"In this world, you are not only alive because you are going to live. Life is hard, but it's even harder to live. ”

The old lady suddenly spoke so civilly, which made Xia Jin a little uncomfortable, this chicken soup for the soul is really, really not to drink it or not to drink it.

"I'm not used to you talking like that. ”

Xia Jin, who started at the side, didn't want the old lady to see her tears.

"What? Do you think I'm just an ordinary old rural lady?

The old lady was unrelenting.

Xia Jin simply lowered her head, found a piece of clothing she usually wore, put it on the outside of the hospital gown, entered the bathroom, and sent a video back to her father.

After chatting for a while, he lied, saying that he was still working overtime in the hospital, so he asked his father not to be too tired, so he hung up the video, took off his clothes and went back to bed.

In this world, there are at least people who warm her heart, which is about to be cold.

As soon as she got back to bed, her mom's phone called.

She didn't want to pick up, and she didn't want to be arguing.

I don't want to make the mother and daughter turn against each other because of the house that my grandmother left to me.

Xia's mother, who made several calls in a row, finally sent a message to Xia Jin.

Xia Jin didn't listen.

"I said you're a person who doesn't like to answer the phone so much, so why do you want a call?" she wanted someone to call her.

It's a pity that there is no one who cares about themselves.

At first, I thought that if I was in the hospital, my son would definitely be anxious to take her home.

As a result, well, she really left her in the hospital without conscience, and she couldn't even see her for a week.

She's an old immortal, she was instigated by her daughter-in-law and was homeless.

She didn't say anything like this, young man, she couldn't bear the pressure of life.

Xia Jin didn't speak, and went to the private website of the central hospital.

It's still the old man's avatar, click in.

- Uncle, today is the saddest day I've ever had.

That strange uncle doesn't seem to be online.

Xia Jin, who sighed, gave up after waiting for a while.

Swiped his phone and leaned back on the bed.

I only heard a rumbling outside.

Ran to the window and opened the curtains.

Lightning and thunder.

Soon, the raindrops were crashing against the windows.

Loved to listen to the rain.

And he opened the curtains and listened.

"I don't know, it's noisy, do you know?" As a result, the aunt next to him came again.

I was sorry to disturb others, so I got off the ground, obediently closed the curtains, and returned to bed.

Fortunately, you can still hear the rain.

The two people in the ward were very quiet, and the old lady didn't know when she fell asleep.

But Xia Jin didn't feel sleepy, even if she didn't fall asleep last night.

It wasn't until half past nine in the evening that it was the time when the inpatient department went straight to visit.

A soaking wet, well-dressed woman rushed into the room.

"Xia Jin!"

With a slightly poignant tone.

Xia Jin leaned on it, wearing a hospital gown, looking at the woman in front of her, her hair was still dripping.

A wry smile rose into the corners of his mouth.

"You're not going to do it, are you?, and you're going to come to the hospital to settle accounts with me?"

She didn't answer the phone, but after she got the call back from an agent, she knew that her mother would definitely come to her for trouble.

It's just that I didn't expect that this anger was so grand, and I actually came to the hospital.

Or came with lightning and thunder outside.

I'm still soaking wet.

Xia Jin sighed and resigned herself to her fate.

"Why don't you answer the phone?"

Xia Jin didn't say anything, went to the bathroom, and took the clean bath towel she hung there.

"Wipe it, don't look back, it's cold and it's on me again. ”

Throw the bath towel to Xia's mother.

"Why don't you answer the phone, why don't you tell me?"

"Ms. Tang, this is the hospital, pay attention to your voice. ”

"Xia Jin, I'm your mother! Why are you?

Xia's mother cried, a little hysterical.

Xia Jin panicked in her heart.

The old lady next door was woken up, but she didn't speak.

Waiting for Xia's mother's mood to stabilize a little, she raised her head, for the first time in so many years, she looked at Xia Jin in front of her carefully.

In a trance, it seems that she is still the girl with pigtails.

In the blink of an eye, she grew up.

But why, why didn't she tell her that she had such a disease? She was her mother.

"I'm sorry, but I'm the head of the household on the title deed, and you can't kick me out and let you down. ”

Xia's mother froze in place, tears mixed with the rain in her hair.

"Do you hate me like that?"

The first time I found out, it turned out that my daughter hated herself.

She didn't know what she was doing wrong.

For her, she tried her best to give her a better life, better than, better than the poor ghost father who followed her, right?

Why? Why did she do so much, and in the end, she still hated herself, and was indifferent to herself from the bottom of her heart.

"No, it's late, you should go back, I won't stay longer. ”

So much happened on this day. The heart is uncomfortably tight.

She wants to ease down, she wants to be quiet for a while, does this kind of thought become a luxury?

Xia's mother suddenly found that she didn't know how to get along with her daughter, and she didn't know at all.

If it weren't for today, Xiao Xuan knew that she was going to rent out Xia Jin's house, if Xiao Xuan hadn't told her that Xia Jin had kidney disease, how long would she have to hide herself?

Fortunately, fortunately, it is not very serious.

The discovery was timely.

got up, walked to the bed in a trance, and turned back to look at Xia Jin.

"I know about your illness, I will help you contact the best hospital abroad, the best doctor, don't think about anything, take care of your illness, everything, there is a mother." ”

Mother Xia didn't know what kind of tone she should say.

But these words are already her tone that has softened to the limit.

"I'm sorry for you, I believe in the medical standards in China, I believe in the doctors in the central hospital, I won't go abroad. ”

Xia Jin refused indifferently.

Mother Xia frowned.

"Are you still so self-righteous Xia Jin, let me tell you, you were born by me, even if you want to die, you have to get my consent, otherwise, you don't want to. ”

Mother Xia's face tightened suddenly.

Xia Jin smiled bitterly, until now, he still insists on going his own way, forget it, forget it, people who don't agree with the three views, saying more than a word is like wasting their lives.

"This lady, the way you love your children is not supposed to be like this, although the child was born by you, but she is now an independent individual, and you feel that the way you love her is not something she can accept."

The old lady in the next bed spoke again.

If she hadn't seen her ability to make a fuss, Xia Jin would really have mistaken her for a knowledgeable old lady.

Well, sure enough, everyone has a potential split personality.

The old lady in the bed next to her is a clear example of being busy.

Xia's mother stopped and looked at the old lady on the next bed.

Nodding at the old lady, she turned and walked out of the room.

"Your mother's personality is a little awkward. ”

Xia Jin ignored the old lady and lay on the bed, covering her head with a quilt.

"Little girl, don't be in the blessing and don't know the blessing, there is a father who cares about you, and an awkward mother who can't express it, but wants to be good to you in the way she loves you, and has a young and handsome boyfriend like Dr. Si, what a beautiful life, now it's just a little sick and wants to die or live, it's really useless. ”

……

Xia Jin fell asleep under the old lady's broken thoughts.

In a daze, she felt someone sitting on the edge of her bed.

"Xiao Jin. Warm hands held her hand.

Yes, Si Xiao.

But she didn't want to wake up, she didn't want to face Si Xiao.

I don't know how to face Si Xiao.

I just didn't open my eyes.

This night, I slept a little uncomfortable, but fortunately, I woke up and it was dawn the next day.

The aunt who cleaned the ward cleaned up and eliminated the poison before Xia Jin got up.

The old lady in the next bed was already up.

The breakfast at the hospital was a bit of a clear soup and little water.

But Xia Jin still ate it.

Thinking about it, in a few days, I will return the food money to Si Xiao.

She doesn't want to take advantage of others.

As soon as she finished breakfast, Xia's mother came, holding a thermos box in her hand.

glanced at the breakfast that Xia Jin placed in front of him.

It's a little embarrassing.

"Who's your doctor?" I'll talk to him in a moment. ”

Mother Xia sat next to Xia Jin and spoke.

Xia Jin didn't speak.

She didn't want her mom to come here, she didn't.

I really can't afford to be alone with her mother.

"You can't even talk to me now?" Xia's mother frowned.

Isn't everything she does for her good?

Not obedient at all, disobedient since childhood.

It's hard to tell who is good and who is bad.

Mother Xia, who clenched her fists, tried her best to restrain her temper.

Xia Jin stretched out her hand and opened the breakfast brought by Xia's mother, millet porridge, fried eggs, and small green vegetables.

"Eat well, return the food to you, I have received your concern for me, don't come to the hospital again in the future, and don't tell my father about my illness. ”

After saying it in one breath, he helped pack up his things and gave them back to Xia's mother.

"What's the matter with you kid?" Mother Xia stood up.

The eye sockets become red.

Is it wrong for her to care about her children, and why should she treat her mother with such an attitude?

"I'm sorry, I may not be your happy child, but having Lu Xuan is enough, isn't it? He is your hope, so you don't need to come again. ”

Even getting along with her mother who can make her breathless.

She knew it wasn't right, but she couldn't.

Xia's mother dragged the thermos box, turned around and walked out of the ward.

Xia Jin secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

yes, don't come again. Don't come again.

"You girl, you really don't know how to be grateful. Do you have to make the relationship between mother and daughter so stiff?"

The old lady's voice came.