Xu Feiran was woken up by being pinched.

The doctor suggested giving her some tranquilizers to let her sleep, but Xu Kai thought about it and decided to listen to Xu Feiran, and woke up directly, just asking the doctor to hang some nutrient solution for her.

Xu Kai is a civil servant, and he is more rational than emotional.

The truth is so tragic, Xu Feiran can only face it.

Xu Feiran woke up, looked at the white chandelier on the roof, and subconsciously looked around.

Doctors and nurses Xu Kai, Liu Xiu, Li Rong, and Zhou Die, are all here, and this is a ward.

Xu Kai said in a hoarse voice: "Bandits, this is the ward, you lie down, let's discuss while taking a drip." ”

Xu Feiran nodded indifferently.

Her head hurt, her chest hurt, and her eyes hurt so much that it was hard to open.

The appearance of my brother was imprinted in my mind, and one scar after another was burned until the flesh and blood were blurred.

The flesh is blurry, the flesh is blurry.

As soon as the scene was thought, Xu Feiran trembled in pain and was on the verge of convulsions.

The doctor stared at her and said very seriously: "Miss Xu, you must control yourself, otherwise, I can only give you diazepam." ”

Xu Feiran vigorously lifted his hand without a needle and pounded it his chest.

She wanted to use the pain of her body to drive away the pain of her soul.

Xu Kai was so frightened that he stood up and was about to make a move, but the doctor stopped him.

The doctor watched Xu Feiran beat himself a few times, then held her hand with one hand, pressed her forehead with the other hand and slowly pushed back: "Lie down, take a deep breath." Inhale vigorously and exhale again. Suck again. ”

Xu Feiran felt that she couldn't hold on again, and she knew that she couldn't fall again.

Obediently followed the doctor to inhale and exhale inhale and exhale, and after a few comings and going, she calmed down slightly.

The doctor looked at her and sighed slightly, and said to everyone, "Something called us." Miss Xu, if she was uncomfortable, she immediately adjusted her breathing. ”

Xu Feiran nodded indifferently.

Xu Kai looked at her with an anxious expression: "Bandit, you really have to hold on, now, everyone is looking at you." ”

Xu Feiran swallowed the fishy sweetness in his mouth, and his thoughts fell back little by little: "Has the police opened a case for investigation?"

As soon as he opened his mouth, his throat was painful, and his voice was hoarse and rough.

Xu Kai nodded: "The case has been filed, and it has also been investigated on the spot." The driver turned himself in. The surveillance video was also retrieved, and the feedback was a normal traffic accident. ”

Xu Feiran looked at Li Rong: "Has my mother-in-law arrived?"

Li Rong nodded: "The airport has already received it." ”

"Bring it to me. ”

"What about Lu Yu?" Xu Feiran's mind turned very slowly, and his words were very low and slow.

She forced herself to think about it little by little, and deal with it little by little.

"Haven't gotten off the plane yet. ”

"Come to me when you arrive. ”

"In our temple or among the people, is there a helping teacher?" Xu Feiran suddenly asked urgently.

She suddenly remembered this matter just now, and her heart ached, and she complained very much about how she could forget this.

Xu Kai looked at Liu Xiu and then at Li Rong, both a little puzzled.

In the end, Li Rong guessed slightly: "Feiran, are you talking about chanting scriptures?"

Xu Feiran nodded, looking very anxious: "Those who recite scriptures, especially those who believe in Buddhism and chant scriptures specifically for the prayer of the dead." ”

She had heard that when a person dies, having someone to help them read the scriptures is a great benefit to the departed person.

Although she didn't understand what this benefit was, as long as it was good for her brother, she would do it.

She saw that Xu Kai was still wrinkling her eyebrows and thinking, and urged: "Ask someone to go to the temple to find it, look for it everywhere, and invite it." As long as there is, please come back sincerely. Go now. ”

She vaguely remembered saying that the sooner such a help, the better.

Liu Xiu hurriedly took out his mobile phone: "I'll arrange someone to go immediately." Don't worry, bandit. Right away. After saying that, she dialed the phone and gave a quick and detailed order.

Xu Feiran looked at her and said softly: "Call more people to look for it, go for it through various channels, and you must find it." ”

Liu Xiu nodded as he commanded.

Xu Feiran's mind was thinking quickly, what else can be done for his brother, good for his brother?

She was anxious to think about it, but she couldn't think of it anymore.

Tears rolled down unconsciously. If she is here, even if it is rescue, she will not be able to think of anything except chanting scriptures.

Li Rong hurriedly took out a tissue to wipe her tears: "Bandits, there are many things." Stop the tears. ”

Xu Feiran looked at Li Rong: "Sister Rong, you ask the old man in your family, what does the family do to be good to him besides chanting the scriptures when he leaves." ”

Li Rong's heart was sour, she endured the hot flashes that rushed to her eyes, and nodded: "Okay, I'll ask." ”

She turned to the door.

Xu Kai looked down at her: "Bandits, the hospital can't be left for a long time." Either go to the morgue or go to the funeral home. ”

One by one, the nouns slashed through Xu Feiran's heart, and the flesh and blood flew up.

Xu Feiran looked at Xu Kai word by word: "Take it home." ”

Xu Kai frowned. His younger sister is smart and beautiful, and her face is well-behaved, but she has actually been arrogant and stubborn since she was a child.

"Bandits, this is not appropriate. You can't just think about it, you have to think about your aunt and uncle and your parents, they are not suitable for stimulation. This matter can only be avoided by trying to avoid it. As soon as your aunt woke up, she cried and shouted that she wanted to go to see Yiran, and she fainted once she saw it, and she couldn't do it again. ”

Zhao Xu is a family, and this bunch of things, whether it is suitable or not, he must assist Xu Feiran to do it well.

"I can't go back to home. Xu Feiran's eyes were blank and empty.

"It's not that I can't go back. Definitely back. The physical body is only the sustenance of the spirit. You want to go back and don't care about the form. Xu Kai repeatedly found reasons to explain.

Xu Feiran was silent for a long time, and she said in a low voice: "Borrow that operating room from the hospital for three more days, and ask the master to come and recite the three-day scriptures." Then send my brother to be cremated. Let's go back to heaven and earth. Xu Feiran's eyes were sore and dry, and it was difficult to shed too many tears.

Xu Kai frowned, it was already a great accommodation for the hospital to agree not to go to the morgue for the time being. It's still the dean's face for the sake of the Zhao family.

Xu Feiran said in a low voice: "Sister Xiuxiu, you go to talk to the hospital, if you can't be accommodating, donate a sum of money to the hospital." ”

Liu Xiu nodded.

Xu Kai breathed a sigh of relief, this is the reason why the bandits must preside. People and property, she is the master, and she can allocate it at will.

"The company is going to work normally today and does not respond to any inquiries. Later, I will see my uncle and make specific arrangements. Du Can, how is Sister Du Can?" Xu Feiran thought of these things little by little.

My brother must be unwilling to go, maybe he is still looking at her. If she makes a mess of the family company, her brother will definitely get angry and scold her.

Pathos welled up in my mind, and my eyes tingled.

Zhou Die's eyes on Xu Feiran all the time, she pulled a tissue and wiped it for Xu Feiran, then looked at the tissue and looked at the people who were talking to the bandits in horror.

She was stunned and got up and went out to find the nurse.

Liu Xiu's expression was gloomy, and he was also in a strong spirit: "Du Can has finished surgery and is in the intensive care unit." If you can wake up these two days, you should be fine. ”

Xu Feiran Mumu nodded: "Ask someone to take good care of her and her father." Don't be afraid to spend money, don't go from Deya, it's all mine. Sister Rong, I have a card in my bag, any inconvenient expenses, Sister Rong, you use my mobile banking login to pay. The password is xxxxxx."

Liu Xiu nodded: "Okay." Du Can's father has already come. Arranged for someone to accompany him. ”

Zhou Die handed the tissue with the red mark to the nurse, the nurse looked at it and sighed: "I'll prescribe some eye drops, she is crying too much." I'll get another hot towel for her later. ”

Zhou Die's thanks again and again.

Turning around and entering the ward, I happened to meet Secretary Liu Xiu with Professor Lin and his party.

Professor Lin's face was full of sorrow and anxiety, and his steps were like the wind.

Zhou Die hurriedly helped push open the door.

Professor Lin saw Xu Feiran half-lying on the hospital bed at a glance, his face was pale, his eyes were red and swollen, and his lips had turned purple and black, and he still had scars one after another.

Professor Lin felt a pain in his heart and stepped forward quickly.

Xu Feiran raised her eyes and saw Professor Lin running towards her, the hard shell that was forcibly supported collapsed at once, and she threw herself into Professor Lin's arms, crying loudly.

Heartache, headache, eye pain, pain all over the body, pain that the body can't bear.

Professor Lin's heart was broken, hugged her, patted and comforted: "Bandits, bandits, mom knows, mom hurts too." Mom knows. ”

Wu Nuan stood next to him silently and shed tears.

Xu Kai watched anxiously, he quietly approached Fei Chen, they had met at the wedding.

Xu Kai sighed and said softly: "You have to persuade the bandits, the bandits can't cry anymore." She'd fainted once. vomited blood, she had to hold on, and the family had to rely on her to preside over it. ”

Fei Chen nodded solemnly. Shao Rui frowned and looked sadly.

The world is impermanent.

Fei Chen stepped forward and grabbed Xu Feiran and Professor Lin: "Second aunt, bandit, don't cry." Second aunt, the bandits will not be able to support it if they cry again. You'll have to convince her, there's a lot more to do. ”

Professor Lin's heart ached, her poor bandit.

Professor Lin hugged Xu Feiran, who was crying more and more angrily, his heart sank, and he straightened her hard, Feichen and Wu Nuan hurriedly joined hands, and Zhou Die went out to call the nurse.

The doctor woke up Xu Feiran again, frowning and stern: "If you don't want to use calm, you can't cry anymore." You're going to be blind. ”

The nurse sighed and carefully gave Xu Feiran a cold compress.

I wanted to apply a hot compress before, but the capillary bleeding was so serious that I could only apply a cold compress.

The nurse said gently, "You close your eyes, and I'll put it on and give you some potion." Don't cry. ”

The nurse really wanted to coax her, and she cried so pitifully.

Xu Feiran closed his eyes and nodded weakly.

Under the cold stimulation of her forehead and eyes, she was slightly awake: "Is Brother Shao Rui here?"

Fei Chen was just about to answer, Shao Rui took a few steps closer: "Feiran, I'm here." You said. ”

Xu Feiran froze: "I always feel that there is something wrong with my brother's matter. I would like to ask you to check it out. Here in Cloud City, you are looking for my cousin Xu Kai. ”

Xu Kai hurriedly stretched out his hand.

Shao Rui stretched out his hand: "Then I'll go out and have a look first." ”

Xu Feiran said softly: "Thank you." ”

Shao Rui sighed secretly: "Feiran, the more times like this, the more calm you have to be, especially when you still suspect that things are boring." Remember, don't just grieve yourself without doing anything, and that's no fun. ”

Shao Rui motioned to Xu Kai and went out together.

Xu Feiran was stunned and nodded.

Professor Lin touched her hand: "Bandit, Fei Heng has been informed, and Fei Heng has already left to come back." ”

Will Fei Heng come back? Xu Feiran wanted to open her eyes, but was held down by the nurse, she couldn't help but ask Fei Chen: "Big brother, Fei Heng's environment is not good, it's best to rush back, if you can't come back, you must tell him, safety first." ”

Fei Chen knew what she meant, and nodded again and again: "Don't worry, there is no problem." I'll be bullish. ”

Xu Feiran didn't speak again.

Professor Lin endured his sadness and sighed secretly: "Bandit, is it convenient for me to go to see your parents, uncles, and aunts now?"

Xu Feiran shook his head: "Wait a minute, I haven't gone yet." When I turned around, you and my sister-in-law helped me stay with my mother and aunt. My brother," Xu Feiran burst into tears, and her eyes tingled: "My brother is as important as me in my mother's heart, and she and my aunt will definitely not be able to hold on." Big brother, you help me watch my uncle and my dad. ”

If Fei Heng can return, it is best. Uncle and father, Fei Heng can still accompany him.

In this house, in the next few days, people need to accompany them day and night, always people from the company or outsiders, it is estimated that it is difficult to persevere.

Professor Lin and Fei Chen agreed again and again.

After applying some ice and some potion, Xu Feiran's eyes could barely open, and she instructed Zhou Die: "Pour me a cup of hot water and wash my face." ”

Zhou Die hurriedly acted.

Xu Feiran suddenly remembered what happened before: "Sister Rong, did you ask?"

Li Rong took a deep breath and said softly: "Bandits, it's good to ask lay people or Buddhist friends to help with recitation, Buddhism focuses on the soul, and the physical body is not important after three days." ”

Xu Feiran asked Professor Lin in a daze: "Mom, I asked someone to come over to help my brother be cremated in three days, do you think there is anything else to do? or how to do it?"

Professor Lin looked at her sadly: "That's fine. ”

Xu Feiran nodded: "Sister Xiuxiu, have you found it?"

Liu Xiu hurriedly replied: "I found a few, I am already on the way over, and I am still looking for them, and I plan to arrange a shift, and I will read it in shifts without interruption." These laymen also informed their senior brothers in the field, saying that they would leave immediately to rush over. ”

Xu Feiran held back tears: "Okay." Arrange for someone to take good care of them and thank them well. We have to arrange someone to accompany us," Xu Feiran hesitated: "It's okay for our people not to enter the house, but someone outside the house must be taken care of at any time, and the hospital nurse is also scheduled to take care of it, and we will seal the hardship fee." Also, open a few VIP wards as rest areas. Or look at what hotel is near the hospital, open a few rooms, and arrange food and lodging well, and be respectful. ”

Liu Xiu nodded again and again: "Don't worry, I will arrange it." ”

Xu Feiran suddenly thought: "When the layman arrives, you tell me, I'm going to take a look." ”

Xu Feiran didn't know if they wanted to be accompanied by their families, so she had to go over and ask clearly.

Liu Xiu hesitated and nodded: "Okay." ”

Xu Feiran slowly sat up straight: "Mom, let's go over and see my uncle, aunt and father." ”

Professor Lin hurriedly helped her: "Okay." ”

Xu Feiran was actually a little afraid of seeing the grief of her elders, which would make her even more painful.

However, she had to face it.

The brother is gone, and they are left with her.

She can't just be afraid of the pain.

My aunt and my mother were in a ward, quietly, both of them were asleep on a drip, accompanied by my aunt and Liu Xiu's mother.

Xu Feiran quietly looked at her aunt and mother who were also in a coma and looked grieved, and she couldn't hold back her tears, so she had to raise her head and try not to let the tears roll down continuously.

The eldest aunt touched Xu Feiran distressedly, and said softly: "It's so Feiran, you have to hold on." They all woke up, but they couldn't hold on, and the doctor said that they could only let them fall asleep first. However, the next time I wake up, I can't be so calm anymore. You'll have to persuade you to go back. Ah, you have to hold on to yourself before you can persuade them. ”

Xu Feiran nodded vigorously.

Uncle and father were in the same room, and the uncle was asleep, his face sad and vicissitudes.

Dad was lying there on a drip, the whole person seemed to be one or twenty years old in an instant, his hair was gray, his eyelids were red and swollen, and when he saw Xu Feiran, tears flowed.

Xu Feiran possessed him and hugged him, and his father choked up like a child: "Feiran, Feiran, Yiran,"

Xu Feiran endured his grief and patted his father: "Dad, I'm back, I'll deal with it." You hold on. ”

Dad choked up and responded: "You have to hold on, uncle, aunt, your mother, it's all up to you." ”

Xu Feiran nodded.

After comforting his father and lying down again, Xu Feiran looked at his uncle.

My uncle's hair was all white, and even his eyebrows were white, it was really white overnight.

His face was puffy and pale, his eyelids were tightly closed, and he seemed to be unable to bear to look directly at this sudden vicissitudes of life.

Uncle Liu and Uncle Liu stayed by the side.

Xu Feiran said softly to Fei Chen: "Big brother, you can help me keep this and watch it, and call me when you wake up." ”

Fei Chen nodded repeatedly.

Uncle Liu got up and pulled Xu Feiran to the door and walked a few steps towards the door: "Feiran, the counseling team of the brokerage is still there, and Du Can is also seriously injured, at this time,"

Xu Feiran nodded: "Well, I probably know the progress." Later, I'll find someone to take over, and I'll have to ask you to help hold on to the overall situation. ”

Liu Jianguo nodded: "Don't worry, Uncle will definitely support it with all his might." ”

Alas, the company is finally going public, this time, alas!

Liu Jianguo looked at his old friend and partner who had been in a coma on the hospital bed for many years, and he felt a lot of affection.

Fifty knows the destiny of heaven in life, and sixty is obedient.

This fifty has passed the point where sixty is about to arrive, how can I know the destiny of heaven, where can I hear it!

Xu Feiran silently watched the elders come out, and was informed that the layman had arrived.

Xu Feiran raised his foot and said to Liu Xiu: "Sister Xiuxiu, take me over." ”

Liu Xiu hesitated.

Xu Feiran sighed: "Sister, I listen to the layman for everything." Brother, I have ascended to heaven as an elder brother. The flesh is just to make the last appeasement. ”

When I was a child, I was frightened by the stories of gods and ghosts, but at this time, I am glad that there is still this thought in this world.

But when I think of my childhood, I think of my brother. She didn't dare to think about it again.

There are also many members of the charity association who believe in Buddhism, but fortunately, she occasionally has the patience to listen.

In this way, she can only find enlightenment from metaphysics and Buddhism, and rely on the firm belief that her brother will go to a better place.

Yes, a person as good as my brother will definitely go to a better place. This world is just a practice for him.

Liu Xiu looked at Xu Feiran, who was haggard and sad but faintly calm, and hesitantly raised her step and took her over.

Xu Feiran was sincerely grateful to these plainly dressed laymen, they joined together to salute, not sad or happy, their demeanor was gentle and calm, and they were not comforted or had no other words, standing or sitting, or even sitting cross-legged on the ground, and began to chant.

Xu Feiran quietly pulled one of them: "Do relatives need to be accompanied?"

The other party looked at her gently: "It's good to have us." You are in charge of affairs. Don't worry, we'll give him a ride. ”

Xu Feiran endured the tears of emotion and thanked him in a low voice.

Xu Feiran looked at the people who might be familiar or strange under the white cloth, closed his eyes, and recited the Buddha's name silently.

The Buddha said that the continuity of birth and death is impermanence, and the Buddha also said that all omissions are suffering.

Because of you, I believe that the life and death of the soul are not extinguished, and because of you, I have tasted all kinds of emotions as suffering.

Brother, the Buddha also said that there is no self in all laws, and Nirvana is silent.

In another world or in another form, you have to be well.

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