December 1, 2003 Cloudy

Liu Chuanfeng was defeated.

For the first time, I felt that failure was so bitter.

I even thought that this failure would directly lead to the collapse of Liu Chuanfeng's gang, but I never thought that Liu Chuanfeng would be even more arrogant after experiencing the defeat.

He was never really afraid of anyone, I think.

For this failure, Meng San and the fart god were also unimpressed, they felt that Brother Feng would have a bigger plan to make the name Liu Chuanfeng resound throughout the entire Fifth Middle School, and even the entire Chengxi community.

Inevitably, I followed them again.

I was a little surprised by this kind of self.

But for some reason, I like that of myself.

December 3, 2003 Cloudy

Chongshu still didn't come back after all.

In today's Chinese class, the homeroom teacher announced something to us.

Ran Chongshu transferred to another school.

Just one sentence was lightly carried over without any embellishment.

This sentence came like a bolt from the blue to me. Without warning, he just left the school, left me.

I turned my head to look at Zhen Songni angrily, I only hated her at this time, hated her for hurting my brother deeply, forcing him to run away in despair.

When Scarlett learned about this, she seemed to know my feelings.

Muyang, don't do this. Maybe Chongshu is because of something else......

I yelled, he transferred to another school because of Zhen Songni!

I lost my temper with Scarlett, not because of anything else, but because she protected Zhen Songni.

The more beautiful a woman is, the more she has a scorpion heart.

I suddenly felt that Zhen Songni, who had existed like a goddess in my mind before, had become a demon at this moment, a demon devouring the hearts of good people.

As a result, my attitude towards her became worse and worse.

I'm sure she's impersonal, because she didn't say anything about Chongshu's transfer.

Chongshu was like a stranger to her.

He fought with Chen Zhe for her and sent her yogurt for the holidays, but he didn't get any of her favor.

She didn't even say a word of concern for him.

It's time to hand in her math homework, she walked over to my desk and tapped on my desk.

Lao Tzu doesn't pay, how can I love it!

I said without looking up.

Li Muyang! What are you doing! I am a girl with glasses at the same table, and I have a good relationship with Zhen Songni, and seeing that I have a bad attitude towards her, I seem to want to fight up.

What's your business?

I blurted out.

I wasn't someone who would talk to girls like that before. I remember being a polite, even a little shy.

But now I have long been unrecognizable.

I got up suddenly, didn't look at the expressions of my table mates and Zhen Songni, turned around and left.

I have nothing to say about the woman who hurt my brother!

December 7, 2003 Cloudy

Today Meng San told me that Chen Zhe came to find Brother Feng.

I was a little surprised.

Before the bus appeared, Chen Zhe was like a turtle with a shrunken head, and he didn't dare to show his head under Liu Chuanfeng's step-by-step pressure.

But when we were packed up by the bus, he appeared like a victor and came to reap the fruits of his victory.

I despise such people.

If I had to choose between Liu Chuanfeng and Chen Zhe, I would not hesitate to choose someone like Liu Chuanfeng who relied on himself to take the position.

Meng San is the same.

Damn, didn't you see the face he had when he came to find Brother Feng, as if he was the one who defeated us. It's really disgusting, Meng San said indignantly.

What is Brother Feng's attitude?

Compared with Chen Zhe, I care more about Brother Feng's attitude.

Brother Feng didn't say anything, only said one sentence.

What words?

We're not done yet!" Meng San said with a smile, after Brother Feng said this, Chen Zhe's face turned green.

Brother Feng just choked Chen Zhe like this? I was a little surprised, and I admired Liu Chuanfeng's courage.

Well, Brother Feng said, it's a big deal to bump into the bus again. If we touch it again, we will have to plan it well, and we can't bump into someone's arms like a headless fly like last time. Meng San said.

So what should we do?

Da Ba is not a person without weaknesses, Meng San smiled mysteriously.

Meng San told me that Dabu is a very good gambler.

People who are good gamblers must love money, and they attach great importance to gambling money.

And what is the most important thing for Liu Chuanfeng? That is money!

So we're going to buy him with money?" I asked, a little surprised.

Meng San glanced at me, how could it be? Do you think Brother Feng looks like that kind of person?

So how? I asked.

Belch...... Actually, I don't know. Meng San shrugged his shoulders and said, Brother Feng is much smarter than you and me, I don't know what he thinks for the time being. Let's just wait patiently, he will always figure out a way.

December 8, 2003 Sunny

Scarlett is extremely unhappy that I've been busy with my own class lately and haven't gotten along with her.

But she didn't say it to me.

Since we weren't in the same class, I had to take care of my breakfast.

But occasionally she would help me make breakfast and bring it to our class.

Today's breakfast is sandwiched with a letter.

The content of the letter is very rich.

First of all, she expressed great regret about Takaki's transfer.

She understands the place of Chongshu in my heart.

Then she began to tell about her recent situation, and then said, "Husband, I am a little uneasy that you are not with me."

I was suddenly a little ashamed.

Recently, with Liu Chuanfeng, they have not had time to get along with Scarlett when dealing with the bus. She didn't know about our fight outside of school, but she felt that I didn't seem to be seen all day, which made her very upset.

She no longer defended Zhen Songni, and she also felt that Zhen Songni handled this matter inappropriately. But she still asked me to forgive Zhen Songni.

She said in the letter, husband, I don't know why, since the second year of high school, it seems that everything has changed. Song Ni broke up with Chongshu, and Chongshu also transferred to another school. And you seem to be estranged from me.

I miss the old days, when the four of us were happy. I'm still thinking that next summer, I'll make sure you learn to swim too, and then the four of us can swim in the water together, how nice.

But why...... It's only been a few months, and you've all changed......

Scarlett's words reveal a faint sadness.

I looked at the letter, and the sorrow crept into my heart with her words.

Yes, we have all changed.

Youth is such a song, sometimes excited, sometimes lonely.

There is no such thing as a song that remains the same, and there will be no youth who will always be happy.

December 9, 2003 Sunny

The only thing I can do is cherish it.

So after receiving that letter from Scarlett yesterday, I decided not to be so indifferent to her anymore.

While Chen Zhe has not yet made the next move, I am also happy to save a moment with Scarlett.

Why are you so free to eat with me today?, Scarlett asked, tilting her head.

Belch...... I used to accompany you a lot, I laughed.

It's not often lately, Scarlett laughed, you haven't come to me very often since Chongshu left.

I'm sorry, daughter-in-law, I patted her on the head and said.

Scarlett shook her head, needless to say I'm sorry, I know you're in a bad mood.

Long live understanding!" I laughed.

By the way, husband, don't take yesterday's letter to heart, I may have written it a little too sadly, Scarlett said with her tongue out.

It's okay, I know.

That's good, Scarlett laughs.

Seeing her smile warmed my heart.

Ever since Chongshu said goodbye and we were forced to nowhere else by the bus, I felt as if I had fallen into a bottomless abyss.

I've never felt this lonely since I was in high school.

But luckily, I still have Scarlett. This girl, like the afternoon sun, is always shining on me.

December 10, 2003 Cloudy

Meng San didn't know where to get the news, but today he ran to me with a sympathetic face and told me the news.

Somebody's chasing your daughter-in-law! He looked at me and said, "What do you want me to do?" he asked.

I was amazed and asked, "Who?

It seems to be a man named Wu Chinese, he said, I inquired for you, and it is the class leader of your daughter-in-law and their class.

The name Wu Chinese seems to evoke some memories in me.

"I won't harass her, but please tell her that if you hurt her one day, I'll help her clean you up. I'll always wait for her!"

That's what he said.

I didn't remember his name before, but as soon as Meng San mentioned it, I knew it was him.

It turned out that he hadn't given up yet, and I suddenly felt sour.

How about it? Do you want me to find a few people to teach him a lesson? Meng San asked me.

I shook my head, no need, I'll just go myself, that guy is a nerd.

When I saw Wu Chinese again, I still had that expression.

Muyang, why are you here?

Scarlett asked with a happy face when she saw me appear at the door of their class.

I shook my head, daughter-in-law, I didn't come to you, call that Wu Chinese, I have a few words to tell him.

Scarlett saw that something was wrong with me, and hurriedly stepped forward and explained,

Muyang, don't listen to people's nonsense. He wrote me a few letters, but I didn't promise him anything.

I nodded, I knew, I just had a few words I wanted to say to him.

Without waiting for Scarlett to go into the classroom to help me find Wu Chinese, he came out by himself.

What are you looking for from me?" he looked wary.

Don't worry, I won't hit you, I said.

You and Liu Chuanfeng and their group of people mixed all day, I don't think you are a good person, Wu Chinese said.

His words surprised me a little.

It turns out that I am now a gangster in their eyes?

But he followed me out, leaving Scarlett to watch us both worriedly at the classroom door.

Muyang ...... Scarlett was a little aggrieved.

I smiled at her and didn't speak.

Leaving their classrooms, we went to the garden downstairs.

What are you looking for me?" Wu Chinese asked me.

You really like Scarlett, don't you?" I asked him.

He seemed a little surprised and looked at me.

Then he nodded, without hesitation.

So if one day I let Shen Sijia down, will you be good to her wholeheartedly?

This question made Wu Chinese stay there entirely.

What do you mean?" he asked, frowning.

It's not interesting, I'm just trying to make sure you really like her. I say.

I warned you that if you hurt her, I wouldn't let you go!" he roared.

I knew, I said calmly, I would never hurt her. I will do my best to love her and protect her.

But I still hope you don't give up liking her, I looked at Wu Chinese and said.

Why? Obviously, he couldn't understand it, so he said, nominally, she's your girlfriend now, and I don't think you're going to say that to me.

Despite being a nerd, Wu Chinese has absolutely no problem with his basic logical thinking skills.

No why, I just hope so, I say.

Actually, I mind that there are other people who have different thoughts about my girlfriend, but when I think about it, we still have many years in our lives. I'm not sure if we'll get to the point where we get married, there are too many changes in life.

Just like Takaki, I always thought we would go through three years of high school together and then go to college together and be the best buddies in the world.

But his resignation made me understand that nothing is absolute. This is true of people, and so are feelings.

So if one day I separate from Scarlett, I want someone who loves her more than I do to show up and stay by her side.

Doesn't loving her mean that you want her to be happy?