Li Rui shook her head and said to me: "I didn't say it, I can't bear to let Yaoyao suffer another injury after knowing the truth, you may not be able to imagine what Yaoyao's state will be like after the annual meeting." She has already been disappointed in you because of misunderstanding and ignorance, if she knows that Cheng Jia is so selfish, she may not be able to bear such a big blow, if it were me, I would be very desperate......" Speaking of this, Li Rui seemed to be comforting me and said to me: "Maybe Yaoyao has noticed something, but he didn't show it, it's also uncertain, after all, Yaoyao is delicate and can hide things in her heart." ”

"I want to see Yaoyao, I want to talk to Yaoyao, can you help me?"

Li Rui hesitated for a moment and said to me: "China and France have a time difference, and it is four o'clock in the morning in Paris at this time. ”

"Please. I said to Li Rui: "Yaoyao's hand is blocked, it's not that the phone number stored in her mobile phone can't be called at all, only you can help me, please." ”

"Do you want to tell Yaoyao what I just told you, let Yaoyao know that these things were not done by you, but by Cheng Jia, Gao Xu, and Lu Quanming?" Li Rui was silent for a few seconds and continued: "Cheng Jia followed Yaoyao to France. ”

I don't know if I still have fantasies about Jing Yao or if I am in a kind of care hidden in my heart, as if my breath is painful.

Li Rui took out her mobile phone to find Jing Yao's number and dialed it, then handed me the mobile phone and said to me, "Consider Yaoyao's psychological pressure." ”

I took Li Rui's mobile phone, but the prompt tone on the phone made me desperate, and the phone was turned off!

At this time, I can still comfort myself, I feel that it is a good habit to sleep and turn off the phone, and after returning the phone to Li Rui, I whispered: "I'm very uncomfortable, Yaoyao didn't tell me so many secrets, she paid so much for me, but she didn't get anything, is she with Cheng Jia now? Are the two of them going to stay in France to develop?"

"Nope. Li Rui explained: "Cheng Jia just applied for a tourist visa and went to France with Yaoyao, he shouldn't be able to get a green card over there, Yaoyao didn't have a relationship with Cheng Jia, she is a very closed person and won't accept anything easily, however, I don't want Yaoyao to be like this, if she can have a boyfriend earlier, maybe she can come out of the shadow you left sooner, after all, she really loves you." The night before leaving, I accompanied Yaoyao to drink two bottles of red wine at home, she was a little drunk, crying and saying that she was very reluctant to you, she loved you in her heart, and hated you equally, she showed me her suitcase, except for a few clothes was a locked notebook, she said that it recorded the most important memories, all you left her. ”

I said to Li Rui: "That diary is from high school, other classmates all buy letter paper to write to each other, that is the romance of that era, my family is very poor, my father is not in good health, he has to go to the hospital every week, Yaoyao knows that I am reluctant to spend three or five yuan to buy beautifully packaged stationery, so she bought this diary with a lock, write each other's thoughts in it, and then lock it! It recorded the initial sweetness of me and Yaoyao, and then she went abroad to study, this diary was put at home by me, and every time I went home to work in Kunming, I would take a look at it, and there were a lot of tears falling on it, last year I did a very serious mistake, the kind that may be investigated to go to jail, I was worried that this notebook would be lost, so I put it in a lockbox, handed it to Yaoyao for safekeeping, and told her not to open it. Unexpectedly, Yaoyao began to open the lockbox and saw the diary inside. ”

"That's good. Li Rui took a sip of coffee and said to me: "This originally belonged to the two of you, you have kept it for nearly five years, and now it should be given to Yaoyao, I think everyone should have their own memories in the depths of their hearts, about youth, about dreams, about you, me and him in those years, I now understand why Yaoyao must have left with that diary." ”

I covered my face with my hands, I didn't want Li Rui to see my tears, helpless breathing, it turned out that first love is such a sad thing, Li Rui and I chatted for about forty minutes, it was after receiving a call from Chen Feng to say goodbye to me, before leaving, Li Rui also comforted me and wanted to open a little, some love is destined to be missed.

After she left, I took away my hand covering my face and took out a cigarette and lit it for myself, with tears in my eyes. Lu Yuxin walked over from the side, I wiped the corners of my eyes with the back of my hand in a panic, pretending that nothing had happened, I didn't want her to see me shed tears for another girl, this was unfair to Lu Yuxin, I was not qualified to hurt her again.

Lu Yuxin pretended not to see me wiping away my tears, and pretended to be very casual and asked, "Li Rui is gone?"

I guess Lu Yuxin had been watching from the side for a long time, and she didn't come over until Li Rui left her, but she didn't want me to know, so she asked such a question.

I nodded and said, "Just left, Chen Feng called her, let's have some coffee, let's go home after drinking." ”

"No, I don't drink it. Lu Yuxin got up and said: "The coffee is not good when it is cold, there is water in the car, let's leave early, I told my mother, we will eat together in the evening." ”

"Good. I carried the clothes I just bought, walked on Lu Yuxin's left side, she was naturally close to my body, her right hand reached into the pocket of my windbreaker, and my hand was clasped together, from leaving the coffee shop to the parking lot, I never spoke, the mood was completely different from just now, Lu Yuxin could feel it, so she also chose to be silent and gave me a moment of peace.

All the way at high speed, I turned on the music in the car very loudly, pretending that I was going to follow the sound of music so as not to be so tired, when I passed the Chuxiong service area, Lu Yuxin wanted to go to the bathroom, I also took the opportunity to stop outside and smoke a cigarette, Lu Yuxin came out of the bathroom with a light make-up on her face, and her eyes were a little red.

After getting in the car, she took the initiative to say to me: "Silently, I'm a little tired, lie here and sleep for a while, can you make the music quieter?"

She was giving me another excuse to "not talk", and I complied, turned down the music, and continued home.

At half past four in the afternoon, I finally saw the entrance to get off the expressway, Lu Yuxin didn't know when she really opened her eyes, and reminded me that I said: "Today is the Lantern Festival, remember to be happy when you go home, otherwise your parents will worry about you." “