Chapter 160: Thoughts

When it was almost noon, Li Rong came in and pulled Xu Feiran out, saying that Lu Yu and Shen Feng had arrived in the parking lot, and they wanted to come up and have a look.

Xu Feiran looked back at the white cloth surrounded by the laymen, and slowly shook his head: "Take it to the ward where I was given an intravenous drip before." We also passed. ”

She doesn't want people close to her to see her brother's appearance again, so let everyone keep her brother's brilliant and handsome appearance as a nostalgia for this life.

Xu Feiran turned around and ordered the people guarding the door in a low voice: "Take a good look at what the laymen need." Thank you for your hard work. ”

The man on duty should be Deya's staff, and he nodded respectfully with red eyes: "Don't worry, I will keep it." ”

Xu Feiran nodded, glanced at the undulating silhouette under the white cloth again, looked away in a hurry, endured the stinging pain in his eyes, cheered up, and went out with Li Rong.

Lu Yu and Shen Feng's eyes were all red, and Shen Feng also wiped his eyes with his hands from time to time.

As soon as they saw Xu Feiran, both of them were stunned, they seemed to be frightened by Xu Feiran's appearance, they were in a trance, both of them were in tears, and an arrow stepped forward, and the two of them hugged Xu Feiran together, whimpering.

Although the people who went to pick them up repeatedly told them not to cry again when they saw the bandits, saying that the bandits had fainted to death once, vomited blood, and cried and bleed in their eyes. However, he silently swallowed tears all the way, and when he saw the bandits like this again, the pain in his heart instantly became like a flood that discharged the floodgates, and he completely lost control.

Xu Feiran stood upright, letting the two big men hug him and cry profusely.

Her tears rolled out, and her eyes stinged, but she couldn't control it.

Li Rong Zhou Die was stunned for a moment, and immediately endured the infinite desolation in her heart, and stepped forward to comfort her: "Take it away, you can't cry anymore, bandits, your eyes will be blind." ”

If I can get my brother back if I'm blind, I'm willing. The stinging pain in his eyes was insignificant compared to the sorrow in his heart.

Lu Yu was the first to stop, he straightened up, looking at Xu Feiran's red and swollen eyes that he could barely open and the slightly red tear stains on his miserable white face, his heart ached and blamed himself, his lips trembled, and his upper and lower teeth cracked slightly.

As a lawyer, although he does not do criminal litigation, he has seen a lot of tragic scenes, but when this tragedy is inflicted on his brothers and family, he understands how painful it is.

Lu Yu raised his hand to push up Shen Feng, who was crying profusely, and supported Xu Feiran: "Shen Feng, don't cry, my sister still needs us to take care of it." Bandits, don't cry, your eyes can't stand it. However, he persuaded others not to cry, but the tears in his eyes couldn't stop flowing.

Shen Feng stood up straight, his tall body still shaking, like a helpless child.

Li Rong handed over the wet towel: "Bandit, wipe it." Drip the potion. ”

Lu Yu took it and wiped her eyes carefully, but the more she wiped Xu Feiran's tears.

In the past, when she cried, when she was uncomfortable, her brother took care of her like this, saying disgust in his mouth, but his actions were so gentle and loving.

My brother would apply red potion to her when she was injured in a fight with someone, carry her when she sprained her foot, and wait for her at the door of the classroom to go to dinner or go for a run. He would even stand at the door of the women's toilet and wait for her when he went out to play.

The brother would take her to school with his luggage, and then rub her head in the eyes of many people and pretend to be intimate: "Oh no, they think I'm your boyfriend, you won't find a boyfriend." ”

The elder brother will protect her in everything, and he carefully read and confirmed Fei Heng's agreements and documents over and over again, only to ensure the happiness and interests of his sister at the highest level.

Her brother is her umbrella.

Lu Yu looked at Xu Feiran, who was almost bleeding and crying, sad and helpless, and his trembling voice was crying: "Bandits, bandits, don't cry." Don't cry. Call a doctor immediately. ”

Although he was anxious, although he persuaded Xu Feiran not to cry, Lu Yu's own tears never stopped.

His brother, it seems that the friendship of this life has only just begun.

Shen Feng suddenly reached out and hugged Xu Feiran, hugged her tightly into his arms, and said in a hoarse voice: "Bandit, don't cry." Don't cry anymore. ”

Xu Feiran hugged him tightly, just like hugging his brother when he was sad in the past.

However, in my heart, I realized so clearly that this was her brother's brother, but not her brother.

The phone in Li Rong's hand rang, and as soon as Li Rong answered it, she immediately said to Xu Feiran: "Feiran, your aunt and your mother have woken up, you must go over immediately." ”

Xu Feiran grabbed Shen Feng's clothes and slowly stood up straight, she was not dizzy, she was dizzy, as if the room was dark as soon as she closed her eyes.

She couldn't open her eyes anymore.

Shen Feng trembled and held her, Lu Yu hurriedly wiped her eyes with a towel, Li Rong handed over the potion, Lu Yu took it, carefully lit it for her, and said in a low voice: "Bandits, we have to be strong, the old man still needs us." You still have me and your brother Shen Feng, we are also your own brothers. What Yiran needs to do, we will help him do it all. You and your brothers have known each other for more than ten years, we are only more than ten years later than you and Yiran, and my brothers are standing behind you, Yiran must be watching. You have to be good, at home, you are the backbone. Yes. ”

Shen Feng nodded desperately with tears in his eyes.

Xu Feiran nodded slightly, and wanted to reply with a good word, but he couldn't make a sound hoarsely.

The potion is not as stinging as tears in the eyes, but it also does not feel any coolness and kindness, just like tears that slide into the mouth, not even a trace of saltiness, it is all bitter.

Li Rong took out the ginseng tea given by Secretary Liu Xiu, poured a small cup and handed it to Xu Feiran: "Feiran, you drink a little." ”

Xu Feiran obediently took it, drank it clean, and walked up.

Lu Yu and Shen Feng helped her.

In the ward, the cry was terrible and mournful. Doctors and nurses pinch needles and medicine bottles ready to be loaded at any time.

Zhao Zhiya ignored her body, which did not have the slightest strength, and pulled her sister-in-law who was wailing and crawling to the ground with the aunt of the Xu family and Professor Lin.

Her nephew, the nephew she sees as much as her Feiran, the same life as hers, the roots of their Zhao family.

She burst into tears but hugged her crazy sister-in-law, although she also wished that she was dead in exchange for Yiran, but, Xueli said, Yiran has already left, if they have another mistake, what should parents do, what should Feiran do, the family will be completely finished.

Zhao Zhiya hugged her sister-in-law desperately: "Sister-in-law, sister-in-law" Otherwise, she would never say anything else, her heart was also scorched by the fire of hell to maintain a trace of vitality.

Gao Qian was already delirious, she just crawled to the ground with a heart-rending wail, she was going to see her son, she was going to see him.

Xu Feiran rushed over with an arrow step and hugged his aunt: "Aunt and aunt, I am Feiran, my brother wants you to listen to me, listen to me." You know what?"

Gao Qian was unmoved, her strength was so great that Xu Feiran was almost dragged down, Xu Feiran gritted her teeth and hugged her.

When Zhao Zhiya saw Xu Feiran, she couldn't lift it in one breath, and fell to the ground softly, Lu Yu and Shen Feng jumped over and hugged her, Wu Nuan and Zhou Die hurriedly stepped forward to help.

Xu Feiran roared in a hoarse voice: "Aunt, aunt, my brother said that he wants you to listen to me, listen to me, did you hear it?" Brother wants you to listen to me!!"

Gao Qian suddenly paused, turned her head to stare at Xu Feiran, and grabbed her: "Feiran Feiran, where did your brother go? Where did he go?" Gao Qian's hair was messy, her face was pale, her face was full of tears, and her expression was empty and blank.

Xu Feiran looked at her and bit the tip of his tongue hard until he tasted the fishy sweetness, then looked at Gao Qian and said firmly: "Auntie, my brother has gone abroad and gone on a business trip." Didn't I tell you last time that Fei Heng also went on a business trip abroad, and now there are many projects abroad. ”

Xu Feiran struggled to open her eyes and look at her aunt as she spoke, her aunt's eyes were confused, and she muttered, "I'm on a business trip, I'm on a business trip." ”

Her expression seemed to be distracted, and she seemed to be talking and persuading herself.

Xu Feiran nodded: "Yes, I'm on a business trip." Before you got on the plane, you told me to tell you that you should listen to me. You're all old, and you're all going to have to listen to us. My brother listens to him at home, and I listen to me at home. Ah, be obedient. ”

Gao Qian was stunned, looked at Xu Feiran, but suddenly smiled, and her smile was weird and terrifying: "Okay, Yiran is not at home, we listen to Feiran's words." ”

Xu Feiran bit the tip of his tongue and endured the tears that only wanted to gush out, and nodded: "Well, you are sick now, you have to lie down and sleep well." Or let the aunt accompany you to talk. ”

Xu Feiran helped her lie back on the bed.

Gao Qianmu, Xu Feiran helped her wipe away her tears: "You have to be good." Otherwise, I won't tell your brother's secret next time. ”

Gao Qian nodded stunned.

Xu Feiran brushed her eyes with his hand: "You close your eyes and rest for a while, Mom, you can help me get some water to wash my aunt's face." You're good. Brother comes back and asks him to praise you. ”

Xu Feiran turned around and motioned to Li Rong: "Get some porridge." ”

Gao Qian closed her eyes and whispered: "Yiran is on a business trip, I listen to Ran's words." I will be praised when I come back. ”

Repeatedly, one murmur after another.

Xu Feiran turned his face away and let the tears roll down.

A room full of people, silently suppressed tears fell like rain.

Zhao Zhiya had already been carried by Lu Yu and Shen Feng from the ground to the bed, and the doctor pinched her and woke up leisurely.

She lay down and turned her head to look at Gao Qian's daughter who was comforting her in a low voice, and tears flowed into a river.

Xueli said that she should lie quietly, and she could no longer cause trouble to the bandits. But she doesn't want to be awake, if her sister-in-law sleeps, she has to take some more injections to sleep, otherwise, she really can't bear the pain, heartbreaking, and her family's Yiran.

Shen Feng squatted in front of the bed, held Zhao Zhiya's hand, held it tightly, and accompanied her to shed tears into a river.

Lu Yu stood up straight, he wanted to put away these sorrows, the bandit said that he wanted to bring someone familiar with criminal investigation, and he invited it. He wants to be stable, the bandit is a girl, and he is stable enough. He is an elder brother, and he must be more stable! Check, he must check, check to the end. No matter who harmed Yiran, he wanted that bastard and his family to be unable to turn over for eight lifetimes. He's going to send him to hell.

This is what he should do as a brother and as an elder brother.

Li Rong quickly brought a bowl of porridge over.

Xu Feiran stretched out his hand to take it, and Professor Lin intervened to take it: "You accompany, I'll come." ”

Xu Feiran's appearance made Professor Lin feel distressed.

Xu Feiran nodded, sat on the edge of the bed, and coaxed her aunt: "Come, aunt, open your mouth, let's drink this bowl of porridge." ”

Gao Qian Muran opened his mouth mechanically and swallowed.

After feeding seven or eight spoonfuls, Gao Qian suddenly vomited, and vomited all at once.

She looked at Xu Feiran in horror and blankness: "Feiran, will Yiran criticize me, will it." ”

Xu Feiran hurriedly hugged her: "No, no." We're sick, and we'll be fine when we're sick. ”

The doctor gently instructed the nurse: "Help wash and change it together, don't eat if you can't eat, don't stop the nutrient solution." ”

After helping Gao Qian change, Xu Feiran stood up and said to the doctor: "Let's add some more diazepam." ”

It's too painful to be awake. She doesn't want to be sober either, if she can.

The doctor nodded solemnly.

Watching Gao Qian fall asleep again, Xu Feiran turned to look at Zhao Zhiya, who was sad and looking at her tears.

She possessed her and hugged her: "Mom, I will arrange for someone to recite the sutra for my brother, if you are uncomfortable, you will recite the sutra, recite the sutra for your brother, and recite the Buddha's name." Since my brother has gone somewhere else, we have to do something good for him. Life and death are just two forms, and we all have to go through them. You're going to do what's good for your brother, ah, remember. ”

Although Zhao Zhiya is over half a hundred years old, she has really never thought about life and death, and before life and death, she is just a sad and helpless woman.

Professor Lin listened to Xu Feiran's words, thoughtfully, she seemed to have found a way to persuade her, and she said in a low voice: "My family, I often read Buddhist books, and Feiran is right. There is a saying that Buddhism is the highest state of science and even the universe. Life and death are two forms, all things are the embodiment of different energies, and death is just a different way of being. Chanting the Buddha name is very useful, it can bless the energy of the person who has just passed away, so that he can exist better in another form, better than now, I will accompany you to recite the Buddhist scriptures. ”

Zhao Zhiya listened in a daze, she only caught a life-saving core: "Good for Yiran, good for Yiran." ”

She nodded: "Nian, in-laws, how do you want to read?"

Professor Lin said gently: "Informal, lying down, sitting, it's okay." ”

Zhao Zhiya sat up vigorously, clasped her hands together, and muttered with her eyes closed.

Xu Feiran said softly: "I'll go out and have a look, Mom, you read it well, and you want to drink water after a while." The laymen also have to protect their own thoughts, so that they can recite positive energy. ”

Zhao Zhiya closed her eyes and nodded slightly, her lips moving.

Xu Feiran motioned for Professor Lin to come out.

Standing outside the door, Xu Feiran pulled Professor Lin: "Mom, I will entrust this place to you, you can help me tell them about the Buddhist scriptures, and guide them to the scriptures, and they will feel better if they have thoughts." If you have something, you can ask your sister-in-law to call me. When they rest, you have to rest. ”

Professor Lin touched her face with pity: "Don't worry, Mom will do what you say." Before, my mother didn't know how to comfort them, and it was good for them to find relief from the Buddhist scriptures. Rest assured, teach mom. ”

If a person does not have thoughts, he is a walking corpse, and life is better than death.

If there is no thought of life, let them have some thoughts of death.

At the very least, let them live.

Although they will be trapped in this pain for the rest of their lives, at least, they will have something to do, they will live, and they will have sustenance.

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