October 3, 2002 I woke up after dark and didn't know what the hell the weather was

I've been lying at home for three days since the National Day holiday.

Chongshu came to me the day before yesterday and yesterday, and I told my mother that I was sick and didn't see him.

It's nothing, it's just not in a good mood.

Zhen Songni didn't reject me directly, she didn't even reject me.

She ignored me outright.

That poem of mine and all the words I wanted to say to her were lost with that letter.

Her smile still came to me from time to time, but I no longer felt warm. That laugh seemed to mean more mockery and chills.

I desperately told myself that she wasn't ignoring me because she didn't like me, maybe she felt like she had to focus on her studies, maybe she was too shy, maybe she was ......

But whatever the reason, she ignored me after all.

I was very disappointed, so I lost interest in this long-awaited National Day for a long time.

Forget it, go back to sleep.

October 5, 2002 Sunny

My mom finally didn't hold back Chongshu's enthusiasm and let him in the house to see me.

I knew when I saw the look on his face when he saw me that I was frustrated.

Actually, we've only known each other for a month, but seriously, Takaki is really a good friend.

He brought a big bag of fruit and said, "Your mother said you couldn't get out of bed when you were sick, so I'll take a look." Looks like you're really sick.

I nodded helplessly.

Chongshu told me that we were going to bow down to Liu Chuanfeng. I was shocked, I didn't know Liu Chuanfeng, and I hadn't even met him. But Chongshu told me that there are many, many benefits to marrying Liu Chuanfeng, and that in the future, there will be people in the school who will be covered, and whoever will kill whom.

I thought to myself, I want to kill the math teacher. But he didn't say it, only perfunctory and said that he would talk about it later.

I don't have much interest in forming cliques and stuff like that. I know that it was just a momentary passion when I was a student, and there is still a long way to go, and no one dares to say that I can be a brother for life.

In the final analysis, we are just a group of strangers who come together because of the purpose of our respective studies, but in the end we have to call each other brothers because of brotherly righteousness, which is too unreliable to be honest.

October 7, 2002 Sunny

If you pretend to be sick or something, you can't pretend to be a lifetime.

Chongshu dragged me out, saying that he wanted me to see the sun and not go back to school with a musty smell.

To be honest, the sun outside was really good, and it made me forget some of my pain for a while.

Liu Chuanfeng is worthy of being a big brother-level figure, and he is followed by a group of younger brothers when he goes out.

The reason why Chongshu was able to get the favor of this cool big brother was entirely because this big brother felt that he was too kind.

People who dare to fight with me with a few small followers, Lao Tzu is the first time I have seen him. These are Liu Chuanfeng's original words.

I actually want to say that he doesn't know that you are the big brother of our school, otherwise he wouldn't dare to give him ten leopard guts. But looking at Takaki's proud expression, I didn't say anything. After all, it's rare for people to look up to us so much.

I don't know why Chongshu pulled me up and called Liu Chuanfeng a brother. None of his junior high school brothers who were going to trouble Liu Chuanfeng with him came.

I asked Chongshu, and he said, I don't know why, everyone stopped contacting me because of the punishment.

The tree fell and scattered, so I said, how much of the so-called brotherhood in the student days was sincere?

But just as I was thinking about it, Chongshu put his arm around my shoulder and said, "We have to be brothers forever!"

Looking at him, I didn't know what to say.

October 10, 2002 Cloudy

I don't look back at the girl who once made me feel warm.

I used to turn my head to look at her when I was bored in class. But now I don't have that courage.

I was afraid to see mockery and disdain in that smile.

But I don't want to turn my head, but there is always someone to disturb at this time.

Someone behind me stabbed me and handed me a note.

"Give me back my eraser!"

It reads.

The payment is Shen Sijia.

Since the last time I changed seats, Shen Sijia, who did not do well in the high school entrance examination, sat in the two rows behind me.

I don't remember borrowing her eraser before and didn't return it, so I searched around and didn't find it. I could only buy her a new one at the end of class, which cost me two oceans.

I heard that Shen Sijia was in love before, no wonder she was always in a good mood some time ago.

Even a woman with her temper has someone to want, and I, a good man with a gentle and considerate temperament, has been ruthlessly ignored, which is really blindless.

October 11, 2002 Sunny

After the construction of the sports field, the school finally began to prepare for the sports day.

Today I signed up for the 4X100 relay and the 100-meter dash, which surprised the old class.

Chongshu laughed at me, you are so short, who can you run with short legs?

I laugh, you know a fart!

The 100-meter dash is the strongest sport in human history, and it competes in the most basic human athletic behavior - running hard.

Such a project tests the most primitive human instincts, and it is precisely in this way that men's sports can attract the attention of girls the most.

After listening to my words, he did not hesitate to follow me and report these two items, completely ignoring my disdainful eyes.

Escaping from emotional frustration, I intend to impact myself with the most primitive movement, forgetting something that should never be remembered.

October 17, 2002 Sunny

The athletic meet has begun!

As a competitor in the best sport of all time, I was well prepared. But our competition was scheduled to start tomorrow and today we had to cheer for the other events as spectators.

What surprised me a little was that Zhen Songni actually participated in the competition. The women's high jump is actually quite boring, but because of her, I couldn't help but watch it.

Even though I've been avoiding intersecting with her, I feel at ease when I'm hiding in the crowd to watch her.

As I expected, she was no match for the rest of the class, and she lost the first round of the preliminaries.

Hiding in the crowd, I found that the group of boys around the high jump competition venue seemed to be very interested in the girls who were eliminated in the preliminaries.

"You're from Class 9, right? That girl is from your class, what's her name?"

Questions like these I've been asked more than 10 times today.

It seems that excellent girls will always be found and can't be hidden.

"I don't know!"

I replied in unison, I am not lying. Although I am in the same class as Zhen Songni, I have looked at her and smiled with her several times, I have written poems for her, and I have also ...... But seriously, I've never spoken to her personally.

We don't really know.

When I think about it, I feel a little sad.

We don't even know each other......

October 18, 2002 Light rain turned cloudy

Yesterday the sky was clear, but today it is raining lightly.

However, this did not affect our race, and after a brief discussion, the school referees decided to let the 100m sprint race go ahead as usual.

It made me very depressed.

I had planned to attract girls with the charm of the strongest sports, but I found that there was no one else on the playground in the light rain except for us eight boys in a row and a referee with an umbrella.

The audience had already hid under the teaching building more than ten meters away, watching from a distance. This made my enthusiasm dying.

Depressed was also Chongshu, who was in the third lane, and the rain drenched his hair, which had just been carefully smeared with gel water. Every proud hair that had been soaked in gel water and stood straight and erect was now drooping down from the rain.

He turned his head as if to say something to me, but I couldn't make out his expression because his eyes were almost covered by his hair.

After the contest, he told me that he would never trust me again, including punctuation.

But the good thing about the game itself didn't disappoint me.

As I expected, those long legs didn't reflect their strengths. With my blistering speed and coquettish shouts, they were all defeated by me.

I ended up finishing first in the preliminaries and advanced to the finals.

Even though there are no spectators, I'm going to win this contest too.

Reward yourself with a certificate, I thought to myself.

By the time of the final, it had finally stopped raining and the spectators had finally returned to where they were. The whole competition finally has the atmosphere that it should have as the strongest sport.

But Chongshu was depressed because he was eliminated.

But I'm still there, and I said to him, I'm going to carry your hopes and win this championship!

But he said, Lao Tzu wants to attract the attention of beautiful women, who wants you to carry it?

The competition was brutal and intense.

A kid who was shorter than me in Class 4 was quite fast, and I was taken aback by his speed for the first fifty meters.

But he lacked stamina.

With my understanding and knowledge of the strongest human movement in history, I know that the sprint phase is the decisive moment. So soon I caught up.

I'm just one step away from the championship!

I was going to be the hero of our class, and at that moment I seemed to see Zhen Songni running towards me.

I heard all the audience at the scene calling out my name: "Li Muyang!"

I will climb to the pinnacle of my life, with the excellent results of the 100-meter sprint, I was recommended by the school to the Municipal Sports Association, then recommended by the Municipal Sports Association to the Provincial Sports Association, and finally recommended by the Provincial Sports Association to the State General Administration of Sports.

I will also be a hero representing China in the Olympic Games, and finally stand on the podium of the Olympic Games and watch the national flag flutter over the Olympic Games!

Belch...... If I hadn't fallen......

19 October 2002 Cloudy and clear

I'm hurt.

I fell in the last 10 meters of yesterday's race.

That's right, the fall was extremely ugly.

Takaki is willing to use the phrase "dog eats" to describe me. I can imagine a cinder-covered boy getting up from a wet runway.

At the same time, I also tacitly accepted his evaluation of me.

Because I'm so disappointed in myself.

I couldn't participate in today's relay race, and the old class found a chubby boy to replace me, which made me feel hurt.

originally planned to attract the attention of Zhen Songni or other beauties with her heroic appearance on the field, but ended up like this. This time I failed, and I was completely defeated.

The whole school is talking about the guy in Class 9 who threw a dog and ate. I became famous, in the last way I wanted it.

I didn't dare to turn my head to look at Zhen Songni anymore, maybe I was destined to not be able to raise my head in front of her.

The key is to let Shen Sijia find a handle to laugh at me.

Laugh, laugh. I don't care, what hasn't been against me since I was in high school?

Get used to it!