In the first six months after I came back, she was in a trance, and she didn't sleep well every night, always holding my arm, as if she was afraid that I would suddenly be gone. Many times, I wake up in the middle of the night and be startled by her straight eyes.

Then, she would ask me with a pitiful look: "You won't leave me again, will you?"

I actually promised her many times, but she still didn't seem to be so relieved, and I was afraid that she would get sick. I came back for a while, it was better not to come back, I did come back, but she was not very good, she was in a trance, and she followed wherever I went all day long.

When I go to London, she will follow me, like a little tail, with one in her hand, and mother and daughter will follow me together.

If I have something to socialize with, she will control herself from calling me, but there is no way to control the text messages at all.

This situation lasted for half a year, and she probably realized that her situation was not very good, so she found a day, sat on the bed, and talked to me seriously.

She still has some resentment towards me in her heart, and she let her spend ten months of pregnancy alone, complaining that I have left her for so long.

She looked at me with firm eyes and said, "Liang Jing, if in the future, when I need you, you are not by my side, then you will never use it again in the future." If you want to leave me behind in the future, I will definitely remarry as soon as possible, so that you can't catch up. ”

"I'm so tired of holding you like that. As she spoke, she cried aggrievedly, and while crying, she continued: "You don't say that you love me, it's not good to me at all, after so long, don't you like me very much......"

Behind a long list, she complained that I didn't care about her too much, but I didn't accept it, why didn't I care about her, I cared about her so much in my heart......

Later, I had no choice, I deliberately let myself be empty for a long time to accompany her, take her out with chatter, and gradually she became more down-to-earth, and finally I was able to truly believe that I was really back with her and made her feel at ease.

She seems to be very dependent on me, she doesn't care about anything when I'm there, she makes me decide everything, it's not lazy, but when I'm not there, she can also take charge of everything on her own and handle everything very well.

Since then, we have never been apart at any time.

……

When she was four years old, she was pregnant, and I still remember that day when I had half a day of leisure, I stayed at home to rest, and when she told me, I was sitting on the couch drinking tea and reading the newspaper. She suddenly came over with a smile, stood beside me, stretched out her finger and poked my arm, and said, "Liang Jing." ”

"Well, you say. ”

I just glanced at her with a smug smile on my face, as if I had picked a baby.

After being silent for a while, she didn't say anything, as if she was selling something to me. I didn't speak, just waited quietly, reached over and picked up the teacup.

"Liang Jing, I'm pregnant!" she said, particularly excited.

I was stunned for a moment, after a pause for half a meal, I answered, nodded, and I continued to raise my hand to drink tea, who knew that the strength was not good, the water in the cup was poured out, and the water made me all over.

She sat next to me, at first nervous, and finally smiled and pounced, directly into my arms, she was thirty-three years old that year, I was happy, but also very worried, I was afraid that she would not be able to bear it.

Later, the ten months of her pregnancy were particularly hard, and it is said that they were even harder than when she was pregnant. The pregnancy reaction was very strong, and every time I saw her running to the bathroom and throwing up, I always had the idea that I didn't want her to give birth, but I didn't tell her.

Because I can see that she cares very much about this child, and even enjoys the process of pregnancy very much, especially when it comes to me, which is simply handy.

I suddenly knew why she was so attached to this child, on the one hand, she made up for my regret that I was not by her side when she was chattering, and on the other hand, she was also satisfied with herself.

At the age of thirty-three, she gave birth to a son named Liang Chaoyang.

Unfortunately, however, I later found out that in character, chatter is more like me, and Chaoyang ......

The year after she gave birth to Chaoyang, my grandmother died, and she stood behind me crying silently. I comforted her twice, but she cried even more fiercely, leaning on top of me, not saying a word, just crying.

She asked me, "Aren't you sad?"

I said, "Grandma is a joy and mourning at this age, and I think she should have no regrets in her life except for her grandfather who died too early." ”

She was silent for a long time, and suddenly took my hand and said to me very seriously: "Don't leave me alone and go first." ”

I read the meaning in her eyes after I saw her half-pay.

Yes, I'm five years older than her, and I don't know if in the future, will I send her away, or she will send me away.

……

After two people get along for a long time, many problems will slowly breed, and we will also have conflicts in life and quarrel over small things. Of course, many times, I asked her to sing a one-man show, and she later learned to be obedient, and when she got angry, she locked the door and wouldn't let me enter the room, nor would I touch her.

To this, I just want to say that she is ruthless enough. So every time it didn't last three or four days, I would go and ask for reconciliation. Sure enough, I've been with me for a long time, and even my IQ has gradually improved.

……

When she was forty-two years old, we had a family crisis, and she suspected me of cheating, but in fact I didn't cheat, but there was a little girl in the company who was quite thick-skinned and tried to get into my bed. I don't know how many eyeliners she put next to me, and she knows all about my peach blossoms outside.

Luckily, I didn't have anything special about these when I was younger, and I didn't have any of them back then. However, that little girl also had some tricks, and I didn't pay much attention to it, and somehow she was not happy about it, and quarreled with me about it. Death in formation.

I made her a little annoyed, the family atmosphere was quite depressing, I didn't return all night for a few days, now it's okay, except for chattering more calmly, she actually united with Chaoyang, almost divorced me. Later, I asked the woman to come to the door to explain to her in person, and apologize, and the matter was over.

When she was forty-five years old, she finally relieved her heart knot and went to the nursing home to see Gu Hui, who had a stroke, and because of poor care, the whole person did not look good, and he looked dying.

When he saw her, Gu Hui was very excited, but he didn't seem to be able to speak much anymore, and he didn't know what he was talking about for a long time. In the end, I only knew that he said with difficulty: "I'm sorry." ”

He had approached her many times before, but she didn't want to see her.

She didn't say forgiveness, and when she came out of the nursing home, she asked me, "Do I look cold-blooded?"

I smiled and didn't speak.

Later, Gu Hui died, but she still did her daughter's duty and buried him thickly. On the day of the burial, Gu Weiwei also came, and she was also a wife. After she came out of prison, she seemed to have left S City and married a very ordinary man, not with Yu Jiahe. It is said that the man is married for the second time and has a child, and it seems that she has never had children in her life.

Qingcheng didn't communicate with her, just like two strangers, passing by.

……

Originally, we lived in the house I designed, but then somehow, on a whim, she bought a house not far from this building, and after moving in, she stood in front of the living room window, looked at the building in the distance, and said to me, "Looking at it this way, I feel that there is still love between us." ”

She is really stupid, the love between us has long been sublimated to an inseparable family affection, and it is really a lot of affection.

When she was nearly sixty years old, she was in menopause, chatter and Chaoyang were busy with work, and rarely came back, during that time she was very good at chattering, chattering whoever she caught, I was alone with her at home, she only chattered at me, sometimes I would jokingly ask her: "Is the mouth tired?" ”

She just stared at me and counted me, yes, just counted me, and was full of faults with me. I usually put up with her, and when I couldn't help it, I would go downstairs and walk by myself, but it didn't take long for her to chase me down. Then I took her hand and walked together.

We saw off my mother together that year.

Finally, our home,

At that time in life, the passion and enthusiasm are gone, just accompany each other, so that she is not alone, and when she wants to vent, there is someone around her who can make her angry.

We held hands together and walked forward guarding this home, but we didn't expect that time passed, but in a blink of an eye, you and I were old.

I have a lot of problems, and my temper is not very good, I am not gentle, and I never do anything to please her, but she can guard me like this for a long time, and think about it carefully, and I will marry her again to repay her kindness.

……

Qingcheng, you used to always hold my hand and ask, "How long will you remember me?"

I said, "For a long time." ”

But now I still keep you in my heart, and you are slowly beginning to forget me.

I stopped, the sun had already begun to set, and the afterglow of the setting sun was shining on us. I withdrew my gaze and looked back at her.

She squinted her eyes at the moment, her eyes shone slightly in the sunset, and there was still a faint smile on her face, slowly, she reached over, held my hand, and said, "Liang Jing, I won't leave you alone, and you don't leave me either." ”

I smiled slightly, nodded slightly, and said, "I love you, Qingcheng." ”

This time, she grinned, and smiled very happily.

……

Later, I kept my promise and didn't leave her alone, but she left me alone and left first......

Okay, okay, I'll chase you this time.

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