He said: "Eleven, I know, once, I was sorry for you, and I also know that seeing me will remind you of too many sad and sad things. ”

He repeated it again and again, like a child: "Eleven, I was really wrong, I shouldn't have lost you." I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for hurting you so much. I'm sorry, I was wrong, really wrong. ”

Finally, he took her hand.

His voice was low and hoarse, and he said sentence by sentence: "I know that my appearance makes you sad and makes you feel painful, but, Eleven, I can't let go of you, these past days, I know very well, I love you." I can't let you go, I'm willing to spend the rest of my life trying to get you back, we can start over, re-cultivate relationships, be together again, and start marriage again. ”

……

Time passed day by day, and it had been several days since Eleven met Shen Nanyan at the door, and learned that Shen Nanyan had followed him to Prague.

Eleven's mood has also changed from the collapse at the beginning to the current heart.

That day, she yelled at Shen Nanyan uncontrollably.

If you can't go back, how can you go back?

Once, maybe she still wanted to be with him, but now she can't.

Even if she still loves him, even if she was willing to give up everything for him.

But now, her physical condition no longer allows her to love him without caring about anything as she did at the beginning.

After that day, Eleven didn't say a word to Shen Nanyan again.

Shen Nanyan's stubbornness made her feel helpless.

She no longer deliberately avoided Shen Nanyan, nor did she flee to other places.

Because she knew that this time, Shen Nanyan could find her, then even if she went to other places, Shen Nanyan would still find her.

Instead of doing a senseless toss, he followed Shen Nanyan. This is Prague, not the former Jiangcheng, and Shen Nanyan's company is in Jiangcheng, so he must think that Shen Nanyan's identity must not be able to stay here for too long.

When he is tired of this life and tired of her, he will naturally leave.

From that day on, Eleven recovered the life situation before Shen Nanyan came, and every day, he was busy with his own affairs.

And what about Shen Nanyan?

Aside from living across from her, it really didn't seem to have had much of an impact on her life.

It's just that every morning when I get up and open the door, there will be a breakfast and a fruit at the door.

At the beginning, Eleven ignored Shen Nanyan's behavior.

He wants to send it, whatever she wants, what does it have to do with her, she just turns a blind eye.

However, Eleven felt that he had underestimated Shen Nanyan's patience.

Seeing that in the corridor, there were mountains of fruits and breakfast, and even the properties in the community were waiting for them, but Shen Nanyan still didn't have any intention of restraining in.

Eleven was angry.

I can't take it anymore.

On this morning, Eleven went out for a walk, and saw again a breakfast and a fruit on the front of his house.

Angry.

She almost didn't think about it, and knocked on the door where Shen Nanyan lived.

Eleven didn't wait too long before Shen Nanyan came to open the door.

However, when he saw Shen Nanyan's dress, Eleven suddenly regretted the door he knocked on.

Looking at the man standing in front of him, still wearing a bathrobe, Eleven opened his mouth a little uncomfortably.

"You change your clothes, I have something to tell you. ”

Eleven's unease was taken into the eyes of Shen Nanyan on the other side.

His eyebrows were slightly bent, he looked at Eleven, and asked knowingly, "Eleven, can't you talk about it like this?"

Eleven glanced at Shen Nanyan lightly and said such a sentence.

"Talking like this, I personally think that your image is a bit unsightly. ”

The smile on the corner of Shen Nanyan's mouth slowly expanded: "Oh, isn't it unsightly? But, Eleven, have you forgotten that once, how many days and nights were there when we were not just talking in bathrobes, but when we were more honest with each other than this, why did you feel unsightly?"

Eleven didn't expect Shen Nanyan to mention the previous thing.

In an instant, his face changed and changed.

However, it was only a moment before she returned to normal.

"You are joking, Nanyan, once, can only be once, people have to look forward, if you want to keep the memory, then you can leave here. Also, since you don't care about the early morning, I don't mind if you talk to your neighbors in a bathrobe and untidy image. Finally, I would like to say, please Nanyan don't let people send me things again, it will have a great impact if you put it at the door. The properties of other people's communities are here, and I want to say that I don't want to trouble other people's properties to find someone to clean up the problems you created every day. That's all I have to say, I believe, but if you can be obedient, you should understand what I mean. In that case, don't bother. ”

Shen Nanyan, who was leaning against the door, looked at the little woman who turned around and walked downstairs after saying those words.

I recalled the words of Eleven just now.

His mood was getting happier and happier.

His wife, under this baptism, seems to have become much more eloquent than before.

If he doesn't stop his previous actions, won't he be able to understand human speech?

……

Eleven, who returned home, poured a glass of water with helplessness.

Halfway through the water, I remembered that I had just gone out and was going to walk.

Eleven was suddenly a little frustrated.

Why as long as it involves Shen Nanyan, she will subconsciously mess up.

This is a really bad situation......

Because of that episode in the morning, I didn't go out again in the morning.

After lunch, Eleven went out.

The milk at home was gone, so she went to the supermarket.

By the way, I brought some daily necessities from home.

When he went out, Eleven deliberately looked at Shen Nanyan's door.

Seeing that the door was closed, Eleven was finally relieved and left quickly.

But sometimes, the transformation always comes too quickly.

Looking downstairs, dressed in casual clothes, the man standing at the door of the community, Eleven felt that he didn't seem to have any other feelings except helplessness.

With just one glance, she withdrew her gaze.

But I was thinking in my heart, how could I meet Shen Nanyan everywhere.

At the gate of the community, Shen Nanyan, who had been waiting for a long time, saw that Eleven just glanced at him, and then left without care.

I felt a little lost in my heart.

But it's just a loss.

Since coming here, Eleven's attitude towards him, except for the first night, when he was more collapsed and intense, after that, he has been very flat.

Either you don't care, or you just ignore it.

As if he were just a passerby.

He's used to it.

Quickly following Eleven, Shen Nanyan spoke directly: "Where are you going?"

“……”

Han Jingxi directly chose to ignore it.

She found that Shen Nanyan had followed her more and more times these days.

He insisted on staying here and was reluctant to leave, and she didn't say much to him about living across from her.

It's just because she feels tired, and there's no need for that.

She and him are no longer husband and wife, and even friends are not common, whether he wants to come here or live opposite her, it is his freedom.

As for her, that's fine.

If he wants to live, let him live, she doesn't believe that he manages the entire Shen Group, and he can really spend his whole life with her.

……

On this day, as soon as Eleven came out of the room, he received a call from Ye Xingchen.

"One by one, I'm here, I'll come to you right away. ”

Eleven stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with his mobile phone.

The expression on his face was very surprised.

"Why are you here?"

"I'm here to see you. Ye Xingchen sighed.

"Shall I pick up my sister then?"

"No, I'll just come by myself. ”

Since Ye Xingchen said so, Eleven didn't force it anymore, her eyes basically couldn't see people clearly.

Now it is also a lot of trouble to go out again.

The phone hung up, and Eleven began to clean up the house.

There was nothing in the house where one lived alone, Eleven thought about it and made a phone call.

Dr. Lowe was also in Prague and wanted him to come to her house for dinner if she could.

The call was quickly connected.

"Hey. ”

"Hello, Dr. Lowe. Eleven smiled and spoke.

"Miss Ye, is there something wrong?"

"I heard you're in Prague too, aren't you?"

"Well, next Saturday is the day of your recheck, your situation is more special, I came here for a while in advance, and I came to have fun by the way. ”

"Then come and eat at my place, my sister is also here. ”

"Your sister?"

"Yes, my sister Ye Xingchen, she came to see me. ”

"Then I'll be there later. ”

Well, that's all that comes to mind......

"Doctor Luo, can you bring me some food and cook a meal for my sister by the way?"

"Cook for your sister?Miss Ye, what do you think of me?"

Eleven smiled hehehehe: "Doctor Luo's cooking skills are so good, just help me cook a meal, you should also know my situation, I can't cook if I want to." ”

Dr. Lowe didn't speak for a long time, and it was a long time.

He suddenly said, "When did I become so familiar with you?"

“……”

When the phone was hung up, Eleven was still confused.

This Dr. Luo's temper is really getting worse and worse.

When he first came here before, he helped her cook a meal that was so delicious, she just wanted to eat another meal with her sister's light, what's wrong?

Ay.

With a silent sigh, Eleven was ready to order a takeout for her sister to eat with herself.

But before I opened the takeaway software, a text message came in on my phone.

- Whatever you want to eat, I'll buy it.

Short but clear, Eleven was exceptionally happy.

This Dr. Luo is really an interesting person sometimes.

Ye Xingchen arrived here at eleven, just in the afternoon.

The sisters hadn't seen each other for a long time, and the first time was a big hug.

"Sister. ”

"One by one. ”

Ye Xingchen choked up a little: "How is it, are you still used to being alone here?"

Eleven patted Ye Xingchen's back and said in a soft tone: "I'm very good sister, everything is slowly getting acquainted." ”

Ye Xingchen let go of her and held her hand with both hands.

"How's your eyes?"

At the mention of his eyes, Eleven's face was dark.

"There were times when suddenly there was a situation where it was completely invisible. ”

These words were undoubtedly a heavy blow to Ye Xingchen.

"How so?"

"I didn't know it was so serious, why didn't you tell me?"

"It's not a sister, I'm used to it, there was some panic at first, but now I don't feel anything. ”

Ye Xingchen didn't know what kind of sadness and despair Eleven was under to say such a thing.

She likes directing so much, and her eye problems mean that she will never be able to touch this part again in the future.

Well, even if you don't talk about this, a normal person will have absolute despair when they have eye problems.

And ah, her sister is so young, her good years, there are infinite possibilities.

Can ...... now

"Eleven, if it doesn't work, will my sister change you to a doctor? ”

Eleven didn't know how to express that.

Dr. Luo has actually tried his best, and Dr. Luo is already very professional in the area of eyes, he doesn't have any way, that is, there is really no way.

She understood.

"Sister, Dr. Luo is very good. ”

That's a very euphemistic statement.

Ye Xingchen is a smart person, and Eleven's words can be regarded as expressing his belief in that Doctor Luo.

"But you can't just let your condition get worse all the time?"

Eleven held Ye Xingchen's hand, half groping, half talking seriously.

"Dr. Luo is working with friends in the industry to help me analyze my situation and see if I can get the chunks out of my head. ”

"What is the current success rate?"

"Less than thirty percent. ”

"What? In such a situation, they would dare to plan for surgery?"

"It's not planning, they're just thinking about whether they can improve the success rate of surgery. ”

Improving the success rate of surgery?

Ye Xingchen frowned: "Is there any hope for that?"

"I don't know yet, maybe it won't be clear until a little later. ”

Ye Xingchen's mind was very heavy.

Eleven didn't want to leave all the topics here, so she changed the topic as soon as she arrived in the living room.

"What does my sister want to eat at night? Chinese food, I have a friend who cooks Chinese food very delicious, and he will cook for us later." ”

"Friend, you haven't been in Prague for a long time, when did you meet a friend?"

"Huh. Eleven smiled: "Actually, it's not a friend, it's Doctor Luo, he's here, my eyes are not good, and he cooks very deliciously, so I asked her to come and cook a meal for my sister." ”

She said this, but Ye Xingchen was surprised: "You are so familiar with that doctor of yours?"

Eleven smiled: "It's not familiar, it's just that there are some changes in my psychology after I get sick, I feel that the world is flashy, and it is a great fate to be able to know, I should cherish everyone I know." ”

"So you cherish a doctor so much?"

"Uh-huh, yes. ”

"What about Shen Nanyan?"

would mention Shen Nanyan, which Eleven didn't expect.

Her eyes were downcast, and the expression on her face was light.

"What did my sister mention him. ”

"You said on the phone that he had come to Prague and that he was living across the street from you. ”

"Hmm. ”

Ye Xingchen stared into her eyes.

"Eleven, if you still love him, you can actually think about it. ”

Ye Xingchen's subtext is that if she still loves Shen Nanyan, she can choose to be together, after all, she once loved him so much.

No, not ever, but now.

But after so long, love has become a necessity for her.

She loves Shen Nanyan for many years, many years, which is sad and laborious, and later she felt tired to the extreme.

After separation, she always felt that she and Shen Nanyan made the choice to separate at the most appropriate time.

This is even more true now.

"Sister, I chose to separate in the past, but now it makes no sense for me to be with him again because of this. ”

"Yiyi, you misunderstood what I meant, I didn't mean that I suggested that you be with Shen Nanyan because you are in this situation now, I am your sister, and it is my duty and responsibility to take care of you, if it weren't for Shen Nanyan coming to Prague and living opposite you, my sister would naturally not say these words. ”

Eleven pursed her lips, and finally spoke in silence.

"Sister, I've never thought about it that way, and even if I really can't see it in the end, my sister doesn't have any obligation and responsibility to me, these words can't be said, which will make me feel that I am more ashamed of my sister. ”

"How could it be. When Ye Xingchen said this, the doorbell rang just as well.

Eleven smiled indifferently, and the topic of Shen Nanyan was over.

"Okay sister, I'll go open the door, probably Dr. Luo is here. ”

Ye Xingchen had no choice but to do so.

At the door, Eleven opened the door, and before she could wait for the person at the door to speak, she stepped forward.

"Doctor Luo, it's good you're here. ”

The person on the other side didn't speak, and Eleven thought that Dr. Lo was bothering him and didn't want to pay attention to him for the time being.

She cupped her ears and chuckled: "Okay, it's all here, just cook a meal for my sister to eat, as for having a black face like this?"

The person on the other side still didn't speak, but the sound of breathing became deeper and deeper.

Eleven finally noticed something was wrong.

Her eyes were getting worse and worse during this time, and she was completely invisible at that moment just now.

She just intuitively felt that it was Dr. Luo, but if it was really Dr. Luo, how could she be so silent.

She didn't speak, and the person on the other side finally broke the silence.

"Eleven. ”

Really.

The moment Shen Nanyan's voice sounded, Eleven clearly felt the coldness of his hands and feet.

Once or twice, she could still fool him casually, but a few times.

As long as it is a normal person, I probably won't mistake a person so many times.

Shen Nanyan is such a wise person, he must have noticed something unusual.

Sure enough, the next moment, she heard Shen Nanyan say, "Eleven, what's wrong with your eyes?"

Words of doubt, firm tone.

"It's just that I've stayed up a little late lately, and my eyes are not very good. After a long time, Eleven casually made an excuse.

It's not because of how much hypocrisy, it's just that I simply don't want to, and I don't think it's necessary.

"But you didn't recognize me last time. ”

“……”

"Last time?"

I couldn't fool around, so I simply pretended to be stupid.

Shen Nanyan grabbed her hand.

"Let's go, I'll take you to the hospital for a checkup. ”

"No, it's not necessary. ”