CHAPTER XLIII
The lights were dim, thousands of homes were red, Xu Xi stood at the door of the community, hesitating, she didn't want to go home, but there was nowhere to go.
"Xu Xi!"
"Huh?" Xu Xi looked at the voice that called her name, and what caught her eye was a big boy who was a little handsome in a black leather coat.
He was a neighbor of her family, a year older than her, but he didn't go to school.
Zhang Ze stepped forward and looked at the little sister next door suspiciously.
"Why don't you go in? I saw you standing here from afar. ”
"Ahh
Zhang Ze scratched his hair awkwardly in the back, something is wrong with this kid?
I think in the past, when she saw herself, she still called Brother Sheng!
After Xu Xi returned home, Xu Zhengming and Lu Yun had already set up the dishes and chopsticks and food and were waiting for her.
Her parents knew that she had achieved results today, so Xu Xi ate a few bites of food, and Lu Yun asked.
"Xu Xi, how did you do this exam?"
"It's okay!"
Lu Yun didn't ask much, she thought this was okay, but she still maintained her previous results!
After Xu Xi returned to the room, he lay on the bed, and tears appeared on his originally calm and waveless face in an instant.
yes!
She was wondering, what were she and Ma Boshan going to do?
Before today, had she ever wondered what she would do if she and Ma Boshan were to be separated?
She thought she would laugh, because she thought in her heart that they would never be separated.
But now, she is finally about to face this problem, she cried, not a heart-rending pain, but this pain is depressing, all over the body, when she thinks of him, she will unconsciously cry.
Xu Xi didn't know how long she had been crying, it seemed to be late at night, and she was thinking about it at the same time.
What the hell is she going to do?
How do I talk to him?
The first rays of the morning sun shone on her cheeks, and she sat on the bed in a daze with red and swollen eyes.
It seems that he has lost interest in anything, and his mind is blank and hazy.
She didn't want to think about it, she was tired.
She had the illusion that if time stopped in this moment, it would still be beautiful.
They hadn't broken up yet, she thought of him, and he thought of her, until the world was destroyed, and they were still together.
……
In the evening, the dusk horizon was about to scatter, and a box was noisy and smoky.
There were boys kissing girls, the sound of cards rising and falling, and the booze everywhere, which turned into a sticky liquid on the ground.
"Hey!" Seeing that it was Xu Xi's call, Ma Boshan hurriedly gestured to everyone in the box, signaling them to stop all activities.
At the moment when Ma Boshan connected, the other party was silent, and it took more than ten seconds for a sound to occur.
"Ma Boshan, are you free? I ...... I have something to say to you. ”
"Yes, what's that? on the phone!"
Then the other party fell silent again.
It made Ma Boshan so confused.
"Hey, Xu Xi, are you talking? Don't tell me, you want to say that you want to break up with me. ”
Ma Boshan said jokingly, but the next second he only heard the other party's dull "um!".
"Ma Boshan, let's ...... Let's break up!"
Ma Boshan: "......"
"Damn, Xu Xi, don't scare me, I have a heart attack, if you freak out, you will be a widow. ”
The corners of Ma Boshan's mouth lifted out a wicked smile, until now, he thought she was joking with him, indeed! In his heart, he thought she would never say "break up" to him.
"Ma Boshan, I mean it......! Break up, right?"
"Really?" Ma Boshan's heart suddenly chuckled.
"Hmm!" a short word, a dull nasal voice, was enough to break through the hardest, and at the same time the softest, line of defense in people's hearts.
"I'm sorry, the subscriber you dialed is currently on the phone ,please redial later~"
With the sound of metal colliding, everyone saw the mobile phone in Ma Boshan's hand slip to the ground.
Ma Boshan looked at the mobile phone that fell to the ground with gloomy eyes, and sat there motionless.
"Ah Shan, what's wrong?" Shen Yan asked cautiously beside him.
"It's okay, you guys play yours. ”
Ma Boshan said that it was okay, but everyone in this box couldn't see that he was like nothing?
Sure enough, in the next second, Ma Boshan's mobile phone that fell to the ground suffered.
I saw Ma Boshan pick up his mobile phone, fell heavily on the ground, and fell apart.
Everyone didn't dare to come out until Ma Boshan left.
Facing the cold wind, Ma Boshan turned his back, and Hou Fan and Shen Yan chased him out.
"Ahsan, what's wrong?"
"That's right! ”
"It's okay, it's just that I've drunk too much, you guys go back first!" Ma Boshan waved his hand to the two of them.
Hou Fan wanted to say something, but was stopped by Ma Boshan, "I'm really fine, you lend me your phone for one night, and I'll give it to you tomorrow." ”
With a lonely back, Hou Fan and Shen Yan glanced at each other.
"Ah Shan, is it because of Xu Xi?"
"It should be, I heard Ma Boshan say the word break up just now. ”
"I heard it too, but Ahsan seems to be joking. ”
"Who know......s! It's a pity!"
……
Ma Boshan hurriedly came to Xu Xi Community, the number that belonged to her, he knew it by heart early in the morning.
At this time, Xu Xi sat on the bed in a daze, originally she thought she would cry after she finished speaking, but it was very calm, calm to a terrible place.
Perhaps, she had already finished crying last night with tears!
She was going to call him out tonight to talk to him, but she said it on the phone.
She didn't dare to see him, if the two of them met tonight, she might not be able to speak after seeing him.
The phone screen lit up, an unfamiliar number, and she hesitated.
"Hello?"
"It's me!"
In that familiar voice, Xu Xi was silent, she wanted to hang up the phone immediately, but her hand seemed to be conscious, and she was not allowed to do so.
"I'm downstairs in your neighborhood now, you come down, I want you to tell me what you just said on the phone. ”
"If you don't come down, I'll keep waiting!"
After finishing speaking, Ma Boshan hung up the phone, Xu Xi stared at the phone screen for a while, and then walked to the window, black paint.
But under the locust tree downstairs, there was a glimmer of fiery red light.
It's very small, just a point, and if you don't look closely, it can be overlooked.
She knew it was him, and she was hesitant for a moment, she ...... Should I go down? or not?
She......
I want to see him, but should I see him?
……
In the endless dark night, a little light shone brightly, and Ma Boshan sat on the round beach around the locust tree.
He didn't know if she would come down tonight, but he had a gut feeling that she would!
……
In the cold wind in the early morning, when the residents of the community pass by the locust tree, they will be surprised to take a few looks.
I saw a beautiful young man sitting there, but his face was full of tiredness, and there were cigarette butts scattered around him, and there were four cigarette boxes on the ground alone.
Ma Boshan looked up at the windows, waited all night, froze all night, and cried all night.
At seven twenty-odds, he moved away from his long-seated body and slowly left.
Ten minutes after he left, a slender and delicate figure came to the place where he had been sitting, just like Ma Boshan, with a tired look and some red and swollen eyes.
She stared at the cigarette butts on the ground, and she stood all night, looked at it, and cried all night.
She watched the bright cigarette butt last night until dawn.
Then she picked up the cigarette butt and threw it into the trash can at the entrance of the community.
……
On Monday, a new story began, a new beginning for Xu Xi, but also a reunion of the old.
She thought that Ma Boshan would question her when he came, and she was ready.
But from the moment he entered the school and into the classroom, she was like a transparent person, ignored by him.
For three days, they became strangers, not saying a word, not looking at each other.
Everyone in the class noticed this subtle but conspicuous change, and Wang Guo once asked Xu Xi, what happened to the two of them?
However, Xu Xi didn't say a word, just smiled.
Wang Guo thought that the two of them were a little couple quarreling and contradictory, including everyone in the class who thought so.
In addition to the parties and bystanders Hou Fan.
After school on Wednesday afternoon, Xu Xi packed his schoolbag as usual and left school.
But before he could get out of the classroom, he was stopped in front of the door, and the students who were still in the classroom were driven out.
closed the door, leaving only Ma Boshan and Xu Xi.
Ma Boshan sat in the back seat, leaning against the wall behind him, his head down, his attention on the mobile phone in his hand.
Xu Xi stood behind the classroom door at a loss, she knew that the people outside the door were all found by Ma Boshan.
The two sides were silent, and the air in the classroom was like a pool of stagnant water, which made people unable to breathe.
"Horse ...... Boshan. Xu Xi pursed his lips, and then tried to call his name.
Ma Boshan didn't respond, but slowly raised his head and looked at her, staring at her dodgy eyes.
After staring at him for a few seconds, Xu Xi dodged.
"Mabo Mountain, don't ...... Don't do that, okay?"
"Don't do this, I'm like that? Xu Xi, are you going to give me an explanation?"
Ma Boshan put down the mobile phone in his hand, stood up, and then walked towards Xu Xi step by step.
Xu Xi didn't speak, she lowered her head, she didn't dare to look at him, even if she knew that he had walked in front of her, she didn't dare to look at him.
"Xu Xi, I've been waiting for you for so many days, and you didn't say a word of explanation to me, just break up with me, you are really ruthless!"
"Right...... I'm sorry!" These are all the words that Xu Xi can squeeze out.
Ma Boshan's face instantly became gloomy, "I don't want to be sorry! I want to explain! You don't understand or are you deaf? Let me ask again, why did you break up with me?"
Seeing that Xu Xi was still silent, Ma Boshan angrily kicked over a table around him.
Xu Xi couldn't help but shudder, startled.
"Tell me, why did you break up with me? At this time, Ma Boshan said to her softly.
Although the voice is light, the words still weigh 10,000 catties.
What was the reason for her breaking up with him? Do you want to tell him that the head teacher found out about the two of them, and if they didn't, she would tell her parents?
Seeing that Xu Xi had two lines of tears flowing out, Ma Boshan's heart instantly softened, and he finally glanced at Xu Xi, and then opened the door and walked out.
Xu Xi walked out of the classroom ten minutes after Ma Boshan left.
The road is long, the figure is slow, it seems that time has slowed down, everything has slowed down.