Liang Jing frowned again when he saw me, reached out and knocked heavily on the door, his tone was not good, "What do you want to do?" ”

I guess I must have been ugly at that time, because I was still very careful to see the disgust that flashed on Liang Jing's face, I raised my hand and wiped my face, and said, "Liang Jing, I've been doing this dream for too long, I don't want to do it, I want to wake up." Can you help me wake up, maybe wake up, I'm still in high school class, maybe I'm still in my least favorite physics class. ”

"Yu Jiaru and Gu only helped me cover up, I was very happy to eat snacks, we were still very good friends, at that time I was just secretly in love with Yu Jiahe, at that time my parents were alive and well, and the relationship was very good, and at that time you were just a bad guy in my memory. That's what is true, and none of the current ones are true. I slowly lifted my eyes to look at him.

His brow furrowed a little tighter, as if he was too lazy to talk to me, he walked over and picked me up from the bed, and took off my soaked coat and threw it aside, followed by a thin shirt, and finally a shirt remained, and his fingers unbuttoned me three times.

"Do you want me to continue?"

But at that time, I actually didn't feel anything, he didn't know that my entire three views were destroyed at that time, which was simply trivial, and I knew very well that even if I stood naked in front of him, he was unmoved. As he said himself, he has no shortage of women, and some petty fights can't attract his attention at all.

His body was warm, I reached out and wrapped my hand around his neck, the whole person hung on him, sniffed, and said aggrievedly: "Liang Jing, the nightmare is too long, I want to wake up." But why is it becoming a spring dream now, do you mean that you want to sleep with me? Is it that if I sleep with you, I will also become a strong woman like my mother? and then sit in the position of chairman of Zhengyuan and beat out all the people I don't like. ”

"Actually, a lot of people in the company think I have a leg with you, and think I must have slept with you, but they know a fart. The truth is that even if I stand naked in front of you now, you don't want to eat me, and the two of us are obviously a legitimate deal! Why should a woman be said to be so unbearable if she is stronger! It's unfair, it's so unfair. ”

"Not necessarily, you haven't tried. Liang Jing put a hand on my waist, looked at me for a while, and suddenly said something so clueless.

I frowned, "What do you mean? What doesn't have to be? What haven't you tried, what have you tried?"

"It's nothing, you're normal, if it's not normal, I'll throw you in a psychiatric hospital and lock you up. He let go of his hand and pushed me onto the bed again. "Give you an hour to tidy yourself up, don't wait for me to come in, you're still like this. ”

I nodded in a trance, and when he was gone, I went into the bathroom and took a hot shower. After rushing in it for an hour, the whole body slowly eased up, and the body finally felt a trace of temperature. I stood in front of the mirror wrapped in a bath towel, left and right, up and down, and looked at my face carefully, didn't I look like Gu Hui?

洗手台旁有一把刀片，我盯着看了很久，然后将它拾了起来，抬起手腕，看着手腕上那几条明显的脉搏，这刀片看起来挺快的，割下去的效果应该也是不错的。 There seems to be someone in my ears urging me to cut it quickly, and if I cut it, I can know who gave birth to me.

然而，当刀片割破我的一丝皮肉，疼痛传来时，我将刀片狠狠的仍在了洗手池里。 I stared at myself in the mirror with wide eyes, my face was pale, and there was a look of disbelief in my eyes, I ...... I would have thought of dying, but this knife really woke me up.

I stayed in the room for a while, tending to the cut on my wrist a little, though it was still bleeding.

Tidying up and going out, Liang Jing was making tea in the open kitchen, he seemed to be a little distracted, with his back to me, leaning on the counter, hanging his head slightly, and he didn't know what he was doing, the water on the induction cooker was already boiling, and he didn't move. I quickly ran down, turned off the cooker, got a towel, and wiped the water that had come out.

"What are you thinking, you didn't notice when the water boiled. ”

"It's okay, how are you?" the word 'good' was full of meaning when he heard it.

I paused, smiled, and said, "Okay." ”

"Hmm. ”

Suddenly, the two of them were speechless, and I turned my back to him and wiped the table with a rag four or five times, and somehow, I became a little nervous. When I turned around, I saw Liang Jing still standing in the same posture as before, looking at me with deep eyes.

I didn't dare to look him in the eye for fear of seeing something. Anyway, no matter what, I won't tell Liang Jing that I just wanted to kill myself! I won't tell him about my mother, I can't misunderstand my mother like them because of a few words, Ms. Wang Yueling is so good, I must believe that those good things are true, no matter what, no one can deny her efforts to this company!

I gritted my teeth, laughed dryly, and said, "Why? Why are you looking at me like that?"

His gaze was still like that** naked on me, he glanced up and down, the corners of his lips rose obliquely, his eyebrows were slightly raised, he looked at everything, I was terrified, I couldn't help but shrink my hand, pulled my sleeves, he looked at me and smiled, and said, "You...... You're not going to tell me something?"

"No, I don't. Oh, what time are we on the plane? I shouldn't have delayed anything, right?" I smiled slightly, tilted my head, trying to avoid his gaze, and crossed my arms, covering my red and swollen eyes by the way.

He nodded knowingly, his fingers hooked the sleeves of my clothes, his eyes glanced at my neat wounds, and said, "There is a medicine box in the drawer under the coffee table in the living room, you can take care of your wounds a little, rest a little, and we'll go." With that, he straightened up, took the phone and cup beside him, and turned and walked away.

Watching him walk into the room, I was also secretly relieved, fortunately he didn't say anything, even if he had a little conscience, he didn't step on me a few more times at this juncture.

As he said, I found the medicine box in the drawer under the coffee table in the living room, raised my hand and looked at the blood marks on my wrists, and the whole person was cold. But soon calmed down again and treated the wound. After sitting in the living room for a while, he said to Liang Jing and went home to get something.

It's still raining outside, and the sky is very overcast.

Winter is as cold as ever, and the wind blowing in your face, mixed with the cold rain, smashes on your face and is wet. I walked out of the neighborhood with an umbrella, and after two blocks of crossing, I arrived at the rose garden.

When I went upstairs, I found out that I didn't even have the key on me, and I followed Yu Jiahe out last night, and I moved too fast, and I didn't bring anything, so I ran out with him hastily, and then ran to the hospital with him. I stood at the door for a while, thought about it, or try my luck, maybe Yu Jiahe is here.

I reached out and pressed the doorbell, and the door opened after a while, but it was not Yu Jiahe, but the part-time worker aunt invited by the family. Suddenly I saw an outsider at home, I was stunned for a moment, and I didn't react for a while.

It wasn't until the other party called me Miss Gu that I came back to my senses, this was the idea of Yu Jiahe two weeks ago, saying that it was more convenient to hire a part-time worker at home, so that I could also relax. Maybe it's also watching me clean at home every day, and looking pitiful, he took it upon himself to find it for me.

I smiled and nodded, and walked inside. I looked for my phone, before I went out last night, the phone was on the arm of the sofa, but now the phone is not there, I looked for it on the coffee table again, and there is none.

"Well, did you see my phone?" I didn't want to waste looking for it myself, and I guess she didn't just come to clean up, maybe she couldn't put it away.

"Oh, Mr. Yu came here before, I saw him sit on the sofa for a while, and then the mobile phone on the armrest rang, he answered it, and then I didn't see the mobile phone, did Mr. Yu take it?" she replied honestly while standing on the edge of the dining table with a rag in her hand.

I couldn't help but be stunned, and immediately called my mobile phone on my landline, and after a while, I heard the familiar ringtone in the room. I followed the sound to find it, the phone was just placed on the bedside table in the master bedroom, I quickly pressed the phone, unlocked it and looked at the call, it was Li Zimu calling. I called back, and the phone rang for a while before the other person picked it up, and the voice sounded a little cautious.

"Li Zimu, it's me!"

"How could your mobile phone be taken by Yu Jiahe before? scared me to death, fortunately, I am still a little vigilant, and I only feel wrong when I say half of the words. He doesn't answer the phone, you know!"

I frowned and asked, "What did you say?"

"I just said Sister-in-law Lin, I didn't say much else, don't worry, you shouldn't hear anything. I told him that I was a distant relative of Sister-in-law Lin and wanted to find Sister-in-law Lin. But I'm not sure if he believes it or not, he didn't say much from beginning to end, just answered a few times, and then said he would tell you. ”

"Well, that, Li Zimu, you help me check my mother, all the things before her death, big and small. I thought about it, and without waiting for Li Zimu to respond, I quickly shook my head again and said, "No, no, no, no." Hasn't Sister-in-law Lin been found yet?"

Fortunately, Li Zimu didn't ask me anything, and hung up the phone after saying a few words. If it is really like what Gu Hui said, then it is enough for me to know alone, and everyone is gone, so don't dig up the past and let more people know it, not only hurt the dead, but also hurt the living.

My mother's reputation is now guarded by me alone.