has become a passing cloud, and the big man she has contacted the most is her cousin, and the little man is Chenchen.

Her world couldn't be simpler, and what was simple couldn't be simpler, thought of this.

Qian Xiaoxian's face suddenly became hot, and she asked herself, is she still innocent? This thought made her heart suddenly touch!

Her first kiss was given to Gao Jian, her first love, her secret love, her thoughts, and her heart were all given to Gao Jian.

Thinking of Gao Jian, Qian Xiaoxian suddenly remembered what Fang Yuan said just now, and told her something about Gao Jian!

What is Gao Jian's business?

At this moment, she suddenly had an idea, could it be that Gao Jian and Zhou Han broke off their marriage?

This thought was only a flash, and she immediately denied it.

Impossible, Gao Jian is a public figure and the chairman of a listed company, how can his marriage be announced when it is announced, and dissolved when it is dissolved!

Such an idea is purely an illusion caused by her reluctance to fall in love with him.

She has been looking forward to this result in her bones, and she also knows that there is little hope, she still can't help but look forward to it, waiting like this, although Gao Jian's sentence waiting for me has been like a meteor across the Milky Way last night.

In fact, she has been deceiving herself all the time, she waited, she desperately used various reasons to reject Lin Wei in order to wait for an ethereal and hopeless relationship.

What kind of torture it is to reject an excellent person, only Qian Xiaoxian knows.

For the sake of a high master, she endured the torture silently like this.

Because she knows that Gao Jian is really irreplaceable in her heart, she works hard again and again, and fails again and again.

Then, she was really defeated, and she had to let Gao Jian do whatever she wanted rampantly in her own brain and heart.

No, it was her longing to do whatever she wanted quietly, and her heart trembled when she heard his name.

Now, she's holding her phone, and that's called a regret.

Why didn't you let Fang Yuan finish talking just now? Anyway, if he didn't pick up the stubble, Lin Wei wouldn't be able to hear it!

She held her mobile phone and wanted to call Fang Yuan.

However, she was afraid that Fang Yuan would laugh at him.

Finally, the range hood that stayed up to the kitchen stopped, and Lin Wei closed the door.

Qian Xiaoxian looked at the time, she knew that Lin Wei went to pick up Chenchen and Yangyang, before, he would say hello to him before leaving, but today Lin Wei ignored her.

Qian Xiaoxian didn't care about these anymore, she took out her mobile phone to call Fang Yuan.

However, the mobile phone kept prompting that no one answered, and the dead girl didn't answer my call.

Qian Xiaoxian was crazy, I don't know why, she desperately wanted to know the news.

She sent a message from WeChat: "What did you just say to tell me? You're too torturous in the middle of your speech." ”

After sending a message to the chat record, he began to reflect again, he didn't let people say it, and complained, it must have been Fang Yuan who was angry and deliberately didn't reply.

Qian Xiaoxian is so irritable!

She began to sigh again, feelings were such a tormenting thing.

Think about it before I met Gao Jian, although I often felt lonely, but I was simple and happy without wind and rain.

After meeting Gao Jian, although her world is rich and colorful, this kind of distortion and discomfort make her desperate and unable to extricate herself.

After coming over for half an hour, Fang Yuan replied on WeChat: "I went to take a shower just now." ”

Qian Xiaoxian immediately passed over in seconds: "What did you say about Gao Jian?" ”

After sending it, she didn't see Fang Yuan's reply, she was anxious, and immediately dialed the phone.

But before Fang Yuan could connect the phone, with the sound of opening the door, Chenchen's voice came: "Auntie, what is delicious, it's so fragrant." ”

Qian Xiaoxian hurriedly hung up the phone, but Fang Yuan called back again.

"Auntie, what are you busy with?"

Qian Xiaoxian saw Chenchen sticking into her head, she hurriedly said into her mobile phone: "It's time to eat, and I'll contact you on WeChat for a while." ”

"Auntie, who are you talking to, are you still sneaky?"

Qian Xiaoxian glared at him and said, "Hurry up and eat." ”

During the meal, Lin Wei and the two children chatted enthusiastically, only Qian Xiaoxian sat on the side and ate with her head down, during which she looked at WeChat once, and Fang Yuan did not send a message.

After eating, Chenchen and Yangyang went to do their homework, and Qian Xiaoxian said, "I'll wash the dishes." ”

Lin Wei said, "Okay, I'll go out and do something." ”

Seeing him leave, Qian Xiaoxian immediately went into the bedroom, took out her mobile phone and sent a message to Fang Yuan: "Hey, it's safe now, tell me quickly." ”

After a while, Fang Yuan sent a message: "It's nothing. ”

Qian Xiaoxian immediately sent over angrily: "I thought it was a big deal, this heart was mixed for a long time." ”

Fang Yuan immediately sent a phone number, and then said, "That's it, in the afternoon, you said that you disliked Lin Wei, I knew that you were still thinking about Gao Jian, really, don't waste your feelings and daydream." ”

Qian Xiaoxian looked at the chat window, and was stunned by this unfamiliar number.

At this time, Fang Yuan sent another message and said: "This is Zhou Han's phone, I didn't ask you to call her, you use her phone to search her WeChat, you go and take a look." ”

"Add friends, I don't!"

"I didn't let you add friends, she set up strangers to view ten photos. ”

Qian Xiaoxian really went to see it, Zhou Han's WeChat photos were all from her and Gao Jian, a group photo at the airport, a group photo at Gao Jianjia, and a group photo at the company, they returned to China.

Qian Xiaoxian's tears welled up.

Soon, Qin Yanni came back from Beijing, Qian Xiaoxian's feet were much better, she said, "Cousin, I'll stay with your son for a few more days, help you, okay?"

Qin Yanni threw a pile of change of clothes in the suitcase into the washing machine, and then, she sorted out the messy desks of the two children, and said a little crookedly: "Look, the house is so narrow, how can there be a place for you?"

"I'm on the couch. ”

Qian Xiaoxian and Lin Wei are really embarrassed to be together these days, she thinks, Lin Wei's hotel is really nothing, but Zhang Luo went home by herself, and Lin's mother didn't let her, she wanted to take the opportunity to help her cousin here, and then she could go home openly.

"You still live in Lin Wei's house, how beautiful the sea area is, you can have a good time." ”

However, my cousin changed her previous ideas of letting her cook and tutor the children's homework, and tried her best to push herself to Lin Wei.

Lin Wei didn't speak either, he hadn't talked to himself much in the past three days, Qian Xiaoxian felt that he had heard what he and Fang Yuan had said, he minded, and he was angry. The two of them are really not as normal as before, Qian Xiaoxian is avoiding him, and he is also avoiding her.

In the end, Qian Xiaoxian obediently followed Lin Wei home.

It was almost noon, and the cousin didn't leave them for lunch, and rushed into the bedroom, saying that Chenchen and Yangyang would not come back to eat at noon, she wanted to catch up on sleep, and asked Lin Wei to take her to a big meal in a commanding tone.

Qian Xiaoxian was angry, Lin Wei is you, you should call others as well as your husband?

On the way, Lin Wei said: "Don't go back and don't mention going home." ”

"Hmm. ”

Qian Xiaoxian replied obediently, because when she told her cousin just now that she wanted to stay, Lin Wei didn't speak, but she looked at her meaningfully a few times, and sure enough, when she left her cousin's house, he raised this question with a split head and a face.

Lin Wei saw that Qian Xiaoxian agreed so happily, he smiled: "So well-behaved?"

"It's useless to struggle, just be honest. ”

Just now, I was like a homeless puppy, wagging my tail and begging for please, but I was kicked out by my cousin, but fortunately, my little heart has long been adjusted by my cousin to be very strong.

But being disgusted by her cousin in front of Lin Wei made her feel very shameless, and now Lin Wei is a little domineering and strong, and she feels very warm.

Lin Wei suddenly turned his face and said with a smile: "Really, your mother didn't come back, if you move away like this, your cousin will misunderstand that we don't take good care of you." ”

"Okay. ”

Qian Xiaoxian spat out a weak word from her throat again.

"What's wrong?"

Lin Wei seems to be very interested, probably because he hasn't been home for three days, and he is very happy to go home, Qian Xiaoxian thinks so.

"Brother Lin, thank you. ”

"Then hurry up, I'll wait for you to invite me to dinner. ”

"yes, hurry up, I'm going crazy to stay like this. ”

"When your feet are ready, let's learn a driver's license. ”

"Huh?"

Qian Xiaoxian also thought about it, but she couldn't afford a car for the time being, besides, if she worked at her cousin's homestay, she didn't need a car at all, and her income couldn't afford to keep a car, she wanted to make money now, and she still had a debt of 640,000 yuan......

"My home is close to the driving school, it is convenient for you to learn to drive, and when your mother comes back, the license will also be in hand. ”

"I still want to find a job and then think about anything else. ”

"Are you worried about money? By the way, how much does your mother need to heal her illness?"

"No, not for this reason. ”

Lin Wei mentioned money, Qian Xiaoxian suddenly thought of the half-year lost work fee and the 10,000 yuan he gave as well as the medicine money he paid to his mother, she gave him these money several times, but he didn't want it.

She felt that she owed him too much, and she was really afraid that Lin Wei was raising money with her.

I have nothing to do with him, and I don't want to have anything to do with him, so why should I accept his help several times.

Lin Wei didn't insist, he casually opened the music card on the car, as Yang Yang said, it was really Lin Wei's self-playing and singing, it seemed to be Jay Chou's song.

When I heard the lyrics: "You said you were a little hard to chase, and you wanted me to retreat." ”

Qian Xiaoxian was not calm for a moment, is it such a coincidence, she has been thinking about it again in the past few days, the phone call between herself and Fang Yuan must have made him retreat, why did he retreat in the lyrics?

Lin Wei sang very well, and Qian Xiaoxian felt that he sang more professionally than Gao Jian.

Gao Jian's songs are very sad, and they are cappella, Qian Xiaoxian's mood at that time was sunny, and she didn't seem to feel the feelings in those songs.

However, during the days when the two were separated, and then rediscovered the song that Gao Jian sang to her, she was suddenly brought into the atmosphere of the song.

Qian Xiaoxian quietly used her mobile phone to find this "Confession Balloon" that has been circulating as a single. 》

Her heart was so flustered that she and Lin Wei had known each other for a long time, but when they chatted together, they had never officially talked about each other.

She and Gao Jian are different, they have seen each other's photos from childhood to the present, and they have seen the previous QQ talk.

Moreover, when the two chatted at night, they also talked to each other about the troubles and anecdotes of each other, and the misfortunes of each other's families, he and Gao Jian should have understood each other, but the topic of her and Lin Wei was only limited to various things in front of them.

They had a lot of time to talk about, but they just didn't have the opportunity to get to know each other.

It was in these three days, in Yangyang and Chenchen pestering him about the army, that Qian Xiaoxian learned about his life in the army.

He has been a squad leader, rescued people, arrested gangsters, made third-class merits, participated in martial arts competitions and won championships, and published reports in the army's internal publications.

He likes to sing the most, and has served as a host in various literary and artistic activities of the army, and there are several programs each time.

He not only likes to sing but also writes songs, and his mobile phone, his computer, and his car are all songs that he writes and composes by himself.

It turns out that in addition to his relationship with Wu Hui, there are more colorful things in his past.

Qian Xiaoxian is a little sour, why is her past as plain as water?

In addition to sending a few essays, and then writing it by myself, working in a homestay, serving my mother, in addition to humming a few words along with the original song, I don't have any special hobbies and interests, in Fang Yuan's words, there is no mood!

Yes, I'm busy making money, and I really don't understand the mood.

"Shall we have lunch here and walk around the park?"

When he was in a hurry, Lin Wei said and parked the car at the gate of Yiyuan Forest Park.

Qian Xiaoxian was stunned, here ......

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