1 November 2003 Rain

It was Saturday again, and I went home to rest for half a day.

But this half day was torturous for me.

I didn't dare tell my parents where the injury on my forehead came from, let alone what had happened to them at school recently.

The injuries he suffered in the group fight with Chen Zhe last time were basically invisible, but this time it was completely different.

We are the beaten side, defenseless.

I only told my mom that I had a little argument with my classmates and got into a fight, but then we got back together because nothing happened.

My mom just felt sorry for me and didn't ask for details. My dad was a little angry, why don't you remember how long you remember losing 20,000 yuan last time?

I was silent.

What the hell is wrong with you, kid? You weren't like that before!" yelled my dad.

Indeed, I would not have been like that before.

I've been a scared kid since I was a kid, and even I rarely quarrel, let alone fight.

But when I got to high school, it seemed like everything had changed.

Not only did I fight, but I also beat Zou Long to the point that his head was bleeding, and I finally lost 20,000 yuan. also followed Liu Chuanfeng, the overlord of the first year of high school, to fight with Chen Zhe, the boss of the second year of high school, and grabbed all the other people's territory.

And now, I'm even involved with the gang forces in society.

I'm not like myself anymore, I thought to myself.

It actually happened very suddenly.

I thought that Liu Chuanfeng had already stood at the peak, but I never thought that it was just the peak in school. And the world outside the school is completely unimaginable to me.

Chen Zhe is not a person who can be easily submitted, and I even naively thought that we would defeat him completely.

But it turns out that he will definitely not be a soft egg, nor will he be a guy who talks to you about the morality of the rivers and lakes.

He used his social connections to find a group of social thugs out of nowhere, blocked Meng San, Zou Long, and me in the back alley of the school, and beat the arrogance we thought we thought was gone.

Even though Meng San and Zou Long are known as the three fierce generals under Liu Chuanfeng, after all, they are only sixteen or seventeen-year-old students. In the face of the adult gang members in society, they can only be regarded as children.

Not to mention, I didn't even know who was being beaten to the ground before I was beaten to the ground. Until the group said who they were.

Don't be so arrogant in the future, tell you the so-called boss Liu Chuanfeng. Our pug will talk to him personally.

One person said.

I'm going to NM's!

Zou Long was lying on the ground and still scolding, but he was kicked in the stomach by a person, and he couldn't speak with a muffled snort.

May I ask how we provoked Pug? Meng San was very calm, although he was also lying on the ground, he asked calmly.

The man walked up to him, looked at him and smiled.

Chen Zhe is our brother-in-law, do you think Pug will leave his business alone like this?

Meng San was stunned for a moment and did not speak.

Now you know that you have provoked people who should not be provoked, right? Remember, tell you Liu Chuanfeng to be careful, and then be arrogant, Lao Tzu will fight you once when he sees you!

The man waved his hand, beckoned his man and left.

Afterwards, Meng San told me that the pug he was talking about was called the bus, and he was a gangster in the school. Although he is not a real underworld boss, in the eyes of the fifth middle school student, he is an insurmountable mountain.

So what do we do?, I asked.

What else can I do? Go back and tell Brother Feng to get ready for battle. Zou Long said.

I looked at Meng San and said in my heart that even if I encounter such a tricky character, I won't retreat?

Meng San saw my doubts, but nodded firmly.

We have no way back, he said softly.

2 November 2003 Rain

We really had no way back, because when Liu Chuanfeng heard what happened to us, he was eager to try his hand at the head-on confrontation with Pug.

I began to shudder at the fact that I had such a crazy big brother.

There's no reason to get yourself into that kind of crisis.

I didn't have much interest in following Liu Chuanfeng from the beginning, not to mention that Chongshu is not here now, so I have no reason to follow him crazy.

All I need is to get along with Scarlett, graduate from this school, get a good university together, find a good job, and finally form our happy little family with Scarlett.

Why should I go on an adventure with them? I asked myself.

So I began to retreat, but I didn't dare to say it in front of Liu Chuanfeng.

November 3, 2003 Cloudy

Since yesterday, I've been thinking about how to dodge this crisis.

I don't want to fight against the underworld, I don't have a real conflict of interest with them.

I racked my brains to think about how to subtly express my wishes to Liu Chuanfeng.

I hope that I can not only avoid participating in their crazy plan, but also make Liu Chuanfeng have nothing to say, so as not to offend him.

It's so hard to make up such a lie, so much so that I thought about it for several lessons, and I didn't know where to start.

But things were different from what I thought.

In the afternoon, Meng San said to me,

Muyang, Brother Feng said, I don't want you to participate in this operation.

I was happy in my heart, but my face was very helpless,

Why?, I asked.

Brother Feng said that it doesn't matter if he fights a little on weekdays, but now he has to fight with the bus, which is not an easy job. He didn't want his brothers to suffer with him, he planned to take only me, Aaron and the fart god, and not the rest. Too dangerous.

After Meng San finished speaking, my heart turned into ecstasy.

After a few more conversations with him, the class bell rang.

This is one of my favorite Chinese lessons, the homeroom teacher is talking about the subject-verb-object on the stage, and I am taking notes carefully in the audience.

But as I was doing it, I suddenly felt pantothenic acid in my heart, and then my whole body was numb.

"No one in this school can bully Lao Tzu Liu Chuanfeng's brother!"

Liu Chuanfeng's words suddenly broke into my heart.

Then I remembered something that had happened before.

Liu Chuanfeng, who wanted to avenge Chongshu before, was a little scary but reliable.

Later, although it seemed unfair to Zou Long, Liu Chuanfeng also successfully resolved the grievances between me and Zou Long.

Then Chen Zhe wanted to beat Chongshu, and we were at a loss. At the critical moment, Liu Chuanfeng jumped out to solve the crisis for us.

Although Liu Chuanfeng may have his own purposes, it is true that he has helped us a lot.

I thought of Meng San again.

The third brother has not been in contact with us for too long, but he is very close to us because he is peaceful.

Afraid of being retaliated against by Chen Zhe, he also followed us to protect us for a long time.

Finally, I thought of Chongshu.

Chongshu's favorite saying is that we are brothers, brothers forever.

I suddenly realized that I had a strong understanding of this sentence at this moment.

I remember when I was in junior high school, I had very few friends, not to mention brothers.

Why?

I've asked myself many times, but there have been no answers.

But Chongshu taught me.

He made me understand what a brother is.

November 8, 2003 Overcast

At my insistence, Liu Chuanfeng had no choice but to agree to my participation.

I refuse to admit that this is in return for all the help he has done before.

I only said one word to him,

Brother Feng, we are brothers.

I never expected to be able to move someone like Liu Chuanfeng, but it is true that when I said that sentence, I saw that Liu Chuanfeng was a little moved.

And Meng San didn't have to talk about it, he hugged me with a shout and said,

Muyang, you are really a brother. In the past, when this kind of thing happened, except for us, everyone else was afraid to avoid it. I really didn't expect you to be such a righteous person!

I want to say that I was afraid to avoid it.

But I think that if Chongshu is here, he will definitely follow Brother Feng and them without hesitation, even if he is injured, he can proudly say to people that this is Brother Lao Tzu!

I suddenly understood why Chongshu was so desperate to have a group of brothers of his own, and the feeling made your blood boil and make you get carried away.

November 11, 2003 Cloudy

I did get a little carried away.

I didn't expect the enemy we were facing to be so terrible.

Yesterday's conflict with the bus made me understand the cruelty of this society.

When I woke up from the blood, Meng San, Zou Long, and the fart god were all lying on the ground.

Just like we were in the back alley of the school that day.

We failed miserably.

The difference is that Brother Feng is still standing there, grabbing the collar of the bus with one hand, and clenching his fist with the other hand and raising it violently.

But unfortunately, his punch didn't hit the bus, but was grabbed by the back collar by the bus's subordinates and dragged to the ground at once.

Then punched and kicked, Liu Chuanfeng was surrounded by several big men in the middle, beating desperately.

Brother Kaede!

Zou Long was the first to stand up and wanted to rush to Liu Chuanfeng's side. But he was also defeated again.

Meng San wanted to stand up for the second time, but his hair was grabbed and he was punched heavily in the face.

I couldn't move at all, and we were trampled under our feet like a piece of stinking shit.

This is the brotherhood that made my blood boil a few days ago, but now it is ruthlessly trampled on.

The big bus laughed and pointed to Liu Chuanfeng, who was beaten on the ground.

This is the fifth boss of TM? hahaha...... It's really interesting, and it's just that this bit of ability is also out to mess around?

Bus, I'm a muddy horse!

Zou Long was still so brave, even if he was knocked to the ground, he struggled desperately to get up, wanting to rush to Brother Feng's side.

Get out of the way, you guys!

The bus lifted its foot and kicked the injured Zou Long to the ground.

There is a kind of rushing at you, Lao Tzu, and me!

It was Liu Chuanfeng who spoke.

To be honest, it was the first time I had seen that look on his face.

Liu Chuanfeng in my impression is the one who always holds his head high and only looks at the top of the mountain. I've never seen him so embarrassed, and I've never seen him so hysterical.

At this time, I understand that Liu Chuanfeng will also have insurmountable peaks.

Obviously, the current bus is that peak.

Liu Chuanfeng stood up, his face covered in blood.

Let my brother go!he yelled.

The bus flew up and kicked him down.

After struggling on the ground for a long time, he got up again.

Let my brother go, he said again.

With another kick, Liu Chuanfeng fell to the ground again.

Put...... I'm ...... Elder brother......

Liu Chuanfeng, who couldn't speak again, looked small and weak at this time.

He is no longer the big brother who calls for wind and rain in school, he is just like us, an ordinary student who will hurt when he is beaten and fall when he is injured.

But his will strengthened everyone.

We were able to come back alive from the bus, thanks to Liu Chuanfeng's strong will.

He keeps being knocked down, but he keeps getting up.

The bus went from a crazy kicking at the beginning to a little timid later.

He didn't understand what was wrong with the kid in front of him, why he couldn't be defeated, wasn't he afraid of death?

For the last time, when Liu Chuanfeng stood up lifelessly, the psychological defense of the bus was completely crushed.

TMD is such a lunatic!

The bus dropped the sentence and then turned around and left with his men.

Brother Kaede!

We got out of the way and all rushed towards Liu Chuanfeng.

At this point, I can't remember what he said.

But I remember him covered in wounds, but still clenched his fists.