Chapter 44 She went, but Mo Xiaojing also went

"Eleven, you and I are still husband and wife. ”

Eleven couldn't help but laugh.

"Yes, you reminded me, since that's the case, you better sign the divorce agreement quickly. ”

"Divorce divorce, are you so eager to divorce just to facilitate traveling and eating with different men?"

There was silence all around, and Eleven stood still and didn't move, his heart shrinking fiercely.

She thought, probably because the weather was too cold, otherwise after Shen Nanyan's words, how could she feel cold all around.

She didn't speak, and neither did the person on the other end of the phone.

As if a century had passed, Eleven had finally found her voice.

She said to Shen Nanyan: "What about Mo Xiaojing, Nanyan, have you ever thought about how I feel when you and Mo Xiaojing are in pairs together?"

……

People came and went on the noisy streets, and Eleven sat on the side of the road.

Her conversation with Shen Nanyan stayed on her question.

Shen Nanyan didn't speak for a long time, but she felt that the hand holding the phone was getting colder and colder, so she simply stopped staying and hung up the phone directly.

In the past, Eleven just felt that Shen Nanyan didn't understand her life and hobbies, but now she found that Shen Nanyan didn't just know her, he didn't know what kind of person she was from beginning to end.

From the time she mentioned the divorce to the present, he never seemed to have thought about what the most essential problem of their marriage was so far.

His idea was that she filed for divorce because she was in love with someone else?

But she liked him too much.

For so long, Eleven has been thinking about whether she would be able to manage this marriage with Shen Nanyan for the rest of her life if she was not an idealist, if she didn't value love so much, if she enjoyed Shen Nanyan's kindness to her with peace of mind, and didn't worry so much, would she be able to manage this marriage with Shen Nanyan for the rest of her life.

But she can't do it, she loves Shen Nanyan, he saved her eight years ago, and since then, he has lived in seclusion in her heart for a long time, she will be sad because of his small actions, and she will feel disappointed because of his inadvertent behavior.

She is weak and sensitive, maybe in others, she is even a little hypocritical, but in her place, just the fact that Shen Nanyan doesn't love her is enough to make her afraid of this marriage that can see the end at a glance.

She was afraid that she would live her whole life, not only could she not let Shen Nanyan fall in love with her, but also let Shen Nanyan live a meaningless marriage in her life.

So, divorce may be the most correct decision she has made.

……

When he returned to Ye's house at eleven in the evening, Ye Xingchen was sitting in the living room, talking to Gu Shaoning, as if he was talking about some business.

Seeing her come back, Gu Shaoyan didn't speak, just nodded.

Ye Xingchen got up from the sofa and walked in front of her.

"Where did you go, why did you come back so late?"

Eleven smiled: "I went to school to return the book." ”

"Is it so late to return the book?"

"I met a classmate and had a meal together. ”

"Well, did you enjoy eating?"

Ye Xingchen took her hand, and the two sisters walked towards the sofa together.

Eleven thought about it, if it weren't for the mention of Shen Nanyan, the meal would have been pleasant.

"Fortunately, friends I haven't seen for a long time, and we talked a lot during this period. ”

Ye Xingchen nodded, and there was approval in his tone: "That's good, I rarely hear you talk about friends, I see that you have more contact with Mu Rong during this time, and now you have friends to eat together, it's very gratifying, it's good to know more friends." ”

Eleven knew what Ye Xingchen meant, she really had little contact with people other than her roommates in the past, and at that time, her mind was on Shen Nanyan, and she was not in the mood to think about anything else.

"Sister, have you eaten?"

"Eat. ”

"Then I'll go make you and Assistant Gu a cup of tea, it's cold, it's good to drink some tea." ”

"Go ahead. ”

Eleven went to make tea, but Ye Xingchen stood there for a long time without moving.

Gu Shaoning couldn't stand it, and his thin lips opened lightly.

"Everyone is gone, what are you doing there?"

Ye Xingchen retracted his gaze and walked to Gu Shaoning's side: "In the past two months, she has been like this, her mood is light, she doesn't say anything, I'm worried about her." ”

"She was the one who decided to divorce Shen Nanyan, why are you worried so much?"

"What about the divorce, she still loves Shen Nanyan. ”

"Love is not eternal, isn't she going abroad? When she goes abroad, she stays away from everything about Shen Nanyan, and slowly forgets it. ”

Gu Shaoning's words were light and light, and Ye Xingchen didn't even refute them.

But how she had to explain it, it wasn't like that.

Her sister's feelings for Shen Nanyan are not something that can be let go of with a few words.

After thinking for a while, she suddenly said with some irritability: "Forget it, how can I tell you this, how can you men understand, let's continue to discuss work." ”

Gu Shaoning glanced at her sideways, and wanted to say something, but it could be seen that her eyes fell on the notebook, her mind had been taken back, his gaze was fixed for a few seconds, and finally he started discussing work again.

"The company's cash flow has slowly recovered, and we can now prepare to deal with Mohs. ”

"I think so too, Mo started so quickly before, and we lost so much, I can't say how this account is not returned,"

Speaking of this, Ye Xingchen paused: "And so Mo Xiaojing, if it weren't for her, how could Yiyi be so sad, now that she has left the Shen family, I think she still has the ability to help Old Man Mo protect the Mo Group." ”

"Well, but Mo's is not an overnight thing, we have to discuss it from beginning to end. ”

"I know this, I'm not a fool, there is a gap between the Ye family and the Mo family. ”

"If only you could understand. ”

Ye Xingchen felt strange when he heard this.

"It's good that I can understand what it means, Gu Shaoning, I am the president of the Ye Group, I am your boss, do you talk to me like this?"

Gu Shaoning glanced at her nonchalantly: "Are we an ordinary boss-subordinate relationship?"

……

Eleven went upstairs after making tea for Ye Xingchen and Gu Shaoning, they were discussing business, and she couldn't speak.

It's better to go back to your bedroom and write a script.

At ten o'clock in the evening, Eleven put down his notebook and prepared to wash up and go to bed.

But at this moment, her mobile phone rang.

took out his mobile phone, it was Shen Nanyan.

Eleven's first reaction was to hang up.

But after going back and forth a few times, the people over there seemed to be iron-hearted, and they were unwilling to give up.

Eleven finally had no choice but to pick it up.

"Is there anything you want me to do?"

"Eleven?"

On the other end of the phone was an unfamiliar and familiar voice, and Eleven reacted for a few seconds: "Shen Nanyan lost his mobile phone?"

“......”

There was silence on the phone for a few seconds before Xie Qianen's voice came.

"I'm Xie Qian'en, Nanyan is drunk. ”

Xie Qianen knew that Shen Nanyan was one of his best friends.

It's just that......

"He's drunk, you just send him back. ”

"If it were that simple, I wouldn't call you. ”

Is there any other dilemma in saying this?

She didn't speak, just sat silently at her desk with the phone in her hand.

"He doesn't want to leave the bar, no one will touch him, I can't help it, can you come here?"

"You can't help it, it doesn't make sense that I can do anything if I go. ”

"Of course you're different, Eleven, he's drunk. ”

"Hmm. ”

"But I keep calling your name. ”

Eleven's hand holding the phone stiffened for a moment.

Half a second, she said softly: "He's probably drunk and confused." ”

Xie Qianen said: "Even if he is drunk and confused, the only person in his heart who does not reject you is you." ”

Eleven was silent.

After a long time, she said slowly: "It's too late, it's not safe for me to go out as a girl, he'll trouble you, and when he is a little sober, I'll send him back to Clear Water Bay, in the cabinet in the kitchen of Clear Water Bay, I have prepared a lot of sobering things, please deal with it casually for him to use." ”

After some explanation, Eleven hung up the phone before the person over there could speak.

……

Bar.

A taxi pulled up at the door, and in a moment, a thin figure walked out.

Eleven was wearing a down jacket, and it was very cold, so she put on the scarf that her sister had prepared for her before going out.

Looking at the address in front of him, the eleventh party walked in.

She just changed her clothes casually, her face was not powdered, and she looked like an inexperienced girl.

When she walked in, many people looked at her, as if they were thinking, how could such a girl come to the bar late at night.

Eleven turned a blind eye to these men.

She looked around the bar, searched around, and finally found the location of Shen Nanyan and Xie Qianen.

She took a step, and was about to walk over that direction, when the next second the person who appeared there made Eleven pause.

From a distance, many things eleven couldn't see really, but as far as the eye could see, it was Mo Xiaojing who first said a few words to Xie Qianen, and then sat next to Shen Nanyan.

The two behaved intimately, and after a while, they both left the bar.

Eleven even forgot to go over to say hello to Xie Qianen, so she followed Shen Nanyan and Mo Xiaojing until the two got in the car and left her.

At that moment, Eleven suddenly felt that she was no different from a deep resentful woman, watching her husband be intimate with other women, watching them leave the bar, but she was hiding in the shadows, unable to do anything.

She thought of what Xie Qianen said on the phone.

- Even if he is drunk and confused, the only person in his heart who does not reject you is you.

At the moment, this sentence seems more like sarcasm.

I don't know why, at that moment, Eleven began to rejoice, glad that she came late, glad that she was the only one who knew about this sarcastic behavior, rejoicing, really glad.

Without much thought, Eleven quickly left the bar, and that night, no one knew she had been there, and no one knew what she was doing tonight.

……

Early the next morning, Shen Nanyan woke up in Clear Water Bay.

The moment he opened his eyes, his mind was in a state of chaos, and he thought of him drinking with Xie Qianen at the bar last night, as for why he was drinking, it was naturally because of Eleven.

Later, when he got drunk, he asked Xie Qianen, did Eleven misunderstand him and Mo Xiaojing?

Xie Qianen nodded matter-of-factly: You and Mo Xiaojing are superiors and subordinates, but you are so close, you are a workaholic, those who know think you stay with work, and those who don't know think that you stay with Mo Xiaojing.

He was depressed because of Xie Qianen's words, and he drank more than a cup.

Later, I couldn't remember anything, but I just had to wait for Eleven to come.

Thinking of this, Shen Nanyan's eyes suddenly lit up.

He quickly got out of bed and made his way to the living room.

There was a voice in the kitchen, he was overjoyed, and as he walked over, he said: "Eleven, you ......"

"You're awake. ”

The words that were not spoken were completely stopped by these three words and that face.

Shen Nanyan stared at Mo Xiaojing for a moment, his eyes were deep and unfathomable.

"Why are you here?"

"You were drunk last night, and I sent you back, because it was too late to go back, so I made do with it on your sofa all night, how about it, don't you mind?"

Shen Nanyan looked at Mo Xiaojing: "You sent me back?"

"Hmm. ”

Shen Nanyan fell silent, and he tried his best to recall what had happened yesterday.

"I remember that I didn't want to go with you, it was you who told me that you took me to Eleven. ”

Mo Xiaojing's face changed because of these words, but it was only for a moment, and she smiled and said, "You probably remembered wrong." ”

"Mo Xiaojing, I'm not joking with you, I'm drunk, but I'm not stupid, if you hadn't told me to take me to find Eleven, I wouldn't have gone with you, I just wanted Eleven at that time. ”

His voice was several degrees colder, and Mo Xiaojing's face turned pale: "I'm just ......"

"Why lie to me?"

"I didn't mean to. ”

Everything now was beyond Mo Xiaojing's imagination, she didn't expect Shen Nanyan to remember these things.

I didn't expect him to question her with such an attitude.

"That's enough, you go, never appear in front of me again. ”

Shen Nanyan waved his hand impatiently, and the words that came out made Mo Xiaojing's eyes widen.

"What did you say?"

"I think I've made it very clear, from the time I fired you, I said I hope we don't have another chance to meet. ”

"Shen Nanyan, do you really want to be so ruthless?" Her face became worse and worse, and at that moment, she did not call Shen Nanyan Shen Zong, but called Shen Nanyan's name.

"Ruthless, you don't respect the agreement at the beginning, take what I taught to help you Mo, I will dismiss you as a matter of course. As for not seeing each other again in the future, it is a matter of course that we have a relationship between our superiors and subordinates, is it necessary to meet without this relationship?"

"But what I wanted was never to have a relationship with your boss. Mo Xiaojing had tears in her eyes.

Shen Nanyan didn't want to say a word: "Mo Xiaojing, this is my home, I don't welcome you in my home, now please go out." ”

"I'm not going out. Mo Xiaojing's mood had collapsed, and she almost shouted this sentence.

"Why, I like you so much, don't you see? Why don't I leave my company and ask to be your assistant, why am I busy in front of you, why do I do this, don't you really understand?"

Shen Nanyan never thought that Mo Xiaojing would say this, his eyes were cold, and his words were cold: "You shouldn't like me." ”

"Why?"

"Because I'm someone else's husband. ”

"Others?" Mo Xiaojing sneered to herself: "That Ye Shiyi, she is a college student, she has nothing to be worthy of you, if it wasn't for your grandfather's relationship, why would you be bound by her?"

"I don't feel like it's a bondage. ”

Shen Nanyan corrected Mo Xiaojing's expression.

"It's right that I married her because of my grandfather, but after marriage we were very good, she was also the wife I imagined she to be, and I never thought of leaving her to be with anyone else. ”

"But you don't love her?"

"I don't love her, but I don't love you either. Shen Nanyan did not hesitate, in a word, he said it loudly, as if he wanted to use this method to satirize Mo Xiaojing's heartbreaking at the moment.

"Huh, don't you love me?"

She collapsed and retreated: "Why do you go out to eat with me if you don't love me, why do you let the outside world speculate about our relationship?"

"Eating is work, and it's left to speculation because I don't care. ”

Mo Xiaojing couldn't believe it.

"So, you don't have a crush on me at all?"

"Nope. ”

"What about Ye Eleven?"

"She's my wife, the one I'm going to spend the rest of my life with. ”

"Wife? She couldn't stop sneering.

"Shen Nanyan, if you don't love anyone, it means that I still have a chance, I won't give up, sooner or later, one day, you will fall in love with me. ”

Mo Xiaojing finally left, but before leaving, she said such a sentence to Shen Nanyan.

In the entire family, only Shen Nanyan was left.

He stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with his mobile phone, and Mo Xiaojing's words were in his head.

Mo Xiaojing minds so much, so what about Eleven?

Eleven is also the same topic of whether you care about love or not.

He held the phone, struggled several times, and was about to dial the eleventh call when his mobile phone suddenly rang.

It's Xie Qian'en.

"Hello?"

"How's it going, are you sober?"

"Hmm. ”

"Mo Xiaojing stayed at your house last night?"

"Hmm. ”

"What happened to you?"

"What do you mean?"

Xie Qianen on the other side of the phone was probably laughing.

"Lonely men and widows, one party is very drunk, isn't this a good time for something to happen?"

"Thank you. Shen Nanyan suddenly lowered his voice, and his tone was much deeper than just now.

Xie Qianen was not afraid: "What's the matter, you can still sit still like this?"

"If that's what you're calling, then you can hang up. ”

Xie Qian'en said twice: "Really, I can't joke at all." ”

"Is it appropriate to say such things to a married person?"

“......”

"Okay. I just want to ask if you have done anything to be sorry for Eleven, since you haven't, then I will rest assured, people are going to divorce you, and you have done something at this juncture, then you will wait for the divorce agreement to change from once a day to once an hour. ”

“......”

Shen Nanyan was silent for a while, and finally spoke: "You didn't call her?"

"Why didn't I, I hit. ”

"What did she say?"

"Tell me that it's not safe for her to go out as a girl on a big night, and let me wait for you to wake up and send you home, and say something sober, but I think those should be just excuses, after all, she doesn't want to come to the bar to pick you up. ”