Chapter 59: If it's good to you, how can you not be satisfied
Ye Xingchen touched Eleven's hair, and his tone was a little relieved: "You have always been so sensible, but my sister doesn't know what to say." β
Eleven smiled: "Sister, don't treat me as a child all the time, I'm already in my twenties, and I can handle a lot of things by myself." β
"No matter how old you are, you're my sister. β
Ye Xingchen was quite emotional.
The sisters talked again, and Luo Zhi brought the list.
"The results of the test are in, do you want to listen together or something?"
Eleven and Ye Xingchen got up together, and when they faced Luo Zhi, Eleven's expression was flat, but it was Ye Xingchen with an extraordinarily dignified expression.
The two glanced at each other, and Eleven smiled and said, "Let's talk together, it's all up to this anyway, and there's no need to hide it from my sister." β
Luo Zhi completely respected her wishes, at the beginning, and even more so now.
"Okay, then I'll tell you directly, the things in Eleven's head have quickly affected her optic nerve, and if nothing else, she should be completely blind and unable to see soon. β
Ye Xingchen's eyes flickered, if it weren't for Luo Zhi's quick reaction, she might have fallen straight to the ground.
Completely blind?
This also means that in the days to come, the days after Eleven will be in darkness.
Ye Xingchen's tears fell, how could she accept such a cruel thing.
On the contrary, Eleven didn't feel anything, and she was still so plain all along, as if this result had been expected by her.
"Okay sister, don't be sad that you see that I am so calm, we should learn to look at all sad things with an optimistic attitude. β
Ye Xingchen had tears in his eyes: "One by one, if, one day in the future, you are really completely blind, what a cruel thing it is to you, I can't bear it, I can't bear to look at you like that, and I can't bear to see your world in darkness." β
"Sister, in my opinion now, there is no difference. β
She has slowly begun to get used to it, except for some things that she can't grasp accurately, everything else is still very good.
No matter what she said, Ye Xingchen still couldn't accept this fact.
She was dizzy and couldn't stop crying.
Luo Zhi had no choice but to take her out of here for a while, so as not to hurt Eleven's heart.
In the corridors of the entire hospital, only eleven people remained.
She didn't say anything, just sat there silently.
With the test results sent by Luo Zhi in her hand, her heart was completely quiet at the moment, and there was nothing in her heart.
Completely invisible......
She had thought about it countless times before, but now that the results of the examination were complete, it seemed that there was nothing special about it.
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In the early morning of the next day, Ye Xingchen and Luo Zhi left together, leaving only eleven people.
Hidden Country.
After Eleven's inspection results came out, the first thing Luo Zhi did was to discuss it with Ye Xingchen.
But I didn't dare to say anything in Prague at the beginning.
I was afraid that it would not be appropriate to say anything in front of Eleven, so I left all these words here in the Hidden Country.
Ye Xingchen actually didn't have anything to do when he came to the Hidden Kingdom, and Gu Shaoning had always been dealing with the company's affairs.
The most important thing for her to go to the Hidden Kingdom is to discuss the matter of Eleven with Luo Zhi.
"According to the results of the examination report, there is nothing wrong with her body, just her eyes. If her current condition is not controlled, more complications will follow. β
Ye Xingchen sat on the sofa, holding the test results handed over by Luo Zhi in his hand.
The expression on his face was extraordinarily solemn.
"How can I be cured? β
"At this stage, some drugs cannot be cured, I have made estimates before, and I have also discussed with experts. I can temporarily control her current condition with medication, so that she can slowly stabilize and no more complications. But, you know, it's a medicine that is poisonous, and if she is given that medicine, the rest of her body will have problems. Can you accept such consequences?"
Ye Xingchen put his hands on his knees, and his body exuded a heavy aura up and down.
Probably knowing her mood at the moment, Luo Zhi thought about it for a while, and added: "Her eyes, I looked carefully, it is not completely impossible to recover, as long as that hard lump is handled, there will be no problem." β
"And how sure is that hard lump?"
Luo Zhi's objective analysis: "The brain is the most complex place in the structure, and it was caused by a car accident, I must not dare to do the operation easily, drug treatment is the most conservative way, if there is really no way in the end, we will choose other options." β
Ye Xingchen stood up very cautiously.
"Then everything will be in trouble with Dr. Luo Zhi. β
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After Ye Xingchen and Luo Zhi left, Xu Qing and Xie Qianen came one after another.
Xie Qianen went to the community where he lived with Shen Nanyan very early.
When he arrived, Xu Qing had already arrived, and Eleven was standing and talking to him at the door.
"Say what?"
The two raised their heads and looked at Xie Qianen.
Xu Qing had surprise in his eyes, as if he was wondering why Xie Qianen was here.
Eleven smiled: "Well, you're here." β
She was still the same as before, and when she laughed, her eyes were full of twinkling stars.
Xie Qianen clasped his hands and leaned against the door.
"How's it going?"
Xu Qing's gaze fell on him, and he suddenly exclaimed, "You are Shen Nanyan's friend." β
Eleven: "Yes, indeed. β
"I'll just say. Xu Qing's eyes were deep.
It seems that he expected why Xie Qianen would come here thousands of miles away.
Xie Qianen smiled faintly: "It's very lively now." β
Shen Nanyan is here, Xu Qing is here, and he is here too.
"What are you sitting here?" Eleven asked.
Xie Qianen smiled and said, "I'm here to find Nanyan." β
"Oooh. β
She reacted calmly and did not utter any more words.
"Nanyan is not here, I didn't have anything to do here, come and talk to you. β
Xu Qing probably didn't want to be with Xie Qianen, he looked at Eleven.
"I'll go around the neighborhood and you talk. β
There was no one at home, only Eleven and Shen Nanyan were left.
Xie Qianen squinted at Eleven.
"Let's go for a walk, the air is good in the morning. β
"Okay. β
She agreed, and she really didn't have any defenses against him.
The two walked along the road of the community, and neither spoke at first.
Later, it was Xie Qianen who broke the silence first.
"Are you used to living here?"
"I'm used to it. β
"What does a carefree world look like without thinking about anything?"
Eleven pondered for a moment: "It's very simple. β
"Simple?"
"yes, you don't have to think about it too much every day. β
Xie Qianen chuckled: "It's true, you are living an extraordinarily chic life now." β
"Did I have a bad time?" Eleven asked with a smile, as if the question was just a casual one she had said.
Xie Qianen then walked forward, his eyes falling on the front.
"In the past, you seemed to me to be full of Shen Nanyan. β
"You know that, too?"
Eleven's eyes widened, and the surprise was evident on her face.
"Do you think your liking is hidden?"
Eleven does not speak.
Xie Qianen continued: "Actually, I know, Xia Shi knows, we all know, but Nanyan doesn't know. β
"And what do you think?"
"I had a good life, a good youth, and a good life, but I had to like someone I shouldn't like, and finally came to that point. β
"Do you like people you shouldn't like?" Are you very dissatisfied with Shen Nanyan, whom I liked before?"
"If he is good to you, how can I not be satisfied. β
Eleven's footsteps paused, Xie Qianen noticed it, and also stopped with her.
"What's wrong?"
"It's nothing, it's just that I suddenly feel naΓ―ve. β
Xie Qianen didn't speak, curious about what she was thinking.
"Sounds exceptionally bad. β
Eleven's voice sounded with a hint of emotion, and Xie Qianen paused and smiled.
"You've said something like that before. β
"I've said that before?" she was a little surprised, she seemed to be less and less able to remember the past things lately, maybe it was getting more and more time she thought.
Xie Qianen tilted his head to look at her: "Well, many people are here, I, Xia Shi, you, Shen Nanyan was walking outside, speaking of which, you are also like this, and sighed with emotion. β
She looked sideways at him and said, "Thank you very much, after so long, you still remember what I said." β
She didn't have any meaning, she just said this simply, but the light in Xie Qianen's eyes stagnated for a moment.
It's not just that sentence, he remembers a lot, but.
She never cared much about it, but now it's better, and as time goes by, she basically can't remember anything.
"What are you thinking?"
The soft voice sounded in his ears again, and Xie Qianen retracted his distant thoughts.
"It's nothing, it's just something from the past. β
"Is the past related to me?" she said in such a teasing way.
"Hmph, narcissistic, who said it had something to do with you. He said without blushing and without a beating heart, but in his heart he was surprised that she would say this.
Eleven was a little regretful: "Okay. β
Xie Qianen subconsciously pulled a smile.
"How could Xu Qing be here?" he asked.
This is a question he has wanted to ask from the moment he saw it.
"Xu Qing?"
"Hmm. β
She raised her hand and put it on her head, as if what Xie Qianen had just said was a very complicated issue.
"Nothing, just come and see me. β
"Come and see you, a look among friends?"
"Hmm. She replied: "I've been here for a long time, and he's been busy with other things, and he hasn't been here, but now it's hard to get free, so he came to see me." β
"In this case, it means that your relationship is still quite good. Eleven always felt that Xie Qianen's words could be regarded as something in his words.
"Xie Qian'en, what do you want to say?"
The four looked at each other, and Eleven's face smiled very lightly.
Xie Qianen was silent for a long time, and when he spoke again, he still had a light smile on his face.
"It's nothing, just ask. β
He looked into the distance and said nonchalantly, "What about you and Nanyan?"
"We?"
"What can we do? Xie Qian'en, that's a bit inappropriate. β
Xie Qianen said: "I thought that after coming for so long, you should be reconciled. β
In this way, Xie Qianen didn't say it once or twice, Eleven didn't feel anything at first, but now it's another time, Eleven couldn't help but smile the moment he lowered his head.
"Xie Qianen, do you know that when I first arrived in the Hidden Kingdom, I officially met with Xu Qing to talk about this matter?"
"I don't know. β
Eleven smiled and opened his lips: "You don't know, then let me tell you, I talked about Xu Qing's affairs very far, we began to know Yu University, I already knew Shen Nanyan at that time, and I was full of him, and it was also at that time that Xu Qing confessed to me, saying that he liked me, he was very sincere, and there were still many people who were curious at that time, why didn't I stay with him." β
Speaking of which, Eleven paused for a long time.
"But at that time, what did I think, I rejected him, and then we met again, and he came here, but there were some things I told him early. β
"When I first arrived in the Hidden Country, he asked me if I could be with him, I had already divorced Shen Nanyan at that time, but I still rejected him without hesitation, and expressed that I would never have any possibility with him in this life, do you know why?"
When she said these words, she was always very calm, and even in the end, she simply said: "Because I love Shen Nanyan, I will never let go of this man in this life, and I will never fall in love with anyone else." β
"Later, although Xu Qing stayed in the hidden country, we came and went less and less, and then during the previous period, Xu Qing fell in love. The other party is a very good girl, obedient and sensible, and from time to time she will have a little temper with him, that is a very good girl, until today Xu Qing came to tell me that he may be getting married soon, and I still think so. Xu Qing and I have known each other for several years, and watching him change little by little, my heart is very sad. Until now, there is not a single point, completely disappeared, and I began to understand that Xu Qing is in love and preparing for the wedding, and all I have to do is relax. β
"Are you trying to tell me that he loves you, and that it's an invisible pressure on you?"
Eleven replied without thinking about it: "Yes, that's right, it's pressure, Xie Qianen, you should know, the person you love doesn't love you, when things develop to a certain point, some feelings will naturally bring endless trouble to the other party." β
Xie Qianen can probably understand some things.
This is Eleven, she doesn't seem to care about anything, she doesn't seem to care about anything, but she can say everything to the most critical place.
She should have known about it a long time ago.
It is because I know that I choose to say these words in the first place.
That's why she's so straightforward in order to put an end to it.
Xie Qianen bowed his head and spoke after a long time.
"Take your time, who can say for sure what will happen in the future. β
Eleven raised his eyes, and his faint gaze fell on him.
For a long time, she looked away and did not speak.
"Do you want to live here forever?" Xie Qianen walked in front of him, changing the question.
Eleven followed behind him, and replied in a voice that was neither light nor heavy: "Isn't it good here?"
"It's up to you to see for yourself. β
"Then I think it's good to be here. β
Xie Qianen hummed, and not far away, Shen Nanyan stood in place, looking at the two of them with heavy eyes.
He laughed silently in his heart.
"Okay, we're almost done, let's go back. β
If he doesn't go back, it is estimated that Shen Nanyan's eyes over there can kill him.
The two walked back in the direction they came, and when they passed Shen Nanyan, Xie Qianen went up alone, and Eleven was forced to stop.
Shen Nanyan held her hand, her movements were extremely familiar, and Eleven had to stop for a while.
And Xie Qianen has always been an understanding person, so he didn't think deeply about it when he saw this, and left directly.
My sister is gone, and this is the case with Shen Nanyan, she is actually tired.
She has always felt that she and Shen Nanyan should not have developed to this point.
She has always felt that she and Shen Nanyan should get together and disperse and separate well, not like now.
It's been so many years in vain.
The wrist was grabbed by Shen Nanyan, and Eleven stood in place, she had already walked very slowly with Xie Qianen just now, and now in front of Shen Nanyan, she was even more extremely disguised, hoping not to let Shen Nanyan see something.
"Your sister, they're gone?"
With a deep and mellow voice, Eleven paused and nodded: "Well, let's go." β
"Eleven, I have something to talk to you about. This tone was so formal that Eleven was a little distracted.
"Just tell me what you want to say, just tell me, that's what I'm listening to here. β
"That day, at the door, I said a lot of inappropriate things to you because of that man, and I have been wondering why this is happening all these days. But later, I figured it out on my own. Because I care about you, that's why I have these overreactions, and I'm so disgusting. β
In Eleven's impression, Shen Nanyan basically didn't bow his head much, no matter what time it was, he was meticulous, and he had a special style when he spoke and did things.
But just now, he said those words to him in that tone.
Eleven didn't know how to describe her mood at the moment, but looking at Shen Nanyan, she still couldn't hold back.
"Actually, you don't have to be like this, you are you, it's Shen Nanyan, you shouldn't be the same as me. β
"I am Shen Nanyan again, I also love you, Eleven, why don't you just refuse to believe it, believe that I love you, believe that we are suitable, and believe that we can come together in the end. β
His tone was difficult, with some bitterness.
Every conversation was like this, and Eleven suddenly felt that it was really meaningless.
Her eyes fell on Shen Nanyan, looking calm.
"Because I'm afraid. β
She said that Shen Nanyan didn't know what to say because of the four words alone, and he pursed his lips several times, but he didn't say a word.
Eleven chuckled.
"Yes, you heard me right, I'm afraid, Nanyan, do you know what I'm afraid of? I'm afraid that you just think you love me, I'm afraid that you just think that I'm not used to leaving? I'm even more afraid that there is still an unequal relationship between us. β