"Why is it not necessary?Eleven, do you take your body seriously, you were not like this before. ”

And again, to the past.

Eleven lowered his head, his eyes were in better condition, and he could roughly see some shadows.

Eleven stared at her toes, and fell silent.

Shen Nanyan was still holding her hand, her eyes were burning, faintly revealing strength.

Eleven suddenly grew tired of such a situation.

She raised her head and her gaze fell on Shen Nanyan.

"Nanyan, go back. She said, her tone soft, soft-sounding, but her eyes were full of determination.

Shen Nanyan was momentary: "What we are talking about now is taking you to the hospital." ”

"I said it wasn't necessary. ”

"But your eyes ......"

Before Shen Nanyan finished speaking, Eleven interrupted softly: "Nanyan, who are you, am I good or not, and what does it have to do with you?"

He didn't speak, his eyes dark.

Eleven sighed lightly: "I always felt that we should be separated decently, Nanyan, you follow me to Prague and let go of everything in the country, this is not what a mature person should do, in my opinion." I yelled at you that day because I really wanted you to leave. ”

"I said I wouldn't go. ”

The deep voice, as stubborn as before.

Eleven licked the corners of his lips: "I didn't joke with you anymore, Nanyan, we separated, and the divorce certificate is still at my bedside, what are you doing this for?"

"Because I love you. ”

Love?

Eleven couldn't help but chuckle.

"Nanyan, you shouldn't think you love me. ”

"Shouldn't you think?"

"Yes, you shouldn't think that you love me, we've been around for so many years, and you're just used to me staying by your side, just like I'm used to talking to you in such a gentle tone, but love is something that can't come barely. ”

"After all, you still don't believe that I love you. Shen Nanyan's words brought a hint of bitterness.

"It's not that I don't believe it. Eleven stared at Shen Nanyan, and her tone remained the same.

"Nanyan, let me tell you a little story. ”

Shen Nanyan pursed his thin lips and did not speak.

"There was once a person, she liked the earrings that others worn, she thought they were beautiful, so she also tried to get her ears pierced, but the first time it was inflamed, the second time it was also inflamed, she asked the people around her, why she couldn't, and then she understood, completely gave up on this thing, do you know why?"

This story is too popular, and the truth in it is also extraordinarily obvious.

Shen Nanyan was silent, and Eleven smiled shallowly: "Because she understands that there are some things that she can't barely do." ”

"So you gave up on me like this girl gave up on piercing?"

Abandon?

Eleven thinks that it should be said that she gave up, after all, she is the one who said that she is divorced.

However, I gave up in my behavior and ...... in my thoughts

"Yes, I gave up on you, Nanyan, I once forced you to maintain a loveless marriage with me, I have many mistakes, the first mistake is to blame me for being too confident, I once regarded love as too important, and too simple. ”

"I never feel reluctant. ”

"No, no, no. Eleven waved his hand: "You feel reluctant, you don't want to spend time on me, you don't even know how difficult it is to maintain a marriage with you, and you don't know what I am suffering." Love is mutual tolerance and understanding, and if it is not, it is not love. ”

"You refused to be with me again because I didn't understand you before?"

"It doesn't really matter what it was like back in the day. ”

"Then why is that?"

Eleven smiled lightly, and there was a hint of emotion in his voice: "But if you eat a sting and grow wise, you will always understand some truth from your previous experience, otherwise it will be a waste of time." ”

What she said, in Shen Nanyan's understanding, was still blaming him.

Several times, she had this attitude, and slowly, as he reflected on all his previous behaviors, he was also thinking.

Is he really wrong, the love he understands is not what Eleven thinks in his heart, is he really only dependent on Eleven, familiar?

These were complicated issues, and it took him a lot of time to figure out what it was, but now, he needed to do something else.

"We'll talk about that later, and now I'll take you to the hospital first. ”

Eleven refused without thinking about it: "I said that if I don't need it, I don't need it, Nanyan, you don't know me, then I'll tell you, it's not hypocrisy, it's not any hardship, I just don't want you to go with me, I have always felt that since I chose to separate, we should be worthy of the divorce certificate we each hold in our hands." ”

"Eleven, I ......"

"Miss Ye. ”

Shen Nanyan's words were interrupted again without finishing speaking, but this time it was a male voice that interrupted him.

Eleven slowed down for a while, and with the fact that she had been in contact with it a lot during this time, she immediately heard that this was Doctor Luo.

"You're here, come in. ”

Doctor Luo looked at Eleven, and then at Shen Nanyan.

Without further ado, he walked straight in.

Ye Xingchen had been paying attention to this side for a long time in the room, and he also knew that Shen Nanyan was at the door, and he said so many words, in Ye Xingchen's opinion, it was all nonsense.

She walked to Eleven in three steps and two steps, looked at Shen Nanyan and said, "Shen Nanyan, Mr. Shen, my sister has said this, can you go." ”

"Sister, you're here too. ”

Ye Xingchen didn't have the heart to say more, she snorted very lightly, didn't say anything, pulled Eleven, and closed the door in front of Shen Nanyan.

Separated by a door, Eleven didn't know if Shen Nanyan had left, but he was pleased with Ye Xingchen's direct approach.

Then she couldn't help but reflect on it, she was still too soft-hearted to Shen Nanyan.

……

Ye Xingchen met Dr. Luo for the first time, and he was very polite, and on the way to Dr. Luo's cooking, Ye Xingchen also kept asking about Eleven's condition.

"Doctor Luo Zhi, I don't know how my sister's eyes are?"

Luo Zhi glanced at Ye Xingchen, lowered his head and continued to process the ingredients in his hand: "It's in the process of deterioration." ”

When Ye Xingchen heard this, his expression immediately changed.

"What then?"

"I can't do anything, the condition of the eye is the result of the block in the brain, the success rate of the operation is very low at present, I don't dare to rush the operation, the only thing I can pray for now is that this piece affects her ability to see. ”

Such a silent topic, Luo Zhi's tone was calm and quiet, and Ye Xingchen's heart sank to the bottom.

She began to blame herself: "If she hadn't divorced Shen Nanyan at the beginning, I would have begged Shen Nanyan to be kind to her, wouldn't she have gone abroad, and wouldn't everything be there now?"

Luo Zhi was chopping vegetables, and when he heard this, he raised his head and glanced at Eleven in the living room.

"Your words don't make any sense now, and instead of saying them here, it's better to hope she's a fool. ”

Luo Zhi spoke directly, but Ye Xingchen was surprised that this Doctor Luo, who had heard it many times in Eleven Mouths, turned out to be such a character.

She originally thought that people who were doctors should be very gentle.

Thinking of this, Ye Xingchen suddenly hooked his lips and asked, "Does Doctor Luo Zhi have a girlfriend?"

The topic changed too quickly, and Ye Xingchen was thinking about whether it was not good to ask such a thing when they met for the first time.

But as soon as the words came out, I heard Luo Zhi say, "I'm not looking for a girlfriend." ”

"Why are you waiting for someone?" Ye Xingchen asked curiously.

"No, I didn't wait for anyone, and no one will come. ”

This sentence was a little strange, Ye Xingchen looked at Luo Zhi and saw that Luo Zhi was lonely in his eyes.

Ye Xingchen sighed in his heart, isn't it, he is another person with a story.

"What about Miss Ye, do you have a boyfriend?"

Pondering, Luo Zhi said suddenly.

Ye Xingchen waved his hand: "I have so many things to do every day, and I don't have time to engage in these love things." ”

Luo Zhi gave her a complicated look.

"What's wrong?, is there any problem?" Ye Xingchen asked.

Luo Zhi said: "As far as I know, Miss Eleven is married and divorced. ”

"......" Ye Xingchen.

Feelings: This is disgusting with myself, and I am not married yet.

Well, she's twenty-seven years old, and she's not young anymore.

In the kitchen, the two of them didn't say a word, and the atmosphere was quite harmonious.

In the living room, Eleven was talking with a phone, and Xie Qianen was on the other side of the phone.

After coming to Prague, Eleven has not been in contact with Xie Qianen, so she was a little surprised to receive Xie Qianen's call at this moment.

"How's it going, how are you doing?"

"It's good. Eleven said, with polite words.

"How's your body?"

"It's also good. Xie Qianen didn't know about her car accident, and naturally he didn't know about her eyes.

Eleven didn't say much, after all, it's not a good thing, and everyone doesn't have to mention it.

Xie Qianen smiled in his words: "Why don't I call you and you won't call me?"

This is a shallow reproach.

Eleven smiled softly: "There are more things during this time, so I forgot about it." ”

"Did you forget or didn't have the idea at all?"

Xie Qianen is a smart person, and Eleven also knows that he must be able to see such an excuse.

She smiled but didn't say anything.

Xie Qianen did not dwell on this.

"I heard that your studies in the Hidden Country have stopped?"

"Hmm. ”

"Don't you like it very much? Why did it suddenly stop?"

Eleven lowered his eyelids, and his voice was thin and soft: "It's nothing, I suddenly don't want to be at school." ”

Xie Qianen didn't speak, and Eleven was silent with the phone.

After a while, Xie Qianen said, "Eleven, what's wrong with you?"

"Not much, what can I do. Eleven said nonchalantly.

There are some things that you don't have to say if you don't have to say them.

Xie Qianen did not speak.

Eleven turned to the next word: "Are you in the Hidden Kingdom or have you gone back during this time?"

"I'm back to Jiangcheng, and there's a lot going on here. ”

"It's okay, after all, the Hidden Kingdom is not a place to stay for a long time. ”

"How do I hear that there is any other meaning to this?" Xie Qian'en quipped.

"No, no, no, what's the point. ”

"Okay, when will you come back to Jiangcheng. ”

"I don't know, it might be a while. ”

"Then I'll have time to go to Prague to see you. ”

"No need, everything is fine with me here, and it is extra troublesome for you to toss back and forth. ”

Her words are gentle, but she refuses every word.

Xie Qianen was wise, and when he sensed that something was wrong, he didn't say anything more.

Just when he was about to hang up the phone, he said, "Is Nanyan also on your side?"

Speaking of Shen Nanyan, Eleven thought of everything at the door just now, she closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, she was calm again.

"Hmm. ”

"How are you doing?"

Eleven tugged at the corners of his lips and restrained his smile: "Between us, what can we have?"

"He's so desperate to chase after you, you don't have any ideas in your heart?"

Pursued?

Isn't that a bit serious?

"Xie Qian'en, do you think he loves me?"

"Why did you suddenly think of this?"

"It's nothing, just ask, it's time for me to eat, Xie Qian'en, so be it. ”

There was no sound over there, and Eleven slowly cut off the phone.

Sitting on the sofa, Eleven thought of Xie Qianen's reaction and smiled unconsciously.

Why did it suddenly occur to ask this?

She doesn't know either, maybe she just wants to know, what is it like in the eyes of others?

……

Luo Zhi cooked a lot of dishes in the evening, and on the first night of Ye Xingchen's arrival, the mood that had been a little gloomy for eleven days finally had a hint of warmth.

"One by one, sit down. ”

"Good. Eleven sat next to Ye Xingchen, opposite Luo Zhi.

Eleven was very happy, and he couldn't help but say a few more words: "Doctor Luo, thank you for coming to make this meal, hard work." ”

She held the wine glass, and Ye Xingchen frowned slightly when she saw this: "Yiyi, can you drink in your situation?"

Eleven smiled brightly: "Sister, it's okay." ”

"Really?" Ye Xingchen looked at Luo Zhi.

Luo Zhi nodded, and Ye Xingchen was relieved.

The three of them clinked glasses, and Eleven couldn't help but tease: "My eyes are okay this time, and the next time my sister comes to see me, I guess I won't be able to see it at all, so I have to cherish all the time now." ”

There wasn't much sadness in the words that came out of Eleven's mouth, on the contrary, her tone was light, as if she were talking about the weather.

Seeing her like this, Ye Xingchen had nothing on his face, and his heart was distressed.

"You're in a good state like this, I'll take you to the hospital tomorrow to take a photo, and I'll take a look at the film when it comes out. ”

"Are you going to the hospital tomorrow?" Ye Xingchen said, "I'll go with you." ”

"Good. Eleven didn't refuse, although Luo Zhi had everything, but if she didn't let her sister go with her, she wouldn't be at ease.

"Well, then I'll have someone come and pick you up tomorrow. ”

"Good. ”

At the end of the meal, Ye Xingchen helped Luo Zhi clean up the kitchen, and Eleven listened to the Himalayas in the living room.

After cleaning up, Luo Zhi was about to leave, and Ye Xingchen sent him downstairs.

Eleven stood at the door, watching them leave, and was about to close the door when Shen Nanyan walked out from the side.

She was surprised, didn't Shen Nanyan go home just now?

His face was a little gloomy, and he didn't know what the reason was, but during the eleventh stunned period, Shen Nanyan had already come to her side.

"Who is he?" in a questioning tone, Eleven frowned.

"A friend of mine?"

"What upbringing, when did you meet, where did you meet?"

Eleven's brows furrowed even deeper: "Nanyan, this is not you." ”

Shen Nanyan suddenly increased his tone: "What is not me, Eleven, I found that you are not you now." ”

"What do you mean by what I am now, and I am not who I used to be?"

Eleven laughed angrily, she stared at Shen Nanyan: "What you want to say, just keep saying it." ”

"Say it all at once?Eleven, I just want to know who that person is, why are you so angry?"

"Why am I so angry?" Eleven smiled: "Nanyan, I've never been a sharp person, but you're like this, shouldn't I be angry?" From Xu Qing to Luo Zhi, what do you think of me, do you think I, Ye Shiyi, see one and love another, or do you think I'm the one who hooks up everywhere?"

Eleven rarely felt aggrieved, but what Shen Nanyan said just now really made her sad to the extreme.

If she is really that kind of person, why would she have loved him for nine years, and why would she be separated for so long, and she would still be sad to think that she would have nothing to do with him for the rest of her life.

But he thought of her like that.

Shen Nanyan didn't expect her to say this, did he mean to think of her like this?

No.

He just saw that she was so kind to that person and said that it was okay, so he wanted to know what their relationship was.

"Eleven, I didn't mean that, I just ......"

"Nanyan, I suddenly feel that I chose to be separated from you very correctly. ”

After she finished speaking, Ye Xingchen happened to come back, the two sisters closed the door, and Shen Nanyan was stopped outside again.

He held his forehead, only to feel that nothing was wrong.

Was there a problem with his expression, or was there a problem with her understanding, why did every time their communication end up in such a way.

None of them were like this before they were divorced.

Shen Nanyan was extremely irritable, and when Xia Shi came in, he was sitting in the living room rubbing his aching temples.

"What's the matter?"

He spoke coldly, and Xia Shi over there was inexplicable.

"What's the matter, the smell of gunpowder is so strong, who provoked you?"

Shen Nanyan held the phone in one hand, leaned back a little: "There is something wrong with Eleven." ”

"Ye Eleven?"

"Hmm. ”

"What's wrong, you guys?"

"Not really. ”

Xia Shi snorted lightly: "What do you say, otherwise how can I give you advice, or do you want to hand over the Shen family to Xin Meng all the way and prepare to take root in Prague?"

Shen Nanyan didn't speak.

"Say, what's wrong. ”

"She hasn't believed in my feelings for her?"

"Do you believe you don't love her, or don't you love her enough?"

"What's the difference between the two?"

Xia Shi's eyes were about to roll to the sky: "Shen Nanyan, I said, your EQ is too low." ”

"What's the use of your emotional intelligence? ”

Xia Shi was angry: "If you do this again, don't expect me to help you recover Ye Shiyi in the future." ”

Shen Nanyan didn't speak, and Xia Shi continued to say: "Ye Shiyi is young, and he has been with you since very early age. Although she has a quiet temperament, but after so many years, she must have some ideas in her heart, and the first thing you need to do is to figure out what she is thinking and learn to understand her, instead of constantly imposing your subjective ideas on her. ”

Xia Shi said so much, Shen Nanyan didn't understand it.

After thinking about what had just happened, he said, "I seemed to have just put my subjective thoughts on her, so she got angry." ”