Chapter Fifty-Eight: Who hasn't lived up to a few expensive times

"Before Uncle Fang didn't tell his love history, I wouldn't agree to start beating Jiang Chengzi's customs clearance!" Hu Pan wrinkled his nose and snorted, "That's so principled." ”

The fact that Sheng Chen and Meng Wei went out to eat today also touched Fang Shanmu. He was also wondering if Sheng Chen really fell in love with someone else, would he forgive her? On the other hand, if he fell in love with someone else, would Sheng Chen still accept him after crying and making trouble?

With his understanding of Sheng Chen, as long as he showed enough repentance and enough assurance to impress Sheng Chen, Sheng Chen would not insist on divorce. But on the contrary, no matter how much Sheng Chen repented and promised after the affair, it was impossible for him to continue to love him without any guilt.

Men are more selfish and sad than women.

Fang Shanmu coughed lightly: "Okay, since they happen to be here today, okay, Du Tu Nan and Jiang Chengzi are not here, because they are not blessed to listen to my love history, and they have no opportunity to learn valuable life growth experience from it......"

As soon as they heard that Fang Shanmu really wanted to talk about love history, Hu Pan and Cheng Pengpeng applauded excitedly and celebrated.

"Before I begin, I'm going to tell you a story about my friend, and notice that it's really my friend's story, not my pretending to be his story. Before he met his current wife, he had three love histories, but he had been married for more than ten years, and until now, his wife has always thought that he was her first love......" Fang Shanmu laughed, "Okay, his story is over." To start with him is to illustrate a phenomenon that in love, both men and women have the talent to become performing artists......"

"Against!" Hu Pan raised his right hand high, "Women are different from men, women are very real." True is true, false is false, love is love, hate is hate, never acting in love. ”

"Objections are invalid, I'm telling stories, not reasoning. Fang Shanmu leaned back on the sofa, his expression gloomy, "Sometimes recalling the past is also a kind of torture......

"Don't ask me how many people I've loved in my life, you don't understand how deeply I've been hurt! It's always cruel to peel off the wound, I advise you not to be an infatuator! Sentimentality is reserved for the time being. I don't like to be lonely, but I'm afraid of being with two people, which is obviously a kind of pain......"

Gu Hao turned on his mobile phone very appropriately and played Andy Lau's "Thank You for Your Love".

Cheng Pengpeng snatched his phone and turned off the music: "Master Gu is old and likes to listen to nostalgic songs, but Uncle Fang only likes young people's songs." Memories are sometimes not only torture, but also sweetness and experience. Uncle Fang, don't be too sad, just take it as a reminder and life guide for us, Hu Pan and I can also learn things from it and use it on our APP, count it in one fell swoop, how good. ”

Fang Shanmu didn't speak, and looked out the window. The night is deep, the night of the capital outside the window, the high-rise buildings in the distance and the cars near the place, still put on a sleepless struggle, in the cold winter night, how many urban night returnees are busy for tomorrow.

There must also be family members waiting for their return. The expectation and waiting of our family is the reason for our efforts and struggles, and it is also the harbor of our hearts. People live for family, friendship and love, and family affection is also generated and continued because of love.

"Who hasn't lived up to a few expensive periods of time......" Fang Shanmu's voice was deep and powerful.

Fang Shanmu's first girlfriend, or his first girlfriend in the narrow sense, is Guan Xiaohuan, a high school tablemate.

Guan Xiaohuan is a school flower, beautiful and elegant, in the high school of the provincial capital 32, she is a well-known beauty. Not just because of her good looks, but also because of her eloquence and voice.

Guan Xiaohuan is a school announcer. Her voice is tactful and comfortable, and every time she broadcasts, many boys are fascinated. On the high school campus in the 90s, she was dressed in a floral skirt with pigtails, like a butterfly shuttling through the forest, which touched the youthful dreams of countless young boys.

Many boys are extremely envious of Fang Shanmu, because Fang Shanmu is her tablemate and can get along with her day and night. But outsiders don't know Fang Shanmu's distress, although he is close to Guan Xiaohuan, Guan Xiaohuan only thinks he is a buddy and the best male girlfriend, but he has never liked him.

If you don't like him, it doesn't matter, anyway, he doesn't have enough confidence and capital to make Guan Xiaohuan like it. Fang Shanmu in high school was indeed childish, he had just moved from the county seat to the provincial capital, he was dirty and black, and he could not be said to be inconspicuous, but at least among the boys who were surrounded by basketball, football and athletes, he was not outstanding. Fortunately, Fang Shanmu's academic performance is good, and Guan Xiaohuan will not despise him, after all, she has extremely poor academic performance, and she needs to plagiarize Fang Shanmu's homework from time to time, and she needs his help to cover up and hand in the answers to pass the exam.

Guan Xiaohuan has many suitors, she has a very high vision, and ordinary suitors are usually rejected by her in a round to doubt life. Later, she fell in love with Zheng Chaoyang, the captain of the school basketball team. Zheng Chaoyang is very tall, 1.85 meters, with amazing jumping power, a fit body, and handsome, almost the idol of the girls with strong hormones in the school.

The general rule is that in high school, girls tend to prefer athletic boys. When I was in college, I would change my aesthetic and start liking boys with excellent grades and versatile skills. And after graduating from college, he improved his taste and single-mindedly liked boys who had the ability, connections and resources.

Girls who like athletic boys are actually the primitive impulse to worship the power of male animals under the secretion of male hormones, which is the most instinctive psychology of admiration.

What no one could have imagined was that Guan Xiaohuan liked Zheng Chaoyang, but Zheng Chaoyang didn't like her. The dignified school flower took the initiative to show her love to Zheng Chaoyang, but was rejected by Zheng Chaoyang, which made her unacceptable for a while. She burst into tears, feeling that life was full of gloom and ridicule.

In a gloomy time when Guan Xiaohuan fell out of love, Fang Shanmu spent it with her. He can't accompany him if he doesn't want to, Guan Xiaohuan always pulls him to Xishan in the provincial capital to relax, no matter what he has or not. Xishan is 15 kilometers away from the city, and in the 90s, when private cars were not widely used and transportation was not very developed, the best way to go to Xishan was bicycles.

On the third ride to Xishan, Guan Xiaohuan claimed that she had walked out of the shadow of broken love, and she wanted to completely bury her love for Zheng Chaoyang on the top of the mountain.

Fang Shanmu didn't want to go up the mountain, because he knew that it would take at least six hours to go up and down the mountain, and the lack of physical strength was one thing, and on the other hand, he might not be able to get down until night. Guan Xiaohuan didn't listen, so he had to accompany him.

It was summer, and the night breeze was crisp, so when they reached the top of the mountain, they sat down on a large rock. Under the starry sky, a young man is listening to a young girl's song of youth. Guan Xiaohuan told Fang Shanmu that she had completely forgotten about Zheng Chaoyang, from now on, she wanted to start again, she wanted to be happy, she wanted to be happy, and she had to live seriously.

In Guan Xiaohuan's dream-like narration, in the emptiness of the surrounding emptiness, Guan Xiaohuan's unique girl's body fragrance faintly came from his nose, and Guan Shanmu's heart was like a drum, and his heart was like numbness. He knew that he had always liked Guan Xiaohuan, and the reason why he didn't dare to confess was because of his inferiority. And always being by her side, is a fantasy, hoping that one day she can perceive his affection for her, no longer as a buddy is the object of confiding, but an object that can be relied on.

Guan Xiaohuan said a lot of things, and finally she told Fang Shanmu that she hoped that Fang Shanmu would not misunderstand her relationship with him, they were just good friends who were closer than ordinary friends, but they were not boyfriend and girlfriend. It's not that she doesn't like Fang Shanmu, but she feels that she is happier and more down-to-earth when she is a buddy with Fang Shanmu. She also asked Fang Shanmu if he would like to be her good buddy forever.

Although Fang Shanmu didn't know the spare tire at the time, he also knew that Guan Xiaohuan only had a good impression of him and didn't like him. But what if he doesn't like it, he really doesn't deserve Guan Xiaohuan. As long as he can be by her side, what is the object of her confiding? How many people are still envious of him for having the opportunity to be alone with Guan Xiaohuan often.

But what made Fang Shanmu feel sad was that Guan Xiaohuan soon fell in love with another boy named Guo You. Guo is not a tall and mighty type, and he is not as good as Fang Shanmu. But he can speak well with a flamboyant tongue, and he still deceived Guan Xiaohuan's favor.

Guan Xiaohuan soon fell in love with Guo again, from holding hands to hugging to kissing, she had to reminisce in front of Fang Shanmu in every detail. Her journey in love, as well as every heartbeat, anger and quarrel, will make it clear to Fang Shanmu. As a bystander, Fang Shanmu felt like he had a love affair with Guan Xiaohuan.

Guan Xiaohuan's trust in Fang Shanmu is as sincere and unconcealed as herself. Fang Shanmu didn't know whether he should thank Guan Xiaohuan for his absolute trust, or whether he should be sad that he was more like Guan Xiaohuan's shadow, always leaving her left and right, but he didn't have his own opinions, Guan Xiaohuan went east, he couldn't go west. Guan Xiaohuan was happy, he could only accompany the smiling face.

After graduating from high school, Fang Shanmu was admitted to a university in the capital, while Guan Xiaohuan and Guo Youyi both failed because they were addicted to love. Under the arrangement of his parents, Guo transferred to another province to repeat his studies. And Guan Xiaohuan was sent abroad by her parents to study in the UK.

After arriving in the UK, Guan Xiaohuan still maintained close contact with Fang Shanmu. She studied the language for a year and then went to university. As soon as she went to college, she fell in love again and had a boyfriend from Hong Kong. Her first time was also dedicated to him, and in the process of confiding in Fang Shanmu, she described it in great detail.

Fang Shanmu still clearly remembers some of the details, mainly because Guan Xiaohuan told him too real and impactful. Guan Xiaohuan's relationship with her Hong Kong boyfriend lasted less than half a year, and she told Fang Shanmu that sometimes she woke up in the middle of the night and looked at him sleeping soundly next to her, feeling that he was extremely strange and distant. Although they were lovers, she knew that she had never entered his heart. And he, never looked at her highly, always thought that she was inferior to him.

After going abroad, Guan Xiaohuan's second boyfriend is from Shandong and is named Yu Chen.