October 3, 2003 Sunny

The sophomore year of high school was hard.

Last year, we had a seven-day holiday, but this year it was only two and a half days.

When I went back to school in the evening, I was a little sleepy.

The two-and-a-half-day vacation made me tired unspeakably.

The reason is simple, I ended up joining the new Class 5 football team led by Liu Chuanfeng.

But I never knew that Liu Chuanfeng would be such a serious person.

We trained together for two and a half days during the National Day holiday, and the intensity of the training was so intense that I was jaw-dropping.

Compared with the stragglers in the previous ninth class, the football strength of the new fifth class is undoubted. But Liu Chuanfeng doesn't seem to be happy with this, and he wants to see a team that can pull out at any time. Even at the top, he never gave up the possibility of surpassing himself.

That's why Liu Chuanfeng is different from us, his values and worldview are incomprehensible to me.

And such a strict team building idea has made Chongshu, who still knows little about football, lose his place.

Brother Feng, let me join, okay? I can be a logistician, I can be a caddy, let me join you. Chongshu pleaded with sincerity.

But Liu Chuanfeng shook his head, Chongshu, we are a team with combat effectiveness, it is better for you to be a fan obediently.

Liu Chuanfeng's words made Chongshu unable to refute, and he could only look at me with a resentful expression.

I shrugged my shoulders, I really couldn't help it.

October 4, 2003 Cloudy

Chen Zhe really didn't come to harass us anymore.

I don't know if he was afraid of Liu Chuanfeng or gave up his pursuit of Zhen Songni, in short, he really didn't come to trouble us anymore.

But Liu Chuanfeng's words reminded me.

Don't underestimate Chen Zhe, Crouching Tiger is often more dangerous.

Chen Zhe is a lying tiger that will one day pounce and tear us apart.

So it's better to be careful, I told Chongshu.

Don't worry, we now have Brother Feng, the third brother, and the Zou Long who has changed his temperament greatly, are you afraid that he will do something to Chen Zhe? Chongshu said proudly.

I shook my head, you don't understand the ferocity of this world.

Chongshu shook his head, you don't understand Brother Feng.

October 10, 2003 Cloudy

I really don't understand Liu Chuanfeng.

On the one hand, he seemed to be on guard against Chen Zhe, and on the other hand, he took the initiative to clean up the last remnants of Chen Zhe.

But Chen Zhe never showed up, allowing Liu Chuanfeng to devour his forces one by one, and gradually moved towards the great cause of unifying the Fifth Middle School.

Is Chen Zhe really a crouching tiger? I can't help but ask in my heart.

October 11, 2003 Light rain

There are many kinds of love.

There are people like me and Scarlett, who are sweet and sweet on weekdays, but they will also be noisy, but in the end, they will be like two pieces of kraft candy, tightly glued together, and they can't be torn apart.

There are also people like Chongshu and Zhen Songni, the woman seems cold, the man seems enthusiastic, and he has spent months of time without separation.

But love is such a thing, when both parties' enthusiasm for it cannot be maintained at the same level, it can only end up in nothing.

So Chongshu fell out of love.

Zhen Songni didn't tell Chongshu any reason for breaking up, she only wrote him a letter, and there was only a short sentence in the letter.

"Fade, break up. ”

A few days ago, Chongshu was still immersed in the joy of being in the same class as Zhen Songni, but today he seems lonely.

In the afternoon, he went outside the school alone to drink some wine, and lay on the table without saying a word during the evening self-study.

I can't bear it.

In the absence of a teacher, I switched places with his table mates and sat down next to the poor sad man.

Brother, there's no need, really. I patted him on the shoulder and said.

Chongshu was still lying on his stomach, and I knew he heard me, but he still didn't look up.

I usually talk to Chongshu about everything, but at this moment I don't know what to say to him.

I can't tell him what happened during the summer vacation right now, it will only rub salt in his wounds. So I could only sit quietly beside him and gently pat him on the shoulder.

Suddenly, he looked up, and there was a smell of wine.

Oh, it's you. Takaki asked as he looked at me with half-squinted eyes, then smiled.

I didn't understand what he meant by laughing, but my heart was suddenly sour.

I didn't get involved in his love with Zhen Songni. But for some reason, I felt extremely guilty.

I felt bitter in my heart, but I didn't dare to show it.

Well, bro, it's not necessary......

Before I could finish my sentence, I was interrupted by Chongshu.

I know, I know. He said softly, just a little tired.

The rain outside was ticking against the windows.

And I looked at Chongshu, and it rained in my heart.

October 13, 2003 Rain

Chongshu hasn't been in class for two days.

He asked the head teacher for three days off on the grounds that he was sick.

I don't know if he left because he was sick or because he was sad.

But I hope that going home and resting these days will keep him away from those pains.

I'm starting to have some opinions about Zhen Songni.

From the day she abandoned Chongshu, I found that I no longer have any attachment to her now.

I was so disappointed in this woman, I didn't expect her to hurt Chongshu so much.

Scarlett advised me that the twisted melon was not sweet, and if she really didn't like Chongshu, the longer she stayed with him, the more it hurt him.

But I still don't understand.

If you don't like it, why don't you say it in the first place?

My dissatisfaction with Zhen Songni has also changed my attitude towards her.

So today, when Zhen Songni came to collect my math homework, I ignored her, but left the homework on the desk and got up and left.

I don't mind if she sees my displeasure with her.

I only mind those injuries my brother has suffered.

October 15, 2003 Sunny

The multi-day drizzle is finally over.

But Chongshu still didn't come back.

According to the head teacher, the vacation approved for Chongshu has long since ended, but he seems to have lost contact.

I tried to call his house to find him, but no one answered.

When a familiar person suddenly disappears from your eyes, you will find that you will not be able to find him unless he takes the initiative to come to you.

I don't know as much about Chongshu as he knows about me.

I didn't know anything about his family other than the string of numbers that showed his home phone number.

I've never been to his house, and every time I go out to play, he comes to my house to find me.

I found out that my brotherhood with Chongshu was also unequal, he was warm enough for me, but I didn't know him well enough.

It turns out that I am also a person like Zhen Songni, who keeps saying that I am his brother, but I can't even figure out where his home address is.

It makes me feel lost.

Unusual loss.

October 18, 2003 Cloudy

Chongshu is still missing.

I'm still lost.

Zhen Songni came to talk to me after class today, and I still have to ignore her.

Where did Chongshu go?, she asked me.

I shook my head, I don't know.

You're his brother, don't you know?

You're still his ex-girlfriend, you don't know I know?I tilted my head to look at her, and my tone was a little tough.

Suddenly, Zhen Songni was there.

So you're blaming me?" asked Zhen Songni.

Noncommittal, I turned my head to the side.

The sky outside the window was overcast, just as I was feeling at this time.

But obviously, Zhen Songni's sky is even more cloudy.

I heard her behind me sobbing quietly.

Suddenly I couldn't bear it, after all, she was a girl, I shouldn't have talked to her like this.

But when he turned his head to look at her, he remembered once again her ruthless abandonment of Chongshu.

So I was silent.

Yo, what's going on?

Meng San suddenly appeared and walked over.

I looked at him and didn't answer.

By the way, Muyang, where has Chongshu gone? Why haven't you come back after so long?Meng San asked me.

I shook my head, I don't know, I called, but no one answered.

Then we can go to his house to find him, Meng San said.

I don't know where his house is, I said.

Meng San listened to me with an incredible expression.

The two of you stick together like conjoined babies all day long, and you don't know where he lives?

One sentence poked me in the sore spot.

I sat back in my seat in frustration, ignoring the two of them.

For the first time, I ignored a girl's tears, and I didn't want to have anything to do with Zhen Songni.

I just want to know where the hell has gone to Chongshu.