1 November 2002 Cloudy

After the sports day, I didn't keep a diary for many days.

Because I was hurt, I felt uncomfortable.

Whether it's on the feet, hands, or heart, it's quite hurtful.

Fortunately, something happened today that made me feel very happy.

Shen Sijia fell out of love.

When others cry when they fall out of love, she cries too. Others pear rain with flowers, she ghosts cry wolf howl.

But I found that Zhen Songni seems to have a good relationship with her. When Shen Sijia howled there, the first person to sit down and comfort her was Zhen Songni.

At lunchtime, most of the students in the classroom went to the cafeteria.

I didn't go, pretending to sit in front of me reading a book and eavesdropping on their conversations.

But they didn't say anything.

Zhen Songni only called vigorously, "Scarlett, Scarlett." ”

And Shen Sijia howled vigorously.

It's a good day, it's Singles' Day today. Shen Sijia has also become a single.

2 November 2002 Cloudy

Chongshu and I officially became members of Liu Chuanfeng's gang.

I was reluctant.

Liu Chuanfeng and I really don't have any common language, and our contact with him is also actively operated by Chongshu.

In Chongshu's words, in this school, Liu Chuanfeng is a legend.

Even the senior thugs had to sell him face.

I actually asked someone to get him, do you think I'm good? Chongshu asked me with a smile.

I don't understand why Chongshu worships such a character so much, and if we had brains, I think we should stay away from this kind of troublesome guy, right?

But I couldn't stand Chongshu's enthusiasm, and I didn't dare to say that I didn't want to be brothers with Liu Chuanfeng, so I had to bite the bullet.

Liu Chuanfeng was really generous, just to accept Chongshu and me, he set up a big table in the hall outside the school.

Lao Tzu just took a fancy to your courage, Liu Chuanfeng said.

I thought to myself, what the hell is going on with me?

I don't have me to get you, and I don't have to be punished, I'm just friends because I have a similar smell with Chongshu, and I want to be the little brother of the so-called school big brother for some reason, isn't it a little wronged?

Another person next to me who also looked quite powerful patted me on the shoulder and said, follow Brother Feng well, you kid is lucky.

What luck did you get? I think it's bad luck or not. The atmosphere here is like a gang rally, and it's really weird.

But I didn't dare to say these things in front of so many school gangsters, so I could only laugh and say yes, yes.

Fortunately, I used to drink a little wine with my dad at home, otherwise I wouldn't have to be poured down by these people.

Chongshu wasn't as lucky as me, it seems that he drank really badly, and he just had a beer and went down.

Coming out of the hall, I helped Chongshu and thought, this high school life seems to be coming to an end, and I have entered an organization that I shouldn't have entered.

Mom, help me!

But in retrospect, it's not a bad thing. Multiple friends are better than multiple enemies.

5 November 2002 Light rain

It's getting a little colder.

When I came home this afternoon, my mother packed several sweaters in my bag and quietly stuffed me with thirty yuan.

Son, eat well, don't go hungry.

Listening to her, I want to cry.

Before I went to high school, my father stipulated that I should live for 45 yuan a week, and I would not be given any extra cent.

But every week my mom gave me ten more dollars.

has been like this since childhood, strict father and mother. My mom always doted on me the most.

The economic conditions of the family are not too good, my parents are both employees of the unit, and the salary is barely enough for a family of three not to be hungry or freezing. But it's not a poor family.

I didn't understand my father's strict demands on me, but I was powerless to resist.

Before going back to school, my mom pulled me at the door and said, don't blame your dad, he is also good for you.

I nodded, and although I was still a little angry with my father, I didn't tell my mother.

The book says that when a boy reaches this age, he will always want to challenge his father's position of absolute authority in the family. This is a behavior that male animals are born with.

But I didn't want to challenge my dad's authority, I just wanted him to smile at me like I did when I was a kid.

November 10, 2002 Sunny

Shen Sijia is alive!

She didn't die before, I mean, she's recovered from the pain of a broken love!

It's not what I expected.

The lovelorn heroine on TV will always remember the unforgettable love for a few years after the breakup, or for the rest of her life, and then be sad like smoke and accompany her.

But Shen Sijia actually laughed in front of me for a while, and raised her eyebrows coldly for a while, just like when I knew her before.

It seems that her relationship is not unforgettable, which makes me despise her very much.

If it's me, if you want to love me, you have to love me fiercely. That kind of dispensable, feeling that can recover from sadness in just ten days, I definitely don't want it!

I suddenly remembered Zhen Songni.

If it's with her, I think it's unforgettable.

November 16, 2002 Sunny

The three-day midterm exam is finally over.

Don't think about it, my math, my physics and my chemistry are gone and won't come back.

The old class said that I was seriously biased in my subjects and needed to strengthen my studies.

I wanted to tell him that from the moment I was kicked off the podium by my math teacher, I was cut off from all math related subjects.

When I was a sophomore in high school, I had to choose liberal arts, so that even if I was poor in math, I would be able to pull up the total score with other subjects.

It's been more than two months since I came to this school, and I finally found out that this school also has people playing football.

The seniors in the second and third years of high school are rather pitiful, and they don't have a decent playground before we enter the school. It wasn't until our enrollment expansion that the school started to build a sports field.

Today, the sports field has been completed and a sports meeting has been successfully held. So everyone's enthusiasm for sports was ignited again.

Football is like my first love.

When I was in elementary school, I fell in love with a pirated World Cup goal highlights disc, a sport that I could play in addition to running. It's a pity that whether it is elementary school or junior high school, the school's sports field will always be the world of basketball, and it can't accommodate the existence of football at all.

But now it's different, it's high school, and the new playground is big enough. The school has two new standard-sized football goals, and a brand new football field is born!

Luckily, we finally have a place to play.

Sadly, we couldn't afford to make an 11-person team.

November 21, 2002 Sunny

The freshman league officially started, but I watched from the wall.

There is no way, there are really 11 people in the class to play football.

In most schools in China, 90 percent of people play table tennis, 80 percent play badminton, 50 percent play basketball, but only 10 percent play football.

And these 10 percent have been without a ball for a long time.

Obviously, only 1% of the 10% of the 10% of people in our school who can play football are in our class, and that's me.

Chongshu can't either, which makes me very depressed, and I can't even find anyone to talk about the ball together.

Liu Chuanfeng will, but unfortunately he is not in the same class as me. They also have the most people who can play in the class, pull out a neat team, and even have a few substitutes, which makes me jealous.

Oh my God, this is the first bad thing I've ever had since I entered high school?

November 22, 2002 Sunny

The momentum of the fourth class was fierce, and they won 7-1 in the opening game of the league.

On the other side, another strong team, Class 8, also defeated Class 3 6-0.

The entire high school football league was in full swing, and the stadium was surrounded by people watching the game at dinner time, and the scene was not spectacular.

This is even more lively than the previous 100-meter sprint final. It's a pity for me......

Why don't you form a team to compete? Don't you like to make a fuss?

Shen Sijia definitely did it on purpose, and he actually asked me like this today!

I told her that Lao Tzu admired the most primitive sport - sprinting! 22 people ran like crazy around a leather ball, you and I were as stupid as they were?

Then when you run a 100-meter sprint, there is nothing in front of you, don't you run like crazy?

She said.

……

I'm speechless.

25 November 2002 Cloudy

Stand.

It's so uncomfortable that other people can only watch themselves play.

What's more, I only learned today that Zhen Songni is also a fan.

Today, when Class 4 was playing against Class 6, I saw her standing on the sidelines shouting.

I don't know exactly who she's cheering on, but how I wish the one being was being me. If we play as a team, she'll definitely cheer me on.

After all, we're in the same class.

Belch...... She probably would......

November 28, 2002 Cloudy

Since joining Liu Chuanfeng's gang, he finally fought for the first time.

I don't expect a fight, but anyone would want to fight a cheap fight like this.

The opponent was the captain of the sixth class football team, who was beaten by the fourth class with a 9-0 victory last week.

He seemed to be dissatisfied with the result of the game and asked Liu Chuanfeng to play again.

But Liu Chuanfeng will not have a trace of mercy for the weak.

He said, "You are too weak to see."

This sentence made the captain of the sixth squad very embarrassed, and he was mad on the spot and fought with Liu Chuanfeng.

As a result, the captain of the sixth squad was beaten to the point that he lost his temper. Even if it is heads-up, Liu Chuanfeng is definitely an insurmountable mountain.

But his younger brother was not happy, saying that he had not been convinced, and that he had to teach him another lesson.

That's when Takaki and I got the chance to play.

The captain of the sixth squad was surrounded in the dormitory, and there were more than ten of us, one of whom went up and kicked him.

He didn't fight back, huddled in the corner without saying a word, not even screaming.

When it was my turn, I couldn't bear it.

But Chongshu whispered to me that if you don't beat him, you will offend Brother Long.

The brother he said was called Zou Long, who was Liu Chuanfeng's younger brother, and he was also the one who organized us to trouble the captain of the sixth class today.

I was a little scared, so I had to kick it down.

When they came out of their dormitory, everyone except me and Takaki had a smile on their faces, and they seemed to be greatly satisfied.

And when I turned my head to look again, I saw that the people in the sixth class dormitory had their heads down, their fists clenched tightly, but they never made a move.

Actually, I'm no different from them, I think. It's just that I was lucky to be Liu Chuanfeng's little brother, and they didn't have anything.

My heart was sour, and I turned my head to look at Chongshu.

The guy also bowed his head and bit his fingers.

It seems that this guy can't bear it anymore.

It's over, I kicked too lightly, I don't know if Brother Long has seen it, will I still be a brother in the future?" he said suddenly.

I'll go, this guy was thinking about this!