I'm standing here again, for the sake of remembrance, not for hurt, but I still have to say, I'm sorry, I'm back.

"Why?".

"I asked you why?!You speak, Cheng Zimu, in your eyes, who am I Xu Ying? I will always stand behind you and wait for you when you need it, you don't need it, just kick me away, we have been engaged for a year, everyone in this circle knows that I Xu Ying is going to marry you, the Xu family and the Cheng family are going to become relatives, and now you want to break off the marriage contract with me? And send me abroad? Don't you think it's ridiculous, I am a human being, a woman who loves you to the depths, how can you be so cruel? Your conscience and feelings are all given to Xiaoli, and you won't even give me a little charity! Cheng Zimu, are you so ruthless?"

"I'm sorry, Shadow, now the only way I can think of to compensate you is to let you go, don't waste your youth by my side, you and I both know what the engagement is for, except for love, I can give you everything, I broke up with you not for anyone, it was for your own good, you believe me, leave for a while. ”

"Waste your youth?Cheng Zimu, don't you think what you said is ridiculous, I've been behind you for eight years, and I can't go back for eight years of my youth, and you think you're delaying me now? I don't want everything from you, I just want you to love me a little, even a little, you can't send me away without love for so many years, why do you want to do this to me? Because Xing Mo, she has been dead for a year, for the sake of Xiaoli? She chose to leave by herself, isn't it all over? Why are you? I agreed to the mission to find a reason to get close to you, I thought we were engaged, and one day you would be tempted by me, and you would see my goodness, but you are still so ruthless. ”。

"Shadow, for so many years, I am not a little moved, in fact, when I was blind, I really thought, if I can recover, I will give you an answer, whether my heart is let go or not, I have to give you a response, so I agreed to get engaged, I am not joking, we are a group of people, everyone is very important in my heart, I live for Xiaoli, but I don't just live for her, I do this today, I have my suffering, no matter what you think, we must break the marriage, I treat you as a relative, as a close friend, you listen to me again, okay？”。

"Relatives, dear friends, this is the response you gave me, this is my end? Good, very good! Cheng Zimu, I am as you wish, I am as you wish!"

The door was slammed shut, the angry footsteps went away, Cheng Zimu sat weakly on the chair, Chu Xin pushed the door and walked in, looking at him with a tired face, feeling uncomfortable, but there was no substitute.

"Why so suddenly?".

"Xiao Xin, until today, I didn't find out that I was so selfish, so many years, she followed me, why, I couldn't be tempted, I exposed her to danger for Xiaoli, I never thought about what to do if something happened to her, my mind was full of Xiaoli, but Xiao Xin, I really regret it, I owe too much to the shadow, I don't know how to protect her now, I give her freedom, so many years, she is nothing more than to keep this obsession can not get her wish to suffer so much, now, she is free, I am at ease, she hates me, of course, as long as she is safe, as long as we are all safe, I'm willing to do anything, we can't have any more people to leave, separate and merge, life and death, these have stabbed us all over the body, I'm too tired. ”。

"It's because of what you've experienced that makes you have these thoughts, did you see Xiao Li? She's hurt, right? Through this incident, you found out how much you can't forget her, how much you miss her, how much you love her, so you feel guilty, you don't want to continue to pull the shadow, you don't want to continue this loveless marriage, and when you finally realize all this, you feel that this is unfair to her, you don't love her, you will be full of her as soon as you see Xiaoli, so you feel that it is better to continue to let the shadow follow you in unpredictable danger in the future, it is better to let her leave now, no matter how much she hates and hurts, at least, she can be stable, Amu, you just feel guilty, you are not compensating her, you are compensating your conscience, Amu, for so many years, we have watched you and Xiaoli go all the way, I am deeply moved by you, I feel sorry for your deep affection for Xiaoli, I envy Xiaoli to have you so silently loved, but the shadow, she is also our friend from childhood to adulthood, she is also from an ignorant girl to today, your hurt to her has been too deep, I can't help but blame you, but we are not you, if you really make up your mind this time, then break it completely, let the shadow die, she is dead, it is really stable, I will persuade her, you are also tired, I won't bother you, and then contact her. ”

Out of the room, Chu Xin took out his mobile phone and sent a text message to Xu Ying, without explaining or saying much, just telling her, "Shadow, don't hate Amu, he is really for your good, we are all here, I wish you a smooth journey." ”。

It was the middle of the night when Xu Ying saw the text message, she slept in bed for a day, and had countless dreams, some beautiful and some nightmares, she turned on her mobile phone, and endured the sadness of the day, she hugged the mobile phone and cried, because she knew that she would leave, her love was so humble, she couldn't even bear to refuse, even Chu Xin said that he had a hard time, how could he bear it if he had loved him so much, in the final analysis, it was just too much love, so she was reluctant, all these years, she failed to get his love, her grievances, her sadness, who can understand。

Xu Ying left, the day she left, Cheng Zimu did not appear in front of her, Chu Xin sent her, Yang Minglang was not in China, talking about a case abroad, Mo Qiao was in the army, failed to rush back, the cold airport, she booked the plane in the early morning, when the car passed by □□, she saw the bright red flag, along the way, she looked out the window at the street that was not yet lively, the familiar stall, Chu Xin bought her a glass of bean juice, two fritters, when she received it, she cried and swallowed it, Chu Xin has been looking at her silently, looking at her who has always been proud and confident, crying like a child, she suddenly felt very desolate, thinking that at the beginning, she and Mo Qiao returned to the military academy at the end of each vacationAt that time, Xiaoli and Cheng Zimu were still playing with each other and relying on each other, at that time Yang Minglang was still serious like an old man, Xu Ying at that time was always bright and moving, Chen Yan was still a flowery ruffian at that time, and now, she wants to leave the city, leave the country, and send her alone, I don't know if it's sad or ironic.

Xu Ying left without looking back, only said goodbye, Chu Xin suddenly felt sad, she thought, if it wasn't for her own text message, maybe she wouldn't have left so decisively, but, no more...

Xu Ying pulled the suitcase and gradually walked away, but bumped into a person walking with his head down, and the two looked up at the same time, and in an instant, the atmosphere was extremely cold.

What an ironic and pathetic coincidence, she was leaving, and she came back?.

Xiao Li looked at Xu Ying in front of him in surprise, and didn't know how to speak, "Shadow, you, are you going to leave or just got off the plane?"

"What about you? Why did you come back at this time, what a coincidence. Xu Ying smiled bitterly.

"What do you mean, I came with a friend, she came out immediately, I, you misunderstood, I didn't come back to disturb you, I ,,,."

"Zhang Xiaoli, I'm leaving, no matter why you came back, it doesn't matter to me, I broke off the marriage contract with Cheng Zimu, I'm going abroad, maybe I'll never come back, since you're back, go back to him to relive the old dream, he has always loved you deeply. After finishing speaking, he picked up the box and was about to leave, when Xiao Li grabbed her hand.

"What are you talking about, what's wrong with you, where are you going, why are you leaving!".

"Hmph, I'm leaving, you can be together as you wish, I won't fight, Zhang Xiaoli, I let go, I will fulfill you, he doesn't love me, he never loved me, why should I torture myself with a marriage without hope and love, so, I will return it to you, I bless you, it should be, it is for Xing Mo's matter, the price I paid. ”。

"Wait a minute, Shadow ... ”。

"Smack!" A crisp sound sounded in the empty airport, and Chu Xin happened to see this scene when she walked over, she looked at Xu Ying with red eyes and slapped Xiao Li fiercely, and Xiao Li stood in place, motionless.

"Smack!" Another slap, Xiao Li still didn't hide, she didn't blink her eyes, and quietly looked at Xu Ying who was in tears.

"This first slap is for myself, this second is for Chengzi Mu Fan, you owe me, you fail him, from this moment on, the two are clear, Xiaoli, we don't owe each other, if you see him, tell him for me, I hate him, I will hate him for the rest of my life, goodbye!".

Xu Ying's figure disappeared around the corner, for a long time, in the sky outside the window, the plane gradually moved away, Xiaoli was still standing in place, she looked out the window, her eyes were blurred, shadow, you hate him, are you afraid that you will forget him? You're like this, I'm afraid he'll forget you, even if it's hate, you want him to remember you, right, I'm sorry, in the end, or because of me, I hurt you, in fact, I owe you, these years of feelings and burdens, how can these two slaps be paid off, Shadow, I wish you a smooth journey, a safe life, Shadow, goodbye, if I have the opportunity to do it again, I will definitely become best friends with you.

When Susan came, Xiao Li's face was red and swollen, and she was startled, until she saw Chu Xin coming over and holding her in her arms, Xiao Li was in her arms, crying quietly and silently.

It turns out that my return indicates the departure of another person, Cheng Zimu, shouldn't I come back?

"It's not because of you, Xiaoli, it's really not because of you, believe me, you have to be brave once, okay, don't toss anymore, you're too tired, okay, okay?" Chu Xin hugged her and said softly.

This time I came back for Susan's training, she had become the lobby manager of the hotel, this time she won a training place, and forced Xiao Li to accompany her, Xiao Li may be selfish or maybe can't stand her begging, or choose to come back, but...

Is it okay, can you be brave, Xiaoqing, Momo, can I, Chengzimu, do you still have hope?

If I'm braver, I'll be able to get closer to you, then this time, I'll hold you tight.