December 12, 2003 Light rain

Meng San is also in love.

This doesn't surprise me.

Because he has the same funny personality as Chongshu, and he also has a strong physique that Chongshu does not have. In addition, he is one of Liu Chuanfeng's three generals, and he is also a man of the year in the school. So he can get the love of the girls, which is very commonsense.

But what doesn't make sense is that he actually found a girl older than him, from the seventh class of the third year of high school, a beautiful senior sister named Fang Yiran.

In Meng San's words, there is no age limit for love. As the saying goes, a female junior hugs a gold brick, although the senior sister named Fang Yiran is only one year older than him, but it can be regarded as holding a copper brick, isn't it?

Copper is very valuable, Meng San said.

Don't you think it's uncomfortable for a man like you to find a woman bigger than you?

What's this, isn't it normal for sisters and brothers to fall in love? Meng San said.

It's quite ordinary, but the sister-brother love in my impression is the combination of a beautiful man and a royal sister, and it is by no means the combination of the little beast and the big beauty now.

But then again, I actually envy Meng San.

Every man has a royal sister in his heart, who wears gold-rimmed glasses, wears work clothes, holds calipers, and combs her hair in a bun.

She's independent, but she's dependent on you.

It's a very appealing feeling.

December 13, 2003 Cloudy

I don't have a royal sister, but I have a daughter-in-law like Scarlett.

I'm actually satisfied.

Today is Saturday and the afternoon is off.

But I was a little disappointed.

Husband, I can't go home with you after school at noon, our class is preparing for the Christmas party, and I have to stay and rehearse the show. Scarlett looked at me with big watery eyes and said that I couldn't refuse.

There was no way, I could only find Meng San to go home with me.

Daughter-in-law, where are we going?" Meng San said as he licked his greedy dog and followed behind him.

Of course it's going home!" Fang Yiran said.

Then the two went out of the school gate together.

I didn't dare to go up and talk to Meng San, this guy seems to have someone to accompany him.

I was a little disappointed, and I finally became a person again.

Suddenly, I miss the days when there was a lofty tree. That guy doesn't know what's going on now, I think.

Li Muyang.

Someone behind me suddenly called me.

I turned my head and saw Zhen Songni standing there.

There was no reply, I turned and left.

You wait!" Zhen Songni said, and then caught up in a few steps.

What are you looking for me?" I asked coldly.

Are you still blaming me?" Zhen Songni asked, looking at me.

I'm noncommittal.

I have an inexplicable grudge against her right now.

Chongshu's departure is directly related to her, even though I know that she is Scarlett's best friend, the girl who once haunted me. But I'm still angry with her.

If you can get Chongshu back, I don't blame you. I'm very direct.

Zhen Songni looked at me with an angry look.

You know it can't be!" she said.

Why can't it be? I was suddenly a little angry, if you hadn't hurt him, he wouldn't have left!

I yelled at Zhen Songni.

There was no one at the school gate at this time, and the fifth middle school after the holiday seemed deserted.

Zhen Songni and I stood at the school gate, and our shoulders shook with anger.

You always think I've hurt him, but do you know how much pain I have?

If it had been before, I would have felt extremely distressed to see her tears.

But now, I just think it's the tears of hypocrisy.

I suddenly laughed, laughing so hard that I felt cold myself.

Would you be miserable? If you were miserable, why would you break up with Chongshu?

It's not because of you!

Zhen Songni suddenly yelled at me.

The December wind was already very cold, and I shivered unconsciously when it blew at this time.

I looked at Zhen Songni and didn't quite understand what she was saying.

Li Muyang, you have always felt that I am sorry for Chongshu, so do you think you are worthy of Scarlett? She asked suddenly.

This question made me even more confused.

I still keep the letter you wrote to me. The poems you wrote me, I still remember!

Zhen Songni suddenly said, making my whole body stiff there.

What she said was my long-standing confusion.

Yes, I used to like her so much, I thought about her for a long time, and I didn't think about her tea and dinner. But I always thought that my letter and poem had been torn apart by her, and had become an inconspicuous speck of dust in her life.

You...... What do you say? I asked.

I'm already messy, I don't know what she means.

Li Muyang, you don't know. Zhen Songni suddenly laughed, but there was no trace of mockery in her smile, but it looked bleak.

I like you!" Zhen Songni looked at me and said.

One sentence knocked me dazed, and I stood still, staring at her with wide eyes.

Hehe, Li Muyang. I'll admit that I was the first to give up. When I knew Scarlett liked you, I hid the letter and my heart.

Do you know how stupid you are, you don't even write a letter with a signature. When I got it, I was fascinated by the poem, but I didn't know who its owner was.

Then I became a math class representative, saw your homework, saw your handwriting.

I finally know that you wrote it to me, and I'm so happy.

But Scarlett told me she liked you. She has always been a strong girl, but she cried in front of me.

So I backed down and gave you up to her!

Zhen Songni told her story in one breath, and pushed me to a dead end step by step.

I suddenly remembered that time.

I turned my head to look at her, and she smiled at me.

She used to like me too.

But at this moment, there is not a trace of joy in my heart, but I am full of sadness.

Some people, some things, once missed, are really missed.

I shook my head and looked at her with a smile, Zhen Songni, do you think it makes sense for you to say this now?

Zhen Songni raised her hand to wipe away the tears rolling down her face and pursed her lips to look at me.

When Chongshu chased me, I didn't want to agree. I look at you unconsciously, hoping to see the answer I want in your eyes. But you said you wanted me to be with him.

I was very disappointed and very sad. On the spur of the moment, I agreed to him.

So Chongshu runs away, and you are also responsible!

Zhen Songni yelled at me.

I don't know why, but I was suddenly relieved after listening to her.

It's not because I suddenly found out that I was also responsible for Chongshu's departure. It's not because she told me that she would change her mind because of my words.

It's just because, there is no point in arguing right now.

We have lost the Tree and must not lose Scarlett again.

Looking at Zhen Songni in front of me, I suddenly stopped hating her.

I'm sorry, I said to Zhen Songni.

I shouldn't have left a girl alone with so much pain.

But I don't plan to develop with her, because Scarlett is still waiting for me and still loves me with all her heart.

December 14, 2003 Cloudy

The relationship between me and Zhen Songni remains the same.

We're still friends.

Yesterday she confided in me and gave me a glimpse into a girl's inner world.

Chongshu's departure really shouldn't be blamed on her.

But she later told me something shocking.

It turns out that Chongshu is not saying goodbye.

A few days after taking a leave of absence to return home, his parents suddenly divorced without warning.

Chongshu's mother did not take any possessions with her, and left the city with only Chongshu.

Takaki wanted to go back to school to say goodbye to us, but was forced to give up because his mother was in a hurry to leave.

Going to an unfamiliar city, Takaki didn't know how to contact us.

He doesn't remember my phone number, and he doesn't remember Scarlett's.

But he remembered Zhen Songni's family, although she was no longer his girlfriend.

After struggling in his heart for several days, he called her home one Saturday afternoon and told Zhen Songni all the news.

So how is he doing now? And, what is his phone number now? I asked urgently.

He must have been fine, he said that his mother had found him a new school and had already enrolled. But because they haven't settled down yet, he hasn't left me a regular phone number. Just saying, I'll be contacted again when I have time.

Zhen Songni said.

Did he ask me? I asked.

Zhen Songni nodded, in fact, he is most concerned about you. Ask if you've been dumped by Scarlett, if you miss him.

Do you think I'm like him?" I laughed.

Knowing that everything was fine with Chongshu, my hanging heart was also relieved.

And those stories of Zhen Songni and me, I don't think about them anymore.

Cherish the most important thing in front of me, Scarlett is my most important story.