1 June 2003 Heavy rain

Children's Day, pouring rain.

I'm a little gloating.

After all, I've been saying goodbye to this holiday for many years, and it doesn't bring me even a half-day vacation.

I remember when I was a kid, I would receive gifts on three special days every year.

The first one was my birthday in January, then the Spring Festival, and finally Children's Day.

At that time, there were many kinds of gifts, relatives and friends would give me study supplies, a cute pencil case or a beautiful school bag. My grandparents would stuff me with a lot of pocket money and always tell me not to be hungry and thirsty. My mom would give me a nice dinner or take me to the park to go rowing. As for my dad, although he never gave me any specific gifts, he always treated me with special tenderness.

But now, in addition to receiving the blessings of my parents every year, I have lost a lot.

Every child grows up, and they look forward to growing up.

But when the child really grows up, he is afraid to grow up.

Maybe one day I'll look back and miss the days I have now, but I'll never get back.

2 June 2003 Heavy rain

Rainy days always make people feel a little sad.

And where sorrow comes from, no one knows.

I wasn't supposed to be sad because Scarlett was sitting next to me, carrying a bowl of pickles she had brought home from home on Saturday and putting them in my bowl.

This is what my mom taught me to do, and I made it myself, Scarlett said with some pride.

But for a split second I couldn't hear what she was saying.

Because I saw Zhen Songni running in front of us, trotting all the way with a small umbrella.

She was still alone, holding the food she had just brought back from the cafeteria. As we passed by, she greeted Scarlett happily.

Since I fell in love with Scarlett, my thoughts about Zhen Songni have gradually faded.

But because of the letter I had written to her before, I was still a little embarrassed when I saw Scarlett greet her.

I can't figure out how I feel about her now, crush or nostalgia?

Then I smiled wryly, as the book says, everyone always has a dream about love, but it can only be a dream. A dream is a dream when you actually touch it, it's not a dream.

Scarlett is the best in real life, and Zhen Songni, I can only treat her as a dream forever.

After saying hello, Zhen Songni left.

Scarlett suddenly turned to me and said,

Muyang, what do you think of Song Ni?

When she asked me this, my heart tightened.

Scarlett didn't know that I had written to Zhen Songni before, what did she mean by asking?

I didn't know how to answer, I just looked at Scarlett.

She suddenly smiled and said, this time Chongshu won't look down on it.

June 3, 2003 Cloudy

In my heart, I strongly opposed Scarlett's introduction to Chun Song-ni.

But I can't say why.

If there's one secret I can't let Scarlett know, it's about the letter.

Scarlett and Zhen Songni are absolutely good sisters, if she goes out, maybe Chongshu can really develop with Zhen Songni.

This made me extremely uncomfortable.

On one side is my long-awaited dream lover, and on the other side is my somewhat funny brother, and the combination of the two will drive me crazy.

So when Scarlett told Chongshu that she was going to introduce Zhen Songni to him, I desperately gave Chongshu a look.

But the guy looked at me, then at Scarlett, and grinned, yes, yes.

I was broken.

But afterwards Takaki told me that he was helping me.

your big bird's egg, you know that I used to treat Zhen Songni...... What's that, you, you...... You're still going to chase her, I said a little angrily.

Scarlett is a good girl, I am willing to cut off your thoughts about Zhen Songni in order to fulfill your goodness, Chongshu patted me on the shoulder and said.

Fart, I don't feel for her for a long time, okay?" I said.

Then why are you stopping me?

Chongshu's question left me speechless.

To be honest, I'm not in a position to stop him.

I can't stop anyone else from approaching her just because I haven't caught her before.

She's not mine, Shen Sijia is.

I sighed and patted myself on the face. I told myself that I wanted to be good to Scarlett, and I couldn't let her down on what she was doing to me. You can't cheat, not mentally.

So I patted Chongshu on the shoulder,

Then I can only wish you good luck, I said a little helplessly.

June 7, 2003 Sunny to partly cloudy

Scarlett chose to ask us all out on Saturday afternoon.

I pushed my bike forward without saying a word.

Originally, I refused to show up when I introduced Zhen Songni and Chongshu to their relationship, but Scarlett asked me why, don't you want to see how your brother chases girls?

I couldn't figure out why, so I had to bite the bullet and come out.

When Scarlett told Zhen Songni the purpose of her trip, I saw that she was also surprised.

Chongshu rubbed his head and giggled on the side, looking like a gorilla.

To my surprise, when Zhen Songni learned that Scarlett was planning to match Chongshu with her, she looked at me intentionally or unintentionally.

It makes me uncomfortable.

I still don't know what happened to her for my letter and poem, but she was always the girl who ignored my pursuits.

Long pain is better than short pain, I think.

So I suddenly stood up, looked at Zhen Songni and said,

I also think you can look everywhere.

With that, I stepped back and handed back control of the scene to Scarlett.

Scarlett gave me a thumbs up, then turned back and continued to talk to the two of them.

But I was in no mood to listen to their conversations.

I just felt a heat in my heart, and I felt very uncomfortable.

Well, Zhen Songni said suddenly.

Two simple words, but it broke my heart.

I thought Zhen Songni would refuse. It's not because she rejected me that she's definitely going to reject Chongshu.

But I don't think she's going to be a girl who nods so easily.

Scarlett jumped for joy on the side, great, the four of us were perfect after that!

Chongshu was so excited that he couldn't move, and he couldn't imagine that he would chase Zhen Songni so easily.

I, on the other hand, looked down.

Watching the three of them laugh and laugh, excited and excited. I seemed like an outsider, completely different from their world.

I didn't dare to go to see Zhen Songni, let alone Scarlett.

The two villains inside me are fighting.

One said, you should be content, you already have Shen Sijia, you said you would be the man on her wedding night!

The other said, don't listen to him, you should listen to your heart, you haven't forgotten Zhen Songni!

They're fighting like crazy, and I'm at a loss.

Great, Muyang.

Sobering up, I saw Scarlett's face.

She put her arms around me and leaned on my shoulders.

The four of us will love each other in the future, and we will not be afraid of anything. Scarlett said with a smile.

It's still the girl who makes me feel warm, and it's still such a simple and innocent idea.

Shen Sijia, a cute girl who loves me so hot.

How could I bear to hurt her?

So I laughed too, well, let's be fine.

June 8, 2003 Sunny

I don't think about Zhen Songni anymore, Chongshu is right, he is with her, he is good to me.

I have to forget about her as soon as possible, because she is now my brother and daughter-in-law.

You can't think about her anymore, Takaki told me with a smile.

I also smiled and nodded, don't worry, brother, I will bless you.

This time I smiled genuinely because I had Shen Sijia.

Zhen Songni also looks quite happy, after all, Chongshu's funny appearance will look cute and cute in the eyes of girls, and his innate sense of humor is something that many people can't learn.

So the kind of harmonious picture that I didn't think would appear in us actually appeared.

Scarlett and I were on one side of the corridor with rice, and Zhen Songni was on the other side with Chongshu.

The whole picture looks sweet and sweet, and there is no sense of disobedience.

I'm relieved and never miss it again.