Chapter 458: Let's Leave
Zheng Xiaowen opened his eyes and said in his heart: Didn't I wake up when the sky was bright? Oh, I know, I closed my eyes and fell asleep, the same dream, I did it twice at once, and I can remember it clearly.
So, is this dream important to me? Why did I do it once and repeat it again? Does this dream suggest anything to me? Ahem, it's just a dream, who knows. Don't forget, I'll write it down first.
Zheng Xiaowen immediately got up, sat down in front of the writing desk and took out his diary, and wrote on it: I had a dream last night, not to wake up, but to wake up naturally. Now I have recorded the process of the dream and the meaning I felt, and I can watch it again in the future.
Dream Title: "The Silk Candle of Dreams". The protagonists of the dream: Hee, Ha, silkworm, candle.
The main content of the dream: Xi is like a mist, and like a ball of beauty, in the feeling, Xi seems to be near and far, like far and near.
Silkworms crawl on paper, silkworms crawl on walls. The silkworm smoked the beautiful silk thread in the candle and embroidered it on the paper and on the wall.
The silkworm labored on the shadow wall, whispering beside the silkworm, and the silkworm nodded in listening. Immediately, the silkworm's hand waved on the shadow wall, and the green pine peak appeared in front of him in an instant. With a wave of his hand, it seemed that in an instant, the fact was that the time was a little long, and he was so long that he could melt into it.
The candle willingly offered light, but the candle could only burn slowly, and the color light was released too much, and tears must be pouring down! No matter how difficult it was, what was in front of us was unprecedented beauty!
Ah! It is done, it is done, it is successful! The silkworm is fruitful, and the beautiful calligraphy and painting are embroidered on it, the silkworm silk is shining, and the candle is shining, and the silk color is really dazzling, and the heart is full of joy after paying!
The silkworm's thirst and desire are endless, and if you succeed in this one, there will be the next one! The silkworm is still climbing, the candle is still blooming, and the silk is still embroidering. Climbing, blooming, drawing, embroidering...... At some point, the silkworm crawled to the place of Ha......
After Zheng Xiaowen finished writing, she took a look at it again, tasted the meaning again, and said in her heart: The content of this dream, the basic meaning is obvious, but hee, ha, I really don't know what it means.
Zheng Xiaowen began to ponder the meaning of hee and ha: What else can this mean besides hee, hee, hee, and hee? I, Zheng Xiaowen, usually don't like to joke with people, how can there be a hee?
Oh, I see, Hee is a little boss in my mind who loves to play, laugh, write, and draw, and at that moment, Hee is directing me. Hehe, I see, hey, it's a member of my own ideological circle!
So, what does this mean? Cantaloupe? Impossible! Halley's Comet is too far away from my life, even more impossible! Um? Is it yawning?
As soon as Zheng Xiaowen said yawning, she unconsciously opened her mouth wide and inhaled a long breath, because she was thinking, and when she exhaled and closed her lips, she didn't realize that the speed of exhalation was too fast, her upper teeth touched her lower lip, and she made a 'Buddha' voice. Immediately after, she laughed happily and said to herself with a smile: "Wow, I understand, it's the Buddha's light!"
Zheng's mother shouted in the courtyard: "Nini, it's time to get up!"
Zheng Xiaowen answered the door of the West Wing.
At noon, after the Zheng family had dinner, Zheng's mother took out a letter and said, "Nini, this is a letter from your uncle." The letter is still about your studies, give it, you can take a look,"
Zheng Xiaowen took out the letter and saw that the letter said: Uncle is very busy, far away from Huayuan, and there are some things that cannot be said in person, so just say it in the letter.
My uncle knew early on that your study goals were very high, and it may be that other conditions were restricting you, and you would no longer continue your studies.
Chinese people started studying abroad a few years ago, and my uncle still wants you to realize your study aspirations and looks forward to you studying abroad. You don't have to worry about the cost of studying abroad, the money that leaked through your uncle's fingers is enough for you to study in a few countries. The money will be remitted in these two days, and you remember to sign for it.
After reading the letter, Zheng Xiaowen saw that her uncle understood her so well, and her heart was excited and happy, which can be described as very much. However, these days she is not in a good mood, she tried her best to calm her happy and unhappy emotions, with a playful tone, said to her father and mother: "Dad, Mom, otherwise, I will go abroad to have a look and bring you back a certificate of honor, okay?"
When father and mother heard this, they seemed to understand that there was a big, even irreparable, rift between their daughter and Yang Yilin.
If it weren't for the fact that there was something between her and Yang Yilin, her uncle would have told her a few times to let her study abroad, and she always had this reason and that reason, that is, she didn't talk about studying abroad. Why didn't she pull the reason this time? Not to mention that she was about to get married, and she couldn't go abroad? Looking at it like that, she was still on the posture of going abroad.
Zheng's mother and Zheng's father thought in their hearts, the two glanced at each other, and Zheng's mother took her daughter's words and said, "Since you have this condition, you can decide your own affairs." If you are mature in your thinking, go out to see the world, enjoy the exotic scenery, and then get a degree and come back, how good it is, your father and mother will support you! ”
Zheng Xiaowen heard her mother say this, she held back her tears and asked her father again: "Dad, Mom agreed, you haven't expressed your position yet." ”
Father Zheng said with a smile: "My daughter went abroad to study abroad, what a beautiful thing, of course Dad agreed." ”
Zheng Xiaowen made up her mind to go abroad, she said: "Dad, I have already decided on this matter, you know so many people, you should hurry up and go through the visa procedures for me, the sooner the better." After she finished speaking, she said hello to her father and mother, and went back to the West Wing to feel uncomfortable.
In the upper room, Zheng's father asked Zheng's mother, "Do you really agree to let Nini go abroad?"
Mother Zheng sighed and said, "You haven't even thought about this period of time, seeing the faces of Nini and Yilin when they met, what can I do if I don't agree? Fortunately, the family has this condition, otherwise, alas!"
Zheng's father said, "Wife, don't sigh, let's do it." You think, people's will is both strong and fragile, and human life is the same, we can't watch Nini's marriage be unsatisfactory, and then collapse her body, just do it, let's prepare Nini to go abroad. ”
At night, the Zheng family's phone rang, Zheng Xiaowen picked up the phone, and she heard sobbing inside. She said, "Hey!" and came on the phone: "Xiaowen, I miss you......"
At this moment, Zheng Xiaowen understands a little in his heart that although Yang Yilin loves Li Xinning very much, but now Yang Yilin's love for Li Xinning has not surpassed her Zheng Xiaowen, and she Zheng Xiaowen is still Yang Yilin's favorite.
Suddenly, Zheng Xiaowen remembered what the third aunt said: No, in that room, the two of them were so good that they were muttering endless words, and they were in the house for several hours......
Zheng Xiaowen thought of this, she couldn't stand it, her hand holding the phone trembled, tears fell, from Yang Yilin said, 'I miss you', she didn't hear a word of the following words, she hung up the phone. It didn't stop for a long time when the phone rang again, and she didn't answer.