Chapter Twenty-Four: Loving and Killing Each Other (Thanks to Zhang Yinong of the Silver Alliance!)
If the golden year does not come again, it will be difficult to regain the morning in one day...... He and Sheng Chen have known each other for more than 20 years, the most precious and golden years of their lives, they spent together, although they have just reached middle age, but it is as long as a lifetime, and they have also experienced the pain of life when a classmate died in an accident and a common family member died, he can't imagine how he should take care of the rest of his life after really divorcing Sheng Chen.
Even if you fall in love with someone else and live with another woman, how much effort and run-in do you have to get used to each other, and to achieve a tacit understanding that you only need a look and a body movement to know the needs of the other party? Life seems to be colorful, but there is actually nothing to innovate in some things, love and marriage are nothing more than the process of acquaintance, acquaintance, love, running-in, torture, concession and tacit understanding.
"Is it better?" Sheng Chen slapped Fang Shanmu's back hard, pitying and blaming, "You have to embarrass Jiangbian, look, you are also uncomfortable, right?
"Oh, you have gray hair...... Sheng Chen complained, and suddenly exclaimed, "Don't move, I'll go get you water, and then take tweezers to pull out your white hair." Hey, you're not even 40 years old, and you don't look good with gray hair. I heard that if you don't pull out your gray hair, there will be more and more. ”
Fang Shanmu lay on the toilet, motionless, with mixed feelings in his heart. After a while, he heard Sheng Chen's small footsteps, and handed over his favorite thermos cup, and after he took it, he didn't try it, and drank it in one gulp. Sure enough, as usual, the water temperature is not hot or cold, just right. Sheng Chen's carefulness, as always.
Sheng Chen leaned on his back, his fingers sliding on the back of his head: "Oh, I saw a few white hairs just now, why can't I see them again?" Have you noticed that since you are 35 years old, your eyes are not as good as before." It is said that 40 years old is a hurdle, people over 40, their eyes begin to presbyopia, is it really fake? I can't imagine what I look like when I wear reading glasses, it's terrible. ”
Fang Shanmu actually found that his eyesight was not as good as before, his eyes were good since he was a child, and his naked eye vision has always remained above 1.5. But after the age of 35, it began to decline slowly, and now it is only 1.0. He didn't dare to say whether he would be presbyopia after the age of 40, but one thing is for sure, it is an indisputable fact that his eyesight is declining year by year.
Although Fang Shanmu repeatedly warned himself that he was actually in his right age now, he had to admit that he really didn't have much time to waste now, and he didn't have a chance to try and make mistakes. If he doesn't succeed in starting a business, there will be at most one chance to start over.
Marriage is the same, he and Sheng Chen are divorced, maybe they can find another young and beautiful one. But it is difficult to say whether the other party understands him, understands him and supports him like Sheng Chen. If he divorces again, he also believes that he can find another woman who is willing to marry him, but whether the other party really loves him or not, he has no bottom in his heart.
Of course, the above assumptions are all based on the premise that he has a successful career, if he is poor, he will not be Uncle Fang but Master Fang. Girls like uncles who have financial strength and caringness, not poor and old masters.
Thinking about it like this, Fang Shanmu's pride suddenly turned into sadness, sometimes the sun is shining, sometimes the sky is snowy.
"Ouch......" The back of his head hurt, Fang Shanmu sat on the ground, and Sheng Chen's joyful voice came from behind him.
"I finally found it, there were three in total, and they were all white. Three white hairs were sent to Fang Shanmu's eyes, the long white hair was particularly dazzling in the not bright light, Sheng Chen's hand moved to the top of the toilet, "Throw it away, it's not good to keep it." ”
"Don't, don't throw it!" Fang Shanmu grabbed the white hair, "I have to leave a souvenir for the first time, the moment the gray hair appears, it means that my youth is gone forever." Remember what is your favorite phrase to say when you are in love? At that time, I thought that it was an incomparably distant thing for two people to go to Baitou together, but I didn't expect it to be whitehead so soon. You say, if we separate now, we haven't broken our promise, right?"
"Count, you're white-headed, I haven't yet. Sheng Chen paused, his expression a little gloomy, "Shan Mu, what do you mean by this, is it not the three-year covenant?"
Fang Shanmu didn't answer Sheng Chen directly, got up and came behind Sheng Chen, carefully searched for her hair, and soon he found a white hair, and excitedly took the tweezers to help Sheng Chen pull it off.
"You also have gray hair, and we are also white-haired together. Fang Shanmu handed the white hair to Sheng Chen, "You can also keep it as a souvenir, if I remember correctly, it was the first time I found your white hair." ”
Sheng Chen silently put it away: "When are you leaving?"
Although it was not yet the fifth day of the first month, the other party Shanmu said that the New Year was over, and he thought about it: "I will go to the company tomorrow and start the next work." What about you? Are you really going to start a business with Ebebe? When are you going to resign from Monway's company?"
"Actually, I haven't decided whether to continue working or start a business with Jiangbian, I don't think I'm suitable for starting ......a business," Sheng Chen hesitated slightly, "Can you leave a few days later?" My son has just adapted to your atmosphere at home, and as soon as you leave, I'm afraid it will affect his studies. ”
"He's a big kid and he's very adaptable. The main reason is that I don't know what the market will be like if the company didn't operate earlier. Fang Shanmu was also a little reluctant, but he knew that he couldn't be affected by emotions, no matter what the relationship with Sheng Chen was in the future, he had to have a career to have a sense of security and security.
"Okay, then you take care of yourself. Sheng Chen remembered Fang Shanmu's vomiting just now, his eyes turned red, and the white hair in his hands tightened, "How often do you plan to come back in the future?"
"I don't know, it depends on how much the company does. Fang Shanmu endured the nostalgia and warmth in his heart, turned around and was about to leave the bathroom, "It's not early, go to sleep." ”
"Shanmu!" Sheng Chen could no longer restrain the flow of feelings in his heart, hugged Fang Shanmu from behind, and cried loudly, "We are the way we are today, don't you have a little repentance?
Fang Shanmu's body stiffened, standing still, and he wanted to turn around but held back: "What's wrong with me? What you suspect is my cheating, I didn't, so I'm completely right." ”
"Don't you understand that the fulcrum of our dispute is actually your attitude and method towards me? Can't you change the way for me and let me share the difficulties and troubles in your career?" Sheng Chen's voice softened, almost pleading.
Fang Shanmu's heart softened, and he wanted to take a step back, but after thinking about it, he gritted his teeth and resisted again: "It's not that I don't let you share the difficulties in your career, but your focus always falls on which female colleague I have a close relationship with, which female assistant I go on a business trip, whether I talk about things alone with which woman in some hidden place, etc., every time I talk about the matter itself, what you care about is the details of the matter......"
"How can it be a minutiae? Why don't you know how to avoid suspicion, and you have to talk about business alone with the opposite sex in an ambiguous and emotional place? Who believes it?" The tenderness in Sheng Chen's heart disappeared instantly, and the anger rose, "Fang Shanmu, are you taking advantage of your work to find every opportunity to hunt for beauty?"
"Ever since you got to know Jiangbian, you have learned to be suspicious and vexatious!" Fang Shanmu also retreated warmly, the mustard between him and Sheng Chen has not gone, the gap is still there, and it is still difficult to go back to the past, "Why do I never doubt that you talk to other men just to seduce men?"
"Because I'm more decent than you, I never had the idea of cheating, and I won't betray my family!" Sheng Chen said with a heartfelt speech.
"Me too!" Fang Shanmu slammed the door and walked out.
In the middle of the night, Fang Shanmu was awakened by a nightmare and sweated profusely. In the dream, Sheng Chen chased and slashed him with a knife, like crazy, he ran wildly for several kilometers and still couldn't get rid of Sheng Chen's pursuit. The night outside the window was dark, but he didn't feel sleepy at all, why would a husband and wife be as incompatible as enemies in some trivial things?
If it is all because of Jiangbian's instigation, no, Jiangbian is right, if it weren't for the rift in the relationship between their husband and wife, it would be impossible for others to take advantage of it. So take a step back, it's all because of Sheng Chen that the current situation has been caused, and it doesn't seem to be reasonable, but what is wrong with him?
Fang Shanmu flipped out a few of his white hairs, thought about it, opened the window and threw it out. It's just a few hairs, why cherish them like treasures? What should come will come, and what should be discarded will be discarded.
Even if he is wrong, well, a little wrong, Sheng Chen still doesn't understand a truth, marriage is a company with unlimited care and limited liability, his care for her can be unlimited, but the responsibility to be borne is limited, and the boundary between care and responsibility cannot be confused. Sheng Chen thinks that marriage is a company with unlimited care and unlimited responsibility, she is wrong, even if it is like a husband and wife, there must be their own space, and they must leave enough boundaries for each other.
In the silence, there was a faint sound of sobbing. Listen carefully, it is actually Sheng Chen. Sheng Chen didn't sleep either, he was still crying, Fang Shanmu's heart softened for a while, and he wanted to go upstairs to comfort him. Only then did he take a step and stopped, he was afraid that he would not be able to say a few words, and he was scolded back by Sheng Chen.
In fact, he is a person who eats soft rather than hard, and Sheng Chen wants to confront him head-on. Sheng Chen didn't understand his character, he just wanted to provoke him or make him uncomfortable. The more two people who love each other, the more they know each other's pain points, and when they quarrel, the more they have to sting each other before they give up.
Early the next morning, Fang Shanmu had breakfast and was about to go to the garage when his son brought his luggage over.
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