Chapter 49: Just Wait, Isn't It Different?
On the Ye family's Chinese New Year's Eve, there were originally only two people, Eleven and Ye Xingchen.
But at night, the doorbell rang.
When he saw the two people standing in the doorway, Eleven was surprised when he came to open the door.
"Xie Qianen, Assistant Gu, why are you here?"
Gu Shaoning didn't speak, Xie Qianen smiled: "What's the matter, Eleven, don't you welcome me?"
"Nope. She just felt that it was inappropriate for her to divorce Shen Nanyan in the morning, and Shen Nanyan's friends appeared here in the evening.
"Can you let us in now?" Xie Qianen said again.
Eleven hurriedly got out of the way, and Gu Shaoning walked in with Xie Qianen.
Eleven followed behind him and asked casually, "Why did you two come together?"
Gu Shaoning glanced at her nonchalantly: "We didn't have it together, we just met casually on the road." ”
That's right.
Eleven nodded: "I'm still wondering how you could be together." ”
Living room.
Ye Xingchen had just finished the last dish with the maid, and when he came out, he saw Gu Shaoning.
"You're here. ”
Gu Shaoning hummed.
Only then did Ye Xingchen notice Xie Qianen.
She laughed and joked, and there was a little more ridicule in her words.
"Yo, Xie Shao is also here, I don't know what Xie Shao is doing here, looking for Shen Nanyan? I'm sorry, we have divorced Shen Shao one by one. ”
As soon as Eleven and Shen Nanyan divorced, the title in Ye Xingchen's mouth changed greatly.
Xie Qianen kept laughing: "No, I'm here to find Eleven." ”
"What is it that is going on with us?"
"It's nothing, I want to talk to Eleven. ”
Ye Xingchen has nothing to talk about yet, but Eleven is one step ahead.
"Sister, I'll talk to him. ”
Although Ye Xingchen frowned, he didn't say much in the end.
Gu Shaoning spoke at this time: "If there is anything that hasn't been done, I'll help you." ”
"Hmm. ”
The two went to the kitchen together, and Eleven turned his head to look at Xie Qianen with a smile on his face.
"Sit down. ”
Xie Qianen nodded and sat across from her.
"I don't look very good, do you have a lot of things to worry about during this time?"
Eleven felt that Xie Qianen asked knowingly.
"Well, he's been reluctant to get a divorce, and it's taken some energy during this time. ”
"It's going to be a smooth divorce. Xie Qianen said with some emotion.
Eleven smiled: "Well, by the way, what are you coming to me to say?"
"Do I have to say something when I come to you? Can't I just come to see you?"
Eleven was stunned, then laughed.
"No, I just thought it was a surprise. ”
Xie Qianen hooked his lips and changed the topic.
"What's next?"
"If I go abroad after the year, I shouldn't be coming back for the time being. ”
"What else?"
Eleven didn't understand.
"What else?"
"What about the emotional aspect?"
Eleven originally thought that Xie Qian'en's line was very strange, but at this point in the conversation, she felt even more strange.
"That's what you're here to know?"
"You can understand it that way. ”
Eleven lowered his head, and his eyes overflowed with sadness.
"I don't have any ideas, and I don't think about this for now. ”
"Do you still have Nanyan in your heart?"
"Yes. She doesn't shy away from it.
"yes, I see. Xie Qian'en was smiling from beginning to end.
Eleven thought for a moment and said, "Xie Qian'en, do you know how long I've known him? Although I need to change now, I am not a god, I don't need time, of course, this is only in my place, Shen Nanyan is not necessary, if he has someone in his heart, he can be together directly, without thinking too much about other things. ”
After saying so many words, Xie Qianen always had that look on her face, smiling slowly.
"Okay, I kind of get it. ”
These were the last words left by Xie Qian'en.
When Eleven sent him to the door, he couldn't hold back and asked, "Are you really not staying to eat?"
"No, it's not appropriate for me to stay on Chinese New Year's Eve, next time, next time before you go abroad, I will invite you to officially bid you farewell." ”
Xie Qianen said so, and Eleven didn't do much to keep it.
"Okay, then you go back and stay safe. ”
Xie Qianen waved his hand: "I know, I'm leaving, goodbye." ”
"Goodbye. ”
Xie Qianen turned to leave, and as soon as he walked to the car, his mobile phone rang.
He pulled open the door and sat inside, only to turn his gaze back to the phone.
It wasn't until the phone rang a second time that he picked up the phone slowly.
"Thank you. ”
There was a female voice on the phone.
"Hmm. ”
"Ye Shiyi divorced Nanyan?"
"Hmm. ”
"Where are you now?"
"Eleven doorsteps. ”
The other end of the phone was silent for a long time, probably thundered by his words.
After a long time, the voice came from the phone again, and I could hear that the man's mood seemed to be a little broken.
"Xie Qianen, are you crazy, she just divorced Nanyan, you can't wait to find her?"
"I just look at her. ”
"You didn't say anything?"
"Nope. ”
The people over there fell silent again.
"Xie Qianen, even if she divorces Nan Yan, so what, her heart is still full of Nan Yan. ”
Xie Qianen's hand fell on the steering wheel and knocked unconsciously. Perhaps it was because she didn't speak for a long time, and the woman on the other end of the phone sighed.
"Why do you bother? ”
……
Clearwater bay.
The moment the phone rang, Shen Nanyan was still sitting in the study in a daze.
It was the Shen family who called, asking him how he was doing with the Eleventh New Year, and whether he should be prepared.
Hearing Eleven's name, Shen Nanyan was stunned, and then he replied slowly that there were all of them, and when he was asked when he would go back with Eleven, he casually dealt with a few words and hung up the phone.
The silence of the room was in stark contrast to the noise outside the house, Shen Nanyan sat in place without moving, with the divorce certificate between him and Eleven in front of him, even if he didn't want to admit it, he still needed to see clearly, he and Eleven were indeed divorced, this would be his last night in Clear Water Bay, his little wife didn't want anything, this Clear Water Bay was given to her by him.
He got up and left the study, ordering takeout and walking into the bedroom.
He washed his face and sat in front of the dresser, Eleven moved out of Qingshui Bay very early, even though she had sat in this position countless times, at this moment Shen Nanyan was sitting here, but there was no trace of her aftertaste.
She kept the whole bedroom very tidy, even the wardrobe, and it occurred to him that Eleven had asked him to learn how to tidy up his clothes and tell him some trivial things at home.
At that time, I didn't think her behavior was good, but now that I think about it, Shen Nanyan only feels depressed in her heart.
She probably started planning for divorce at that time, and he really thought that she decided to go back to school because she was busy with her studies.
He also thought that this was the last time she moved out of Clear Water Bay, she would graduate soon, and then they would settle in Clear Water Bay, she would have a job, when they were all busy, they would go out to eat together after work, and if it was a weekend, they would be at home, buy their own groceries and cook, and then sit on the sofa and chat together, read books, and enjoy the ordinary but comfortable married life.
There are very few things that Eleven took away, and on the dresser, there are many small boxes, and Shen Nanyan can probably remember that these boxes were given to her by herself.
In the closet, he didn't bring the clothes he bought for her, thinking about it like this, Shen Nanyan recalled carefully, she seemed to have only taken away the coat that the Civil Affairs Bureau saw this morning.
She really completely abandoned everything in this marriage, she planned to leave the house, but she didn't take these things with her, she didn't plan to ask for these things in the first place.
After knowing each other for so many years, Shen Nanyan has always felt that Eleven Words is less clever and treats many things very calmly.
But in the matter of divorce, Eleven completely subverted his cognition, and she went from stubbornness at the beginning to paranoia later.
The divorce was imperative from the moment she brought it up.
Sometimes he wonders, is this marriage really so displeasing to her? Is he really so unhappy with her?
He thought that their marriage could not be said to be happy and loving, but at least it could be regarded as warm, and from her words, their marriage seemed to have no need to exist from the beginning, and she was so disgusted with marriage and him.
At this moment, Shen Nanyan wondered if he was really as Xie Qianen said, he never thought about getting to know her from the beginning, whether it was because he had always behaved in this marriage that she felt that their marriage was so painful, whether he was too self-righteous and didn't realize that this marriage was so unsatisfactory to her.
But there are more unsatisfactory marriages in the world, not every marriage is without friction, and he never understands Eleven's persistence.
He even wondered if she wanted a divorce so much, just like the psychology of a child, "what you can't get is always the best." ”
Now that she is divorced, will she suddenly find that in fact, the life after the divorce is not as good as her previous life, perhaps, at that time, she will think clearly and explain it to him again.
Thinking of this, Shen Nanyan's gloomy mood became a little better.
Did he wait, Eleven would come and tell him that she had made the wrong choice.
……
After the year, a lot of things were mentioned in the morning, and she began to slowly get used to the various characteristics of the place where she wanted to study, reading books, and contacting the school when it would pass.
Everything is going on in an orderly manner, except for occasional calls from the old man of the Shen family.
On the phone, the old man of the Shen family was extremely enthusiastic, and suddenly asked her what happened to go back to the old mansion, and suddenly asked her if she had quarreled with Shen Nanyan recently.
From these words, it can be seen that Shen Nanyan has never told the Shen family about their divorce.
According to the normal situation, Eleven would definitely tell Old Man Shen without hesitation, but the Old Man of the Shen family has been in poor health in recent years.
Therefore, Shen Nanyan didn't say anything, she naturally wouldn't tell the old man on her own.
In response to this, Ye Xingchen once talked to her.
It's not fair to her to say that this goes on like this, after all, she has nothing to do with Shen Nanyan, how to explain to the old man of the Shen family is his business, it doesn't make sense that she has to be held by the Shen family all the time.
Eleven naturally understands this, but she can't do anything about the divorce by letting her tell the old man directly on the phone, but it's not the same thing to deal with it like this all the time, so she sped up the speed of dealing with the study abroad matter, hoping to leave as soon as possible.
A week before Eleven left, she received a call from the property in Clear Water Bay, saying that there was a problem with their house and that they needed to talk to her.
Qingshuiwan was forcibly given to her by Shen Nanyan, she didn't want to go, but thinking that it was all a house under her own name, it seemed a little difficult not to go.
So after dinner in the evening, Eleven went.
Since Qingshuiwan filed for divorce from Shen Nanyan to the present, Eleven has not returned here, so when she pushed the door open and went in, she felt like she was in a different world.
This room is the place where she stayed the most after she married Shen Nanyan, and now that she is back here, she is full of memories.
There are scenes where she and Shen Nanyan sit on the sofa and chat, and there are also scenes where she cooks in the kitchen, Shen Nanyan stands at the floor-to-ceiling window and makes a call.
She stopped the memories and sat across from the property.
This chat came an hour later.
After the problem of the house was solved, Eleven said that he was going abroad in the near future and might not come back in the short term, if there was anything else in the house, let the property call Ye Xingchen and let Ye Xingchen deal with it.
This is the end of this conversation.
Sending off the property, Eleven didn't leave immediately, but came to the storage room and sorted out the things she hadn't taken with her, which she forgot when she left before.
The things in the storage room are very old, most of them were brought over when Eleven got married, and they are basically related to Shen Nanyan.
When she first remembered that there were still these things in the storage room, Eleven hesitated, although for her, it was collected and sorted out from a very early age, but after divorcing Shen Nanyan, should she also say goodbye to the past completely.
But in the end, she decided to take it.
Those things are all witnesses of all the ups and downs along the way that she loves Shen Nanyan.
Her marriage with Shen Nanyan has come to this point, it is helpless and sad.
But everything in the past is her own experience, and it is not her character to deny it completely.
When the doorbell rang, Eleven had just taken the packed boxes out of the storage room, she walked to the door step by step, opened the door, the light in the corridor was extremely dim, she couldn't see it clearly, until the man turned around, and his whole face was exposed, Eleven didn't see it clearly.
Not far away, the lamp in the corridor stretched Shen Nanyan's figure very long, and at this moment, the man's eyes were dark, with one hand in his pocket, looking at her fixedly.
Eleven was surprised, she had never imagined that she would meet Shen Nanyan.
She had already seen it just now, most of Shen Nanyan's things had been taken, and she originally thought that he would not come back.
There was a mess in his heart, and he completely suppressed it, and sorted out his mood, and only then did Eleven raise his head and set his eyes on the man.
"Why are you here?"
The expression on Shen Nanyan's face didn't change much, he still stared at her directly, and he didn't move away for a moment.
Eleven opened his lips again under such gaze, but before he could spit out a word, the man suddenly whispered, "Eleven." ”
She just wanted to answer, but Shen Nanyan fell straight towards her.
Out of instinct, Eleven stretched out his hand and hugged Shen Nanyan.
I don't know, I am scared when I hug.
The terrifying temperature on Shen Nanyan's body, everything showed that Shen Nanyan was having a fever at the moment, and it was very serious.
"Shen Nanyan, you have a fever. ”
The man didn't react, it was not a way to do it all the time, and after a few hesitations, Eleven still brought Shen Nanyan, who was already burned to the ground, to the big bed in the bedroom.
Shen Nanyan's health has always been good, she has known him for so many years, plus a year after marriage, Eleven has never seen him sick, and it is still in such a serious state, she stood by the bed, hesitated, and still dialed Xie Qianen's phone.
- Shen Nanyan has a fever, in Qingshuiwan, I can't take him to the hospital alone, can you come and take him to the hospital?
The message was sent out, and there was a quick reply.
- I'm busy right now, so I don't think I'll be able to go.
Eleven was a little depressed when she held the phone, during this time, she had more contacts with people related to Shen Nanyan, and she was only Xie Qianen.
She thought that Xie Qianen had a good relationship with Shen Nanyan, and she didn't need to say much about him to come.
Tangled, Eleven took out his mobile phone and called the Shen family.
Before the call could be dialed, the person on the bed suddenly opened his eyes and snatched the phone from her hand.
"Eleventh ......"
He called her name, still the same feeling as before, but at this moment he was much weaker.
"You're sick, I'll contact ......" Eleven subconsciously wanted to say that her parents were them, but thinking that she and Shen Nanyan had divorced, it was not appropriate to call her like that at this time.
So after a brief pause, she changed her words: "I'll contact your family to take you to the hospital." ”
Shen Nanyan grabbed her hand at this time: "Don't." ”
His voice was low and magnetic, just two words, which made Eleven shake his mind slightly.
"You're burning so badly right now that you can't go to the hospital, so you give me back my phone. ”
She tried to reason with him, but when she looked up, she found that the man's eyes were closed, and his brow was furrowed, looking very uncomfortable.
"Nanyan?" she called him again, but there was still no response.
Eleven sighed silently, unable to do anything.
If she didn't have a trace of affection for Shen Nanyan, she would definitely not hesitate to get up at this moment, regardless of him.
But no.
……
When Eleven found the medicine box, Shen Nanyan was already burning in a daze, she first cooled Shen Nanyan physically, and then gave him medicine.
After a toss, she was a little tired.
Simply, she is not stupid, choosing this way does have an effect, in the early hours of the morning, Shen Nanyan's temperature finally dropped a lot.
Compared with the front, people are also much sober.
Eleven then relieved herself, she got up, and was about to take a bath, but the man lying on the bed suddenly stretched out his hand, and with a force, he brought her whole person to the bed.
"Eleven, I haven't seen you all this time. ”