Chapter 45 Because She Didn't Love, She Wanted Not to Be
Shen Nanyan didn't speak, and Xie Qianen continued: "I see, I probably really don't care about you anymore, so I don't want to come and take you back." ”
Shen Nanyan's eyes were deep, and after a long time, he said lightly: "She's right, it's really not safe for her to go out in the middle of the night as a girl, and it's right not to pick me up." ”
Xie Qianen was surprised: "No, when have you been such a considerate person?"
Shen Nanyan: "Is there anything wrong with what I said?"
Xie Qianen: "......" There is nothing wrong with this, it's just that Eleven's sentence is obviously just a polite remark, excuse, Shen Nanyan understands it like this......
I'm really looking for a step for myself.
"Okay, that's fine if you understand it that way. ”
Shen Nanyan held the phone and didn't move, and Xie Qianen asked again: "Is there anything else?" I didn't hang up the phone, and I was ready to make up for sleep in the morning. ”
"Why did you let me leave with Mo Xiaojing last night?"
Xie Qianen probably didn't expect him to ask such a question, paused, and said, "There's no why, it's a good thing that someone comes to pick you up." ”
Shen Nanyan pursed her lips, her voice a little deep: "We used to be superiors and subordinates, and now we have nothing to do with each other, what reason does she have to pick me up?"
"But here she is. ”
Five words made the topic of the two fall into silence for half a second.
Finally, it was Xie Qian'en who broke the silence.
"What's the matter, are you scared?"
"What am I afraid of?"
"I'm afraid that something will happen to you with Mo Xiaojing while you are drunk? I'm afraid that you really did something sorry for Eleven. ”
"I won't. ”
Xie Qianen seemed to be laughing, and his voice was a little higher: "Since you are so convinced that you won't, what do you care so much about?"
"I just want to know what's going on in your heart, Xie Qian'en, you're my friend. ”
"What do I think? I didn't think about anything, Mo Xiaojing came to pick you up, you chose to go with her, if something really happened later, then it can only mean that you are indeed not worthy of eleven. ”
Shen Nanyan's thin lips pursed into a sharp blade, with a slight chill on his face.
On the phone, Xie Qianen's voice was careless: "Okay, let's do this first, nothing happened anyway, I hung up." ”
Shen Nanyan didn't speak again, and cut off the phone first.
His mind was all about last night, thinking of what Xie Qianen said, Eleven didn't go to the bar to pick him up in the end, he felt a little uncomfortable, plus the melancholy of seeing Eleven eating with a man had not passed, and his whole person was a little bad.
Holding the phone for a long time, he finally dialed Eleven's number.
However, as soon as the new phone was dialed out, a mechanical female voice rang on the phone: the person you are calling is on the phone.
Shen Nanyan frowned, and he called again in the past ten minutes, but the phone was still on the phone.
This time, Shen Nanyan dialed Old Man Shen's phone.
The phone was quickly connected: "Nanyan, is there anything to call at this time? I'm doing my morning workout." ”
"I'm sorry grandpa, I may have bothered you, but I want you to help me call Eleven to see if it works. ”
"Little Eleven's call, why don't you call it yourself?"
Shen Nanyan bowed his head: "We have a little conflict. He half-truthfully said that there was no mention of divorce.
"What's the matter, did you do something wrong?"
"It's nothing, it's just a little problem, I can solve it. ”
When he said this, Old Man Shen was relieved, but he couldn't help but say a few more words.
"Eleven years old, do you want to let her know a little more? She will marry you at such a young age, don't let your family be wronged. ”
"I know, grandpa, can you give me a call first. ”
"Okay, then I'll help you find out. ”
The phone hung up, Shen Nanyan waited for about five minutes, and a message from Old Man Shen came up on his phone.
- Got through, Little Eleven said she was reading.
The phone screen went off, Shen Nanyan put his hand on his temple, his brain hurt so much for a while, he didn't answer him emotionally, and he blocked his phone again?
It seems that if they don't see each other, the problem will not be solved.
……
Evening.
Ye family.
Eleven pondered the script for an afternoon, and was a little tired, just when she came down to fetch water, she saw the kitchen aunt making dumplings.
She was idle and bored, so she joined her aunt's camp.
Auntie came to the Ye family after she married Shen Nanyan, and she was a little surprised to see her making dumplings at this moment.
"The second lady can make dumplings. ”
Eleven rolled up his sleeves and replied, "Yes." ”
"When did you learn it?"
Eleven smiled and replied, "Last year." ”
"It didn't take long, I think the second lady is really good-looking, and I really put a lot of thought into it when I was studying. ”
The smile on Eleven's face froze for a moment, and then she nodded, "Well, almost." ”
Put a lot of thought into it?
Oh, yes.
Last year, she moved to Clear Water Bay after marrying Shen Nanyan, and a month before the Spring Festival, Shen Nanyan didn't know why she had an awkward relationship with Wen Wanrong and was unwilling to go back to her old house for the New Year.
The two decided to stay in Qingshuiwan to spend the Spring Festival alone, Shen Nanyan was busy with the company every day, and she didn't have time to buy things needed for the New Year, and she studied easily in school, so this task fell on her.
In order not to make Shen Nanyan feel that the two of them were too lonely for the New Year, she bought a lot of things full of New Year's flavor, thinking that she couldn't make dumplings, she also went to the breakfast shop with her roommates to study with the boss for a few days.
But she seems to have always been a little stupid in this part, especially the delicate work of making dumplings, and she has learned extremely hard.
So she put her mind on this all day long, and on the day of the Spring Festival, she took out the dumplings with Shen Nanyan's surprised face, watching him eat the dumplings he made, with an expression of approval on his face, she actually felt that all the energy was worth it.
It was their first Chinese New Year.
Auntie's words made Eleven think of a lot of the past, and then there was a burst of emotion, it turned out that at that time, she could really think about it because she made Shen Nanyan happier, and she could be so satisfied because of his recognition.
But why can't it now?
Is it because you don't love it?
Eleven thought no.
She still loves Shen Nanyan, but after experiencing these things, her love for Shen Nanyan is no longer enough for her to continue this marriage.
When the doorbell rang, Eleven was distracted, probably seeing her absent-mindedness, and the aunt smiled and said, "Second Miss, you go to rest, I'll come." ”
Eleven wanted to say that she could be together, but the doorbell kept ringing, and she had no choice but to wash her hands and leave the kitchen to open the door.
At the door, Eleven opened the door, and when she saw who was coming, she froze in place and didn't move.
Shen Nanyan was dressed in a gray coat, with her hands in her coat pockets, and her eyes fell on her, with her usual indifference.
"How do you ......"
"Why do you wear so little?"
Two voices sounded at the same time, the first one stopped abruptly, and the second one finished all the words smoothly.
Eleven stood in place, his head slightly lowered: "The temperature in the house is high, so I didn't wear much." ”
Shen Nanyan frowned slightly.
Eleven then asked, "Why are you here?"
Shen Nanyan looked at her, but he didn't hide it: "I think we need to talk about it well." ”
"I think we've pretty much talked about it, there's nothing more to talk about. ”
"No, we need to talk a lot, you were talking about everything before, it's not my time to talk about it now. ”
Eleven originally wanted to refuse, but think about it, she and Shen Nanyan are not husband and wife, and they are also life-saving.
It doesn't make sense, she denies everything before because she wants to divorce him.
"Since you're here, come in. ”
With permission, Shen Nanyan walked in sideways and shook Eleven's hand as he walked in.
His movements were smooth, as if this was an extremely normal and ordinary behavior, but Eleven stood there stunned for a long time.
Probably discovering her resistance, Shen Nanyan let go of the hand he was holding little by little.
At that moment, Eleven breathed a sigh of relief.
When the two came to the living room, the aunt had already finished wrapping the dumplings, and seeing that it was Shen Nanyan, the aunt called politely: "Uncle is here." ”
Shen Nanyan nodded: "Auntie, there is a gift from my sister in the car, can you please go and help me get it?"
Auntie is an understanding person, and Shen Nanyan means that she wants to talk to Eleven.
"Okay, uncle, I'll go get it. ”
Auntie went out, and there were only two people left in the living room, Eleven and Shen Nanyan.
Eleven turned his head to look at Shen Nanyan: "Do you want to drink tea or water?"
Shen Nanyan's gaze locked on her face: "Eleven, we are husband and wife, you don't need to treat me like a guest." ”
Eleven clasped his hands together: "There is only one procedure left for our divorce, and it is normal for me to treat you like this now." ”
"I said from the beginning that divorce is not a trivial matter, and I will not agree to it easily. ”
"I know, so you haven't signed the agreement in the past two months, and I haven't called you, and I hope you can think about it. ”
She said it easily, but she choked Shen Nanyan, she didn't call him, and she even changed her number and moved back to Ye's house in order to prevent him from contacting her.
"I won't agree to a divorce, Eleven, I never felt that our problem was serious enough to require a divorce, I came to talk to you about the scene I saw near your school yesterday, and why you blocked my phone number again. ”
Since Shen Nanyan came, Eleven thought that he was blocking the phone because of something, but the scene she saw near the school, did she eat with Xu Qing?
She stared at his face and said in a quiet tone, "Do you care a lot about me eating with others?"
"You are my wife. ”
"But we're all going to get divorced, aren't we? ”
Shen Nanyan frowned: "Eleven, we have come back to the problem again." ”
She laughed, didn't say anything more, and walked over to the couch and sat down.
"His name is Xu Qing, my classmate, he went abroad as an exchange student for a while in advance, and he probably came back recently. ”
"Why did you lie to me when I asked you yesterday?"
"I didn't lie to you, I was indeed alone when I called you, Xu Qing wanted to send me back, but I refused him. ”
"Why did he send you?" he asked.
"I don't know. ”
"Eleven, I'm asking you very seriously. Shen Nan's tone was a little heavier.
Eleven raised her head and her gaze fell on him.
"I'm also answering you very seriously. ”
"Does he like you?" he asked.
"I used to like it, but now I don't know. Eleven said truthfully.
Shen Nanyan was silent because of these words.
He knew that he knew that the man liked her, otherwise when he looked over, how could that person look affectionate.
"Why did you say you liked it in the past, but now you don't know?"
Eleven raised her eyebrows, half loud, she pursed her lips, and her voice was calm: "Because when he said he liked me, I rejected him mercilessly, I told him that I will not like him in this life now, in the future, and let him not waste time on me." ”
Shen Nanyan's eyes became complicated.
"What do you have to say?"
Eleven knew that when she said this, Shen Nanyan would definitely understand what she was trying to express.
Yes, she did have something to say, and she began to think about it from the moment she mentioned Xu Qing, how to make Shen Nanyan realize that something was wrong.
He still knew.
However, there was no joy in her heart.
She was thinking, what was the point of her temptation like this, whether she was looking for comfort in her heart or hoping that Shen Nanyan would say something.
After a long time, she raised her head, her cool eyes fell on Shen Nanyan, and she opened her mouth word by word.
"Nanyan, I actually went to the bar yesterday. ”
Shen Nanyan raised his head suddenly, and his bottomless eyes had a hint of obvious surprise at that moment.
Eleven unconsciously wanted to laugh when he saw it.
His face has always been calm, because of her words, it is rare to have such an expression.
She tugged at the corners of her lips and continued to finish her unfinished words.
"Xie Qianen called me, I didn't plan to go, but I didn't seem to be as cold as I thought, so after hanging up the phone for a long time, after a few entanglements, I still chose to go to the bar to find you. I need to do the same, not because of anything else, but because of the bounty you once rushed into the fire and brought me out. ”
"Then why don't you go to me when you get to the bar?" In fact, Shen Nanyan already had the answer in his heart, but he still couldn't help asking.
"Because I saw Mo Xiaojing. Eleven said truthfully.
"I saw Mo Xiaojing sitting next to you, and then you said a few words very closely, leaving the bar, in fact, I have been watching you leave, and I don't know what kind of psychology it is, maybe I just want to confirm whether you really left together. ”
When he said the last sentence, the corners of Eleven's lips curled up, bringing a faint smile.
Shen Nanyan was almost unbelievable.
He never thought that Eleven had seen so much, and thought about it so much.
He stared at her for a moment, and his tone was low: "So what do you think I really have with Mo Xiaojing?"
Eleven wondered in her eyes, didn't she see enough and found enough?
She was silent, but Shen Nanyan stubbornly wanted an answer.
"At least what I see is that you behave intimately, and in the past, you did have a good match with her, but it doesn't matter that we're going to get divorced, and it's your freedom to be with whomever you're with. ”
She said it so lightly, but Shen Nanyan panicked at that moment.
He grabbed her hand and held it tightly in his palm.
"Eleven, you misunderstood, all of them misunderstood. ”
Misunderstand?
Eleven didn t stage at that moment what do you want to explain the TV series I don t listen to she didn t speak, she sat quietly and looked at shen nanyan.
She was very relieved to listen to Shen Nanyan, and he slowly opened his lips and explained to Eleven.
"Last night, I was willing to go with Mo Xiaojing not because of anything else, but because she said in my ear that she could take me to you. I was so drunk that I couldn't wait for you for a long time, so I went with her, but we didn't have anything, I had no feelings for her, we didn't have anything last night, you don't get me wrong, you can't get me wrong. ”
The last sentence Shen Nanyan said domineeringly.
Eleven's expression went from surprise at the beginning to complicated.
"So what kind of feelings do you have for Mo Xiaojing?"
"I don't have any feelings for her, we've always been just bosses, oh no, I should say we used to be bosses, and now we don't have any relationship. ”
Eleven was puzzled again.
"Mo Xiaojing resigned?"
"After the incident at my sister's company, I fired her, and there was no reason for that to happen, so I let her stay in the company. ”
Eleven felt that the news was a bit too sudden, and she needed to ease up.
In fact, she was silent for a long, long time.
Shen Nanyan didn't speak. Just waiting for her.
After a long time, Eleven spoke: "She has been with you for so long, and you fired her like that?"
"It's the result of what she should have done wrong. ”
"What about you?"
"What am I?"
Eleven thought for a while: "Do you know that Mo Xiaojing likes you?"
"She told me, but does that have anything to do with my decision to fire her?"
Eleven: "......"
Shen Nanyan's words didn't seem to have a trace of questions, but she really wanted to ask.
"She likes you, she likes it very much, if it weren't for you, she wouldn't have entered the Shen Group, she is the eldest lady of the Mo family, she can choose a better life and a higher position, but she doesn't, she would rather be a little special assistant by your side. ”
"The special assistant of the Shen Group is not small, it is the position that many people want to squeeze their heads. ”
"What if you compare it to the president of the Mohs Group?"
Shen Nanyan didn't speak, he couldn't understand the meaning of Eleven's words?
They wanted to discuss their problems, but now it seemed that they were all around Mo Xiaojing.
Eleven didn't feel that there was any deviation in this topic, and she didn't know why, she just stubbornly wanted to know Shen Nanyan's attitude.
"She's all for you, don't you have any thoughts in your heart?"
Under the gaze of Eleven's scorching eyes, Shen Nanyan still lightly opened her thin lips in the end: "She likes me and she likes me, it's not good to say it, Eleven, there are people in Jiangcheng who like me, some people like my status, maybe in a place I don't know, and I don't know how many Mo Xiaojing do things I don't know for me, do I have to respond to each of these people, I have to make a statement, so how busy do I have to be every day?"
Shen Nan's words were reasonable, but Eleven Hearts sank step by step.