May 15, 2003 Cloudy to clear

Zou Long went back to school.

He lived in the hospital for more than half a month, and a striking scar on his forehead made him, who already looked fierce, look even more fierce now.

When I saw him on the stairway, I realized for the first time that I wasn't afraid of him.

Even though he still looks like a fool, it really doesn't make people feel comfortable.

But the scar on his forehead made me feel that he was just an ordinary person, an ordinary student.

He saw me, too, but his face was blank.

If it had been before, he would have rushed to me to get revenge. He is definitely not a person who can bury hatred deep in his heart without venting it.

But Liu Chuanfeng came to apologize to me on his behalf, and he couldn't do anything to me anymore.

When passing by him, he didn't make any gestures or words.

I was going to say sorry to him, but I didn't do anything at that moment.

It's like nothing happened, like two unrelated people passing by.

This was originally an irreconcilable contradiction, but it was only stopped because of Liu Chuanfeng's words.

I don't understand why Liu Chuanfeng has so much energy to make a character like Zou Long so loyal to him. In the case of such a big loss, it is necessary to act as if nothing has happened.

May 16, 2003 Cloudy

As I expected, Liu Chuanfeng really became a mediated peacemaker again.

This dinner in order to resolve the hatred between me and Zou Long, I don't know if it's for me or for Zou Long.

I finally understood why Liu Chuanfeng was able to rule the entire first year of high school so quickly when he first entered the school, and he had his own unique means.

At the dinner, Zou Long was still expressionless, occasionally looking at me, but he only glanced at me lightly, without the slightest hatred.

I don't know if it was because I knocked out his sharp qi that time, or if Liu Chuanfeng, who was pressing on top of his head, made him lose his temper.

In order to resolve the embarrassment, I took the initiative to stand up and raised my glass in front of Zou Long.

Brother Long, welcome back.

I didn't say a word about the fights that came before.

I really don't want to continue to fight with him, firstly because I am really not interested in fighting and killing, and secondly, Zou Long, who has lost his sharpness, does not look so bad.

Zou Long also stood up, still expressionless, raised his glass and made a clinking motion, and then drank it all.

Okay, okay, I'll rest assured if you don't make trouble, Liu Chuanfeng saw Zou Long finish drinking the glass of wine, clapped his hands and smiled.

Brother Long, I also toast you. Chongshu smiled and stood up with a wine glass and said.

I grabbed him and whispered, "What are you doing?"

If you don't do anything, you will feel happy, everyone will be brothers in the future, and you don't have to fight anymore, it's good. Chongshu's face was already red to the base of his neck, and he was obviously a little overwhelmed.

I could tell that Chongshu was so happy.

He's not like me. He's obsessed with the feeling of a thug walking with the wind.

He expects to have a large group of his brothers, and then people will be able to call him "Brother Tree".

Although he is still the younger brother of the family, he has finally entered this circle, and it is inevitable that he will get a little carried away.

If the conflict between me and Zou Long can really be resolved through this dinner, it would really be great. I think.

To be honest, I am still very grateful to Liu Chuanfeng in my heart. If it weren't for him, I can't imagine how I would have spent the next two years at this school. After all, I can't go to class every day with my guy in my arms.

But at the same time, I secretly told myself in my heart that I couldn't get too close to Liu Chuanfeng and his gang. Because of the slightest carelessness, if you offend anyone, Chongshu and I will not be able to eat and walk around.

Let's hope the rest of the days will be a little more stable.

May 18, 2003 Overcast

Today, Chongshu suddenly asked me mysteriously, have you seen that movie?

What kind of piece is that?, I asked.

That's it.

Which piece is that?

Chongshu said that he was in a hurry, looked left and right, and then mysteriously took out a disc from his pocket.

With just one glance at the cover, I immediately understood what he meant.

Yes, I said.

I'm not lying, I watched it back in the third grade.

At that time, I had a particularly good relationship with my mother's colleague's child, an older brother who was two years older than me.

One day when I went to his house, he pulled me into his parents' room and showed a videotape.

Since then, my worldview has been completely turned upside down.

You know what? That's how we got here. The brother said that we had been deceived by our parents.

I nodded, indeed, lied to.

When I was a child, my mom told me that I picked it up in the trash.

I asked, then why are there boys and girls?

My mom said, of course it's different, the boy picked it up in the trash can, and the girl picked it up in the bin.

So one day my mom found me standing by the dumpster downstairs in my house and refused to leave.

My mom asked me why.

I want a sister, I replied earnestly.

May 19, 2003 Overcast

Chongshu began to develop his career.

He was thick-skinned and dared to go to the off-campus CD room to rent out those films. Then each disc was subleased to other male classmates for five cents.

You're breaking the law, I said.

Then give me back the five pieces you took last time, Chongshu said disdainfully.

I swear, I've been watching those films with a critical attitude.

I'm not criticizing the people who make the film, but the way my parents are educated.

The more you hide something, the more curious people want to see it.

Everyone has a sense of curiosity, and it is through curiosity that humans have invented many great things.

Human curiosity should not be stifled.

So when Scarlett started to get curious about my films, I took them out and handed them to her.

Is that why your pieces are gone?" Takaki yelled at me.

I nodded.

I completely underestimated Scarlett's reflexes.

When she saw the characters on the cover of the film, she smashed them to pieces.

What are you looking at?!, Scarlett yelled at me with a red face.

The study of basic human behavior, I replied with some humility.

May 20, 2003 Light rain

For that kind of thing, it's always the boy who is sensible early.

So Scarlett couldn't understand why we were so interested in that kind of film.

I'm not going to help you find a girlfriend, Scarlett said to Chongshu.

Don't, sister-in-law, can't I stop doing this business?" Chongshu begged with a bitter face.

After successfully defeating Chongshu's lawlessness, Scarlett turned her attention back to me.

What the hell are you thinking?, Scarlett asked, looking me in the eye.

It's nothing, just curious. I replied.

Do you want to do that to me, too?" she asked suddenly, so bluntly that I didn't know how to answer for a moment.

I looked at her, then nodded.

I'm not a person who can lie. As a normal adolescent boy, curiosity about girls' bodies definitely occupies half of my brain.

Or the whole brain.

But to my surprise, Scarlett wasn't angry this time.

She looked very calm, stared into my eyes, and looked a little embarrassed to see me.

I'm a boy, so ...... I'm going to explain.

But she shook her head,

Muyang, promise me. Don't ask me that until you graduate from high school. She said seriously.

I nodded.

After graduation, I will choose a good day and give myself to you. She said again, blushing, but looking unusually determined and earnest.

Until then, we have maintained a pure relationship. I never imagined that one day we would talk about such a profound topic.

But in the face of her firmness, I was a little overwhelmed.

I know that's a girl's most precious thing.

But she said she would give it to me.

I suddenly understood that I was facing not only a precious love, but also a girl's determination.

The Scarlett in front of me made me feel at ease like I had never felt before.

On the special day of 520, she is the most special one.

At this moment, I know that I love her.

So I shook my head,

No, please save it for our wedding night. I said with a smile.