After returning to London.

My uncle once asked me, "Did you really give up like this?"

At that time, I only sat in the cellar, drinking wine, and did not answer his words.

He came over, sat next to me, picked up the mobile phone I put aside, looked at it and smiled, he patted me on the shoulder, and said with a smile: "You still can't let go, in fact, after I saw that the third sister-in-law came back, her temperament changed a lot, what did you do to her?"

I didn't answer his words as usual, I just reached out and snatched the phone back from his hand, switched the interface, and threw the phone on the coffee table in front of me.

"Xiaojing, I know that you are depressed in your heart, so I, who is an uncle, will come over to accompany you, talk about your heart, if you have anything, you can say it, don't be bored in your heart. ”

What's the use of saying it? I'll see her if I say it? Heh, it's just asking for trouble.

I thought about it, touched the wine glass, and asked, "Uncle, with your ability, you can support the Liang family alone, right?"

"Of course. After he finished speaking, he paused, probably because he found out my intentions, and slammed my shoulder, and said, "I don't agree, I'm just helping you with temporary affairs for a few days, don't think that I can always replace you! You know, I don't like the fight in the mall! Besides, the big brother won't agree." I also plan to go back to see the Qingcheng girl in a while, and help you take good care of your little daughter-in-law. ”

"No, you don't. I just smiled, then stood up and rested my glass on the table, "That's it." ”

"Hey, you stinky boy, it's up to you to decide what's going on!Hey, you stop me!" the uncle was furious, but in the end he had to sit in that position for me.

I used to just want that position, and I did everything to be able to sit in that position, but now I find that I seem to have so much, I seem to be in control, but the funny thing is that I can't give her a simple promise.

If it can be exchanged, I am willing to use it to exchange it for a Gu Qingcheng.

……

Later, I left London, went to many places, saw life and death, saw those who are struggling for life, at that time, I felt that I was still happy with her, at least I once had, at least I knew that she was still alive in this world, even without me, she could be fine, as long as she could be well, I was satisfied.

When I went to the snowy mountain with the same group, I didn't expect to encounter an avalanche, and when I saw the big snow rolling down, I thought, ah, this little life of mine is probably going to be lost here. I hurriedly dug out a pen and paper from my backpack, and while everyone was running away, I leaned back against a rock, writing my will, my last words, and my last words to her.

My companions called me a madman, and they kept urging me, but I laughed and said, "Go away, leave me alone!"

It's just that the speed of the avalanche is too fast, and I only wrote half of the word love, and the whole person was buried by the snow. I was buried under a thick snowdrift and it was cold, really cold.

I wanted to move, I still had a pen in my hand, I wanted to finish the last words, but the snow on my body was so heavy that I couldn't move, I couldn't move at all.

The moment I felt that death was really coming, I was scared, I was thinking, what would she do if I was gone? I know, I can't let go, I never even let go, I don't want to leave her alone in the world, I don't want her to marry someone else.

I tried to keep my mind as clear as I could, but gradually I blurred and even hallucinated, and I saw myself back with her, back at home.

She lay on the bed with a big belly and slept, sleeping very deeply, looking peaceful. She said she was pregnant, and it turned out that she was really pregnant. I sat next to her, reached out and gently touched her round belly, my hands trembled, I was so emotional that I couldn't hold back my tears.

I lay beside her, holding her hand, and slept with my eyes closed, my heart pounding. How I wish it was true, how I wish I could just like that, stay with her forever. I held her hand as if I could still feel the temperature on her body.

In the middle of the night, she woke up and coquettishly played at me and asked me to carry her to the bathroom.

But soon I became a man, and the light around me was dimmed and darkened, and I could see only a little white light in the distance, as if it was far away, and no matter how much I screamed, there was no echo. Eventually, I ran towards the white dot and kept running......

Later, I was rescued, and when I woke up, I was already in the hospital, there was no one around, and the scenery outside the window was pleasant, and I was actually alive.

They said that when they rescued me, the little notebook with the will was firmly in the palm of my hand, and they couldn't take it out.

They kept everything on me very well, and the little notebook and pen were on the bedside table. Due to the urgency of the situation, the handwriting on it was very sloppy, but I could still make out that I just gave her everything I had, everything I had to her. Array fork carrying.

In the end, I slowly finished writing the word with a pen, but I never wanted her to see it.

……

When she gave birth, I went back to S City once, but I didn't let her see me, I just glanced at it from a distance, there were a lot of people in the ward, I only looked at it, and she was laughing.

After that, I sneaked in in the middle of the night, when she was asleep and the baby next to me was also asleep. It was quiet in the ward, I went in lightly, looked at the person sleeping on the bed, and reached out to touch her face, but halfway through, I withdrew my hand, I was afraid that I would wake her up, and I was afraid that I would not be able to do without myself.

The child was very small, and his face was wrinkled, and I looked at it for a long time, but I couldn't tell who the child looked like. I didn't dare to touch either of them, so I could only sit on the side and watch. When I finally left, I couldn't help but kiss her, but she didn't feel anything, and she still fell asleep so quietly.

I know, in fact, she is also trying, trying very hard to do something, trying to get me back. Even the child was born to me, how could I not come back, how dare I not come back.

My mother's compromise was something I expected, but she was quite clever, and even used the method of agitation, when everyone frantically contacted me and said that she was going to get married, I was really close to chasing back, but fortunately I took a step forward and waited for my mother's call.

Although she is still stubborn, she has actually relented, I have hardly spoken to her in the past two years, and I have not met her, and Qingcheng has softened her with children. Many things, in fact, are just a matter of time, the people she hates have returned to dust, and no matter how much she hates the pain, it can only be herself.

Life is very short, if you live in painful hatred all your life, and you are alone for this hatred, what a sad thing it is. And I'm the one who makes her something she can lean on.

……

When she came to Madai, I thought about many ways to appear in front of her, and in what way to appear in front of her. Like a voyeur, I sneaked up behind her, walking back and forth at the door of her room, and finally I returned to her in a very ordinary way, as if I had never left, and sat quietly beside her and my daughter.

In fact, I have never, never left her, at least my heart has always been with her, never left.

……

(After marriage)

When I was two years old, we had a wedding, and she was looking forward to it, always wanting to ask me what the arrangements were, but she didn't ask, and finally tried hard to restrain herself, probably because she wanted to surprise herself. But I disappointed her, the wedding was very simple, I didn't want her to toss more, I didn't want her to work too hard, it is said that many people get married, the first feeling is tired, it should be said that there is no other feeling except tiredness.

So, I just want her to feel happy, I don't want her to feel tired, even if it's simple, the impression can be deeper, but it's a pity that she doesn't appreciate it.

When I went to bed at night, she rode on top of me and scolded me, her scolding kung fu was very good, Li Zimu told me that when she was chattering, the whole production process scolded me for being bloody, and there was no repetition. However, it is said that after three years of being pregnant and stupid, she gave birth to a chatter, and her brain was already wooden.

Scolding and scolding, just a few words and phrases over and over again, looking at her appearance, I think it is very funny and interesting.

I drank a little too much that night, and the chatter was taken away by my mother, so it was just the two of us in the house, and finally no one came to bother us anymore.

I grabbed her hands, hooked my fingers at her, and said, "Come here, I'll talk to you." ”

She was stupid, maybe she was still angry, she struggled for a while, and her body rubbed a few times on a certain part of me, and said, "You can say anything! Liang Jing, I won't let you go today, I'll tell you!"

I smiled and continued to seduce her, "Come here, but if you don't come, you won't hear it anymore." ”

She blinked, as if to think for a moment, and after a moment, came in. From the wine, her cheeks were flushed, and even her lips were very red, obviously she had removed her makeup, but she looked better than wearing makeup.

When she came over, I quietly hooked the corner of my lips, and when she was caught off guard, I raised my head and kissed her lips, she was a little surprised, and when I was about to resist, I reached out and pressed the back of her head, and the other hand wrapped around her waist, and pressed her under me as soon as I turned over.

She's still there humming and chirping, twisting and pinching, really, women are hypocritical.