Chapter 75: How to decide?
"You better think about what is going on in your own family. Although he didn't want to say this, but the words had already been spoken, did Xia Jin even have a chance to regret it.
Sure enough, the old lady didn't speak.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. "It's just that I'm in a bad mood and have nowhere to vent.
She's in a terrible mood right now.
"Forget it, every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, and you can understand it in your heart. ”
The old lady didn't speak, and complained in her heart that Xia Jin was a white-eyed wolf.
It's really good to be kind, but this is the person who can talk to her more than she has been hospitalized for so long.
Hey, okay, it turns out that people dislike her for talking too much.
That's not going to work.
The two of them were speechless for a while.
You can't just stare at it, can you?
got up, fetched water, and by the way, helped the old lady's kettle to change the hot water.
I waited for the doctor who came to the ward round today.
The report of Xia Jin's examination yesterday was already in the hands of that doctor.
The doctor looked at Xia Jin.
Finally, I asked about my health, and then I asked about your family in the summer.
In the end, he said that Xia Jin would go to his office after half past ten to discuss how to treat the disease.
Time in the hospital is always boring.
I remembered the words I left yesterday for the anonymous doctor on the website.
Sure enough, the doctor she had never met replied to her.
- Don't think about the bad in the depths, but think about the good in the depths.
- The positive side is the negative side, and the negative side is the positive side.
- Listen to your own heart. Feel the beauty around you.
Three messages.
"Sure enough, do people like chicken soup when they're old?" Xia Jin smiled bitterly.
At around ten o'clock, Xia Jin went to the doctor's office.
"Dr. Lee. ”
"Well, Xiao Xia, sit down. As he spoke, he looked for Xia Jin from a push of information.
After finding it, he pulled it out, looked at it, and frowned slightly.
"Xiao Xia, do you know about your illness?" Dr. Li said.
"Yes. "Otherwise, how could you be hospitalized?
"I want you to be prepared. At the beginning, there is still a chance that the lesion can be cured with medication, but you are obviously serious to the middle stage of kidney cancer. So, I hope you can have a number. ”
"Dr. Lee, please speak. ”
Xia Jin and Dr. Li also met for the first time, so they were straight to the point.
Don't worry too much.
"There are two options for the treatment of your disease, one is conservative treatment, but this conservative treatment does not have any chance of curing you, and in the advanced stage, you will be very painful. Do you see what I mean?"
Xia Jin nodded.
How could she not know that conservative treatment, not to mention the cost of medicine, just the pain of being tortured in the late stage could make her worse than dead.
Of course, the end result is still a death,
"What about the second option? is to remove the diseased kidney, which requires a certain amount of risk, but the final result is only a few more years. So, Xiao Xia, do you want to discuss with your family how to choose?"
Doctor Li looked at Xia Jin.
Xia Jin opened her mouth.
There was a bit of confusion in my heart.
How could she not know that even if the diseased kidney was removed, she would live a few more years carefree at most.
You don't have to endure the long-term pain of illness.
But you need to take the risk of surgery, and of course, in the end, you just have to live a few more years.
Conservative treatment is not beneficial compared to surgery.
But the end result is a death.
Hehe, you have to die early and late, don't you?
"I'll think about it first. Xia Jin was in a trance.
Dr. Lee nodded.
"Well, it's best to talk to your family, because the cost of surgery is not a small amount. ”
Xia Jin smiled and nodded, turned around and walked out of the office.
She didn't go straight back to the ward.
Instead, I went downstairs and went for a walk in the back garden of the hospital.
But it rained last night, Xia Jin wore these slippers, and the road was very wet.
Even so, she didn't want to go back to the ward.
"Hey, who am I? What a coincidence. A figure stopped in front of Xia Jin,
Zhou Chen.
Xia Jin didn't even have the strength to roll his eyes.
Sideways to bypass.
I really can't understand why they all arrived at the hospital, how can they meet like this.
"You're in a hospital gown? Really, what a coincidence, you're hospitalized too? On that floor? It just so happens that I'm hospitalized too. Why don't you have anything to do with it?"
Xia Jin, who was already upset, suddenly raised her head and looked at Zhou Chen, who was standing, oh no, it was Zhou Chen sitting in front of her.
Only then did his gaze fall on Zhou Chen's feet with a plaster cast.
It turned out that the prodigal broke his foot. It's awesome.
"Well, hello, goodbye. Where is she in the mood to entangle with Zhou Chen, as for how his foot is broken, it is not her concern.
I just want to come out and breathe, breathe.
"Hey, Xia Jin, you're ruthless like this, you're an old acquaintance, besides, I've just been a little inconvenient with my legs and feet recently, and it doesn't mean that I won't continue to pursue you. ”
obviously has a broken foot and is in a wheelchair, but he can still follow her all the way.
The irritable Xia Jin ran forward, and Zhou Chen, who was behind him, pushed his wheelchair to chase after him.
When Zhou Chen chased Xia Jin, he saw Xia Jin standing at the entrance of the inpatient department, looking at a car of some people, carrying a deceased person covered with a white cloth.
"Let's go, what's so nice about this, bad luck. Zhou Chen frowned, stretched out his hand, and dragged Xia Jin.
Xia Jin didn't move, standing in place. Looking at the grief-stricken appearance of family members.
My heart was throbbing, and my tears were about to fall.
Only this time, she held back.
"You say, where do people go when they die?"
Zhou Chen heard Xia Jin's indifferent words, and looked up at the woman standing beside him who was wearing a hospital gown and seemed to have lost a lot of weight compared to before, inexplicably, and suddenly felt a little distressed.
Damn, what is he distressed about, isn't the purpose of his approach to her just to be ashamed?
The more sad she is, the happier he should be?
His eyes fell on the bag on Xia Jin's wrist.
Eight floors with 26 beds, Xia Jin.
Hmph, even if he doesn't say it, he knows now, Xia Jin, you can't run away.
Zhou Chen didn't answer Xia Jin's words, and Xia Jin didn't expect Zhou Chen to answer.
just quietly watched the family pick up the deceased patient at home,
Until the car went away, Xia Jin was still standing in place.
On a rainy day, the climate was a little cold, Xia Jin only wore a single dress, and the whole person was cold to the bone.
But she stood there as if she was unconscious, not knowing what she was thinking.
Zhou Chen urged several times, but Xia Jin didn't seem to hear it.
Until Zhou Chen went back to the ward to get dressed and came back, Xia Jin was still there.
I don't know what shit is, so I actually handed the coat on my body to Xia Jin.
"Take it and wear it. ”
8th Floor, Department of Internal Medicine, Inpatient Building.
Zhou Chen even found out whether Xia Jin would have an endocrine disorder, so he was admitted to the Department of Internal Medicine.
Anyway, it's a vain question to ask, and when he goes to the eighth floor another day, he will ask the nurse at the front desk to know.
Xia Jin didn't pick up Zhou Chen's clothes, turned around, and entered the inpatient building.
Because Zhou Chen is in a wheelchair, where can he catch up with Xia Jin.
Xia Jin here didn't care about Zhou Chen, took the elevator by himself, returned to his ward, lay on the bed, and wrapped himself in a quilt.
The old lady opened her mouth to say something, but she couldn't.
After a while, Zhou Chen chased after him.
"Hey, I said, Xia Jin, you just left a patient at the elevator like this? Don't you know how to do me a favor? Anyway, we are also a couple who have dating. ”
Zhou Chen came in with a big grin, for fear that others would not know that Xia Jin had been in a relationship with him.
However, Xia Jin did not respond to Zhou Chen.
But Zhou Chen just stayed in Xia Jin's ward and didn't leave.
"Hey, young man, what's the matter with you and her?" the old lady didn't want to deal with Xia Jin.
But that doesn't mean you don't talk to others, especially when the guy who comes in looks pretty handsome.
Zhou Chen saw an old lady smiling at him, her eyes rolled, and she pushed her wheelchair to the old lady's side.
The two of them chatted like this, and the old lady's attitude was exceptionally good.
At first, Xia Jin was still immersed in her own sadness, but the sound of the bed next door was getting louder and louder.
That Zhou Chen actually compared her with him when she fell in love. Especially the embarrassing things that Xia Jin did and said it.
It made the old lady rattle and tremble, well, an old chrysanthemum.
Xia Jin, who gritted her teeth, finally couldn't bear it anymore and smashed the pillow directly towards Zhou Chen.
"You, I don't want to see you. ”
"Grandma Gao, do you know what it's called?" Zhou Chen stretched out his hand and caught the pillow that Xia Jin had smashed over.
The old lady's tears of laughter were about to come out, and she hurriedly asked, "What is it?"
"Of course it is, beating is kissing and scolding is love, I won't just go abroad for a few years, she has to break up with me, I am back to China now, and she still ignores my love after her again, I am really pitiful to you. ”
Xia Jin looked at Zhou Chen's eyes open and talking nonsense, and he couldn't get up and beat him.
Well, she did the same.
His leg is lame, see if it's not her Xia Jin is lame,
I have nowhere to vent my emotions.
"I'll go. You come for real. ”
Seeing Xia Jin going crazy, Zhou Chen was about to run away when he withdrew the wheelchair.
However, he was unable to move, so Xia Jin snatched the pillow in his hand and hammered him violently.
"Zhou Chen is really a stinky and shameless person, going abroad? It's so embarrassing? Why don't you have any points in your heart to break up? Do you want me to make this matter public?"
"Hey, hey, okay, okay, I'm wrong, don't fight, what should I do if my handsome face is broken?"
While resisting Xia Jin's attack, he had to say two sentences back.
"That's just right, so you don't have to go out all day to deceive the little girl, I'm doing it for the people. ”
finally seized the opportunity to teach Zhou Chen a lesson, can she give up?
"Oh, Dr. Si, when did you come?"
The old lady said suddenly.
Xia Jin paused, looked up at the door, empty, where was Si Xiao.