Lantern Festival, I can't affect the family because of my emotions, Yuxin's understanding made me a little ashamed, and I reluctantly squeezed out a smile and said to her: "Let's go home for the festival, my parents are probably ready to wait for us." ”

"Let's go. Yuxin smiled at me and said, "The time spent together as a family is the happiest. ”

I also want to make myself as happy as possible, but how can the haze in my heart be hidden? In terms of feelings, I am not a good actor, and I can't make Yuxin unaware.

When I got home, I was surprised to find that Mo Shaojie and Yin Yihua came back earlier than us, and they hadn't told us yet, so I couldn't help but be a little surprised after meeting, I asked Mo Shaojie, "Why don't you say it in advance when you go home?" ”

"I came back yesterday, I wasn't at home for the New Year, why don't you rush back for the fifteenth day of the first month, how is Di Kai now?"

"The business has resumed, but the early word-of-mouth consumption is too serious, and now if you want to restore the impression in front of the public, you still want a little time, and you can't completely rely on price war promotions to attract customers, and the high-end must be high-end. ”

Mo Shaojie handed me a cigarette and said to me: "You are better at these than me, do a good job, if you need any help, tell me, Di Kai's shares are placed in Yihua's name and the lamp is transferred to Yuxin at a time, Yihua said that she doesn't need these shares, don't let Yuxin think about it, you also know what the conditions of Yihua's family are, she really doesn't have this money, in her words, everyone is a family, don't be so polite." ”

I took a deep breath and said, "I'll talk to Yuxin when I go back." ”

"Why don't you feel right today? What's upset?"

"Nope. I didn't want one thing to affect everyone, so I walked in the direction of the door and said, "Don't smoke at home, you should be careful if you are pregnant." ”

On the steps in front of the snack bar, I sat there and lit the cigarette Mo Shaojie gave me, and once again thought of Jing Yao and 'Jin Nian', and the bitterness and boredom in my heart could not be described in words.

At dinner time, Lu Yuxin called me in to eat, there were several kinds of stuffed rice balls cooked at home, black sesame seeds are my father's favorite, and my mother likes to eat peanuts, I asked Lu Yuxin what flavor she likes to eat, she told me that it is okay, and then I carefully found one for her with all kinds of flavors.

Yin Yihua saw all these in her eyes, and praised me in front of Yuxin for being careful and taking care of people, after dinner, my mother went to change the bed in the other bedroom into a new sheet and quilt cover, and specially told me that since the last time Yuhao brought Qin Mu back, she knew that she couldn't be the same anymore, and several sets of bed sheets and quilt covers were prepared at home, and whoever came back would change a new set for whom, so as not to make Yuxin, Qin Mu, Yin Yihua and a few of them a little uncomfortable sleeping in bed.

I think my mother's thinking is still quite advanced, and if I were replaced by other old people, I would probably think: It's all a family, what's there to dislike? At this point, my mother has done too well, and it deserves a thumbs up. I told my mom that I could prepare more quilts for the machine tool, and when I came back, we would each use our own, and put them away in the cabinet when we left.

My mother said that this method is also good, that is, to buy a few more sets of quilts to put at home, and there is not much time to use, will it be a bit of a waste?

Well, when it comes to money, my mother has to calculate it for a long time.

After making the bed, I went downstairs and smoked two more cigarettes, it was already dark, I got up and left the house, and unconsciously walked to the school where I used to go to high school, standing in front of the door, and found that there were many traces left by the years on the doorpost, which could no longer be erased. In the dark, I walked all the way home from school, slowly, slowly. As if she was looking for something in the lost years, her hometown! is no longer what she was at the beginning, and she is no longer there at that time.

It's eleven o'clock in the night when I got home, I don't know how many times I've walked on this road, Yuxin took a shower and lay on the bed holding her mobile phone in a daze, and when she saw me enter the door, she came back to her senses and gave me a smile, and didn't ask me where I went, but said: "Silently, you're back, go take a shower and sleep well." ”

"Hmm. I answered, walked into the bathroom and found that the water heater showed that the water temperature was only 23 °, it is estimated that it has just been used up and not hot, brush your teeth and wash your face, anyway, in those days of working in Kunming, it is not possible to take a bath every day, and I have long been used to my rough self.

Back in bed, the addiction to smoking was committed again, put up a pillow against the head of the bed and lit one, Yuxin leaned next to me and whispered: "Silently, I feel sorry for you like this, after you talked to Li Rui today, you have been unhappy, and I don't dare to ask, can you tell me, can I do something for you?" As long as you can be happy." ”

Listening to Yuxin's words, I felt even more guilty, raised my arm and hugged her in my arms, gently kissed the long hair on the top of her head, and whispered: "I talked a lot with Li Rui today, and Li Rui said that I only knew that Jing Yao had a good development prospect in France, and she had a car accident when she returned to China to apply for a visa. She came out of the emergency room, I just said hello to her, and went back to work after making sure that her life was not in danger, Jing Yao felt that I was working very hard, and she felt that I should not live such a life, so she left France and came back to found the brand 'Jinnian', hoping to find some confidence for me and let me change my lifestyle. These are all things that Li Rui told me, I only knew, and after listening to it, I felt a little uncomfortable, Jing Yao gave so much, but I was so stupid that I didn't notice it. ”

"What about 'Jin Nian'?" Lu Yuxin asked, "When we passed by Jinge Department Store today, we didn't see 'Jin Nian'. ”

"Withdrawn. I took a deep puff of cigarette and sighed lightly: "Jing Yao has returned to France, the whistleblower at the 'Jinnian' store meeting a few years ago was Cheng Jia, and he and Gao Xu colluded, in order to create a misunderstanding, so that Jing Yao suspected that I did it, and Li Rui told me." ”

"Does Jing Yao know? Did Li Rui tell Jing Yao this? If Jing Yao knew, she shouldn't hate you so much, right?"

I shook my head, hugged Lu Yuxin tightly and said, "Li Rui didn't tell Jing Yao, she was afraid that Jing Yao would be hurt. ”

Lu Yuxin suddenly became very incomprehensible, very incomprehensible, and asked in a particularly surprised tone: "Why? Why don't you tell Jing Yao the truth about this kind of thing? Isn't it more hurtful not to tell you? I really don't know what Li Rui thinks? Does she think it's better to hide the truth?"