If one day I knew that every parting might never see you again, at the beginning, I would never choose to leave, and when I finally understood that leaving is eternal loss, I realized that the only thing I regret is not being able to tell you that I love you.

"How's it going?".

"Everything is being planned, Fang Cheng and Tang signed the first contract. ”。

"Have you ever been suspected?".

"Before Chen Yan's wedding and Moqiao's matter, they were suspicious and have been investigating, so they delayed for so long before they were willing to sign the contract, but they didn't find out, I changed the file, they thought we were just friends, and even borrowed my hand to contact the military customs. ”

"You didn't come forward, they have a very strong reconnaissance ability, your posture, your pace, may arouse suspicion, try to move as little as possible. ”

"Basically, Fang Yi came forward, after all, he is the CEO, and this point just happened to help us. ”

"Keep him safe too. ”。

"I have arrangements. ”。

"Go ahead, I'll find someone to inform you if there's something happening. ”。

"Yes, Chief. ”。

Cheng Zimu finished saluting, quickly took off his military uniform, changed into a black suit, and nodded before leaving, but caught a glimpse of the document on the table, "Chief, new mission?"

"A small tour group bus in H province fell off the cliff, according to intelligence, there are ten travelers trapped in the jungle on the mountainside, asking for support, I have sent minions to cooperate with the local armed police and firefighting, because there, just put out a drug den, I am afraid that there are more than the party and the armed forces, so I ask our minions special combat team to assist, these, you don't care, your task is the most important. ”。

Cheng Zimu subconsciously scanned the list and roughly watched the news, but stopped his eyes at the last name of the list, his eyes widened instantly, and his hand was a little stiff to get the document, but he found that he was in a cold sweat and couldn't move.

At the end of that piece of paper, there was a list of trapped people sent by the travel agency, and a person he hadn't seen for a long time but missed it to the bone.

Zhang Xiaoli.

Xiaoli handed the towel in his hand to his friend Susan, walked to the entrance of the cave by himself, looked at the bottomless bottom of the mountain, and looked up at the high mountaintop, I don't know whether to be happy or sad.

A year ago here, found the most ordinary job, ordinary do not need to fill out the entry application, do not need to identify the identity, a small hotel, met Susan, the two soon became friends, this time, but also can not stand her soft grinding hard bubble want to May Day with the group out to play for a few days, she took out her ID card for the first time to go through the formalities, still hesitating, the bus had an accident, fell on the big tree under the mountainside, fortunately it is a jungle, dozens of trees saved the name of the whole car, everyone was injured, fortunately there were two experienced drivers and tour guides, everyone climbed out of the bus, and then was trapped in this cave, mobile phone no signal, There is only one distresser, and the signal has been sent for a day, and everyone is still waiting for rescue.

She never thought that there would be any accidents, but the reality was so caught off guard, Xiaoli looked up, looking at the dense jungle, and suddenly an inexplicable fear arose, it was a feeling that she had never had, in the face of the unknown dangers of nature, far more cruel than man-made injuries, dark clouds, in the blink of an eye, the torrential rain poured down, and the entrance of the cave began to accumulate water, and before she could react, the tour guide shouted loudly, "Quick, go to a high place, this hole is too low, and it will be flooded in a while!"

How can there be a high place, there are jungles everywhere, it is muddy land, the deeper you enter, the more unknown the danger, but what can you do, it is better than suffocating here, everyone walked hand in hand with the trunk of the tree to the depths, Susan was weak, Xiaoli carried a backpack for her, held her with one hand, and walked with difficulty.

The wind was raging, the forest was getting darker and darker, the whimpering wind was like the roar of a wild beast, and it was like a gloomy complaint, several people couldn't walk, Xiao Li was just about to open his mouth to encourage everyone, but instantly heard a scream, everyone was frightened and retreated, the driver at the front stepped on the mud, Xiao Li wanted to rush up to pull him, but was grabbed tightly by Susan, "It's a swamp, Xiao Li, don't go over!"

Everyone began to be frightened, kept retreating, the driver waved his hand in pain, his body did not dare to move, and his voice shouted in a weak voice "Help me, help me, I don't want to die, help me... ”。

Xiao Li broke away from Susan's hand and walked forward, a deep and shallow footprint imprinted her firmness, she stretched out her hand to hold a long tree trunk and wanted to pull him, the trunk was caught, she tried her best, and behind her, except for Susan ran over, no one stepped forward to help, the lady began to cry in fear, the man buried his head in silence, and the driver, under the frightened and unbearable eyes of the Xiao Li man, gave Xiao Li a miserable smile, let go of the tree trunk, he couldn't even affect these two kind girls, a fresh life disappeared in front of Xiao Li's eyes, until he could no longer see the top of his head。。

This is the first time, Xiao Li is so close to death, and in his own hands, when his father sacrificed, he was in a coma for a long time, and he didn't really see the moment he closed his eyes, and Momo, he fainted again, but he didn't see her body, for them, it was the pain of their loved ones, and today, in the face of a fresh life, disappeared at their fingertips, such helpless and desperate eyes, such an angry and unwilling face, deeply in Xiao Li's mind, she turned around, full of anger, but also tears.

There was a swamp in front of her, and there was no strength to go back, everyone gathered around, the heavy rain gradually became lighter, the cold wind was still there, Xiaoli was cold and hungry, and Susan hugged her tightly.

"Susan, you talk to me, or I don't know how to hold on. ”

"Xiaoli, don't sleep, I'll talk to you, what do you want to say. ”

"I want to say a person, a person, deep down in my heart, who I miss the most. ”。

H Province, Cheng Zimu stood in the team in a camouflage uniform, the difference is that he was wearing a black mask, his eyes were dark, and the mobile phone in his pocket kept vibrating, he pressed the shutdown button, then grabbed his backpack and got on the plane behind him.

Looking out the window, Mojo sat down and patted him on the shoulder, not asking him why he came, just comforting him silently, and in front of him was the angry face of the chief.

"Cheng Zimu, you can't show up, it's just a simple search and rescue, what do you have to do, you are on standby now, you have a mission, you are violating discipline, do you know it, if you are seen like this, everything will fall short. ”

"Chief, I have to go, please, I promise to complete the task and not be discovered, I can make a military order, please. ”

"You, why are you so stubborn, I'm for your safety, you have a special identity, do you have to mess around now?"

"Please, Chief's approval!".

"You,,,,。 ”

The door was pushed open, Cheng Huashan walked in, the two immediately saluted at the same time, Cheng Zimu looked at his father with firm eyes, Cheng Huashan sighed, picked up the pen, signed his name on the application, and handed it to him, Cheng Zimu nodded, the two did not say a word, Cheng Zimu stepped out of the door, in the room, Cheng Huashan looked at the list on the table, picked it up, and walked out of the door.

Xiao Li leaned on Susan's shoulder, his eyes were full of exhaustion, but with an endless smile, "It's ridiculous, we both laughed like crazy at the time, you know, the picture of the two of us sitting on the floor eating instant noodles wrapped in quilts, I will never forget." ”

"You love him so much, don't you? Why aren't you together?" asked Susan, looking down at her.

"Yes, I love him so much, why aren't we together?" Xiao Li muttered to himself, "Probably our fates are in conflict!" Xiao left a joke and laughed at herself, she raised her eyes and looked at the opaque leaves above her head, full of thoughts.

Cheng Zimu, it turns out that I will only carefully call you out from the bottom of my heart at this time, it's been a year, you are probably married to Xu Ying, I didn't have time to congratulate you, I think your wedding must be very lively, Xiaoqing must have lost her temper with Fang Yi again, she will probably never forgive me, Chen Yan doesn't know if he has come back, I don't even know where Momo's grave is, he is really ruthless.

Cheng Zimu, in the year I left, I calmed down a lot, I think in the past I was too persistent, obsessed with the past unwilling to let go, obsessed with hurting and unwilling to let go, when I really left you, I only knew how lonely I was, but it was also this loneliness that made me understand, what should I cherish, but now it's too late, I didn't become your bride, I can't see Xiaoqing wearing a beautiful wedding dress to marry her favorite Fang Yi, I didn't make good friends with Xu Ying in the end, I couldn't see Chen Yan and Momo for the last time, I couldn't congratulate Chu Xin and Mo Qiao on their love, I couldn't say sorry to my seniors in person, and I couldn't stand in front of you, like before, laughing and telling you, "I like you, I love you, I want to be with you and never be separated." ”

"Cheng Zimu, I'm sorry, I'm tired, I don't have any strength at all, but I still haven't told you a word, I miss you, I miss you very much, but I may never go back. Xiao Li closed his eyes, and a tear fell, with heavy helplessness and longing.

"I heard, Xiaoli, I heard, I miss you too, more than anyone else in this world, I want to miss you and miss you. ”

Xiao Li opened her eyes suddenly, her eyes were a little blurry, but she still saw the eyes in front of her clearly, surrounded by bursts of cheers, but she felt like a dream, she saw Cheng Zimu wearing camouflage uniforms, handsome and compelling, he covered his face, but those gentle eyes, with infinite tenderness and distress, Xiao Li could recognize it at a glance, she grinned, the whole heart seemed to melt, she closed her eyes, and fell into a warm and familiar embrace, she thought it was a dream, but, how much I hope this dream, never wake up.

When she opened her eyes again, she smelled the smell of disinfectant water, and her eyes were blinding white, she heard Susan's cry of surprise, turned her head, and saw Susan in a hospital gown looking at her with a smile.

"We, in the hospital?"

"Yes, Xiaoli, we were saved, do you know, when a group of special forces and armed police came down from the sky, and then fell in front of us, I was about to break my heart, they saved us, we were saved, Xiaoli, I was so excited, I don't die, there will be a blessing in the future, I think my luck will definitely come soon." ”。

It's not a dream, Xiaoli instantly soberly understood, it's not a dream, Cheng Zimu is here, that person is him, that embrace is him, he came, Xiaoli jumped out of bed violently, regardless of Susan's questioning, rushed out of the ward, in the lively corridor of the hospital, she walked step by step, looking for the familiar figure, until she came to the end, she couldn't see it, Xiaoli squatted by the wall, her back against the wall, tears flowed unconsciously, whether it was a grievance, or a release of thoughts, she didn't know, and in the corner behind her, Cheng Zimu had changed into a black sportswear, with a black baseball cap, a black mask, looking at the small back squatting on the ground, full of pity and worry, but, no matter how unbearable he was, he didn't go out, Moqiao patted him on the shoulder behind him, he finally relented, left, and didn't dare to turn back and leave.

The long corridor, one in front and one behind, one left and one right, the backs of the two people are equally lonely, the same sadness, and the brief meeting shattered all the strong pretense and thoughts for a long time.

No one knows how or when to go back to the beginning.