Xu Xi walked slowly on the street, the cool wind blowing her hair.

The schoolbag on her back was like a heavy shackle, pressing her out of breath.

The depression of the previous days seemed to bloom all at this moment, but the brain became a mess.

At this time, how she wished that the childish boy would stand beside her and play a scoundrel to herself.

She wants it, she likes him, and she understands it when they are together.

I don't know how much I love him? I love him.

But at the same time she is a contradiction, she wants to see him but she doesn't want to see him.

She's afraid? maybe!

Throughout her life in the past few months, she is very happy, and it is the happiest period of time since kindergarten to now high school.

Because of his company.

……

A trace of green smoke surrounded Ma Boshan's face, making his face hazy, and the choking feeling of the smoke made Hou Fan and Shen Yan feel uncomfortable.

But no one persuaded him, Ma Boshan held a cigarette in his fingers, and his eyes were dull.

He had never been so eager for cigarettes so once, he even thought that he would smoke him to death, and he didn't want to live anyway.

He didn't know why she broke up with him, he was okay a few days ago?

Moreover, they didn't even tell him a reason!

Really...... Ruthless!

I didn't expect to be dumped by others, and it was my favorite one!

He was proud, and at the same time he was humble.

It was humbling for him to wait for her all night downstairs in Xu Xi, and now he wouldn't be arrogant to pester her with a dead face.

He wanted to pester her with a dead face, but on the other hand, she didn't seem to like him very much.

He cried downstairs that night at her house, and he didn't know why he was crying.

Sobing, intermittent, heartbreaking, desolate.

His lungs felt like they were going to explode, but he continued to pump and cry.

That night, he felt like he was dead, dying for love.

But he didn't get a new life, Xu Xi is a hurdle in his heart, and he will never forget it for the rest of his life.

……

Since that conversation between Xu Xi and Ma Boshan, the two seem to have no intersection, Xu Xi's life is three points and one line, school, canteen, and home.

Ma Boshan's life is three points and one line, sleeping in class, smoking after class, and disappearing after school.

At least for Xu Xi, he is nowhere to be found, I don't know where he went, and I don't know his ...... There are no new girls.

Feng Dan tapped her fingers on the podium, and she had been secretly observing Xu Xi and Ma Boshan all these days.

As she expected, Xu Xi really broke off the relationship with Ma Boshan.

Actually, she was still a little worried, she was afraid that Ma Boshan would entangle Xu Xi, and it would be really troublesome at that time.

But...... On the surface, he became a stranger.

After the annual leave, it will be divided into science classes and liberal arts classes.

Xu Xi is better than liberal arts, so she thinks Xu Xi will choose science, and as for Ma Boshan, she doesn't have to guess, 100% liberal arts.

At least he can still write a word in the liberal arts, and he can memorize ancient poems, classical Chinese and the like if he works hard.

In science, I'm afraid there are only one, two, three, four, five, six.

Therefore, after that, she was not in much of a hurry.

The final exams are coming soon, which is a good thing for the majority of students.

After all, it's the second longest holiday of the year!

But a good thing is a good thing, and if you don't do well in the exam, it's another kind of accident.

If you study well, you are slightly nervous inside, but there is no big problem.

The study is medium, the inner pressure is high, and the problem is a bit big.

The school is poor, the heart is at the critical point of indulgence and repression, and is thinking about whether to make a cheat sheet?

As for the most rubbish people in school, they are not in a hurry or impatience, and they think, why can't time pass faster?

And Xu Xi is in the first place, although she is a little nervous, but she is only a little nervous, like a sense of superiority, for example, she is all blind, and her grades must be better than those who study poorly.

And Ma Boshan is the last, it stands to reason that he should not be in a hurry or impatient, but he is really impatient!

It's about to be a holiday, and they haven't said anything clearly, he misses her, he likes her!

It's a holiday, maybe they won't see each other for a short time, then the two of them are really going to finish playing.

……

On the 14th of January, the weather was sunny and sunny, but there were a few gentle winds, and a few complaints were made from time to time.

Xu Xi arrived at school very early with her schoolbag, and before her, there were also two boys and one girl in the class who arrived early.

After meeting and greeting each other, they sat down separately and opened the books and exercises to review, and the examination room was randomly divided, but it was a pity that she was not assigned to the same examination room as Ma Boshan.

She thought, is this a good thing or a bad thing? She thought it should be a good thing.

However, the softest part of her heart was still a little dissatisfied, and she wanted to be assigned to the same examination room as him.

It's contradictory.

At seven thirty o'clock, the whole class had arrived, and Ma Boshan and Hou Fan came according to the number.

Ma Boshan still regarded Xu Xi as a transparent person, and walked to the last row with Hou Fan casually.

But in that case, the two of them almost hooked their shoulders, and Xu Xi felt that he was very embarrassed at this time.

Indifferent like a block of ice, but also confined to her, to the other girls...... Still very friendly.

The two of them have been separated for a while, so it stands to reason that they can't be ordinary friends, right?

He must be disappointed in himself, right?

To be honest, she regretted it, she shouldn't have come to this school, and she shouldn't have met him.

But...... Can it be changed? No.

At eight o'clock, I left the classroom and went to the examination room, where I took the first math test.

At half past ten, enter the examination room, the second history.

At half past one in the afternoon, enter the examination room, the third session is English

……

Two days, numbness passed, Ma Boshan was always arrogant, he didn't go to Xu Xi, when Feng Dan announced the start of the winter vacation, everyone was cheering, but his mind and even that heart were numb.

This relationship has finally come to an end, he has been avoiding it some time ago, and sometimes he still has a little fantasy, will she come to him again?

Answer...... Unknown.

Okay now, the answer...... Passed.

He stared at Xu Xi who was talking to Zhou Wenwen, she was very happy!

Hou Fan beside him has been keeping his changes, and from Ma Boshan's dull eyes, he knows that he hasn't let go yet.

Belch...... He didn't seem to let go.

On the other hand, Xu Xi, Hou Fan is a little angry, but he is angry, and he can't interfere in other people's emotional matters.