Cafe.

Eleven sat opposite Shen Nanyan.

Yesterday on the phone, Shen Nanyan's sentence that I promised to divorce was over, and the call ended.

She didn't even have time to ask a word, and she didn't even know why he suddenly agreed.

Later, she received news from Shen Nanyan.

Ask her to meet and talk about the divorce.

At this moment, the two were sitting together, and Eleven saw Shen Nanyan with the divorce agreement in his hand.

He really thought it through.

Retracting her gaze, her eyes were slightly pale: "Have you thought about it?"

"Well, I figured it out. ”

Shen Nanyan looked at her: "Hmm." ”

One short word, Eleven replied without even thinking deeply: "Okay." ”

Maybe it's because the divorce has dragged on for too long, or maybe it's because Shen Nanyan didn't have a trace of redundancy when he spoke.

That's how she first responded.

Shen Nanyan's eyes were dark, and she couldn't see any changes.

She continued her words.

"You also brought the divorce agreement, then let's sign it, and then you can take a moment for us to go and change the book together. ”

Shen Nanyan looked at her: "You don't seem to have the slightest accident." ”

"Nope. ”

"You thought I'd divorce you?"

"It's not that I knew it for a long time, but I just felt that there was no need for such a marriage to exist, and you didn't understand it because you didn't agree to it before, but now that you understand it, you will naturally agree to see it. ”

The corners of Shen Nanyan's lips hooked up with obvious irony.

"You expected everything, you were sure you would get divorced from the beginning, didn't you?"

Eleven lowered her head, she didn't speak, and Shen Nanyan snorted coldly.

"Eleven, we need to talk. ”

"I don't know what else we need to talk about, haven't you decided to divorce?"

"Yes, I promised you, but I still want to talk to you, and if you are still stubborn and want a divorce after the conversation, then I will definitely sign it immediately. ”

Eleven has come back and forth with Shen Nanyan so many times, and now there is no reason why Shen Nanyan is not even willing to talk to her.

"Well, tell me whatever you want. ”

"You want to divorce because you don't think our marriage is meaningful?"

"Hmm. "That's exactly what she thinks, it doesn't make sense so she doesn't want to continue.

"Eleven, all marriages in the world are not all what you imagined, our marriage may be meaningless in your opinion, but it is very good in my place, we have similar personalities, we will not have many problems getting along, I think we are very suitable. ”

"You've said these things before, and I know what you're thinking, but I'm still firm in what I thought at the beginning. ”

"I'm not done yet. ”

Eleven: "......"

Shen Nanyan was still saying: "Eleven, I think the current state is the best, if you want to divorce me because I don't love you, then I tell you, I have thought about it, since love is so important to you, I can love you, I can satisfy those desires in your heart, I believe that we will manage our marriage together will be very smooth." ”

Eleven lowered his head and listened to Shen Nanyan's words, but he lost his mind.

She knew a lot of things he didn't want to say, maybe in his heart, if it wasn't for her pressing step by step, maybe he wouldn't have said these things.

Sometimes she was also thinking about why she wanted Shen Nanyan to know why she wanted to divorce.

If I didn't know, wouldn't I have these words?

For Shen Nanyan, are these words a gift, a gift from him to her?

Probably yes.

She thought bitterly in her heart.

"Nanyan, I'm sorry, I still decided to divorce, I feel sorry for disappointing you so much. ”

She looked at Shen Nanyan and said sentence by sentence.

Sure enough, before she said this, the man's face changed.

"I've said so much, and you still think so?"

"I'm sorry. She has always had a good attitude, and before she came, Shen Nanyan imagined her attitude when he said these words to Eleven countless times.

But whenever she cried and told him that she hated this marriage, hated him, hated everything now, he would probably tell her that she was sorry.

But no, she had always had such a bland attitude, and she didn't even accuse him.

Such an attitude made him feel that maybe she didn't love him either.

If not, how can you be so tired.

Thinking of this, Shen Nanyan suddenly felt a little inexplicably irritable, and what he said to Eleven was more direct.

"Eleven, the people you meet in the future may not be as good as me. ”

"I know. ”

"Everything you are looking forward to now, the path you choose to divorce now, may make you suddenly realize in the end that you are just going around in circles. ”

This time Eleven smiled.

She raised her head, and her faint gaze fell on Shen Nanyan.

"Maybe no one can say for sure, the days ahead will be very long, I will encounter a lot, there may be regrets, sadness, but no one can say what will happen in the future, I can only satisfy my current mood, at least at this moment, I really want to divorce you. ”

Looking at each other, Shen Nanyan's eyes were terrifying, and Eleven didn't even think deeply about what kind of psychology made her say that sentence at that moment.

"Nanyan, if you were still the boy I first loved eight years ago, if I were still the little girl you brought out of the fire eight years ago, how good all this would be. ”

……

At night.

When Eleven returned home, Ye Xingchen and Gu Shaoning were discussing business in the living room again, and when she came back, Ye Xingchen asked, "Yiyi, how are you back?"

What is the meaning of what Sister Eleven of the Way of Nature asked, and she tried to raise a smile so that her whole mood could not see any problems.

"He signed the agreement, just adding one to my beginning. ”

"What?"

"Give me the house in Clear Water Bay. ”

Ye Xingchen was slightly surprised.

I wanted to say something, but Gu Shaoning was still there, and it was still inconvenient to ask about many things.

So after thinking about it, she said: "It's okay to give it to you, after you got married for a year, you have never been at fault, this is given to you by the grandfather of the Shen family, and now Shen Nanyan has given it to you, but it is quite reasonable." ”

Eleven didn't say anything, she nodded at Ye Xingchen and Gu Shaoning, and went upstairs.

Ye Xingchen stood behind her with a worried expression, but Eleven didn't seem to notice it, and she went straight back to the bedroom.

During this time, her sleep has been very poor, and at the moment lying in bed, Eleven is trying to put herself to sleep, but there are a lot of things in her head.

She would think of Shen Nanyan, but it wasn't something that happened recently, but a long time ago.

That year, both her parents died, leaving her and her sister to live together.

There were a lot of people in the house that day, they were all dressed in black and heavy clothes, and Eleven stood in the garden watching the people who came and went, and at that moment, something suddenly collapsed in her heart. Everyone had come to her parents' funeral, and she hadn't had her parents since the fire.

She only had one relative left with her sister, and it was at that time that Shen Nanyan found her again.

He pulled her out of the garden, and gently wiped away all the tears on her face, little by little.

"Eleven, don't cry, you have to be strong, okay?" she looked up at him, it was he who saved her, it was he who was desperate to bring her out of the fire.

"I don't have parents anymore. She looked at him and choked up, but really didn't shed another tear.

He took her hand and said, "You still have a sister." ”

"I only have my sister left. ”

He sighed and pulled her whole body into his arms: "You still have me." ”

You still have me......

Four words, following him in the fire and saying to her Don't be afraid, when there is me, it left a heavy blow in her heart.

Since that time, Shen Nanyan has completely left indelible traces in her heart.

She loved him, from her youth and until now.

Shen Nanyan has always been a different existence to her, that kind of difference, it was she who gave her the same warmth as her sister when she was in the most difficult time.

Even over the years, she had thought that the few words that she could not forget in her heart for the rest of her life might just be Shen Nanyan's casual words, but she found support because of his few words.

So even now, when she and Shen Nanyan have come to this point, she has never complained about Shen Nanyan.

Divorced......

In the end, she still gave up on the man she had cared about for many years.

Shen Nanyan, will you be happy if you leave me?

……

On Chinese New Year's Eve, Eleven appeared at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau very early, and when Shen Nanyan arrived, she was wearing thick clothes, no longer a down jacket, but a very beautiful coat.

That coat, Shen Nanyan saw Eleven wear it twice.

For the first time, that day was the first time she appeared in the Shen Group, as the wife of the president of the Shen Group.

The second time was now, seeing her standing at the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau wearing the clothes she had sent, Shen Nanyan had an inexplicable emotion in her heart, melancholy...... Or depressed.

He walked over step by step, standing beside Eleven.

"Why did you come so early?" he spoke first, and Eleven looked up.

Seeing him coming, she raised a smile as usual: "You're here." ”

"Hmm. ”

"Alright, let's go inside. ”

She said, walking side by side with him.

Shen Nanyan's deep gaze has always fallen on her, and it seems to be full of meaning from beginning to end.

Later, she finally set her eyes on him: "What's wrong?"

"Why are you wearing this dress all of a sudden?"

Eleven was slightly stunned, not expecting him to ask this.

But it was only for a moment, she came back to her senses and said with a smile: "This dress is very expensive, it should appear on such a formal occasion." ”

Her words were very meaningful, and she used the word precious.

In her heart, she felt that the clothes he gave her were precious, and since she cared so much, why did she still want a divorce so persistently?

Shen Nanyan couldn't figure it out, and felt bored for a while.

"Eleven, we've just signed the agreement now, and it's still too late for everything. ”

Eleven pursed her lips and smiled lightly, Shen Nanyan's words were hinting that she still had a chance to regret it.

Once the certificate is renewed, their divorce is ironclad.

"I understand, Nanyan, that I'm an adult and that I can take responsibility for every decision I make. ”

At this point, Shen Nanyan understood her decision, she had always been so persistent.

His heart suddenly felt a little angry, and without saying a word, he walked quickly towards the Civil Affairs Bureau.

The whole procedure came down in less than half an hour.

Compared with Shen Nanyan's low air pressure, Eleven has always been gentle and kind.

During this time, she was able to chat with the staff for a while.

"It's Chinese New Year's Eve at night, why are you still at work." ”

"It is our honor to serve Mr. Shen. ”

"So, you're working overtime. ”

"Hmm. ”

Eleven nodded clearly, in the matter of divorce, she also enjoyed the special treatment of marrying Shen Nanyan, she didn't know whether she should be happy or sad.

The moment he got the divorce certificate in his hand, Eleven was stunned for a long, long time.

She didn't come back to her senses until the staff reminded her that everything was taken care of and that she could leave.

She stood up from her position, her eyes fell on Shen Nanyan beside her, the man's face was dark and uncertain, with emotions she had never understood.

Eleven's gaze slowly retracted after a brief pause, becoming calm and indifferent.

"Alright, let's go. ”

Shen Nanyan didn't speak, and walked outside one step ahead of her.

At the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau, Shen Nanyan had an extra cigarette in his hand, his brows furrowed, and his face was a little heavy.

Eleven walked to his side to keep a safe distance, and then whispered: "Nanyan, Happy Chinese New Year's Eve." ”

Shen Nanyan didn't move.

Eleven couldn't figure out what kind of psychology he was now, so she added another sentence, which was also the most important sentence for her

"No matter what kind of marriage you choose in the future, you must find someone you have feelings for. ”

Otherwise, that kind of marriage really made him too painful, and her short-lived marriage with him was a living example.

Shen Nanyan burned a cigarette to the end, and he finally looked sideways at Eleven: "When you go back, take good care of yourself." ”

"Well, I will. ”

As these words fell, Ye Xingchen's car stopped in front of Eleven.

"One by one, let's go. ”

Ye Xingchen rolled down the window, and he didn't even mean to get out of the car.

Eleven smiled clearly, and then his gaze fell on Shen Nanyan: "I'm leaving." ”

Shen Nanyan didn't say anything.

The smile on Eleven's face gradually expanded, and she took two steps, one step at a time, walking extremely slowly.

But the distance was just a little bit, no matter how slow she was, she would quickly get to Ye Xingchen's car.

Without looking back, she slowly opened the car door and got into the car.

said to Ye Xingchen: "Okay, let's go, sister." ”

Ye Xingchen hummed, started the car, and the Civil Affairs Bureau became farther and farther behind him, and the figure became smaller and smaller, and in the end it was completely invisible.

The car drove far away, there was a traffic light, Ye Xingchen stopped the car, and turned his head to look at Ye Shiyi.

It's okay not to look at this, but when I saw Ye Xingchen, my heart was almost broken.

On the co-pilot, Eleven had already burst into tears.

Seeing Ye Xingchen looking over, she raised her hand and put on the hat of her coat, isolating her whole person from the outside world.

Piercing......

A long time ago, Eleven always felt that this word would only appear in the script, but when she actually took the divorce certificate with Shen Nanyan and drove away from the Civil Affairs Bureau little by little, she experienced these four words.

She thought she could keep not crying and deal with this matter so quietly.

But ah, the heart-rending pain was like trying to rip a piece of flesh from her alive.

She was in so much pain that she couldn't even control her tear ducts.

When her sister looked over, she subconsciously turned her head, she told herself, just this time, in the future, she must not lose control in front of her sister, her sister is so worried about her, she should learn to be sensible.

After all, she gave up on the one who said to her, 'Don't be afraid, I'm here.' 'You still have me.' The man.

For the rest of her life, she really only has a sister.

Ye family.

The servants were busy preparing the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, and Eleven stood alone in front of the floor-to-ceiling window of the living room.

Ye Xingchen went over several times and asked her to go back to the room to rest, so she was really holding on.

Eleven refused, the sorrowful cry in the car had consumed all her energy, and she was calm at the moment, just standing there.

"Sister, it's not appropriate for me to stay in the room on Chinese New Year's Eve, I'll just stand here for a while, and I'll go to Chinese New Year's Eve dinner with my sister later." ”

Ye Xingchen understands her, and a lot of words are actually enough: "One by one, my sister is still the same sentence, everything will pass." ”

Eleven stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, thinking of his sister's words, everything will pass.

Yes, everything will pass, even if her heart is full of Shen Nanyan at this moment, where is he spending Chinese New Year's Eve tonight, is it in the Shen family? Will the Shen family ask her, if asked how Shen Nanyan explained, will he directly tell the Shen family that they have divorced, and on the morning of Chinese New Year's Eve, they will change the marriage certificate to a divorce certificate.

If Shen Nanyan said it, then what would be the reaction of the Shen family?

Wen Wanrong is not very happy, after all, she has always been dissatisfied with her daughter-in-law, no matter her family background, temperament, profession, hobbies, and how she behaves in the world.

At these times, Eleven's mind was all about Shen Nanyan, big and small, no matter what.

Deep-rooted is what Shen Nan said to her.

On the first day of the divorce, Eleven never thought that she would completely let go of Shen Nanyan.

She clearly knows what this man means to her, she will think of him, when she is alone and pondering, she will think about what he is doing at this moment, and when she is in trouble, she will think about what he will do if it is Shen Nanyan?

She cares about him so much that she thinks of Shen Nanyan in the details of her life, which is a habit she has developed over the years. It's a habit, but how can it be changed overnight.

But ah, she is still young, she is only 22 years old, for so many years in the future, she can't forget it now, and for many more years, she will always let go of Shen Nanyan one day.

On that day, she thought that if she met Shen Nanyan, she would definitely come forward with a smile and say to him: Mr. Shen, hello.