In the past few days, no matter how hard Zheng Xiaowen's mind tried to break free, she did not escape from the love confusion between her and Yang Yilin.

Zheng Xiaowen thought that Yang Yilin had changed her mind, which made her extremely uncomfortable. She had nowhere to tell, so she poured out on paper, and she wrote a lot of painful words.

She wanted to play and sing at home and pour out her sad songs, but she was afraid that her father and mother would hear it, so she didn't dare to play and sing at home.

On Saturday, Yang Yilin had not returned from a business trip. At the song meeting, Zheng Xiaowen was depressed and was not ready to sing, and the four songs she brought were arranged by Qin Zixi to the end and made the finale.

Zheng Xiaowen didn't play in the first half, and in the second half, her fans in the audience all looked like it was almost time to end, and there was no news of Milan's appearance. The fans were really anxious, and they couldn't hold back their impatience, Gao Peng took advantage of the free time, he and those fans, rhythmically shouted to the stage: "Milan, Milan, Milan, Milan, Milan, ......Milan,

Fans finally saw the news of Zheng Xiaowen's appearance, Jiang Feng posted subtitles, songs: 1 "Stop Love", 2 "Sadness", 3 "Difficult to Hurt", 4 "First Love Hurt". Lyrics and Singing: Milan.

As soon as this subtitle was posted, the emotions of the audience turned upside down! The applause and shouts were so loud that they shook the earth's crust......

Gao Peng saw the title of the song on the subtitles, as well as the deafening sound from the audience, which made him a little confused......

Zheng Xiaowen appeared on the guitar, she didn't care about watching and thinking, the expressions and moods of the audience, she played the guitar and sang her first song "Stop Love", she sang: "I have always loved you, and you have always loved me." My love is too single-minded, your love is too shallow.

"You and I were originally true love choices, but who knew that your love would fade. I gave you a complete love, but you cut your love! Half of your love was given to another, and the remaining half of your love was given to me, I never made any mistakes, it was you who tore up the promise!

"You fall in love with one and love another, why do you have so many loves! My love is getting more and more bitter, you are really elusive. I can't stand the torture of half love, and my true love can't be clinging to. I don't want to be confused in this love, and I quickly escape from your love, escape!"

After Zheng Xiaowen sang this song, the audience applauded and cheered as usual. The thoughts of the fans and fans in the audience are different, they are all speculating in their hearts, what is going on? Is this lyric singing Milan's own......

Zheng Xiaowen sat in front of the guzheng that had been placed on the stage amid applause. A pair of eyes in the audience looked at the stage without rolling their eyes, watching Zheng Xiaowen stretch out his hands like white jade, stroking the strings with his slender ten fingers, and began to play and sing her "Sorrow", she played and sang:

"The night is vast, the silence is silent, and the objects in the foreground are indistinguishable and indistinguishable. The idea is difficult to take, the mind is restless, and he laments alone in the cold pavilion.

"The winter night is long, the crescent moon is shining, and the whole body is shivering and cold like ice, cold like ice. Looking up at the sky, there are few cold stars, and the geometric torment can the sky be bright?

"The snowflakes are fluttering, the heavens and the earth are dark, and the solo bird breaks the feather, breaks the feather. Sorrowful, lonely, where is the nest or the screen?

"The narrow road is long, bumpy, and the journey of life is too difficult and too difficult. The steps are difficult to walk, hesitant, and the road of youth is drifting away!

"Drifting away, leaving home, looking for peace on the other side of the ocean, looking for peace. Thoughtful, the mind has been decided, and the heart is ruthless!!"

After Zheng Xiaowen sang this song, the friends in the background were a little confused and didn't know what to mean when she sang the first song. After listening to this song again, I was even more confused. They just looked at each other with questioning glances. Didn't speak.

With tears in her eyes, Zheng Xiaowen got up and bowed to the applauding audience, then she sat down and sang her third song, "Sadness". She sang:

"The love is lingering, the thoughts are long, the love is deep, the heart is still the same, the sun and the moon are beautiful and gentle, and it is difficult to stop falling in love for three years. Hand in hand through the spring, side by side through the autumn. Thinking about the past, thinking about the future, the sadness is chaotic in my heart, and the tears are rolling like a spring.

What I can't tell is the infinite sorrow that is superimposed on my heart, and what I can't get rid of is that the past in my heart has been haunting for a few springs and autumns. What keeps earning is that this love is spun too long and too thick, and what can't be escaped is that the love silk love net is too solid and too long. What can't be untied is that the thousands of knots in the silk are too difficult to pick, and what can't be shaken off is the endless troubles that stay in the thoughts.

"Ah...... I can't tell the direction, I don't know the east, west, north and south and look around with tears in my eyes, I can't find the loop, I can only drift in confusion, drift!"

After Zheng Xiaowen sang her third song, the friends in the background didn't know what was going on, and they were already anxious when they heard it, but they didn't dare to guess, so they could only wait until Zheng Xiaowen returned to the backstage, and then they asked.

The fans in the audience, their ears listened to Zheng Xiaowen's singing, and their hearts followed Zheng Xiaowen's piano and singing, many people had tears in their eyes, and some people's tears didn't know how many drops had fallen, and their eyes were red.

Zheng Xiaowen changed her guitar and then sang her fourth song "First Love Hurt", she sang: "The initial love, why are you so fascinated by me, seeing that you have come to the edge of the cliff, don't you stop quickly?!

"Ah, my eyes are full of the love tree I planted, the wrong love planted by the wrong seed, and the fruitless recovery of the wrong seed. The towering love tree shades the sun, because its love leaves are too thick, and the road in the primordial love forest is too dark, I don't know how to walk.

"Helpless, I wandered in the old place and couldn't get out again, and I couldn't tell the difference between night and day. Tears of sadness drenched his face with infinite sorrow, and the cold air of midwinter had soaked his sour heart. Today I know what it means to be really helpless, to be alone in this dim maze and tremble!"

After Zheng Xiaowen sang her last song, she was already in tears.

Gao Peng was in the audience, and he couldn't bear it anymore, so he didn't applaud. He left his seat and said to Guan Jian, who was guarding the stage steps here, that he was Zheng Xiaowen's friend, and he wanted to go on stage to say a few words to Zheng Xiaowen.

Guan Jian once thought that Gao Peng was Zheng Xiaowen's boyfriend, and tonight he saw Zheng Xiaowen singing so sadly, and he felt very uncomfortable, so he quickly put Gao Peng on stage and explained: "Look what's going on, comfort and comfort her." ”

Backstage, Zheng Xiaowen wiped away her tears and said to the friends around her: "Look at you one by one, I have no experience on stage before, and the lyrics I sing are always dry." Now that I'm proficient, I have to bring out some emotion when singing. Besides, you can't write songs the same, you have to change the style and form. ”

When Zheng Xiaowen said this, she raised her hand and nodded to her friends and said, "Look at your faces, those expressions, why are you all around me? Sing two crying songs, you are so rare?"

Friends saw Zheng Xiaowen smiling so happily, and everyone had a smile.