Chapter 48: The Nightmare Is Too Long, I Want to Wake Up (1)

Gao Yuan probably saw that I was in a trance, so she kindly handed over her mobile phone and said, "It's okay, it's okay, I can't find it, I may be at home, you use mine first." ”

Suddenly there was a mobile phone with a similar style to mine, I almost snatched it, but after pressing it for a long time, I found that it was not mine, and the anger in my heart was very strong, and I threw the phone out without much thought, "Don't think that if you say no, it's not, just say yes! What is my surname, do you want you to call the shots!"

I think I may have been in a magic barrier at that time, and when I saw a mobile phone of the same style as mine, my mind was full of real and fake money, I must have watched too many TV series, I must have opened my eyes in the wrong way when I woke up in the morning, or that I was just having a nightmare now, yes, yes, I had to wake myself up, and when I woke up, maybe I was still in bed.

Thinking of this, I quickly picked up the ballpoint pen on the side, thinking that if I poke it like this, I would definitely be able to wake myself up, but I raised my hand high, and when I was about to fall hard, something grabbed my wrist, and then Gao Yuan screamed in horror Don't.

I really want to laugh and tell them, don't be nervous, it's just a dream, it's just a dream. When the hand falls, you will be in vain, and you will disappear completely before my eyes.

I tried a little more strength, but the thing behind me was so powerful that it made me unable to move. I couldn't help but turn my head, and I saw Liang Jing's cold and expressionless face, just looking at me condescendingly. This dream is really complete enough, even Liang Jing is there.

"What are you going to do?" His voice was as calm as ever, unhurried and emotionless.

"I want to wake myself up, it's a terrible dream, I don't want to do it. "I was also very calm, and after saying that, I tried to pull the corners of my lips and smile at him.

I think this Liang Jing is my fantasy, I don't think about him, he should disappear, so I quickly closed my eyes and meditated in my heart that he was not real, he was not real. Then he swept out all the things about Liang Jing in his head, and when he finished his psychological construction, he opened his eyes suddenly, and everything in front of him still did not change.

The only thing that changed was Liang Jing's eyes, which were originally calm and calm, but now they seemed to see a nervous disorder, and there was a hint of a smile in their eyes. He raised his hand, brushed away the wet hair on my forehead, and said, "Do you want to take you to a psychiatrist?

I really didn't have time to joke with him in my dreams, frowning, and didn't want to talk to him anymore, so I struggled very hard, trying to continue my self-harming actions, but he never let go of his hand, just holding me like that. Finally, maybe I was annoyed, and I jerked my hand back, and suddenly a pain came from my wrist, and it felt like my bones were about to break.

The hand holding the ballpoint pen suddenly let go, and the blue pen slipped from my palm and fell to the ground with a snapping sound. I screamed 'pain' in my mouth.

Liang Jing smiled, let go of his hand, clasped his arms with both hands, looked at me, and asked, "I know that it hurts, so I should know whether it is a dream or a reality now?"

My intestines were twisted together like twisted flowers, and my whole body was very uncomfortable, and he made me distinguish between reality and dreams, but I would rather reality be a dream, and a dream be reality. If I could, I'd better sleep.

"I'm going to X County in the afternoon, you pack up and go with me. ”

"Don't go. "I don't want to go anywhere, I just want to be alone, and it's best that no one comes to talk about me.

"If you don't go, you have to go. ”

Before I could resist, Liang Jing picked me up from the chair and dragged me to the elevator. I struggled a bit, still resisting, "I'm not going, I'm not going anywhere, I'm going to stay here." ”

Liang Jing didn't care about my resistance at all, and dragged me straight into the elevator, his movements were not gentle at all, when I was at the elevator door, I resisted, but he pushed me in mercilessly, and there was a feeling of directly slapping me on the elevator wall with a palm. After a while, I heard him say to me viciously, "Enough is crazy!"

He was a little fierce, and I was a little scared, so I shrunk back, moved to the side, shrunk myself in the corner of the elevator, hugged my body with both hands, and finally closed my mouth. I'm afraid, I'm afraid he'll come and hit me, I'm afraid it hurts.

The whole body was already soaked, the wet clothes stuck to the body, like a blanket made of ice on the body, it was very cold, and there was a posture that was getting colder and colder, and the cold bones were a little painful. At this time, Liang Jing stood in front of me diagonally, looking like a warm stove, I wanted to go over and hug him to get warm, but I was afraid that he would hit someone. As a result, I struggled in my heart for a long time, the elevator arrived, and when the door opened, he turned his head to look at me, his tone was lukewarm, but full of warning, and said, "Don't let me drag you again, understand!"

I pursed my lips and nodded, and when I saw him step out of the elevator, I reluctantly followed.

I just left in the hospital regardless of it, and I forgot where Yu Jiahe went for a while, I remember that he kept holding me, as if I got into a taxi, he let go of his hand, and I don't know why.

When I got out of the elevator, I happened to meet him head-on, which made me somewhat surprised, shouldn't he be comforted by Gu Weiwei's side at this time? There is no dry place on his body, it is really strange, there is a trace of worry in his eyes. He's worried that something will happen to me? Heh, I thought he was coming to chase after me and watch me play.

He ignored Liang Jing, but stood directly in front of me and asked, "I'll take you home to change your clothes." ”

I looked up at him, looked at him carefully, and looked at it seriously, just to see what he meant. But I didn't see it, I only saw something called sympathy in his eyes, and it was ridiculous that he actually sympathized with me.

I didn't move, I didn't speak, I felt that I had lost my speech function a little, I didn't know how to speak, I didn't know what to say, my mouth opened, and finally it closed, and I only turned my head to look at Liang Jing standing in front of me.

We were in a stalemate like this for a while, Yu Jiahe reached out and grabbed my wrist, he used a little strength, his fingers rubbed on my flesh, there was a tingling sensation, I couldn't help but 'hiss'.

He frowned at the sound and quickly removed his fingers, only to see a deep blood mark on my wrist. I looked at him, he looked at me, and he said 'I'm sorry.'"

"She's going on a business trip with me, I'll take her to change her clothes, so you can take care of yourself first. Liang Jing suddenly took two steps back, came over and grabbed my other hand, and said this sentence quite boldly, as if I was his person.

I was sandwiched between them, and my hands were held by the two of them, and I looked left and right at their faces, and they all looked determined. Somehow, some idol drama clips suddenly popped up in my mind, the feeling of two men fighting for a woman. I am really fortunate to be able to encounter such a scene, I pondered, if there is a stalemate, they should have a fight, whoever wins, I will go with whom, and from then on I will join hands with you for the rest of my life.

I was really excited that they were going to fight, but Liang Jing let go of his hand and said, "You can take her back, in short, don't be late for the afternoon plane." With that, he looked at us twice, and then strode away.

In fact, I didn't think much about it at the time, maybe it was because Liang Jing looked better, or maybe it was because Liang Jing didn't know about those unbearable pasts, so I shook off Yu Jiahe very hard and followed Liang Jing.

When I ran over, instead of hooking his arm as I had done before, I reached out and tugged at the corner of his coat and said, "I'll go with you." ”

He glanced sideways at me, smiling, as if he had known in the morning that I would definitely follow him.

I followed Liang Jing into the car, and he took me home, back to the county seat. There were my clothes in the room, all new. I was also careless and brought Liang Jing over, but I forgot to pack up all the things about me in the house.

He led me upstairs to the guest room, pushed the door open, and the things that were supposed to be in the master bedroom had now been moved to the guest room, and they were the same. He pointed to the closet, "The clothes are all in the closet, you can watch and change them yourself, and you can take a shower by the way, there is still plenty of time." ”

When he had finished speaking, he left me here and left.

I suddenly regretted that I followed Liang Jing, I simply came to find pain by myself, the things in this whole room, it should be said that there is my mother's breath in this whole house, brick by brick, and even every knick-knack, she made it herself. I stepped in with difficulty, held back my tears, slowly touched the edge of the bed, and bent down to sit down.

A lot of things are happening in my head, laughing, scolding, and churning in my ears. How much truth is there that I don't know? Can you tell it all at once, and don't stimulate me every once in a while, it's fun!

I finally couldn't hold it anymore, bent over, covered my face with my hands, opened my mouth and began to cry.

It turns out that the past 20 years or so are just an illusion that they have compiled for me, I have always felt that my family is happy, my parents have a good relationship, they love me, and they take good care of me.

If my dad isn't my dad, who is my real dad?

Ms. Wang Yueling, you have a spirit in the sky, do you want to have a dream at night to tell me, who gave birth to me?

I don't know how long I've been sitting there, anyway, when Liang Jing reappeared, I was still wearing wet clothes, sitting on the edge of the bed, embarrassed. I still don't want to believe that it's all true.